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Ơej‡Z cvi‡eb bv? †Kb ej‡Z cvi‡eb bv? Avcbv‡K Avgiv mevB

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GKRb Wv³vi wn‡m‡e Rvwb|Õ mx‡U w¯’ifv‡e e‡m _vK‡Z Kó n‡”Q db

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Zuv‡`i‡K wR‡Ám Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i| gv‡b KvD›U Avi gyb‡dm, ZvB bv?Õ

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†Kgb n‡Z hv‡”Q ïi“Uv! †Kv_vq e‡mwQj †m-m¤ú‡K© aviYv w`‡Z cv‡i ïay| Ô†KwWcvm my¯’‡eva Ki‡Qb bv| Avwg Rvbvi †Póv KiwQ, Ggb wKQz wZwb

†L‡qwQ‡jb wKbv hv Zuvi †c‡U mn¨ nqwb ev hv †L‡j Zuvi A¨vjvwR© nevi

K_v| wK wK †L‡q‡Qb Avcbviv †KD wK j¶ K‡i‡Qb?Õ

‡Pnvivq AwbwðZfve, ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K ZvKvj Iiv|

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I‡`i KvQ †_‡K †Kvb mvnvh¨ cvevi Avkv †bB| †evSvB hvq, wb‡R‡`i wb‡q GZ e¨¯— wQj `yÕRb †h wb‡Riv wK †L‡q‡Q Zv-I m¤¢eZ ej‡Z cvi‡e

bv| wKsev nq‡Zv LvqBwb wKQz| Zvigv‡b, ¯^xKvi Ki‡Z nq, ivbv wb‡RI

LyuwU‡q me wKQz j¶ K‡iwb|

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ÔAvcbviv hw` wb‡P hvb,Õ ejj ivbv, ÔKvD›U ewÆDjv‡K ej‡eb, Zuvi R‡b¨

GLv‡b Avwg A‡c¶v KiwQ| Zuv‡K Avcbviv wiwµ‡qkb iƒ‡g cv‡eb|Õ

ÔweQvbvqI _vK‡Z cv‡ib,Õ ejj ûcvi| ÔNywg‡q|Õ ÔAvi †hLv‡bB _vKzb,Õ ejj ivbv, ÔweQvbvq Aek¨B _vK‡eb bv|Õ wVK GK wgwbU ci nvwRi n‡jb KvD›U| Zuvi gyL †_‡K fzi fzi K‡i eª¨vwÊi MÜ †ei“‡”Q| AwfRvZ †Pnvivq weeªZ fve| ÔLyeB A¯^w¯—Ki| ejvi

gZ bq| ej‡Z cv‡ib, GKUv gv÷vi Kx †Kv_vq †c‡Z cvwi Avwg? IB

†QvKiv †KwWcvm GKUv BwWqU| †fZi †_‡K †Kwe‡bi `iRv eÜ K‡i Nyg w`‡”Q, fve‡Z cv‡ib? wbðqB GKMv`v úxwcs U¨ve‡jU wM‡j‡Q| eû †Póv K‡iI RvMv‡Z cvijvg bv| e¨vUv b`©gvi KxU!Õ

f`ª‡jv‡Ki †Kwe‡bi PvweUv c‡KU †_‡K †ei Kij ivbv| Ô†KwWcvm

†fZi †_‡K Zvjv †`bwb| evB‡i †_‡K Avwg w`‡qwQ|Õ

GK gyn~Z© ivbvi w`‡K ¯—ä n‡q ZvwK‡q _vK‡jb KvD›U, Zvici d¬v¯‹Uvi w`‡K nvZ evov‡jb| †hb wK N‡U‡Q eyS‡Z cviv‡ZB Zuvi †Pnvivq AvNvZRwbZ we¯§q dz‡U DVj| weivU †Kvb AvNvZ bq, mvgvb¨B, Z‡e ivbvi g‡b n‡jv mvgvb¨ n‡jI Zuvi we¯§qUv wb‡f©Rvj| d¬v¯‹Uv M−v‡mi Ici Dcyo Ki‡jb wZwb, `yB wK wZb †duvUv coj gvÎ| nvZ evwo‡q Lc K‡i e−¨vK

†j‡e‡ji †evZjUv Zz‡j wb‡jb, †evZj †_‡K mivmwi ¯‹P Xvj‡jb Mjvq- nvZ GKUzI Kuvc‡Q bv| Ô†KwWcvm Avgvi K_v ïb‡Z cvqwb? wKQz ïb‡Z cvevi E‡aŸ© D‡V †M‡Q †m?Õ

ÔAvwg `ytwLZ| m¤¢eZ Zvi Lvev‡ii g‡a¨ wKQz| †Kvb ai‡bi wKjvi Uw·b, `ª“Z KvR K‡i, kw³kvjx, gvivÍK †Kvb cqRb|Õ

ÔGK`g g‡i †M‡Q?Õ gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔGK`g g‡i †M‡Q?Õ weoweo K‡i GKB K_v evievi ej‡Qb KvD›U| ÔAvi Avwg wKbv Zv‡K ivM K‡i e‡j Gjvg †cvqvZx †g‡q‡`i gZ `ye©j n‡j †Kvb cyi“l gvby‡li P‡j bv! Avwg hLb ivMvivwM K‡i P‡j Gjvg, ZLb †m Avm‡j gviv hvw”Qj?Õ AviI LvwbKUv ¯‹P †L‡jb wZwb, gyL †KuvPKv‡jb|

Ô†ek, Zuv‡K †`‡L Avcbvi †Kvb m‡›`n nqwb| nu¨v, Avcwb hLb †Kweb

†Q‡o †ewi‡q Av‡mb, †KwWcvm ZLb gviv hvw”Q‡jb| Avcwb †Zv wWbvi

†Uwe‡j Zuvi cv‡kB e‡mwQ‡jb, ZvB bv? wK †L‡q‡Qb Avcwb, g‡b Av‡Q Avcbvi?Õ

Ô¯^vfvweK Lvevi, mevB hv Lvq|Õ KvD›U‡K wePwjZ †`Lvj, Zuvi AwfRvZ ¯^fve GZUv wePwjZ nIqv m¤¢eZ Aby‡gv`b K‡i bv| ÔAvwg eis eje, †KwWcvmB A¯^vfvweK Lvevi Lvq|Õ

ÔKvD›U ewÆDjv, †nuqvwj Kivi mgq GUv bq|Õ Ô†Mªcd«zU Avi mvbd¬vIqvi mxWm| †gvUvgywU GB `y‡Uv wRwbm †L‡qB

†eu‡P wQj †m| wbivwgl‡fvRx cvMj‡`i GKRb Avi wK|Õ ÔZvB?Õ

Avevi gyL †KuvPKv‡jb KvD›U| Ô†KwWcvm gvsm †LZ bv| AvjyI cQ›`

KiZ bv| Kv‡RB †m ïay ¯cÖvDU Avi nm©i¨vwWk wb‡qwQj| Avgvi we‡klfv‡e g‡b Av‡Q, KviY Avwg Avi wgwK I‡K Avgv‡`i nm©i¨vwWk w`‡q w`B, I Lye cQ›` K‡i e‡j|Õ Ggb fw½‡Z †Ku‡c DV‡jb wZwb, †hb Zuvi Mv wNb wNb Ki‡Q| Ôee©i‡`i Lvevi, ïay AÁ A¨vs‡jv-m¨v·b wR‡fi R‡b¨|

Ggb wK wgwKI wRwbmUv mn¨ Ki‡Z cv‡i bv|Õ j¶ Kivi gZ welq, †MvUv

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wdj¥ BDwb‡U KvD›UB GKgvÎ wgwK gyb‡dm‡K e¨vib e‡j m‡¤^vab K‡ib

bv| m¤¢eZ wb‡R AwfRvZ e‡jB Pvb bv †h UvB‡U‡ji Ace¨envi †nvK|

Ô†KwWcvm d«zU Rym wb‡qwQ‡jb?Õ Ôevwo †_‡K ‰Zwi K‡i Avbv evwj© IqvUvi wQj Zvi m‡½|Õ ¶xY nvm‡jb KvD›U| ÔK¨v‡b fiv †h-‡Kvb Lvevi m¤ú‡K© Lvivc aviYv wQj Zvi| G-me

e¨vcv‡i AZ¨š— LyuZLyu‡Z wQj †m|Õ

Ôm~c †bbwb?Õ ÔA·-†UBj?Õ ÔA·-†UBj ev Ab¨ wKQz?Õ Ô‡KwWcvm †Zv Zvi †gBb †Kvm©B †kl K‡iwbÑgv‡b, ¯cÖvDU Avi nm©i¨vwWk| Avcbvi nq‡Zv g‡b Av‡Q Lye Zvovû‡ov K‡i D‡V hvq †m|Õ

Ôg‡b Av‡Q| Rvnv‡R DV‡jB wK mx-wmK‡b‡m fzM‡Zb wZwb?Õ ÔRvwb bv| Zv‡K Avcwb hLb †_‡K †P‡bb, AvwgI cÖvq ZLb †_‡K wPwb| MZ `yÕw`b g−vb Avi d¨vKv‡m †`Lv †M‡Q| Z‡e †m †Zv mevB‡KB †`Lv

†M‡Q, ZvB bv?Õ

GB mgq WvBwbs †mjy‡b K¬vK© wekc XzK‡jb| evB‡i So, A_P Zuvi gv_vq mh‡Zœ AuvPov‡bv Pzj GKUz Gw`K Iw`K nqwb| e¨vKeªvk Kiv, Nb

Kv‡jv, wmuw_Uv gvSLv‡b| †KD hw` e‡j AvVvj µxg jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q, ivbv

Awek¦vm Ki‡e bv| ïay Pzj bq, f`ª‡jv‡Ki me wKQzB AZ¨š— cwicvwU Avi

†MvQv‡jv| gvbylUvI wZwb kvš—, wb‡R‡K me mgq wbqš¿‡Y ivL‡Z cv‡ib|

Zuvi Pz‡ji ÷vBj wcw”Qj, wKš‘ wZwb wb‡R Zv bbÑZuv‡K †mªd PvjvK ejv

hvq| f`ª‡jvK Lye j¤^v bb, Avevi †eu‡UI bb; †gvUv bb, Avevi †ivMvI ejv

hv‡e bv| gyLUv gm„Y, †Kvb fuvR ev †iLv †bB| †MvUv Rvnv‡R GKgvÎ

Zuv‡KB wcb&m&-‡b e¨envi Ki‡Z †`L‡Q ivbv| †Pnvivi m‡½ wRwbmUv GZ

my›`i gvwb‡q †M‡Q †h IUv Qvov Zuvi Qwe KíbvI Kiv hvq bv| Pj‡b-ej‡b

AZ¨š— mf¨ I f`ª wZwb, hZUyKz nIqv m¤¢e|

i¨vK †_‡K GKUv M−vm msMªn Ki‡jb, Bfwbs ÷v‡ii †eqvovcbvi K_v g‡b †i‡L mveav‡b A_P `„p cv‡q GwM‡q G‡jb, em‡jb ivbvi Wvb w`‡Ki

†PqviUvq, e−¨vK †j‡e‡ji †evZjUv a‡i wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, Ô†g AvB?Õ

ÔBwR Kvg, BwR †Mv,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôwg †MvjWvi cÖvB‡fU mvc−vB †_‡K mwi‡qwQ Avwg IUv|Õ

Ô¯^xKv‡ivw³ †bvU Kiv n‡jv|Õ K¬vK© wekc wb‡Ri M−v‡m ¯‹P †X‡j PzgyK w`‡jb| ÔAvwgI Avcbvi mn‡hvMx njvg| wPqvm©|Õ

ÔAvwg a‡i wbw”Q mivmwi wg †MvjWvi KvQ †_‡K G‡jb Avcwb,Õ ejj ivbv|

Ônu¨v| mvsNvwZK Nve‡o †M‡Qb Dwb| LyeB gg©vwš—K †Q‡jUvi K_v ejwQ| Avnv †ePviv!Õ GUvI wek‡ci GKUv ‰ewkó¨Ñ†h-‡Kvb NUbvq cÖ_‡g

wZwb gvbweK w`KUv †`‡Lb, hw`I †ewkifvM †Kv¤úvbx A¨vKvD›U¨v‡›Ui

cÖ_‡g wPš—v n‡e g„Zz¨Uv †Kv¤úvbxi Kv‡R KZUzKz weNœ m„wó Ki‡e| Z‡e ivbv fvej, gy‡L †hUv cÖ_g cÖKvk K‡ib †mUvB wK Zuvi cÖ_g wPš—v? Zvici wZwb ej‡jb, ÔRvb‡Z cvijvg, GLbI Avcwb g„Zz¨i KviY m¤ú‡K© wbwðZ n‡Z cv‡ibwb|Õ

Ôbv, Avwg †Kvb K¬y cvBwb|Õ ÔGfv‡e K_v ej‡j †Kvbw`bB Avcwb kvj©K †nvgm n‡Z cvi‡eb bv|

Zvi‡P‡qI f‡qi K_v, Avcbvi Wv³vix mvwU©wd‡KU †K‡o †bqv n‡Z cv‡i|Õ _vK‡j †Zv Kvo‡e, g‡b g‡b ejj ivbv| ÔcqRb, †Kvb m‡›`n †bB|

wKš‘ Avi wKQz Rvbv hv‡”Q bv| mx-‡Mvwqs †gwW‡Kj jvB‡eªwi, Rvnv‡R Povi mgq Wv³vi‡`i m‡½ mvaviYZ †hUv _v‡K, Avgvi m‡½I †miKg GKUv jvB‡eªwi Av‡Q| wKš‘ Zv‡ZI †Zgb jvf n‡”Q bv| GKUv wel‡K wPb‡Z n‡j

nq Avcbv‡K †Kwg‡Kj A¨vbvjvBwmm Ki‡Z n‡e, wKsev Avµvš— †ivMxi kix‡i wel wKfv‡e KvR Ki‡Q Zv wb‡Ri †Pv‡L †`L‡Z n‡e| cÖwZwU we‡li A™¢zZ me Avjv`v Avjv`v j¶Y Av‡Q| wKš‘ Avwg †cuŠQzevi †ek LvwbK Av‡MB gviv †M‡Qb †KwWcvm| ZvQvov, c¨v_jwRK¨vj †U÷ Kivi d¨vwmwjwU

†bB GLv‡b|Õ Ô†gwW‡Kj cÖ‡dk‡bi Ici Avgvi †h-UzKz kª×v wQj Avcwb Zv aŸsm K‡i w`‡”Qb, wg ivbv| mvqvbvBW?Õ

Ôbv, Am¤¢e|Õ gv_v bvoj ivbv| Ô†KwWcvm gi‡Z mgq wb‡q‡Q|

mvqvbvBW †Kvb mgqB †`q bv| ZvQvov mvqvbvBW gv‡bB †Zv Ly‡bi †Km|

fzj K‡i †KD mvqvbvBW †L‡q †d‡j‡Q ev KvD‡K LvB‡q †`qv n‡q‡Q, Ggb NUbv KLbI ïwbwb| †KwWcv‡mi g„Zz¨, Avwg wbwðZ, gvW©vi bqÑ A¨vw·‡W›U|Õ

AviI LvwbKUv ¯‹P wb‡jb wekc| ÔwK K‡i eyS‡jb †h A¨vw·‡W›UB?Õ A¨vw·‡W›U bq, Rv‡b ivbv; ZvB Lye mveav‡b Reve w`‡Z n‡jv|

ÔcÖ_gZ, wel LvIqv‡bvi †Kvb my‡hvM cvIqv hvqwb| wWbv‡ii mgq nIqvi Av‡M ch©š— cy‡ivUv we‡Kj wb‡Ri †Kwe‡b GKv wQ‡jb wZwb|Õ KvD‡›Ui w`‡K ZvKvj I| Ô†Kwe‡b wK †KwWcv‡mi wb‡Ri Avjv`v †Kvb Lvevi wQj?Õ wew¯§Z n‡jb KvD›U| ÔAvcwb Rvb‡jb wKfv‡e?Õ

ÔRvwb bv| Av›`vR KiwQ| wQj?Õ ÔwQj bv gv‡b! `y‡Uv ev‡¯‹‡U fiv GKMv`v Kuv‡Pi Rvi| Avcbv‡K †Zv Av‡MB †evanq e‡jwQ, wU‡bi Lvevi `yÕ‡Pv‡Li wel wQj †KwWcv‡mi|

Rvi¸‡jvq †m `ywbqvi †fwR‡Uej †cÖvWv±m f‡i wb‡q G‡mwQj Avnv,

†ePviv!Õ Ôinm¨Uv nq‡Zv IB Rvi¸‡jv‡ZB jywK‡q Av‡Q| K¨vc‡Ub‡K ej‡Z n‡e I¸‡jv wZwb †hb wb‡Ri `L‡j iv‡Lb, †divi ci cix¶v Kiv‡Z n‡e|

Avevi my‡hv‡Mi cÖm‡½ wd‡i Avwm| wb‡Ri †Kweb †_‡K mivmwi GLv‡b, WvBwbs †mjy‡b P‡j Av‡mb †KwWcvm, Avgiv hv †L‡qwQ wZwb-I ZvB

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†jvK‡K †Kb †KD Lyb Ki‡Z hv‡e? wZwb Avgv‡`i meviB cƯvq AcwiwPZ,

ZvB bv? KviY DBK †_‡K Rvnv‡R I‡Vb, ZLbB Zuv‡K Avgiv cƯ_g †`wL|

ZvQvov, GiKg †QvU GKUv RvqMvq †Kvb& cvMj Zuv‡K wel LvIqv‡Z †Pĩv

Ki‡e, we‡kl K‡i Lyb K‡i cvwj‡q hvevi †Kvb Dcvq hLb †bB? Rvbv K_v,

DB‡K wd‡i †`Le cywjm Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|Õ

ƠcvMjUv nq‡Zv Rv‡b †h my¯’ GKRb gvbyl wVK Gfv‡eB wPš—v Ki‡e,Õ ej‡jb wekc|

ƠBs‡iR ivRvUvi wK †hb bvg, AwZ‡fvR‡bi Kvi‡Y gviv wM‡qwQ‡jb?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jb KvD›U| ƠevBb ev IB ai‡bi wK †hb GKUv gvQ †L‡q?

Avgv‡K hw` wR‡Ám K‡ib, Avwg eje Avgv‡`i `yf©vMv †KwWcvmI nq‡Zv

nm©i¨vwWk †ewk †L‡q †djvi Kvi‡Y cUj Zz‡j‡Q|Õ

Ơh‡_ĩ n‡q‡Q|Õ †Pqvi †Q‡o DV‡Z †Mj ivbv| hw`I m‡½ m‡½ DVj bv| KvD‡›Ui K_v¸‡jv Ii gv_vq A‡bK †fZ‡i †Kv_vI †hb ¶xY GKUv

†ej evwR‡q w`‡q‡Q, GZ `~‡i Avi A¯úĩ †h Kvb †c‡Z bv _vK‡j ïb‡ZB

†cZ bv| j¶ Kij, `yÕR‡bB Zuviv Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Qb| GKUv

`xN©k¦vm †djj I| ƠGLb wm×vš— †bqvi mgq| †KwWcv‡mi R‡b¨ wKQz mgq

w`‡Z n‡e |Õ

Ơ‡evanq K¨vbfvm `iKvi n‡e,Õ ej‡jb wekc|

Ơnu¨v, gyo‡Z n‡e Zv‡K| Zvici KvD‡›Ui †Kweb cwi®‹vi Ki‡Z n‡e|

jMey‡K wjL‡Z n‡e g„Zz¨i K_v| †W_ mvwU©wd‡KU| mrKv‡ii e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z

n‡e wg I‡qb‡K |Õ

Ơwg I‡qb †Kb?Õ wew¯§Z n‡jb KvD›U| ƠKgvwÊs Awdmvi bb †Kb?Õ ƠK¨vc‡Ub Wvbwnj wb`ªv‡`exi †Kv‡j,Õ ejj ivbv| Ơ†Pĩv K‡iI Zz‡j Avb‡Z cvwiwb|Õ

ƠDwb hv †bkv K‡ib,Õ g„`y Aby‡hv‡Mi my‡i ej‡jb wekc, ƠNyg fvOv‡Z n‡j `iRv fvO‡Z n‡e|Õ

ƠG·wKDR wg, †R‡›Uj‡gb|Õ mivmwi wb‡Ri †Kwe‡b P‡j Gj ivbv, Z‡e †W_ mvwU©wd‡KU †jLvi R‡b¨ bq| K¬vK© wekc‡K †hgb e‡j‡Q I,

Bfwbs ÷v‡i GKUv †gwW‡Kj jvB‡eªwi mwZ¨ Zz‡j G‡b‡Q, AvKv‡i †mUv Lye

†QvUI bq| †gwW‡Kj RywimcƯ“‡WÝ A¨vÊ Uw·‡KvjwR, †U·U eyK Af

d‡ibwmK dv‡g©mx, wjM¨vj †gwWwmb A¨vÊ Uw·‡KvjwR, GiKg AviI

K‡qKUv eB †kjd †_‡K bvwg‡q cƯ_‡g m~Pxc‡Ỵi Ici †PvL eyjvj I| hv

LyuRwQj cuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ †c‡q †Mj|

cwi‡”Q`Uvi bvg Ơwmm‡Ug¨vwUK cqRbmÕ| cƯ_‡gB A¨v‡KvbvBU A_©vr welv³ Dw™¢‡`i g~j ev wkK‡oi K_v ejv n‡q‡Q| †Kvb wkK‡oi wK bvg,

†m¸‡jv †_‡K wK ai‡bi wel cvIqv hvq, we¯—vwiZ †jLv Av‡Q| Zvi g‡a¨

GKUv n‡jvĐ Aconitum napellus AvR ch©š— hZ wel Avwe®‹…Z n‡q‡Q Zvi g‡a¨ GUvB me‡P‡q gvivÍK| 0.004 MªvgB GKRb gvbyl‡K †g‡i †djvi R‡b¨ h‡_ĩ| †hLv‡b e¨envi Kiv n‡e, g‡b n‡e RvqMvUv R¡‡j hv‡”Q, wSbwSb Ki‡e, Amvo n‡q hv‡e; gvỴv †ewk n‡q †M‡j cƯPÊ ewg n‡e, bovPov Kivi kw³ _vK‡e bv, Abyf‚wZ _vK‡e bv, †evakw³ nvwi‡q hv‡e, Am¤¢e KzuK‡o hv‡e nƒrwcÊ, d‡j g„Zz¨ Awbevh©| Zvici ejv n‡q‡Q wPwKrmvi K_v| me‡k‡l we‡kl `ªĩ‡e¨ mveavb Kiv n‡q‡QĐA¨v‡KvbvB‡Ui wkKo‡K cƯvqB nm©i¨vwWk e‡j fzj Kiv nq, nm©i¨vwWk †f‡e †L‡q ẻ †jvK gvivI hvq|

†jLvUvi w`‡K GLbI ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv, Z‡e co‡Q bv, ax‡i ax‡i Dcjwä Ki‡Q wK †hb GKUv cwieZ©b N‡U †M‡Q Bfwbs ÷v‡i| GLbI G‡Mv‡”Q RvnvR, GwÄb¸‡jv wek¦¯—Zvi m‡½ Pvjy i‡q‡Q, Z‡e PvjPjb †hb Av‡Mi gZ bq| e`‡j †M‡Q †`vj LvIqvi fw½Uv| Av‡Mi †P‡q A‡bK †ewk, cƯvq mËi wWMªx KvZ n‡q hv‡”Q| Zzjbvq DuPz-wbPz nevi ev AvQvo Lvevi gvỴv K‡g

†M‡Q, Akvš— mvM‡ii m‡½ †ev-i msNl© Av‡Mi gZ Kvgvb `vM‡Q bv|

cvZvUv fuvR Kij ivbv, eÜ Kij eBUv, Zvici Uj‡Z Uj‡Z G‡Mvj c¨v‡mR a‡i| K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡q a‡i DVj, jvDÄ n‡q †ewi‡q Gj Avcvi

†W‡K| evB‡i ẴKvi, Z‡e GZ ẴKvi bq †h cvwbi cvnvo¸‡jv‡K

†`L‡Z cv‡e bv| evZvm Abyfe K‡i eyS‡Z cvij SoUv †Kvb w`K †_‡K eB‡Q| †XD‡qi gv_vq we‡ùvwiZ n‡”Q mv`v †dbv| nVvr cvwbi GKUv cvnvo‡K †a‡q Avm‡Z †`‡L AuvZ‡K DVj ivbv, wcwQ‡q G‡m n¨vʇiBj AuvK‡o a‡i ‰Zwi n‡jv AvÍi¶vi R‡b¨| †XD e‡j †Pbv hv‡”Q bv, †hb R¨vš—

GKUv cvnvoĐmv`v I Kv‡jv wkiv †`Lv hv‡”Q, Aïf, cƯjq¼ixĐgv_vPvov w`‡”Q †cvU©mvB‡W, exg-Gi wVK mvg‡b| ivbvi gv_v Qvwo‡q AviI Aš—Z

`k dzU DuPz| wbwðZfv‡e Rv‡b I, K‡qK †kv Ub cvwb wb‡q Uªjv‡ii

†dvi‡W‡K AvQvo †L‡Z hv‡”Q †XDUv| NUbvUv bv NUvi †Kvb KviY †`L‡Z

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`yÕRb‡K †`Lj †mĐïay ZvKvj bv| I‡qb Avi †Rwgmb GKB Rv‡Zi

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Rvnv‡Ri †h-‡KD Avµvš— n‡Z cv‡i| ÔwgwbU `‡kK Av‡M Avwg Zuvi †Kwe‡b

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Ơfzj,Õ ejj U¨vKvi, Zvi myi Avi fw½ †`‡L †evSv †Mj gv‡f©jvm

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`„pK‡É, avivj hyw³i m‡½| ƠAZx‡Z GiKg Z¨vM wZwb ¯^xKvi K‡i‡Qb|Õ jvf Kivi my‡hvM db †MvjWv †Q‡o w`‡q‡Qb, GUv Kíbv Ki‡Z Kĩ n‡jv ivbvi, Z‡e Ii †P‡q Zuv‡K wekc AviI fvjfv‡e †P‡bb, m‡›`n †bB| ƠwKš‘

GLv‡b Avgiv jvf wb‡q K_v ejwQ bv, K_v ejwQ me©¯^vš— nIqv wb‡q| GZ

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Bb‡f÷ K‡iwQ| A_©vr, wg Wvbwnj, Avcwb Avm‡j Avgv‡`i‡K c‡_ emvevi wm×vš— wb‡Z PvB‡Qb| wK‡mi R‡b¨? hw` Avevi †KD Amy¯’ n‡q cwo, GB Avk¼vq| wKš‘ wg ivbv †Zv Afq w`‡q e‡j‡QbB, †m fq Avi cƯvq †bB ej‡jB P‡j|Õ

K¨vc‡Ub Wvbwnj K_v ej‡jb bv|

Ơwg wekc GK`g LuvwU K_v e‡j‡Qb,Õ ej‡jb db †MvjWv| Ơeo GKUv c‡q›U Avcwb †Lqvj Ki‡Qb bv, K¨vc‡Ub Wvbwnj| Avgvi Av‡M ejv GKUv K_v Avcwb Avgv‡K g‡b Kwi‡q w`‡q‡Qb| Gevi Avwg wK Avcbvi ejv GKUv K_v g‡b Kwi‡q w`‡Z cvwi? Avcwb Rv‡bb |Õ

Ơgvd Ki‡eb,Õ evav w`j ivbv, Lye fvj K‡iB Rv‡b wK ej‡Z hv‡”Qb

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db †MvjWv| I Pvq bv K_vUv ejyb Dwb| Ôú−xR| GKUv Av‡cvm idv| Avcwb

†eqvi A¨vBj¨v‡Ê †h‡Z Pvb| wg wekc Avi wg Kvj©mbI ZvB Pvb| †h‡Z

AvwgI PvB, KviY GKRb Wv³vi wn‡m‡e Avgvi mybvg wbf©i Ki‡Q Gi

Ici| KvD›U?Õ

Ô†Kvb wØgZ †bB,Õ ej‡jb KvD›U| Ô†eqvi AvBj¨vÊ|Õ ÔAvi wg I‡qb I wg †RswKbm‡K wR‡Ám KivUv wVK DwPZ n‡e bv|

Kv‡RB Avwg cÖ¯—ve KiwQ |Õ

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ÔAvwg †mfv‡e †Kvb wm×v‡š— Avm‡Z Avcbv‡K ejwQI bv| Avgvi cÖ¯—ve n‡jv, Avmyb GKUv Pzw³cÎ ‰Zwi Kwi| Zv‡Z K¨vc‡Ub Wvbwn‡ji mywPwš—Z

gš—e¨ †jLv _vKzK| Avwg cÖ¯—ve KiwQ, †eqvi AvBj¨vÊ gvÎ GK NÈvi c_

n‡jI ZLb hw` †KD Avevi Amy¯’ nq, m‡½ m‡½ RvnvR Nywi‡q n¨vgvi‡d‡÷

P‡j hve Avgiv| Avwg GKUv Gwf‡WwfU wj‡L mB Kie, Zv‡Z D‡j−L _vK‡e

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bv| Pzw³c‡Î AviI †jLv _vK‡e, ïay †f‡m‡ji fvj-g‡›`i e¨vcv‡i `vqx

Kiv hv‡e Zuv‡K, hv GB gyn~‡Z© mew`K †_‡K fvj| Avgv‡`i GB wm×v‡š—i

Kvi‡Y hw` Lvivc †Kvb cwiYwZ nq, Zvi R‡b¨ ïay Avgiv `vqx _vKe,

K¨vc‡Ub bb| Z‡e Rvnv‡Ri wbivcËv m¤ú~Y© Zuvi `vwqZ¡| Pzw³c‡Î Avgiv

mevB mB Kie| K¨vc‡Ub Wvbwnj?Õ

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Z‡e Lywk g‡bB MªnY Ki‡jb wZwb| ÔGevi f`ª g‡nv`qMY, Avgv‡K gvd

Ki‡Z n‡e| †fvi Pvi‡Ui mgq Nyg †_‡K RvM‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ M¨veb Avi

I‡qb Amy¯’ nIqvq G-Qvov Zuvi DcvqI †bB| ÔWKz‡g›UUv Avwg wK

†eªKdv‡÷i mgq nv‡Z cve?Õ

Ônu¨v, Aek¨B| K¨vc‡Ub, Lye fvj nq Avcwb hw` †Kwe‡b †divi c‡_

gwimb‡K Avgvi m‡½ †`Lv Kivi K_v e‡j hvb| Avwg wb‡RB Zuv‡K

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ÔmvivRxeb iq¨vj †bfx‡Z wQ‡jb, ivZvivwZ fzj‡Z cviv mnR bq|

GLywb?Õ

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ivbv|Õ

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ÔAvgv‡`i ab¨ev` cvIbv n‡q‡Q Avcbvi, wg ivbv|Õ nvm‡jb wZwb| ÔK_vi

gvSLv‡b †KD evav w`‡j Avwg e¨vcviUv‡K mnRfv‡e wb‡Z cvwi bv, Z‡e G‡¶‡Î e¨vcviUv wQj m½Z|Õ

Ôevav bv w`‡j GZ¶‡Y Avgiv n¨vgvi‡d‡÷i c‡_ _vKZvg| Pzw³‡Z Av‡Q, Rvnv‡Ri wbivcËv wewNœZ bv n‡j Avcbvi me wb‡`©k †g‡b wb‡Z wZwb eva¨, K¨vc‡Ub‡K Avcwb GB k‡Z©i K_vUv g‡b Kwi‡q w`‡Z hvw”Q‡jb|

Zvigv‡b n¨vgvi‡d‡÷ hvevi wm×vš—Uv Pzw³f‡½i mvwgj| Avi Pzw³ f½ Ki‡j fvov eve` †Kvb UvKvB RvnvR †Kv¤úvbx cv‡e bv, d‡j K¨vc‡Ub Wvbwn‡ji K¨vwiqvi aŸsm n‡q hv‡e| gykwKj n‡jv, Zuvi gZ gvby‡li Kv‡Q AnwgKv I M‡e©i Zzjbvq UvKv wKQz bv| Avcwb Pzw³i K_v Zzj‡jB Dwb ej‡Zb, †Mv Uz †nj| e‡j n¨vgvi‡d‡÷i w`‡K Nywi‡q wb‡Zb Bfwbs

÷vi|Õ ÔAvwg eje, Avgv‡`i my‡hvM¨ Wv³v‡ii we‡k−lY kZKiv GK‡kv fvM LuvwU|Õ wb‡Ri M−v‡m KzjKzj K‡i eª¨vwÊ Xvj‡jb KvD›U| ÔAvcwb A‡íi R‡b¨

†eu‡P †M‡Qb, Iì g¨vb|Õ K¨v‡givg¨vb GZUv Av`~‡i m‡¤^vab Kivq †Kv¤úvbxi †Pqvig¨vb hw`

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†Kweb¸‡jvi w`‡K hv‡e| jvD‡Ä †mB Av‡Mi RvqMv‡ZB i‡q‡Q ûcvi Avi cv‡gjv, Z‡e cv_©K¨ n‡jv cv‡gjvi gv_vUv GLb ûcv‡ii Kuv‡a, m¤¢eZ Nywg‡qI c‡o‡Q| †mŠRb¨ †`wL‡q GKevi ïay nvZ bvoj ivbv, Rev‡e ûcviI| g‡b n‡jv, ivbvi Nb Nb Dcw¯’wZ‡Z Af¨¯— n‡q †M‡Q †m|

bK bv K‡iB e¨vi‡bi †Kwe‡b Xz‡K coj ivbv, hw` †KD Nywg‡q _v‡K Zv‡K RvMv‡Z Pvq bv| bvK WvK‡Q B‡jKwUªwkqvb GwW, Ii‡d Bgvby‡qj

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Ô¸W jW©!Õ wew¯§Z n‡jv ivbv| ÔAvcwb GLbI GLv‡b?Õ ÔwK A™¢zZ K_v, AvcwbB †Zv Avgv‡K Ii Ici bRi ivL‡Z e‡j

†M‡jb!Õ Ônu¨v, g‡b co‡Q e‡U, Z‡e GZ¶Y _vK‡eb Zv Avkv Kwiwb|Õ e¨vi‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| ÔAv‡Mi †P‡q fvj †eva Ki‡Qb?Õ

ÔA‡bK fvj, Wv³vi, A‡bK fvj,Õ hw`I LyeB `ye©j AvIqvR †ei“j Mjv

†_‡K|

ÔAvcbvi m‡½ K_v ej‡Z PvB,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†ewk¶Y jvM‡e bv,

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`yÕwgwbU| wVK Av‡Q?Õ

gv_v SuvKvj wgwK gyb‡dm|

Gwjbv ejj, ÔAvwg Zvn‡j DwV|Õ weQvbv †_‡K bvg‡Z †Mj †m|

Zvi Kuv‡a GKUv nvZ ivLj ivbv| Ô†Kvb `iKvi †bB| e¨vi‡bi Avi Avgvi g‡a¨ †Mvcb †Kvb e¨vcvi †bB|Õ Ii Kcv‡j wPš—vi †iLv dzUj| ÔZ‡e

e¨vib hw` wKQz †Mvcb K‡i iv‡Lb †mUv Avjv`v K_v|Õ

ÔAvwg? †Mvcb wK †Mvcb K‡i †i‡LwQ?Õ AvKvk †_‡K coj gyb‡dm|

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ÔAvcwb wWbv‡ii ci Avi wKQz gy‡L †`bwb †Zv?Õ Ôbv, Avi wKQz LvBwb,Õ e¨vi‡bi MjvI h‡_ó `„p|

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gyb‡dm, Avgvi Lye wPš—v n‡”Q| wgm ÷yqvU© wbðqB Avcbv‡K Rvwb‡q‡Qb †h

Avcwb GKv bb, Rvnv‡Ri AviI A‡b‡K Amy¯’ n‡q c‡owQj| meviB GK

†Km, dzW cqRwbs| wWbvi Lvevi ciciB Iiv Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o| cqRwb‡Oi

Drm wK Rvbvi ci I‡`i wPwKrmv Kiv Avgvi R‡b¨ KwVb nqwb| Z‡e

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cv‡e Avcbvi, wKš‘ †cU‡K wekªvg †`qvi R‡b¨ ZviciI Avcbv‡K wKQz †L‡Z

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ÔAvcbviB fvji R‡b¨, wg gyb‡dm|Õ mvš—¡bv †`qvi R‡b¨ Zvi Kuv‡a GKevi Pvco w`j ivbv| Zvici wm‡a n‡jv, †hb we`vq wb‡Z hv‡”Q| ÔAvgiv

Avevi Avcbv‡K my¯’ †`L‡Z PvB, ZvB bv?Õ

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†÷v‡f Mig n‡”Q GKUv cvwZj| wKš‘ GK Pvg‡Pi †ewk †L‡Z cvwiwb,

ïb‡Z †cjvg K_v ej‡Z ej‡Z Kviv †hb Avm‡Q| jvd w`‡q †Kvì iƒ‡g

P‡j hvB Avwg|Õ

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ÔAvcwb fvM¨evb|Õ ÔfvM¨evb?Õ ÔevK Avi wcUvimb, ZvB bv? `yÕRb ÷zqvW©?Õ ÔAv-Avcwb wK-wKfv‡e Rvb‡jb?Õ

ÔIiv Avcbvi cÖvY euvwP‡q‡Q, e¨vib|Õ ÔIiv wK K‡i‡Q?Õ

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ZvwK‡q _vKj Gwjbv| †hb gbw¯’i Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv|

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ÔAvcbvi Avm‡j weQvbvq wM‡q Nygvevi †Póv Kiv DwPZ|Õ ÔZvB? Avcwb Rvbv‡eb AviI `yÕRb †jvK wel †L‡q gviv †M‡Q, ZviciI Avkv Ki‡eb Nygve Avwg, Ny‡gi g‡a¨ wgwó wgwó ¯^cœ †`Le?

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fq cvIqvB DwPZ, †mUvB ¯^vfvweK| welwµqvq Avµvš— PviRb †jvK‡K

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†mev K‡i‡Q †m, cwiwPZ AviI wZbRb †jv‡Ki K_v Rv‡b hviv IB

welwµqv‡ZB gviv †M‡Q| Z‡e ivbv Zv‡K G-me wKQz ejj bv| ejj, Ôfq

mevB Avgiv gv‡S-g‡a¨ cvB, wgm ÷zqvU©|Õ

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gZ bq| †hgb GLv‡b| g„Zz¨ nvgjv Ki‡Q †ec‡ivqvfv‡e, †Kvb hyyw³ ev

KviY QvovB, wKš‘ Avcwb Rv‡bb KviY ev hyw³ bv †_‡K cv‡i bv| eyS‡Z

cvi‡Qb, Avwg wK ej‡Z PvBwQ?Õ

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†Mvjgvj Av‡Q, wg ivbv|Õ

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ÔAvcbv‡K Avwg Acgvb Ki‡Z cvwi bv, Gwjbv| Avcbv‡K Avwg mwZ¨B cQ›` Kwi|Õ

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ÔKwi Avwg `ytwLZ|Õ ÔRvnv‡Ri cwi‡ek A™¢zZ jvM‡Q bv Avcbvi? †jvKR‡bi AvPiY?Õ gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔAÜ Avi Kvjv bv n‡j mevB e¨vcviUv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q| mevB mevi m‡½ GZ †ewk eÜzZ¡ †`Lv‡”Q, e¨vcviUv mwZ¨ `„wóKUz|

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gyb‡dm, j¨vwi AvP©vi, †n‡bwiK eªvqvb I giMvb- Giv mevB g¨v‡bR‡g‡›Ui

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G-meB Avgvi †Pv‡L c‡o‡Q| Z‡e, g‡b ivL‡Z n‡e, Giv mevB wdj¥ jvB‡bi

†jvKRb|Õ ÔAvgv‡`i m¤ú‡K© Avcbvi aviYv Lye GKUv fvj bq, ZvB bv?Õ ÔG-K_v †Kb g‡b n‡jv Avcbvi?Õ

cÖ‡kœi Reve bv w`‡q AveviI cÖkœ Kij Gwjbv, ÔwKš‘ Avgiv mevB wK Lvivc?Õ

ÔmevB bv| Avcwb bb| cv‡gjv ev ûcviI bq| Z‡e Zvi KviY m¤¢eZ

GB †h I‡`i eqm Lye Kg, wdj¥ jvB‡b bZzb G‡m‡Q| AviI GKRb‡K fvj ej‡Z cvwi AvwgÑWMjvm wnDg|Õ

Avevi Gwjbvi †Vuv‡Ui †Kv‡Y ¶xY nvwm †`Lv †Mj| ÔAvcwb g‡b K‡ib,

†m-I Avcbvi gZ wPš—v K‡i?Õ Ônu¨v| Zuv‡K Avcwb †P‡bb wK?Õ Ô¸W gwb©s ewj Avgiv|Õ ÔZuv‡K Avcbvi AviI fvjfv‡e †Pbv DwPZ| Avcbv‡K †Pbvi my‡hvM

†c‡j Lywk n‡eb wZwb| Avcbv‡K wZwb cQ›` K‡ibÑe‡j‡Qb Avgv‡K| wKš‘

bv, Avcbv‡K wb‡q Av‡jvPbv nw”Qj bvÑA‡bK wel‡q K_v ejvi mgq Avcbvi bvgUv P‡j Av‡m|Õ

Ôd¬¨vUvivi|Õ Gwjbvi ejvi my‡i wb›`v ev cÖksmv †KvbUvB dzUj bv|

ÔZvn‡j Avgvi m‡½ Avcwb GKgZ? GLv‡bi cwi‡e‡k A™¢zZ wK †hb GKUv

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_vK‡eB, Z‡e GLv‡b I-me gvÎv Qvwo‡q hv‡”Q| Avwg GKUv KwgDwb÷

†`‡k R‡b¥wQ, gvbylI n‡qwQÑRv‡bb †Zv?Õ Ônu¨v| K‡e cvwj‡q Av‡mb?Õ

ÔK‡qK eQi Av‡M|Õ ÔwKfv‡e?Õ

Ôú−xR| Ab¨vb¨ivI nq‡Zv †mBc_ e¨envi Ki‡Z PvB‡e|Õ ÔZvQvov, Avwg †h‡nZz KwgDwb÷‡`i KvQ †_‡K †eZb cvw”Q| A¨vR BD DBk|Õ

ÔAvcbvi Lvivc jvMj?Õ gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔAwek¦vm, m‡›`n, Cl©v, wg

ivbv| wKš‘ G-me Qvov AviI wKQz Av‡Q| AviI A‡bK wKQz| N„Yv Av‡Q, Av‡Q fq| Avwg G-m‡ei MÜ cvw”Q| Avcwb cv‡”Qb bv?Õ

ÔGwjbv, wKQz GKUv ej‡Z Pvb Avcwb, wKš‘ ejvi R‡b¨ †e‡Q wb‡q‡Qb KwVb GKUv c_| wb‡R‡K GZ Kó †`qvi †Kvb gv‡b nq bv|Õ nvZNwo †`Lj ivbv| ÔAvwg ivM KiwQ bv, wKš‘ Avgvi Ici GK †jvK ivM Ki‡eÑZuv‡K A‡c¶v Kwi‡q †i‡LwQ|Õ

Ôgvbyl hw` ci¯úi‡K h‡_ó fq cvq Avi N„Yv K‡i, gvivÍK me NUbv

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ƠZvigv‡b KwgDwb÷-cƯfvweZ BÝwU¼U Qvov Avcbvi GB Awek¦vm¨

m‡›`‡ni †Kvb wfwË †bB|Õ

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†jvK welwµqvq Avµvš— n‡q‡Q| †f‡e †`Lyb, Kviv Zviv? GKRb wdj¥

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GKRb †gU, GKRb †cwU Awdmvi, Avi `yÕRb ÷zqvW©| A_©vr wfw±g wn‡m‡e

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†KD †Kb euvPj, †KD †KD †Kb gviv †Mj? Avgv‡K e¨vL¨v K‡i †evSv‡Z

cvi‡eb wfw±g‡`i g‡a¨ `yÕRb‡K †Kb wel LvIqv‡bv n‡jv †mjyb †Uwe‡j,

Aci `yÕRb‡K †Kb LvIqv‡bv n‡jv M¨vwj‡Z, Ges Av‡iKRb‡K, e¨vib‡K,

M¨vwj ev †mjy‡b †Kb? cvi‡eb, Gwjbv?Õ

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†PvL| †K Rv‡b, †m nq‡Zv ivbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡Z PvB‡Q bv, wKsev PvB‡Q bv

ivbv Zvi w`‡K ZvKvK|

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†evSv‡Z PvB‡Q bv †h Bfwbs ÷v‡ii †Kvb †jvK Gi R‡b¨ `vqx bq|

gv_v wbPz K‡i e‡m _vKj Gwjbv| DVj ivbv, Uj‡Z Uj‡Z mvg‡b G‡Mvj| GKUv nvZ ivLj Gwjbvi †Pqv‡ii wcQ‡b, Aci nvZ w`‡q Gwjbvi

wPeyKUv DuPz Kij mvgvb¨| wm‡a n‡jv Gwjbv, nvZ w`‡q †PvL †_‡K Pzj

mivj| L‡qwi †PvL `y‡Uvq GLbI f‡qi Qvqv dz‡U i‡q‡Q| nvmj ivbv, nvmj

GwjbvI, hw`I †m nvwm †g‡qUvi †PvL ¯úk© Kij bv| wm‡a n‡jv ivbv,

ƠAvcwb I‡K Mjv wU‡c †g‡i †dj‡Qb,Õ big my‡i ejj I|

ivbvi w`‡K GKevi gvỴ ZvKvj gwimb, Zvici Avevi wb‡Ri Kv‡R gb w`j|

Avevi, big my‡iB, ejj ivbv, ƠGUv †bŠevwnbxi †Kvb RvnvR bq, AvwgI Avcbvi KgvwÊs Awdmvi bB, Kv‡RB Avcbv‡K Avwg †Kvb wb‡`©k w`‡Z cvwi bv| Z‡e Avwg mv¶x wn‡m‡e Av`k©| ej‡Z PvBwQ, Avgvi mv¶¨

wePviK wek¦vm Ki‡eb| gvgjvUv hw` nq Ly‡bi †Pĩv, Avcbv‡K †Zv fzM‡Z n‡eB, mvivRxeb a‡i hv mÂq K‡i‡Qb Zv-I †kl n‡q hv‡e|Õ

Avevi ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj gwimb, Gevi Avi `„wĩ †divj bv|

Awb”Qvm‡Ë¡I giMv‡bi R¨v‡KU †Q‡o w`j †m| Z‡e ILv‡bB `uvwo‡q _vKj,

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giMvb cƯ_‡g wb‡Ri Mjvq nvZ eywj‡q †`‡L wbj IUv A¶Z Av‡Q wKbv, Zvici wPrKvi Ry‡o w`j, Ơïb‡j, KzrwmZ ebgvbyl? †Zvgvi bv‡g gvgjv Kiv n‡e| Ly‡bi †Pĩv |Õ

ƠkvU Avc!Õ agK w`j ivbv| ƠwKQzB †`wLwb Avwg| GLbI `g †dj‡Z cvi‡Qb †mR‡b¨ fvM¨‡K ab¨ev` w`b|Õ giMv‡bi w`‡K fvj K‡i ZvKvj I|

†jvKUv m¤ú‡K© †Zgb wKQz Rvbv †bB Ii, cQ›` Kiv ev bv Kivi †Zv cƯkœB I‡V bv| wb‡R‡K †m GKRb ¯‹U e‡j cwiPq w`‡jI, Zvi evPbfw½‡Z jʇbi Uvb Av‡Q| `ye©j, Ly‡` AvK…wZ; ev`vwg i‡Oi gy‡L AmsL¨ KvUvKzwUi

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ivbv j¶ Kij, †W‡K K‡qKUv wUb c‡o i‡q‡Q| wU‡bi Mv‡q †jLv Avi Qwe †`‡L †evSv †Mj, †fZ‡i mviWxb gvQ Av‡Q| GKUv eo AvK…wZi wU‡b Mi“i gvsm| ƠAv”Qv, ga¨ iv‡Zi †cUzK Avevi nvgjv Pvwj‡q‡Q!Õ

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dj? Avgvi DwPZ wQj ey‡ovUvi Nvo †f‡O cvwb‡Z †d‡j †`qv |Õ

Ô_vK, D‡ËwRZ n‡q KvR †bB|Õ †g‡Si w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv, Zvici giMv‡bi w`‡K| ÔAvcwb wK ïay G¸‡jvB wb‡q hvw”Q‡jb?Õ

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e¨vUv‡K Avwg nv‡Z-bv‡Z a‡iwQ|Õ

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mvP© Kie|Õ

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Avi wcUvimb gviv †M‡Q?Õ

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hviv webv AbygwZ‡Z M¨vwj‡Z †Xv‡K|Õ gwim‡bi w`‡K wdij ivbv| ÔAvgv‡`i

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wd«‡Ri Lvevi¸‡jv wel gvLv‡Z n‡j GKUvB A¯¿ e¨envi Ki‡Z cv‡i †m,

nvBcWviwgK wmwiÄ| wKš‘ mvP© K‡i wKQz cvIqv †Mj bv| ÔwUb¸‡jv †Kv_vq,

Kvi Kv‡Q wb‡q hvw”Q‡jb Avcwb?Õ

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fz‡j wM‡qwQj| giMv‡bi M‡íi GB AskUzKz wg‡_¨ bq|

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†Kgb nq †`L‡Z †P‡qwQjvg|Õ giMvb nq‡Zv mwZ¨ K_vB ej‡Q| wKsev gvivÍK wKQz †Mvcb Kivi R‡b¨

evbv‡bv Mí †kvbv‡”Q| ÔAvcwb GLb wd‡i wM‡q e¨vib‡K Rvbv‡Z cv‡ib,

†eªKdv‡÷i mgq †_‡K Avevi Av‡Mi gZB LvIqv`vIqv Ki‡Z cvi‡eb wZwb|Õ

Ôgv‡b, Avcwb ej‡Qb Avwg †h‡Z cvwi?Õ Ôwg gwimb hw` AvcwË bv K‡ib|Õ Ôwb‡R‡K Avwg †QvU Kie bv,Õ ejj gwimb| GwM‡q G‡m Ly‡` giMv‡bi mi“ Nv‡o †ckxeûj GKUv nvZ ivLj †m| †Ku‡c DVj giMvb| ÔZ‡e Avevi hw` KLbI †`wL †h wKQz Pzwi KiQ, Avwg †Zvgvi ,Õ Nv‡o av°v w`‡q M¨vwj

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nm©i¨vwWk wK LvwbKUv i‡q wM‡qwQj?Õ ÔLvwbKUv, nu¨v| IUv w`‡q K¨vmv‡ivj ‰Zwi Kwi evK Avi wcUvim‡bi R‡b¨, evwKUv mwi‡q ivwL|Õ

Ômwi‡q?Õ Ô†d‡j †`qvi R‡b¨| GZ †ewk wQj bv †h KvD‡K cwi‡ekb Kiv hv‡e|Õ ÔZvigv‡b †bB|Õ Av‡iKUv `iRv eÜ n‡q †Mj, fvej ivbv|

Ôfq †bB| cwjw_b e¨v‡M mxj K‡i †i‡L †`qv n‡q‡Q| `y‡h©v‡Mi ivZ, Kvj mKv‡j †djv n‡e|Õ

`iRvUv Avevi Ly‡j †Mj| ÔAvcwb ej‡Z PvB‡Qb, wRwbmUv GLv‡b Av‡Q GLbI?Õ

ÔAek¨B|Õ nvZ Zz‡j evé‡n‡Wi m‡½ AvUKv‡bv †PЇKv c−vw÷‡Ki ev·Uv

†`Lvj gwimb| ÔIB †Zv|Õ GwM‡q G‡m ev‡·i XvKwb Lyjj ivbv|

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ÔB‡”Q †Zv ZvB wQj,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôejv DwPZ, †f‡ewQjvg cix¶v Kivi

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R‡b¨ †i‡L †`e| wKš‘ GLb Avi Zv m¤¢e bq| Avcbvi ev·Uv Lvwj|Õ

ÔLvwj? †d‡j w`‡q‡Q mvM‡i GB `y‡h©v‡Mi iv‡Z?Õ GwM‡q Gj gwimb, ïay ïay wb‡RI GKevi DuwK w`‡q ev‡·i †fZiUv †`Lj| ÔA™¢zZ e¨vcvi| ïay

A™¢zZ bv, wbqgI fvOv n‡q‡Q|Õ

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Ôfq cv‡”Qb? GLbI?Õ gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔRvnv‡R AviI †g‡q Av‡Q, Zv‡`i A‡b‡K GKv ï‡Z fq cv‡”Qb bv|Õ

Ô†hgb?Õ Ô†hgb cv‡gjv|Õ Ôúv‡gjv GKv †kvqwb|Õ Ô†kvqwb? wVK Rv‡bb?Õ gv_v SuvKvj Gwjbv| Ôúv‡gjv ûcv‡ii m‡½ ï‡q‡Q| wi‡mckb iƒ‡g|Õ ÔAv”Qv| Zv AvcwbI †Zv I‡`i m‡½ wf‡o †M‡j cvi‡Zb| Avcwb hw`

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Pv Avi †Uv‡÷i K_v fz‡j hvb| I, nu¨v, giMvb‡K M¨vwj jyV Ki‡Z cvwV‡q KvRUv Avcwb fvj K‡ibwb| gwimb Zuv‡K nv‡Zbv‡Z a‡i †d‡j|Õ

ÔgiMvb? M¨vwj‡Z?Õ e¨vi‡bi we¯§q wb‡f©Rvj e‡j g‡b n‡jv ivbvi|

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†ewi‡q Gj ivbv, Gwjbvi †Lvjv `iRvUv‡K cvk KvUvj| Zvi m‡½

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bv, wKsev K¬vš— e‡j fvj K‡i c‡o †`L‡jb bv, mevB LmLm K‡i mB K‡i w`‡jb| mB Ki‡jb KvD›U ewÆDjvI, ivbv mZK© _vKj Ii †Pnvivq hv‡Z we¯§‡qi †Kvb fve bv †dv‡U| wZwbI †h cwiPvjK‡`i mgvb ¯—‡i Av‡Qb, Ii Rvbv wQj bv| ivbvi aviYv wQj f`ª‡jvK †h‡nZz AZ¨š— weL¨vZ K¨v‡givg¨vb, wbðqB d«xj¨vÝ n‡eb Ges †m Kvi‡Y †Kvb wdj¥ †Kv¤úvbxi †ev‡W© wbe©vwPZ nevi †hvM¨ bb| Z‡e db †MvjWvi cÖwZ Zuvi kª×vi Afve †Kb †mUvi Aš—Z e¨vL¨v cvIqv †Mj|

ÔGevi Nygv‡Z hve|Õ †PqviUv wcwQ‡q wb‡jb wekc| ÔAvcwbI, Wv³vi?Õ

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Ơ†W_ mvwU©wd‡KU¸‡jv c~iY Kivi ci|Õ ƠAcƯxwZKi GKUv `vwqZ¡|Õ ivbvi nv‡Z GKUv †dvìvi awi‡q w`‡jb wekc| Ơú‡i Avcbv‡K GUv nq‡Zv LvwbKUv nvwmi †hvMvb w`‡Z cv‡i|Õ

†dvìviUv wbj ivbv|

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wg ivbv| jvk¸‡jv‡K mvM‡ii nv‡Z Zz‡j †`qvi e¨vcviUv| AbyơvbUv KLb

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_vK‡e, K¬vK©?Õ

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AmsL¨ ab¨ev`|Õ

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weª‡Ri D‡Ï‡k iIbv n‡jv| †Rwgmb‡K ej‡e, †fv‡i K¨vc‡Ub weª‡R G‡j

Zuv‡K †hb †`qv nq G¸‡jv|

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†_‡K cvjv K‡i Gw`K-Iw`K Nyi‡Q IUv| Zvi †Pv‡Li wb‡P Kvwj, †PnvivUvI

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we¯§qKi|

ƠA‡Uv‡gwUK cvBjU,Õ e¨vL¨v Kij †m|

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Ơ†mLvb †_‡K Gjvg, GLywb Avevi †mLv‡bB wd‡i hve|Õ dv÷© Awdmvi I‡qb cy‡ivcywi my¯’ bq, Rv‡b ivbv| ƠG‡mwQ †mªd cwRkb †PK Ki‡Z, GB

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Avcbv‡K nq‡Zv GLv‡b cve| Avcwb Avcbvi †Kwe‡b wQ‡jb bv|Õ

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Avgv‡K eª¨vwÊ LvIqv‡eb e‡j?Õ Ơbv| mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, we‡kl GKUv wRwbm †gjvevi †Pĩv KiwQ|

wKš‘ KvRUvq Avwg fvj bB| fvejvg Avcwb †evanq mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡eb|Õ ivbvi nv‡Z GKUv M−vm awi‡q w`j I‡qb|

ƠwUg wn‡m‡e Avgiv †evanq fvjB Kie,Õ ejj ivbv|

mvgvb¨ nvmj I‡qb| ƠwZbRb gviv †M‡Q| PviRb Avagiv| dzW cqRwbs| wK cqRb?Õ

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`~wlZ Lvevi †L‡jv, wZbRb‡K cvVv‡Z n‡jv nvmcvZv‡j, wKš‘ evwK wZbRb wKQz †UiB †cj bv|Õ

ƠwKš‘ gvivÍK GKUv wel GKRb‡K †g‡i †dj‡e, Av‡iKRb‡K wKQzB Ki‡e bv, G n‡Z cv‡i bv|Õ

Ơe¨vcviUv Avgvi Kv‡QI LvwbKUv A™¢zZ †j‡M‡Q| Avcbvi wK aviYv? wK fve‡Qb?Õ

Ơwel Avcbv †_‡K wg‡k hvqwb| †gkv‡bv n‡q‡Q|Õ Ơ†gkv‡bv n‡q‡Q? B”Qv K‡i?Õ eª¨vwÊi M−v‡m PzgyK w`‡q ivbv fvej, I‡q‡bi m‡½ KZ`~i hvIqv hvq| Lye †ewk `~i bq, wm×vš— wbj, Aš—Z GLywb bq| ejj, ƠAek¨B ZvB, B‡”Q K‡iB †KD K‡i‡Q KvRUv| Kiv Lye mnRI

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Zvici WvBwbs †Uwe‡ji Pvicv‡k nuvUvnuvwU ïi“ K‡i w`j| mevi Lvev‡i wel Xvj‡Q| wg †MvjWv‡K w`j GK wPgwU, Avgv‡K w`j bv, Avcbv‡K w`j GK wPgwU, GK wPgwU M¨veb‡K, GwiK Kvj©mb Avi wgKv‡qj U¨vKvi‡K w`j bv,

`yB wPgwU w`j †KwWcvm‡K, †g‡q‡`i KvD‡K w`j bv, e¨vib‡K w`j GK wPgwU, `yÕwPgwU K‡i evK Avi wcUvimb‡KĐGfv‡e| LyeB †Lqvwj gvbyl, Avgv‡`i GB A`„k¨ eÜz|Õ

ƠAvcwb Gwo‡q †h‡Z PvB‡Qb, cƯwZev`I Ki‡Qb gvỴv Qvwo‡q| wb‡R‡K Avcwb hZB nvev cƯgvY Kivi †Pĩv Ki“b, Avwg gvbe bv| Avgvi gZ Avcbvi g‡bI m‡›`n Av‡Q|Õ

ƠwQj, me evwZj K‡i w`‡qwQ| †gvwUf, my‡hvM, DcvqĐcvIqv Am¤¢e|Õ ƠZvigv‡b Avcwb mš‘ĩ?Õ

ƠhZUzKz mš‘ĩ nIqv m¤¢e|Õ ƠAvB mx|Õ GK †m‡KÊ wPš—v Kij I‡qb| ƠAvcwb Rv‡bb, †iwWI Awd‡m Avgv‡`i GKUv Uª¨vÝwgUvi Av‡Q, DËi †Mvjv‡a©i cƯvq meLv‡b

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†cuŠQz‡Z cviv hvq? Avgvi †Kb †hb g‡b n‡”Q Lye wkM&wMi IUv Avgv‡`i

e¨envi Ki‡Z n‡e|Õ

Ô†Kb?Õ Ômvnvh¨ PvIqvi R‡b¨|Õ Ômvnvh¨?Õ

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†`L‡eb bv, c−xR|Õ

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eª¨vwÊi R‡b¨ ab¨ev`|Õ ÷vi‡evW© ¯Œxb †Wvi-Gi w`‡K P‡j Gj ivbv| Bfwbs

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wb‡Pi cvwb GLb Avi †`L‡Z cvevi †Kvb Dcvq †bB, †MvUv `„k¨Uv XvKv c‡o

Av‡Q Zzlv‡i| DBs weªR †W‡K ZvKvj ivbv, cv‡qi `vM †`L‡Z †cj Zzlv‡ii

Ici| GKRb †jv‡Ki cv‡qi Qvc, wKbviv¸‡jv GZ Zx¶è Avi cwi®‹vi †h

g‡b n‡jv GBgvÎ †KD †nu‡U †M‡Q ILvb w`‡q| Zvigv‡b †KD GKRb

ILv‡b `uvwo‡q wQj, `uvwo‡q Ii Avi I‡q‡bi Avjvc ï‡b‡Q| Zvici Ii

g‡b coj, gvÎ GKRb †jv‡Ki Qvc, QvcUv I wb‡R ˆZwi K‡i‡Q| `vM¸‡jv

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ƠfvewQ †eqvi AvBj¨vÊ m¤ú‡K© Avcbv‡`i Kvi wK aviYv| we‡kl †Kvb aviYv _vKvi K_v bq| †Kb _vK‡e? IUv †Zv †mªd GKUv Øxc| †eqvi AvBj¨vÊ, ïay †Zv GKUv bvg| wKš‘ bv, Avgvi Avi wg †RswKb‡mi Kv‡Q, Avgv‡`i gZ AviI A‡b‡Ki Kv‡Q †eqvi AvBj¨vÊ ïay GKUv Øxc bv, ïay GKUv bvg bv| †eqvi AvBj¨vÊ Avm‡j GKUv Uvwb©s c‡q›U| GKUv †iLv, hv Avgv‡`i Rxeb‡K fvM K‡i w`‡q‡Q| †eqvi AvBj¨vÊ Ggb GK Øxc †hLv‡b GKUv wK‡kvi ivZvivwZ cwiYZ n‡q I‡V, †hLv‡b ga¨eq¯‹ †jvK nVvr Avgvi gZ e× n‡q I‡V|

ƠAvgiv bvg w`‡qwQjvgĐ`v‡MU| e¨v‡i›U mvMi Avi †nvqvBU mvM‡ii

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