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Zuv‡KB wcb&m&-‡b e¨envi Ki‡Z †`L‡Q ivbv| †Pnvivi m‡½ wRwbmUv GZ
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AZ¨š— mf¨ I f`ª wZwb, hZUyKz nIqv m¤¢e|
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ÔBwR Kvg, BwR †Mv,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôwg †MvjWvi cÖvB‡fU mvc−vB †_‡K mwi‡qwQ Avwg IUv|Õ
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wZwb gvbweK w`KUv †`‡Lb, hw`I †ewkifvM †Kv¤úvbx A¨vKvD›U¨v‡›Ui
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Avevi my‡hv‡Mi cÖm‡½ wd‡i Avwm| wb‡Ri †Kweb †_‡K mivmwi GLv‡b, WvBwbs †mjy‡b P‡j Av‡mb †KwWcvm, Avgiv hv †L‡qwQ wZwb-I ZvB
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DB‡K wd‡i †`Le cywjm Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|Õ
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nm©i¨vwWk †ewk †L‡q †djvi Kvi‡Y cUj Zz‡j‡Q|Õ
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w`‡Z n‡e |Õ
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n‡e wg I‡qb‡K |Õ
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†m¸‡jv †_‡K wK ai‡bi wel cvIqv hvq, we¯—vwiZ †jLv Av‡Q| Zvi g‡a¨
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Trang 38PzgyK w`‡q †L‡q †djj, Zvici wd‡i Gj wb‡Ri mx‡U| NvoUv Am¤¢e e¨_v
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I‡`i‡K XzK‡Z †`‡L wbtk‡ã ûBw¯‹ Advi Ki‡jb wZwb, mweb‡q cƯZ¨vL¨vb Kij ivbv| Zvici Avevi ïi“ Ki‡jb K¨vc‡Ub|
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