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Bmjvgvev` UvIqv‡ii cv‡ki AÜKvi Mwj‡Z bvg‡Z cy‡iv

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†mjvB Kiv| cv‡q i‡q‡Q Kv‡jv I big Pvgovi †gvKvwmb|

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K‡b©j Avigvb Lv‡bi AwZ wek¦¯— ewWMvW© wQj †m| cuvP eQi Av‡M gwbe gviv hvIqvi ci BivewZ Zv‡K Lvgvievwoi g¨v‡bRvi K‡i‡Qb| wKš‘ wR‡Ám Ki‡j †m-K_v †m e‡j bv, e‡j : Avwg g¨vWvg BivewZi Lvm bIKi|

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G †g‡q †m bq! n‡ZB cv‡i bv!

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GB KvMRUv cywo‡q †d‡jv|Õ

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Pvi

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Avwg Avgvi dzdv‡Zv fvB wmZI‡qi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Kie|

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G‡RwÝi BqvsMb kvLvq †cuŠ‡Q w`Z|Õ Ơivbv G‡RwÝi †jvKRb Avcbv‡K †P‡bb bv, AvcwbI Zuv‡`i‡K †P‡bb bv,Õ ejj dvjvb| ƠZvi gv‡b KvRUv Lye RwUj| Z‡e GUv g~j mgm¨v bq|Õ

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Gici gvqvbgvi UvBgm-G GKUv weÁvcb Qvc‡Z †`‡e, KviY IB KvMRUvB me‡P‡q †ewk P‡j| fvlv hvB †nvK, A_©Uv n‡e GiKg: ƠƠKei †_‡K D‡V nK gvIjv cyiv‡bv eÜz‡`i LyuR‡Q|ÕÕ

ƠnK gvIjv, g¨vWvg?Õ Ơ†Zvgvi gwb‡ei QÙbvg wQj GUv,Õ ej‡jb BivewZ|

ƠhvI, iIbv nevi cƯ¯‘wZ bvI|Õ

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gv_v †bvqvj †_vb dvjvb, Zvici Ny‡i P‡j †Mj|

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I‡K †`‡L cª_‡g nKPwK‡q †Mj Iiv, Z‡e Zv gvÎ GK

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n‡q‡Q| †h‡nZz wb‡Riv gvi †L‡q‡Q, ZvB Gi m‡½ †KvbI jvk I †d‡ikZv‡K Rov‡Z ivwR bq Zviv, Zvi e`‡j m‡›`nfvRb wKQy AvivKvbx f`ª‡jv‡Ki ZvwjKv ˆZwi K‡i‡Q Zviv|

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n‡q‡Q †nbhv`v K¨v›Ub‡g‡›U, †Rbv‡ij D wbgywPi †KvqvU©v‡i|

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Avi wK‡P‡b Xy‡K wb‡R‡`i Rb¨ ivbœv Kievi duv‡K evwoi Pviav‡i Unj w`‡”Q g`y`|

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iv¯—v w`‡q Av‡mBwb dvjvb| evwoi mvg‡bi w`KUvI

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Gwo‡q †M‡Q| G‡m‡Q Av‡iK evMvbevwoi wcQb †_‡K, `yB evwoi gvSLv‡bi fvOv cuvwPj Uc‡K, Nb †Svc-Sv‡oi wfZi w`‡q|

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Zvi‡P‡q wbixn mij gvby‡li Awfbq Ki‡eÑ†Lvjv †MU w`‡q wfZ‡i Xy‡K bK Ki‡e m`i `iRvq| mwZ¨ hw` †KD bv _v‡K, gv÷vi wK w`‡q Zvjv Ly‡j wfZ‡i XyK‡e|

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†èx‡ì g~wZ©¸‡jv‡K| GLbI KvD‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| cv_y‡i avc KUv †cwi‡q mì ìRvi mvg‡b ùvovj| †Kv_vI †KvbI

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ivbvi GK nv‡Z gv÷vi wK †ewi‡q Gj, Acinv‡Z Iqvj_vi wc¯—j|

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†KvbI mgm¨v n‡jv bv, m`i `iRv Ly‡j `vjv‡bi wfZi XyKj ivbv| mvg‡b j¤^v KwiWi| G‡Ki ci GK K‡qKUv

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eÜ K‡i w`j `iRv|

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†_‡K eÜ K‡i †`Iqv n‡q‡Q| wfZi †_‡K wb‡RI †evë

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†U‡b w`j I| Zvici KwVb, ag‡Ki my‡i cƯkœ Kij I, Ơû BR

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†`Lv †Mj, GKgvÎ †g‡qi cÖwZ KwVbI n‡Z cvi‡Qb bv wZwb;

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Zvi †KvbI ¯^cœ wKsev d¨v›Uvwmi eY©bv w`‡q‡Q †Zvgv‡K|Õ g‡b g‡b DwØMœ †eva Ki‡Q ivbv| wmZI‡q AvivKvbx

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†ek LvwbKUv `~i †_‡K Zv‡`i wcQy wbj ivbv| I †h AbymiY Ki‡Q †mUv †Mvcb Kievi †KvbI †PĩvB Kij bv, PvB‡Q I‡`i gva¨‡g wmZI‡q AvivKvbxI Rvbyb e¨vcviUv|

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Avi hw` Lye Ri“wi wKQy nq, Ii A‡c¶vq bv †_‡K wZwb wb‡RB †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡eb|

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†nv‡U‡ji wi‡mck‡b GKUv †g‡mR †cj ivbv| ẤvZcwiPq

GK †g‡q †dvb K‡iwQj I‡K, e‡j‡Q c‡i Avevi †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡e|

my¨B‡U wd‡i kvIqvi mvij| †Kvg‡i ïay †Zvqv‡j Rov‡bv, †eWi“‡g e‡m ¯‹P ûBw¯‹i M−v‡m PzgyK †`Iqvi mgq wUwf Ab K‡i gvqvbgvi wUwfi Lei ïb‡Q| bv, dvBf gvW©vi m¤ú‡K© wKQyB ejv n‡jv bv| ïay Rvbv‡bv n‡jv, kn‡ii GKUv evMvbevwo‡Z Av¸b †j‡M‡Q, ¶q-¶wZi cwigvY GLbI Rvbv hvqwb| GKUz c‡iB bK n‡jv `iRvq|

LmL‡m GKUv bvixKÉ †f‡m Gj, Ơ†jU wg Bb, gvB

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wZmZv AvivKvbx‡K fvj gZ wbOovevi KvRUv GLbI †kl nqwb K‡b©j AvRgj û`vi| ÔwKš‘ †h †jvK Pv †e‡P Zvi GiKg AvPiY Lye A™¢yZB ej‡Z n‡e,Õ ejj †m, fvb Kij GKUz AevK n‡q‡Q|

Ô†nvqvÑ! Pv †e‡P? gvB jvf, Avgvi cvcvi wekvj AvKv‡ii cuvP-cuvPUv Pv-evMvb Av‡Q, AviI Av‡Q weivU me RyU wgj|Õ †cÖwg‡Ki Dò Kuv‡a gyL ¸uRj wZmZv|

ÔZv n‡j Avwg Kbdzwmqv‡mi f~Z|Õ

åƒ DuPz K‡i wPwš—Zfv‡e û`vi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj wZmZv| GiBg‡a¨ D¾¡j n‡q IVv †PvL `y‡Uv‡K GKUv AvBwWqv AviI R¡jR¡‡j K‡i Zzjj| ÔKx Rv‡bv, AvgviI wVK ZvB g‡b nq| In&, MW, Kx PvjvK Zzwg! ïay ¯úvB n‡j cvcvi A‡bK wKQy wg‡j hvq|Õ

Ôa¨vZ, wZmZv, Zzwg wmwiqvm bI! ¯úvB nevi SuywK †b‡eb,

†Zgb gvbylB bb wZwb|Õ Ôcvcv Zv n‡j we‡`wk‡`i m‡½ GZ wgwUs K‡i †Kb?

Mfxi iv‡Z †iwWI‡ZB ev Kv‡`i m‡½ K_v e‡j? Avgv‡K wb‡q wPwš—Z nevi Zv n‡j GUvB KviY!Õ

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kvqjv kviwgb? †g‡qUv wK Avm‡j Zv‡`i Uc wm‡µU WKz‡g›U-Gi Kwc mwi‡q‡Q?

B›Uv‡iv‡MU Kievi Rb¨ kviwgb‡K `iKvi Zvi| †m hw`

WKz‡g›UUv Kwc K‡i _v‡K, †h-†KvbI g~‡j¨ †mUv‡K †diZ

†c‡Z n‡e|

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wKš‘ Avgvi †h AviI PvB|Õ Ôcv‡e, wZmZv| Avgiv `yRbB hLb Avevi †iwW n‡Z cvie|Õ

ÔAvwg GLbB †iwW|Õ Ôbv, GZ †ewk fvj bq| G‡mv, GKUv †Ljv †Lwj| Zzwg Avgv‡K Lei G‡b `vIÑcvcvi Kv‡Q hviv Av‡m Zv‡`i bvg-wVKvbv, Kx wb‡q Avjvc K‡i Zviv| fvewQ wZwb hw` mwZ¨

¯úvB nb, Zuvi m‡½ AvwgI †KvbI e¨emvq Rov‡j AwZwi³

†KvbI †ewbwdU cve wK bv| G e¨vcv‡i Zzwg Avgv‡K mvnvh¨

hZ Lywk|Õ ÔAvwg bv †Zvgvi `vmx? Zzwg ïay ûKzg Ki‡e|Õ û`vi Dci PovI n‡jv wZmZv| Ô†Zvgv‡K Avwg mvnvh¨ bv Ki‡j fvjevm‡e †K Avgv‡K? myB †`‡e †K?Õ

ÔSuywK wb‡q, †¯^”Qvq XyKQ Zzwg,Õ ejj ivbv, `iRvi †PBb jK Ly‡j w`j|

ÔI jv jv!Õ LmL‡m K‡É ejj wb`vwb _y‡q| ÔGUv †Zvgvi ûgwK, bvwK Avgš¿Y?Õ

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†g‡qwUi w`‡K †PvL Zz‡j ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv| cÖvq Ii KvQvKvwQ j¤^v †m| KvVv‡gvq bvixmyjf mg¯— ˆewkó¨ †Pv‡L coevi gZB, A_P GZUzKz AwZwi³ Pwe© †bB †Kv_vI| Ggb myMwVZ †`n‡mŠôe Lye KgB †`Lv hvq, m¤¢eZ weªwUk I Rvcvwb i‡³i mswgkªY NUvq GiKgUv n‡q‡Q|

ïay †h †`L‡Z cixi gZ Zv bq, A‡bK ¸YI Av‡Q wb`vwbi| fvj bvP-Mvb Rv‡b, K_v ej‡Z cv‡i K‡qKUv fvlvq| mgv‡Ri Dci gn‡jB Zvi IVvemv| wec‡`i gvivZ¥K me SzuwK wb‡q wbwe©Pv‡i mevB‡K Z_¨ †hvMvb †`Iqv Zvi †ckv| †µZv-we‡µZvi Kv‡Q wb‡Ri †ckv †Mvcb K‡i

bv †m| UvKvUvB Zvi Kv‡Q eo K_v|

wd« jvÝvi Bbdigvi wnmv‡e Lye fvj Ki‡Q wb`vwb| Z‡e

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n‡q‡Q?

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†mvdvq e‡m cv‡qi Dci cv Zz‡j w`j wb`vwb, Zvi Lv‡Uv

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†Kv‡Y inm¨gq nvwm|

Ôbv, abëv`|Õ Kuva SuvwK‡q ìRvi w`‡K G‡Mvj wb`vwb, wbZ‡¤^ †XD DV‡Q| Ôhvevi Av‡M Ab¨ GKUv cÖm½,Õ ìRvi Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q Nyy‡i ùvwo‡q ejj †m| Ôkvqjv kviwgb bv‡g GKUv †g‡q

†Kv_vq Av‡Q, Kx Ki‡Q BZ¨vw` †R‡b †`qvi Aby‡iva Kiv n‡q‡Q Avgv‡K| Zvi †LuvR w`‡Z cvi‡j IB cvwU© Avgv‡K cuwPk nvRvi weªwUk cvDÛ †`‡e| Z_¨Uv cvevi wewbg‡q `k nvRvi cvDÛ Qvo‡Z ivwR AvwQ Avwg|Õ

Ô†K †m?Õ ivbv †hb wKQy Rv‡b bv|

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ÔGKU e¨emv cÖwZôv‡bi †UKwbKvj Awdmvi| KgwcDUvi

ivbvi Reve †bwZevPK n‡Z hv‡”Q eyS‡Z †c‡i Avevi wb`vwb ZvovZvwo ejj, Ôf`ª‡jvK wZmZvi cvwU©‡Z Avm‡Z cv‡ib| Zuvi m‡½ Avwg †Zvgvi cwiPq Kwi‡q w`‡Z cvwi|Õ ÔwVK Av‡Q, e¨vcviUv Avwg †f‡e †`Le,Õ e‡j wb`vwb‡K we`vq K‡i w`j ivbv| Zvici fvej, wZmZvi cvwU©‡Z hw`

hvq I, mvwR‡`i KvQ †_‡K Av‡iKUv wc¯—j †P‡q wb‡Z n‡e|

Z‡e kviwg‡bi evwo‡Z †`‡L û`v I‡K wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q wK

bv m‡›`n Av‡Q ivbvi| A‡bKUv `~i †_‡K gvÎ `yÕGK

†m‡K‡Ûi Rb¨ I‡K †`‡L‡Q †m|

i“‡cvi ev· †_‡K Av‡iKUv evwg©R Pyi“U evQvB Ki‡jb wmZI‡q AvivKvbx| Ô†Zvgv‡`i‡K †h f`ª‡jvK AbymiY KiwQ‡jb,Õ †_vb dvjvb‡K ej‡jb wZwb, ÔZuv‡K Avwg wPwb|

AbymiY Kiv n‡”Q, Zv wZwb †Zvgv‡`i‡K eyS‡Z w`‡qwQ‡jb|

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†mUv,Õ ej‡jb AvivKvbx| ÔdzjcÖ“d GKUv c−¨vb ˆZwi Ki‡Z

wKQyUv mgq jvM‡e Avgv‡`i| IUv wd‡i cvevi R‡b¨ cvwK¯—

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†Zvgiv wec‡` c‡ov, GiKg wKQy Kiv hv‡e bv| me wKQyi R‡b¨ c−¨vb `iKvi| Zzwg K‡qKUv w`b BivewZ w`w`i Kv‡Q wdi‡Z cvi‡e bv|Õ

g¨vWvg GKv Av‡Q, GB hyw³ †`wL‡q Zuvi cÖ¯—v‡e ivwR n‡Z PvBj bv †_vb dvjvb| Z‡e mgq GKUz †ewk jvM‡jI Ae‡k‡l Zv‡K †evSv‡Z cvi‡jb AvivKvbx|

†hvMv‡hvM Ki‡jb AvivKvbx|

`ycyi cvi K‡i evwo wdij wZmZv| †Zóvq QvwZ †d‡U hv‡”Q, wKš‘ cÖvB‡fU wjwfs i“‡g `uvwo‡q evievi †ej evRv‡jI gvB`

†`fvB mvov w`j bv| iv‡M MRMR Ki‡Z jvMj †m, cv_‡ii

gZ fvix cv †U‡b wekvj wK‡P‡b G‡m XyKj| †hLv‡b _vKevi K_v, †mB mvwf©m c¨vw›Uª‡ZI †`fvB‡K †`Lv †Mj bv| `y‡Uv wiwd«Rv‡iUv‡ii g‡a¨ †_‡K †QvUUv Ly‡j VvÊv cvbxq †ei Ki‡Q

ÔIn&, †`fvB!Õ iv‡M †PuwP‡q DVj wZmZv| ÔWvK‡j

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†Zvgv‡K cvIqv hvq bv †Kb?Õ KviI AuvZKvevi gZ AvIqvR ïb‡Z †cj wZmZv| SU&

K‡i `iRvi w`‡K Nyij †m| wK‡P‡bi evB‡i †`fvB GKv bq, Zvi m‡½ j¤^v-PIov I ¯^v¯’¨evb GKRb A‡Pbv †jvKI i‡q‡Q| †ekf~lv †`‡L g‡b n‡jv G‡Kev‡iB Pvlvfy‡lv|

ÔAZ¨š— `ytwLZ, w`w`gwY,Õ ejj †`fvB| ÔAvcwb †h evwo wd‡i‡Qb Avgvi Rvbv wQj bv| Avcbvi wK wKQy jvM‡e ?Õ ÔjvMZ,Õ ag‡Ki my‡i ejj wZmZv| wb‡Ri GB †gRvR fvj jvM‡Q bv Zvi, Z‡e wbqš¿Y Kievi kw³I †bB| ÔGLb Avi jvM‡e bv| A‡bK †W‡KI cvBwb †Zvgv‡K|Õ wVK wPb‡Z cvi‡Q bv e‡U, wKš‘ †Kb †hb g‡b n‡”Q Pvlv †jvKUv‡K Av‡MI †Kv_vI †`‡L‡Q †m| Ô†Zvgvi m‡½ GB †jvK †K? Kx Pvq †m?Õ

ÔAvgv‡`i bZzb gvjx, w`w`gwY| Gevi ¶gv Ki“b Avgv‡`i|Õ gv_v †bvqvj †`fvB|

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†Zvgvi AviI mveavb nIqv DwPZ| hZUv bv Avgvi R‡b¨, Zvi‡P‡q †Zvgvi wb‡Ri R‡b¨| †K GB †jvK? †Kv‡Ì‡K G‡m‡Q?Õ

ÔGLbI me K_v Rvwb bv| gvB` †`fvB wKQyB cwi®‹vi K‡iwb| †Zvgvi m‡½ Avgvi †`Lv n‡”Q KLb, jv-fv-i e-q?Õ myi K‡i Rvb‡Z PvBj wZmZv|

ÔAvgiv `yRb Kx †LjvUv †LjwQ g‡b Av‡Q †Zv, Avgvi emivB †Mvjvc? Avgvi R‡b¨ wKQy Z_¨ wb‡q G‡mv, Zvi e`‡j Avwg †Zvgv‡K †`eÑ†e‡nk‡Zi ¯^v`| GLb ch©š— Zzwg †Zv

†Zgb wKQyB Avgv‡K Rvbv‡Z cviwb|Õ ÔwKš‘ Kxfv‡e Avwg Õ

Ô†Póv K‡iv, wZmZv| wbðqB GKUv Dcvq †c‡q hv‡e|

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Z‡e K‡b©j û`vi ILv‡b †h‡Z n‡e Zv‡K| Lye ZvovZvwo| †hfv‡eB †nvK, û`v hv PvB‡Q w`‡Z n‡e| Zv bv n‡j †m hv PvB‡Q, û`v Zv‡K †`‡e bv|

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AvRI †U‡i‡m e‡m †iv` †cvnv‡”Qb g¨vWvg BivewZ|

Z‡e GUv Zuvi wb‡Ri bq, GKgvÎ †evb gvqveZx MvBb-Gi evwo| ¯^vgx û‡q MvBb-†K wb‡q Av‡gwiKvq †Q‡j‡g‡qi Kv‡Q

†eov‡Z †M‡Q †m| †_vb dvjvb Zuv‡K BqvsMb †_‡K kviwg‡bi †eëUv wb‡q G‡m †`Iqvi ci wbivcËvi K_v †f‡e

†ev‡bi GB Lvwj evwo‡Z G‡m D‡V‡Qb wZwb|

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RvM‡Q Zuvi g‡b| wØZxqevi †m wbivc‡` BqvsM‡b †cuŠQv‡Z

†c‡i‡Q †Zv? weÁvcbUv wVKgZ Qvcv n‡q‡Q gvqvbgvi UvBg‡m? mvov w`‡q‡Q †KD? hw` w`‡q _v‡K, †K w`j ivbv G‡RwÝi kvLvcÖavb, bvwK Zvi dzdv‡Z fvB `v‡qg wmZI‡q?

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D‡ØM I Aw¯’iZv `~i Kievi Rb¨ †U‡im †_‡K evwoi A›`ign‡j P‡j G‡jb BivewZ| VvÊv cvwb fwZ© ev_Uv‡e †ek wKQy¶Y ï‡q _vK‡jb| Zvici mywZ Kvc‡oi †Xvjv GKUv

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dvjvb wd‡i Avm‡Q? bv, dvjvb bq; †m Mvwo K‡i Avm‡e bv| kãUv `ª“Z Kv‡Q P‡j Avm‡Q| Zvici †`L‡Z †c‡jb BivewZ| wb‡Ri bxj gvwm©wWR wPb‡Z cvi‡jb wZwb|

hZUv bv j¤^v, Zvi Zzjbvq PIovq †ewk| kix‡ii ga¨fv‡M gvÎvwiwZ³ †mœn Rgvi Kvi‡Y Zv‡K †cU‡gvUv ejv nq|

†`L‡Z hvB †nvK, `vbexq kw³i AwaKvix| e`‡gRvRx e‡j KzL¨vwZ Av‡Q| ms‡¶‡c GB n‡jv AvÂwjK mvgwiK cÖkvmK

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`ytmsev`|

cÖ_gUv n‡jv †Rbv‡ij D wbgywPi fvB‡cv D _yBgyB Kw`b Av‡M Lyb n‡q‡Q| Zv‡K Lyb K‡i‡Q wcwmAvB KgwcDUvi

†mKk‡bi †nW kvqjv kviwgb| Lyb K‡i cvwj‡q †M‡Q †m|

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