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†ewkifvMB Bs‡iwR‡Z K_v ej‡Q Iiv| †KD †KD
†d«ÂI ej‡Q| `yÕGKRb ej‡Q Rvg©vb| †KD MªxK ej‡Q bv| Rvg©vb ej‡Q `yÕGKRb|
cª_g Kɯ^iUv cyi“‡li, fivU| K_v †kl nevi Av‡MB bvix K‡Éi my‡ijv nvwm, Zvici GKB fvlvq DËi| †g‡qUvi evPbfw½ Av‡gwiKvb‡`i gZ, eB c‡o Rvg©vb wk‡L‡Q| m‡›`n †bB wb‡R‡K Rvg©vb e‡j cwiPq w`‡Z †M‡j wec‡` co‡e †g‡qUv|
Trang 11ivbv ZvKvj, wKš‘ mivmwi bq| GK †Uwej †_‡K Av‡iK
†Uwe‡j †PvL eyjvj I| Zvici wbw`©ó †Uwe‡j w¯’i n‡jv `„wó|
K`h© Avi †mŠ›`‡h©i GB wgjb mn‡R †Pv‡L c‡o bv| Rvg©vb
†jvKUv‡K †cŠivwYK Kvwnbxi `vbe ej‡j Ab¨vq n‡e bv|
fvOv‡Pviv, Ge‡ov‡Le‡ov, KvUvKzwUi mnmÖ `v‡M fiv cªKvÊ
gyL, ïay †Vuv‡Ui †KvY †e‡q jvjv Si‡Q bv e‡j Mv wNb wNb
Kij bv| GB †Pnvivq †gvnÐgy» nvwm †hgb †egvbvb †Zgwb
Ak−xj| jvBUvi †R¡‡j mvg‡bi w`‡K SzuKj `vbe, †g‡qUvi
†Vuv‡U aiv wmMv‡iU awi‡q w`j|
†g‡qUv‡K GKcvk †_‡K m¤ú~Y© †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| ïay
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`yÕ‡Rvov †Pv‡Li `„wó GK n‡jv| `„wó bq, †hb AwMœevYÑg‡b
n‡jv `vb‡ei kv‡U©i †evZvg M‡j hv‡e| Avcbg‡b nvmj
ivbv| GÐai‡bi †g‡q‡K †Pbv Av‡Q Ii| kix‡i †hŠeb
Avmvi Av‡MB cyi“l‡`i `„wó Kvo‡Z wk‡L †d‡j, ˆK‡kv‡iB
ANUb NUb cwUqmx n‡q I‡V, mvnm evovi mv‡_ mv‡_ †hŠe‡b
n‡q I‡V iv¶mx| mg¯Í Sw° †cvnv‡Z nq evev‡K, Ges
†ewkifvM †¶‡Î †`Lv hvq G evev Rb¥`vZv evev bq|
ev‡i †mÐB GKgvÎ m¤ú~Y© Kv‡jv †Wªm c‡i Av‡Q| AZ¨šÍ
`vgx GKUv g¨vw·| Kv‡jv‡Kkxi †PvL †Rvov nv‡m¨v¾¡j|
K‡qKUv wRwbm KÜbv K‡i wbj ivbvцbBjcwjk Avi
AšÍe©v‡mi iO Mv‡qi mv‡_ †gjv‡bv, njy`vf gvLb|
kix‡ii mv‡_ gvbvbmB †nu‡o Mjvq K_v ej‡Q †jvKUv,
m¤¢eZ g`¨cvb Kivq †Lqvj †bB cªvq mevB Zvi K_v ïb‡Z
cv‡”Q| K_v gv‡b, Zzwg my›`i, Zzwg eyw×gZx, †Zvgvi mv‡_
cwiwPZ n‡q Rxeb ab¨ n‡jv, GBme|
bxjbqbv Zv‡K ejj, Av‡gwiKvb †g‡qiv bvixЯ^vaxbZv
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m‡¼‡Z †Kvb fzj †bB| nu¨v, Ii mv‡_B †`Lv Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q ivbv| wKš‘ `vbeUv‡K Zvov‡e wKfv‡e?
A‡c¶v Kiv Qvov Dcvq †bB| †Pqv‡i †njvb w`‡q wmMv‡iU aivj ivbv| gb P‡j †Mj eÖv‡mj‡m|
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GB mgq we.wm.AvB †nW‡KvqvU©vi XvKv †_‡K ¯^qs †gRi
Trang 12†Rbv‡ij (Aemicªvß) ivnvZ Lv‡bi GKUv †g‡mR †cj
ivbv|
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K‡b©j DBwjqvg Aemb ivbv G‡RwÝi mvnvh¨ Pvb| Avgv‡K
Avfvm †`qv n‡q‡Q, mgm¨vUv wb‡q I‡`i †cªwm‡WÈI Lye
DwØMœ| eÖv‡mj‡mB A‡c¶v K‡iv, Iiv †Zvgvi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM
Ki‡e| Iiv †Zvgvi mvnvh¨ Pvq, GUv †Mvcb _vKv `iKvi|
m¤¢e n‡j mvnvh¨ K‡iv| Avgvi aviYv, in‡m¨i †fZi inm¨
_vK‡Z cv‡iÑmveavb| iv Lv.|Õ
`yÕw`b ciB AkxwZci GK e„× †hvMv‡hvM Kij ivbvi
mv‡_| iv¯Ívq †`Lv n‡jv, iv¯Ív †_‡KB we`vq wbj †jvKUv|
cvkvcvwk wek wgwbU nuvUj Iiv, evK¨ Ges wKQy KvMRÐcÎ
wewbgq n‡jv| gvÎ K‡qKUv Z_¨ Rvb‡Z cvij ivbv|
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GmwcIbvR RM‡Z Av‡Q ivbv, Kv‡RB A_©Uv Rvbv Av‡Q|
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†h‡Kvb Z_¨ duvm n‡q hvIqv †VKvevi R‡b¨ cª‡qvR‡b wbixn
gvbyl‡KI Lyb Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i| ivbv‡K Aby‡iva Kiv n‡jv,
GB gyn~Z© †_‡K I †hb `ywbqvi mevB‡K Awek¦vm K‡i|
wm.AvB.G ev ivbv G‡RwÝi KviI mv‡_ †`Lv Kiv wb‡la|
bZzb cwiPqcÎ †cj ivbv, †cj Av‡gwiKvb cvm‡cvU© Avi
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e¨m, Avi †Kvb Z_¨ GLbI cvqwb ivbv| KvRUv wK Rv‡b
bv I| e‡mi †g‡m‡RI †mÐm¤ú‡K© †Kvb Avfvm wQj bv|
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†gUvevi R‡b¨ c‡K‡U nvZ fi‡Q, GB mgq wm×v‡šÍ Gj
†g‡qUv| ivbv Zvi Kɯ^i cwi®‹vi ïb‡Z †cj|
Ôgvd Ki‡eb, c−xR, m¤¢eZ cwiwPZ GK f`ª‡jvK‡K
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¸i“ wbZ‡Õ D_vj cv_vj †XD Zz‡j GwM‡q Gj †m| Ôgvd Ki‡eb,Õ †Uwe‡ji mvg‡b `uvwo‡q ejj ivbv‡K, ÔAvcwb wK ,Õ Zvici wb‡Ri Amgvß cª‡kœi DËi wb‡RB w`j, Ôbv, `ytwLZ, Avgvi fzj n‡q‡Q|Õ A¯^w¯Í Avi ¶gvcªv_©bvi myi| ÔAvcbv‡K Avgvi cwiwPZ GK f`ª‡jvK e‡j g‡b n‡qwQj |Õ
w¯§Z †n‡m ivbv ejj, ÔAvgvi `yf©vM¨ †h †mІjvK Avwg bB| wKš‘ ZvB e‡j G‡m wd‡i hv‡eb?Õ
wb‡g‡l gayi nvwm dz‡U DVj Kv‡jv‡Kkxi †Pnvivq| nvZ
`y‡Uv GK †m‡K‡Êi R‡b¨ †Uwe‡ji wKbviv Qyu‡jv| ÔAvgvi eÜz Avgvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb| wei³ Kivi R‡b¨ mwZ¨ Avwg
`ytwLZ|Õ Ô‡Kvb e¨vcviB bq|Õ Gfv‡eB †g‡qUv XzKj Ges †ewi‡q †Mj ivbvi Rxeb
Trang 13†_‡K| ivbv QvovI AviI cuvPÐmvZRb †jvK Zv‡K †ewi‡q
†h‡Z †`Lj evi †_‡K| Avi mevi gZ g„`y nvmj ivbv, wKš‘
m¤ú~Y© Ab¨ Kvi‡Y| †g‡qUvi †`nІmŠôe Ii bRi Kvo‡jI,
I‡K gy» K‡i‡Q Zvi †Mvcb AvPiYUzKz| KviI †Pv‡L aiv bv
c‡o †KŠk‡j †Uwe‡ji Ici †d‡j †M‡Q fuvR Kiv Ly‡` GKUv
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Zzjj I, Av‡iK nvZ fij c‡K‡U| c‡KU †_‡K nvZUv
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†Pqv‡i †njvb w`j I| M−vmUv †kl Ki‡Z n‡e|
wek wgwbU ci| †nv‡Uj †_‡K †ewi‡q ivbv †`Lj m‡Ü n‡q
†M‡Q| †PŠiv¯Ívq Kv‡d Avi evi me¸‡jv †jv‡K †jvKviY¨|
iv¯Ívq hvbevn‡bi †Zgb wfo †bB, Z‡e dzUcv‡_ ci¯ú‡ii
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†_‡K †b‡g iv¯Ív a‡i nuvU‡Z jvMj ivbv, gvqveZx igYxi gZ
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G·‡cªm Awdm‡K cvk KvUvj I| GKUv eyK÷‡ji mvg‡b
_vgj, †PvL eyjvj Le‡ii KvM‡Ri †nWjvBb¸‡jvq| Zvici
iv¯Ív †cwi‡q Gigy ÷ªx‡U P‡j Gj| axi cv‡q, Ajmfw½‡Z
nuvU‡Q| nvZ `y‡Uv c‡K‡U| G‡_‡Ý GB mgq mPivPi †hgb
†`Lv hvq, Av‡iKRb †Mv‡ePviv Uz¨wi÷| LvwbK`~i GwM‡q
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I| Zvici nVvr Wvb w`‡Ki AÜKvi gZ iv¯Ívq Xz‡K coj|
†cÎvwK ÷ªxUцjvKRb †bB ej‡jB P‡j|
÷ªxU jvB‡Ui wb‡P `uvwo‡q wmMv‡iU aivj ivbv| GB
my‡hv‡M fuvR Kiv KvMRUv †ei Kij| fuvR Ly‡j †g‡mRUv
coj I| GK jvB‡bi GKUv †g‡mR| Ô8 bÕi wKwi¯Íz ÷ªxU,
mKvj AvUUvq †mÈ c‡ji AvBKb †LuvR K‡iv|Õ Avevi nuvUv aij ivbv| wQu‡o UzK‡iv UzK‡iv Kij KvMRUv, †d‡j w`j b`©gvq|
g‡bvig mKv‡j Mªv›` †eZv‡bi wejvmeûj my¨B‡U Nyg fvOj ivbvi| Dwbk Zjvi Kvwb©‡m mvi mvi Ue, jZvMvQ¸‡jv
†gvRvBK †`qvj cªvq †X‡K †d‡j‡Q| ZviB †fZi jyKv‡bv Av‡Q ¯úxKvi, cvwLi KzRb aŸwb mviv kix‡i gayi Av‡ek G‡b w`j| Nyg fvOvevi GB Kvq`v hvwš¿K n‡jI, †ivgvÂKi jvMj ivbvi, g‡b g‡b †nv‡Uj KZ©„c¶‡K ab¨ev` bv w`‡q cvij bv|
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cªvq Dj½B ejv hvq, †`ex g~wZ©| N‡ii gvSLv‡b bq,
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Ôiƒg mvwf©m,Õ †Pv‡L `yózwgi wSwjK Zz‡j nvmj †g‡qUv| ivbvi Avoó fveUv `vi“Y Dc‡fvM Ki‡Q| ÔAvcbvi †eÖKdv÷ wmwUs iƒ‡g †`qv n‡q‡Q|Õ
m`¨ Kvgv‡bv Mv‡j nvZ eywj‡q g„`y nvmj ivbv| Ôab¨ev`|Õ
†g‡qUv boj bv| ÔAvi wKQy `iKvi n‡e Avcbvi? Mvwo?
†Kvb wPwV Wv‡K †dj‡Z n‡e? wKsev hw` wKQy †Kbvi _v‡K| MvB‡Wi `iKvi n‡jI ej‡Z cv‡ib |Õ ivbvi †jvgk, PIov ey‡Ki w`‡K ZvwK‡q †XvK wMjj †m|
Trang 14Ôbv|Õ wmwUs iƒ‡gi `iRvi w`‡K GKevi ZvKvj ivbv|
ÔG‡_‡Ý Avwg bZzb bB| ab¨ev`|Õ
ÔWvK‡jB Avgv‡K cv‡eb,Õ †`ex g~wZ© `iRvi w`‡K
G‡Mvj| ÔAvwgB Avcbvi iƒg mvwf©m|Õ
`iRv eÜ K‡i w`‡q †Kvgi †_‡K †Zvqv‡jUv Qyu‡o †d‡j
w`j ivbv| wmwUs iƒ‡g Xz‡K †`Lj, †Uwe‡ji cv‡k PvKv
jvMv‡bv †UªÐ‡Z mvRv‡bv i‡q‡Q †eÖKdv÷| wL‡`Uv gv_vPvov
w`‡q DVj| †Pqv‡i e‡m †UªÐi Ici cªvq Suvwc‡q coj ivbv|
imbvZ…wßi ci Kwd wb‡q †mvdvq emj I, †Zc‡q †g‡j
aij Kvj iv‡Z †Kbv| G‡_‡Ýi g¨vc| kn‡ii cªwZwU
GwfwbD PIov Avi mij, Avi me¸‡jv MwjÐDcMwj
AuvKveuvKv| wKwi¯Íz ÷ªxU †Kvb& w`‡K fz‡j †M‡Q I| Lyu‡R †ei
Ki‡Z cuvP wgwbU †j‡M †Mj| c−vKv n‡”Q G‡_‡Ýi
cyiv‡bvÐXvKv, Iì UvDb| A¨v‡µv‡cvwjm cvnv‡oi †Mvovq
wNwÄ GKUv GjvKv| nvZNwo‡Z †PvL eywj‡q wm×všÍ wbj,
nuvU‡e| mKv‡ji †iv‡` kn‡ii Ici Szu‡K _vKv
A¨v‡µv‡cvwjm‡K fvjB jvM‡e †`L‡Z|
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iv‡Z GLvb w`‡qB LvwbK`~i wM‡qwQj| MvQcvjvi wb‡P
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GB mgqUvq MªxK‡`i cªwZ m`q _v‡Kb A¨v‡cv‡jv, g„`yg›`
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Ki‡Q ILv‡b|
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†Mj| gvÜvZv Avg‡ji mv`v PybKvg Kiv evwo, Ry‡Zvi ev· AvK…wZi BgviZ, AuvKveuvKv iv¯Ívi Ici Mv‡q Mv †VwK‡q
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wKš‘ mܨvi ciciB R¨všÍ n‡q I‡V c−vKv| cyiv‡bv kn‡ii ZLb Ab¨ †Pnviv| †`vKvb`viiv ZLb dzUcv‡_I Zv‡`i cmiv mvRvq| cªwZwU Rvbvjvi Icvk †_‡K †f‡m Av‡m MvbÐevRbvi AvIqvR| dzwZ©evR †jv‡Kiv `‡j `‡j Xz‡K c‡o Mwji †fZi, †m‡È cªvq wf‡R _v‡K Zv‡`i Rvgv| KviI GK nv‡Z _v‡K g‡`i †evZj, Av‡iK nvZ _v‡K †Kvb my›`ix hyeZxi †Kvgi †cuwP‡q| cªwZwU ev‡i Ryqvi AvÇv e‡m| cvbvnvi, Ges †hŠb jxjvi Aeva Abykxjb P‡j mvivivZ, †mB †fvi ch©šÍ| Zvici †h hvi wVKvbvq wd‡i hvq, wbRx©e c‡o †auv‡K cwiZ¨³ c−vKv|
c−vwZqv †g‡Uªv‡cvwjqmÐGi Kv‡Q A‡_©vW· K¨v‡_Wªvj
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Trang 15w`‡K| AviI mvg‡b †`Lv †Mj cªvq Lvov cvnv‡oi Xvj|
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Qvwo‡q ivbvi `„wó mvg‡b P‡j †Mj| AveQv Av‡jvq A¨vwÈK
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UªvBe‡iv weÖR †c‡iv‡”Q Iiv, mvg‡b Avi `yÕcv‡k g‡bvni
Trang 25cªvK…wZK `„k¨| †`‡LI †`Lj bv ivbv| gb w`‡q Wvwb‡q‡ji
K_v ïb‡Q|
ÔwUDwjc KbI‡qi mv‡¼wZK bvg †Mvjvc Kzuwo| wUDwjc
KbI‡q‡K Avcwb Rv‡bb|Õ
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MWm †mK! Ôe‡j hvb!Õ i“¶K‡É ZvMv`v w`j I| mviv
c„w_ex‡Z bv n‡jI, Av‡gwiKvi N‡i N‡i cwiwPZ bvgUv|
wb®úvc GKUv †Pnviv †f‡m DVj ivbvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b| eo
eo L‡qwi †PvL, †dvjv gy‡L cweÎ nvwm| †`‡L Kvi bv Av`i
Ki‡Z B‡”Q K‡i!
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Avgv‡K w`‡q n‡e bv|Õ
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Kij bv Zvi nvwm| ÔZ‡e †hÐai‡bi KvR Avcwb K‡ib, GUv
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me‡P‡q KwVb KvRUv w`w”Q Avgiv Avcbv‡K|Õ
ˆah© nvwi‡q wKQy ej‡Z hvw”Qj ivbv, gv_vi Ici GKUv
nvZ Zz‡j Pyc Kwi‡q w`j Wvwb‡qj| g¨vbnvUb weÖ‡Ri Ici
`uvwo‡q coj Mvwo, †Uvj ey‡_ cqmv Qyu‡o w`j †m| Zvici
Rvbvjvi KuvP Zz‡j w`‡q B÷ wifvi mvBWÐGi w`‡K Mvwo
Qvoj|
GLb Avi nvm‡Q bv Wvwb‡qj| ÔwUDwjc †K, GUzKz RvbvB
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wK ai‡bi P¨v‡j‡Äi mvg‡b `uvov‡Z nq| Ô‡Kb?Õ kvšÍ Mjvq wR‡Ám Kij I| ÔwUDwjc m¤ú‡K© me wKQy Rvbvi Avgvi wK
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`iKvi c‡o‡Q|Õ
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wK‡PbUv ¯^qsm¤ú~Y©, ivbœvevbœvi Av‡qvR‡b †Kvb LyuZ †bB| Ly‡` GKUv eviÐI i‡q‡Q, w`b mv‡ZK gvZvj _vKvi R‡b¨ h‡_ó †evZj †`Lj ivbv| wRwbmÐcÎ †eWiƒ‡g †i‡L‡Q I,
Trang 26GLbI Kvco Qv‡owb| †QvÆ GKUv M−v‡m wb‡q GK †XvK
ûBw¯‹ Xvjj Mjvq, GB mgq AvIqvRUv Kv‡b Gj| Kv‡c©‡Ui
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†ckx‡Z Uvb coj, †Kvg‡ii Kv‡Q wifjfv‡i †cuЇQ †Mj
GKUv nvZ| wKš‘ Nyij bv ivbv| w¯’i `uvwo‡q eviÐGi Ici
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wbtkã weov‡ji cv Avi †bB Avcbvi,Õ wcQb w`‡K bv
ZvwK‡qB ejj I|
Ii wcQ‡b G‡m `uvovj †jvKUv| ÔwK K‡i eyS‡jb Avwg?Õ
Ô‡mB `„wóI †bB,Õ ejj ivbv| Bw½‡Z ˆZjwPÎUv †`Lvj|
Kuv‡Pi Mv‡q `yÕR‡bi cªwZweÕ c‡o‡Q| Gevi Nyij ivbv|
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K‡b©j?Õ
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K‡b©j DBwjqvg Aemb| j¨v¤ú †_‡K †Kvgj Av‡jv †ei“j|
gy‡L nvwm a‡i ivLvi †Póv Ki‡Q K‡b©j| ivbv wbwj©ß|
c‡KU †_‡K wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡KU †ei K‡i Advi Kij K‡b©j,
gv_v bvoj ivbv| nv‡Zi M−vmUv gvSLv‡bi wbPy †Zc‡q ivLj
I| Ô‡Kb?Õ
gyL †_‡K nvwm wgwj‡q wM‡q †Pvqvj Sz‡j coj Aem‡bi|
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wKWb¨vc Kiv‡Z Pvb,Õ ejj ivbv, Ô‡Kb?Õ
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Ôbv, c−xR, wQÐwQ!Õ †hb LyeB j¾v †c‡q‡Q Aemb| Ôwek¦vm
bv _vK‡j GZ _vK‡Z Avcbv‡K †Kb KvRUv †`e, ejyb?Õ ÔZvn‡j? Avgv‡K ej‡Z Amywe‡a wK?Õ
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ÔAvgvi mg‡qi `vg Av‡Q,Õ wei³ n‡jv ivbv| Ô†hvMv‡hvM Kivi ci †_‡K Avcbviv ïay †nuqvwj K‡i P‡j‡Qb| Avi †KD
bv RvbyK, Avcwb AšÍZ Rv‡bb, Avwg GZUv †evKv bB †h wKQy
bv †R‡b AÜKv‡i Suvc †`e| me K_v hw` ejv m¤¢e bv nq, Avi KviI mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡ibwb †Kb?Õ
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Aem‡bi †Pnviv KwVb n‡q DVj| ÔKvRUv wK Avcwb
†R‡b †d‡j‡Qb, Kv‡RB Õ
Trang 27Ơfq †`wL‡q †Kvb jvf n‡e bv,Õ Aemb‡K evav w`j
ivbv|
nv‡Zi M−vmUv VKvm K‡i †Zc‡q bvwg‡q †i‡L mUvb
`uvwo‡q coj Aemb| ƠAv‡jvPbvUv Gfv‡e Avcwb †f‡O w`‡Z
cv‡ib bv, wg ivbv|Õ
K_v bv e‡j ivbv ïay Kuva SuvKvj|
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mv‡_ ejj K‡b©j| ƠAvwg wm.AvB.GÐi †WcywU wW‡i±i|
Avgvi K_v A‡b‡KB ïb‡eb, Zvi g‡a¨ †cªwm‡WÈI GKRb|
Avwg ivbv G‡RwÝi mg¯Í jvB‡mÝ evwZj K‡i w`‡Z cvwi|Õ
ivbvi g‡a¨ †Kvb weKvi †`Lv †Mj bv| ƠwK Awf‡hv‡M?Õ
ƠivĩƯxq †Mvcb Z_¨ Rvbvi Ac‡Pĩv!Õ
Ơïay Avcbvi GKvi bq, K‡b©j,Õ ejj ivbv, Ơ‡cªwm‡W‡Èi
AviI eÜzÐevÜe Av‡Qb, Zuv‡`i K_vI wZwb †kv‡bb|
Awf‡hvMUv †h wg‡_¨ †mUv Zuvi Kv‡b Zzj‡Z cvie Avwg|Õ
Aw¯’ifv‡e cvqPvwi ïi“ Kij Aemb| g‡b g‡b wb‡R‡K
wZi¯‹vi Kij †m, ïi“Uv fzjfv‡e Kiv n‡q‡Q| †R` a‡i
ivbvi mv‡_ cviv m¤¢e bq| cª_‡gB Zvi big my‡i K_v ejv
DwPZ wQj| wg‡_¨ fq †`wL‡q I‡K c‡_ Avbv m¤¢e bq|
Z‡e, ivbv cvëv †h ûgwKUv w`j, Zv‡Z f‡qi wKQy †bB| ivbv
ev Ii em& †gRi †Rbv‡ij ivnvZ Lvb hv‡Z †cªwm‡W‡Èi
bvMvj bv cvq Zvi e¨e¯’v Kiv Av‡Q| hv‡`i gva¨‡g
†cªwm‡W‡Èi Kv‡Q ab©v †`‡e Iiv, Zv‡`i Kv‡Q †cuŠQy‡Z †Pĩv
Ki‡j G‡Ki ci GK evav Avm‡e| cvqPvwi _vwg‡q ivbvi
w`‡K KUgU K‡i ZvKvj †m| ejj, ƠAvwg †f‡ewQjvg, GB
Kv‡Ri g‡a¨ †h P¨v‡jÄ i‡q‡Q, Avcbv‡K ivwR Kiv‡bvi R‡b¨
†mUvB h‡_ĩ|Õ
Ơ‡KD hw` e‡j, †Zvgv‡K P¨v‡jÄ Kiv n‡jv, †`wL †Zv wb‡Ri cv‡q Kzo j gvi‡Z cv‡iv wKbvĐP¨v‡jÄUv Avcwb MªnY Ki‡eb?Õ
ƠwKš‘ Avcbv‡K †KD wb‡Ri cv‡q Õ evav w`j ivbv, ƠeySe wKfv‡e?Õ Avevi cvqPvwi ïi“ Kij Aemb| Zvici Avevi ivbvi mvg‡b _vgj| ƠwdÐi A¼ evwo‡q w`b, hZ Lywk UvKv wbbĐwKš‘ di MWm †mK me K_v Rvb‡Z PvB‡eb bv, c−xR!Õ Dˇi nvZNwo †`Lj ivbv|
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†mvwf‡qZ BDwbq‡b| wm.AvB.GÐi †jvK †m, nvB Awdwkqvj‡`i GKRb|Õ ivbvi w`‡K mivmwi ZvKvj †m| ƠLyeB nvB Awdwkqvj‡`i GKRb| cvPvi nIqv Z‡_¨i aib
†`‡L e¨vcviUv Avgiv eyS‡Z cvwi|Õ gv_v SuvKvj ivbv, wKš‘ †Kvb gšÍe¨ ev cªkœ Kij bv| GÐai‡bi NUbv wKQyw`b ci ci N‡U| Avi N‡U e‡jB wm.AvB.G we‡kl ai‡bi wKQy G‡RÈ †cv‡l hv‡`i KvRB n‡jv N‡ii kỴ“ wefxlY‡`i Lyu‡R †ei Kiv| ïay wm.AvB.GЇZ bq, cªvq me B‡Èwj‡R‡ÝB GÐai‡bi G‡RÈ _v‡K|
D‡V wM‡q wb‡Ri M−vmUv Avevi f‡i wbj Aemb| Gici
Trang 28Avi emj bv, N‡ii gvSLv‡b nuvUvnvwU Ki‡Z jvMj| Ôcª_g
w`‡K,Õ Avevi gyL Lyjj †m, ÔPviRb‡K m‡›`n Kwi Avgiv|
cª‡Z¨K‡K Avjv`vfv‡e cix¶v Kiv nq| mevB Zviv DZ‡i
hvq| gv_vq †hb evR c‡o Avgv‡`i| Zvn‡j †K? cÂg
GKRb †jvK‡K m‡›`‡ni ZvwjKvq Avb‡Z nqцm Ggb
GKRb, Zvi c` gh©v`vi R‡b¨ Zv‡K Avgiv cª_‡gB ev` w`‡q
†i‡LwQjvg| e¨vcviUv Awek¦vm¨! Zvi gZ †jvK Wvej
G‡RÈ †Kb, †Kb!Õ AvOyj w`‡q gv_vi Pyj Lvg‡P aij †m|
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Ki‡jB, Ifvj Awd‡m XzK‡Z cv‡i| †cªwm‡W‡Èi c‡iB Zvi
¯’vb Õ
cv_i n‡q e‡m Av‡Q ivbv| ïay †PvL `y‡Uv AbymiY Ki‡Q
Aemb‡K| †Pnvivq LvwbKUv †KŠZzK, LvwbKUv Awek¦vm|
ÔAvcwb VvÆv Ki‡Qb|Õ
axi fw½‡Z Gw`K Iw`K gv_v bvoj Aemb|
ivbvi †Pnviv †_‡K †KŠZz‡Ki fve A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj|
Ô‡Rd wiKvW©?Õ
Ô†Rd wiKvW©,Õ wdmwdm K‡i ejj Aemb, cªPÊ iv‡M M−vm
aiv nvZUv Kuvc‡Q| Ô‡Rd wiKvW©, wm.AvB.GÐi wW‡i±i|Õ
†mvdvq †njvb w`‡q eo K‡i GKUv k¦vm Uvbj ivbv|
PgKUv nRg Ki‡Z mgq jvM‡Q| Awek¦vm¨ e‡U, wKš‘ Av‡MI
G ai‡bi NUbv N‡U‡Q, Aev¯Íe e‡j Dwo‡q †`qv hvq bv|
Wvej †iW A¨vjv‡U©i KviYUv †evSv †Mj| †evSv †Mj †Kb
Aemb cvMjcviv n‡q Av‡Q| Iiv mevB hvi Aax‡b KvR
K‡i, wm.AvB.GÐi Pxd| GUzKzB h‡_ó Lvivc| wKš‘ †Rd
wiKvW© ïay wm.AvB.GÐi Pxd bq, AviI A‡bK wKQy| MZ
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A¨vWfvBRvi|
AviI †ewk| †cªwm‡W‡Èi m‡P‡q Nwbô eÜz †jvKUv|
†cªwm‡WÈ Zvi gZ Avi KvD‡K wek¦vm K‡ib bv|
Ôwec`,Õ ejj ivbv|
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†fZ‡i jvj‡P ûBw¯‹ Nyi‡Z jvMj| Zvi †Pnviv iv‡M, †¶v‡f,
`yt‡L jvj n‡q Av‡Q| Rvbvjvi Kuv‡P e„wói †duvUv co‡Q, kãUv‡K Pvcv w`j M−v‡mi Mv‡q UzK‡iv ei‡di av°v LvIqvi AvIqvR| GK Pygy‡K ûBw¯‹UzKz wM‡j †djj †m| Avevi hLb ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj, cªvq kvšÍ n‡q †M‡Q †Pnviv| fvev‡e‡Mi jvMvg †U‡b a‡i‡Q| ÔejvB evûj¨ †cªwm‡WÈ wb‡iU cªgvY PvB‡eb| Avwg ej‡jB wZwb wek¦vm Ki‡eb bv| †mÐR‡b¨B Zuvi †g‡qi K_v DV‡Q|Õ
†hvMv‡hvMUv †Kv_vq, ivbv Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvij| Gwo‡q hvIqv m¤¢e bq GiKg GKUv †Uvc w`‡q duv` cvZv n‡e|
Ônu¨v,Õ ejj Aemb, †hb ivbv wK fve‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q, ÔwKWb¨vwcsUv n‡e †Rd wiKv‡W©i cix¶v| †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q wUDwjc kΓ‡`i nv‡Z| †hfv‡e †nvK Zv‡K Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡e wiKv‡W©i|Õ Aem‡bi †Pv‡L ¶xY nvwm dzUj| ÔG‡Ki ci
GK m~Î cv‡e †m| AvgivB †`e, wb‡R‡`i ˆZwi| wKš‘ †kl ch©šÍ †`Lv hv‡e, me¸‡jv m~Î fzqv, †Kv_vI †cuŠQy‡bv hvq bv|
†Kvb †Kvb m~Î n‡e †Mvj‡g‡j, GKUvi mv‡_ Av‡iKUv wgj‡e bv| Avevi †KvbUv n‡e aŸsmvZ¥K| gwiqv n‡q DV‡e wiKvW©, wKš‘ G‡Mvevi †Kvb c_ cv‡e bv| Zv‡K Avgiv Amnvq Ae¯’vq †dje| †KvYVvmv n‡q co‡e †m| GÐmeB GKwU gvÎ Kvi‡Y Kiv n‡e |Õ
Ô‡m hv‡Z Aci c‡¶i mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡i|Õ ax‡i ax‡i
Trang 29IciÐwb‡P gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| Ô†KŠkjUv g›` bq| †mÈ
cv‡m©È m¤¢vebv, duv‡` cv †`‡e wiKvW©| wKš‘ wec¾bK|
mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, Gi‡P‡q wec¾bK Avi wKQy n‡Z cv‡i
bv|Õ
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Ôe¨vcviUv Ggb wKQy nIqv PvB hvi mv‡_ †cªwm‡WÈ mivmwi
Ges e¨w³MZfv‡e RwoZ| wb‡Ri †g‡q wb‡LuvR, Kv‡RB wZwb
D`vmxb _vK‡Z cv‡ib bv, Kv‡RB Zv‡K D×vi Kiv hvi
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÷vdiv cªwZ NÈvq wi‡cvU© †`‡e, †KvbUv‡ZB cwi®‹vi wKQy
_vK‡e bv| Rvbv K_v, I¸‡jv wZwb gvb‡eb bv| †Rd
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wiKv‡W©i GÐme K_v Rvbv _vK‡e| m~θ‡jv hLb fzqv
cªgvwYZ n‡e, †cªwm‡W‡Èi Kv‡Q wd‡i wM‡q GÐK_v ej‡Z
cvi‡e bv †h Kcvj Lvivc ZvB KvRUvq e¨_© njvg, Gi c‡ii
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Kv‡R e¨_© nIqv Pj‡e bv Zvi| Rxe‡b hv wKQy g~j¨evb g‡b
K‡i †m, me nvivevi Avk¼v †`Lv †`‡e| Zvi PvKwi|
†cªwm‡W‡Èi mv‡_ Zvi eÜzZ¡| Zvi ¶gZv|Õ
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†`qv †Mj|Õ
Ônu¨v, dv÷© †jwWi mv‡_ Zvi †h gayi m¤úK© i‡q‡Q, e¨_©
n‡j †mUvI Zv‡K nviv‡Z n‡e| †gvU K_v, m~θ‡jvq †Kvb
KvR bv n‡j,ÑKvR hv‡Z bv nq †mw`KUv Avgiv †`LeÑAvi gvÎ GKUv c_ †Lvjv _vK‡e Zvi mvg‡b| †jŠn hewbKvi AšÍiv‡j eÜz‡`i kiYvcbœ nIqv| I‡`i mvnvh¨ Zvi PvB‡ZB n‡e|Õ
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Trang 31Zvici?Õ
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Trang 33Zey wKQy wKQy e¨vcvi †bvU Kiv Av‡Q|Õ ivbvi w`‡K mivmwi
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Trang 34hyM †R‡j cP‡Z n‡e †K Rv‡b!
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