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Ơ‡nvqvU!Õ Pvcv ¯^‡i M‡R© DVj K‡b©j| Ơ‡bB?Õ kvšÍfv‡e PycPvc `uvwo‡q _vKj wiPvW©mb|

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Ơwm.AvB.G.ЇZ †hvM¨ †jv‡Ki Afve Av‡Q Zv Avwg ewjwb, m¨vi| KvRUv Ki‡Z cvi‡e Ggb †jvK †ek

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K‡qKRbB Av‡Q| wKš‘ Zv‡`i‡K wek¦vm K‡i KvRUv Avgiv

w`‡Z cvwi bv| GB R‡b¨ †h, KvRUv wK Rvbvi ci I‡`i

†ewkifv‡MiB nq gv_v Lvivc n‡q hv‡e, bq‡Zv f‡q Mv XvKv

†`‡eÑhw` Le‡ii KvM‡R †ebvgvÐwPwV cvwV‡q me duvm K‡i

†`q Zv‡ZI Avwg Avðh© ne bv| Dchy³ †jvK †bB A‡_©

Avwg ej‡Z †P‡qwQ me w`K †_‡K †hvM¨ †jvK †bB| †KD

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AvbyM‡Z¨i Afve| †KD Avevi AwZ PvjvK, †Nvov wWwO‡q

Nvm †L‡Z PvB‡e| GB Kv‡Ri ¸i“`vwqZ¡ gv_vq †bqv PvwÆLvwb

K_v bq Õ

ÔZvn‡j?Õ

wiPvW©mb Pyc K‡i _vKj|

iv‡M cªvq AÜ n‡q †Mj K‡b©j| ÔAvcwb Am¤ú~Y© GKUv

wi‡cvU© ˆZwi K‡i G‡b‡Qb?Õ nvZ `y‡Uv k³ gy‡Vv n‡q †Mj

Zvi| ÔAvcbv‡K Avwg e‡jwQjvg Õ

mgq ey‡S gyL Lyjj wiPvW©mb, Ôme w`K †_‡K Dchy³

†jvK GKRbB Av‡Q, m¨vi| wKš‘ Õ

Ô‡K †m?Õ gvigy‡Lv n‡q Rvb‡Z PvBj K‡b©j|

Ôwm.AvB.GÐi †KD bq,Õ ejj wiPvW©mb| ÔGgb wK

Av‡gwiKvbI bq| Avcwb Zv‡K †P‡bb|Õ

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j¶ Ki‡Q| Ôbvg wK?Õ

Ôgvmy` ivbv|Õ

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Qwo‡q coj mviv kix‡i| wPwšÍZfv‡e b`xi w`‡K ZvKvj †m,

PU K‡i GKevi wiPvW©m‡bi wbwj©ß †PnvivUv †`‡L wbj| e¨vUv‡”Q‡j MYK bvwK? gvmy` ivbvi K_v Zvi †c‡U wQj, wKš‘

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†Kvb Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ gvÎ GKRb Dchy³ †jvK Av‡Q, †mB

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†P‡q A‡bK Avjv`v i‡q‡Q ivbv| GK‡kv G‡RȇK hw`

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†`L‡Z Pvq| G †mB, gvmy` ivbvÑk‡q ev nvRv‡i bq, j¶Ð†KvwU‡Z GKRb|

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ivbv m¤ú‡K© cªvq meB Rvbv Av‡Q K‡b©‡ji| Zey

wiPvW©m‡bi aviYv wK Rvb‡Z cvi‡j fvj nq| Ônu¨v, ivbv‡K

Avwg wPwb| wKš‘ GB Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ Avwg Zv‡K wek¦vm Ki‡Z

cvwi bv| GZ _vK‡Z ïay ivbv‡KB Avcwb Dchy³ fve‡jb,

KviYUv wK?Õ

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GK K_vq Reve w`j †m|

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e‡jB Avwg Rvwb|Õ

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gv_v bvoj wiPvW©mb| ÔKi‡Z cvi‡e, GUzKz Rvwb| K‡i

†`‡e wKbv †mUv m¤ú~Y© Avjv`v cªm½| Avcwb e¨w³MZfv‡e

Zv‡K Aby‡iva K‡i †`L‡Z cv‡ib| Z‡e I‡K ivwR Kivevi

Av‡M Ii em‡K hw` ivwR Kiv‡Z cv‡ib, me‡P‡q fvj nq|Õ

Ôe¨m? fq †bB GUvB Ii GKgvÎ †hvM¨Zv?Õ

gv_v bvoj wiPvW©mb| Ô‡miv G‡Rȇ`i †hÐme ¸Y _vKv

`iKvi Zvi me¸‡jvB Av‡Q ivbvi g‡a¨|Õ Gici wZb wgwbU

ivbvi ¸‡Yi msw¶ß wdwiw¯Í w`j †m| me‡k‡l ejj, ÔIi

GKUv Bb‡fw÷‡MwUs dvg© Av‡Q, Kv‡RB Avgiv Ii g‡°j

n‡Z cvwi| Aek¨ Am¤¢e wd PvB‡e I|Õ

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Ô`ytwLZ, m¨vi,Õ ZvovZvwo ejj wiPvW©mb, ÔIi AviI GKUv ¸Y Av‡Q|Õ

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bv †jvKUv| eo †ewk ¯^vaxb‡PZv| hw` †Ui cvq Zv‡K w`‡q

†Kvb Ab¨vq KvR Kwi‡q †bqv n‡q‡Q, cªwZ‡kva wb‡Z Qvo‡e bv|Õ

ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K fq cvB‡q w`‡”Qb,Õ ejj K‡b©j| ivbv Ggb GKUv PwiÎ, hvi m¤ú‡K© †Kvb fwel¨ØvYx Kiv m¤¢e bq| A_P GB Kv‡Ri R‡b¨ †mÐB GKgvÎ Dchy³ †jvK| ÔKvRUv hv‡K w`‡qB KivB, Zv‡K me K_v ejv m¤¢e bq| AÜKv‡i †_‡K KvR Ki‡Z ivbv wK ivwR n‡e?Õ

Ôbv|Õ Ôme K_v ej‡Z n‡e I‡K?Õ Ôme K_v, m¨vi|Õ

a¨vbgMœ n‡q coj K‡b©j DBwjqvg Aemb| wm×v‡šÍ Avmvi †Póv Ki‡Q| †mÐI Rv‡b, ivbv cvi‡e| wKš‘ I hw` wbwl× GjvKvq bvK Mjv‡Z †Póv K‡i? fvej, wPšÍv wK, ZviI

†Zv Ilya Av‡Q| ÔRv‡bb †m GLb †Kv_vq?Õ

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ÔR¡x, m¨vi| eÖv‡mj‡m|Õ wiPvW©m‡bi ü`¯ú›`b GKUz `ª“Z

n‡jv| Kv‡jv †j`vi e¨vMUv Lyjj †m| ÔGB wbb, m¨vi,Õ ejj

†m| Ôivbvi m¤ú~Y© †Wvwk‡q|Õ

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Kij bv|

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LvwbK BZ¯ÍZ Kij wiPvW©mb, Zvici Avevi ejj, ÔAvcwb

Avgv‡K me K_v Ly‡j e‡jbwb| k~b¨ ¯’vb¸‡jv wb‡R‡KB

Avgvi c~iY K‡i wb‡Z n‡q‡QÑej‡Z cv‡ib, AwfÁZvi

Av‡jv‡K Av›`vR K‡i wb‡qwQ| Z‡e Avcwb hw` c‡ob GUv,

Avgvi aviYv, m¨vi, cªPyi gvjgkjv †`L‡Z cv‡eb|Õ

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KvMR wQu‡o cywo‡q †d‡jwQÑmg¯Í| _vKvi g‡a¨ Av‡Q ïay GB

KvMR KUv|Õ

wiPvW©m‡bi nv‡Zi KvMR¸‡jvi w`‡K Zx¶è `„wó‡Z ZvKvj

K‡b©j| `ª“Z wPšÍv Ki‡Q †m| wQu‡o cywo‡q †djv KvM‡R wK

†jLv wQj †KD Zv Rvb‡Z cvi‡e bv| wKš‘ UvBcivBUv‡ii

K¨vwi‡R A¶‡ii Qvc i‡q †M‡Q| Aek¨ ey‡ovi Awdm Avi

†kvevi N‡i fvj K‡i Zj−vwk Pvjvevi cªPyi mgq cvIqv hv‡e| bv, Awd‡m ev evwo‡Z `yÕGKUv cªgvY hw` †_‡KI _v‡K, †m¸‡jv gy‡Q †djv †Kvb mgm¨v bq| KvMR¸‡jvi w`‡K †PvL †i‡LB wR‡Ám Kij †m, ÔAvi †Kvb Kwd?Õ

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wmMv‡iU bq, †Mvjvc Kzuwo †Rvov †ei Kij †m| `uvZ w`‡q GKUv cvcwo KvUj|

Avo‡Pv‡L e¨vcviUv j¶ Kij K‡b©j Aemb, wKš‘ g‡bv‡hvM covi w`‡K| †kl cvZvUv cov n‡Z gyL Zzjj †m, wKš‘ wiPvW©m‡bi w`‡K bq|

b`x Qy‡U P‡j‡Q| †mÖvZ †Zgb †ewk bq, wKš‘ †XD Av‡Q| Zx‡ii KvQvKvwQ cvwb †_‡K DuwK w`‡”Q AmsL¨ cv_i|

†XD¸‡jv †Z‡o G‡m †m¸‡jvi Ici mk‡ã fvO‡Q| mv`v

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†dbvq dz‡j Av‡Q cvwbi Mv| b`xi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q e‡U,

wKš‘ wiPvW©mb Avi wb‡Ri c−¨v‡bi K_v fve‡Q †m|

wiPvW©mb‡K †e‡Q wb‡q fzj K‡iwb †m| †jvKUv wek¦¯Í

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P‡j bv|

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hvqwb?Õ

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†`Lj wiPvW©mb| Zx¶è, msw¶ß GKUv wPrKvi †ewi‡q Gj Zvi Mjv †_‡K, b`xi QjQj KjKj AvIqv‡R Pvcv c‡o

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†M‡Qb|

wiPvW©m‡bi wi‡cvU©Uv Kv‡jv †j`vi e¨v‡M f‡i wbj K‡b©j DBwjqvg Aemb| Zvici †SvcÐSvo †cwi‡q b`xi wKbviv

†Nu‡l LvwbK`~i †nu‡U R½‡j Xz‡K coj| wcQ‡b c‡o _vKj

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Mªv›` †eZv‡bi GKUv evi, iu‡`‡fv| Sjg‡j c`©v, cvwjk

Kiv KvV, Avi Pvgov w`‡q ˆZwi †Pqvi, gv_vi Ici Szj‡Q

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K_vUv m¤ú~Y© wg‡_¨ bq| Gwcª‡ji mܨv QÕUvq ax‡i ax‡i f‡i

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†ewkifvMB Uz¨wi÷, Rv‡b Mªx‡m †eovevi R‡b¨ MigKvjUvB

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ivbv ZvKvj, wKš‘ mivmwi bq| GK †Uwej †_‡K Av‡iK

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GB mgq we.wm.AvB †nW‡KvqvU©vi XvKv †_‡K ¯^qs †gRi

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ivbv|

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`ytwLZ|Õ Ô‡Kvb e¨vcviB bq|Õ Gfv‡eB †g‡qUv XzKj Ges †ewi‡q †Mj ivbvi Rxeb

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†_‡K| ivbv QvovI AviI cuvPÐmvZRb †jvK Zv‡K †ewi‡q

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Ôbv|Õ wmwUs iƒ‡gi `iRvi w`‡K GKevi ZvKvj ivbv|

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w`‡K| AviI mvg‡b †`Lv †Mj cªvq Lvov cvnv‡oi Xvj|

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KvMR¸‡jv †Kv_vq Av‡Q ¯§iY Kivi †Póv Kij ivbv| we`y¨rPg‡Ki gZ g‡b c‡o †MjÑwbD Bq‡K©B! wmwU e¨vs‡Ki GKUv f‡ë |

wPšÍvq evav coj|

ÔAvgiv Avcbv‡K gvjx wn‡m‡e †`L‡Z PvB,Õ m‡KŠZz‡K ejj Wvwb‡qj, bvUz‡K n‡q IVvi †Póv Ki‡Q| ÔGKUv †Mvjvc Kzuwo Zz‡j Avb‡Z n‡e| fvj K_v, A¨vmvBb‡g‡Èi bvgI ZvBцMvjvc Kzuwo|Õ

ïay wcQbUv bq, wfD wgi‡i Wvwb‡q‡ji mvg‡bUvI †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv| nvwmLywk, kvšÍ cªK…wZi †jvK| ïay g−vb bxj †PvL

`y‡Uv duvm K‡i †`q, G †jvK mv‡ci †P‡qI fq¼i| nvwmLywk, wKš‘ nvwmUzKz KL‡bvB †PvL ¯úk© K‡i bv| †jvKUvi †fZiUv

†hb cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z †cj ivbvÑcªwZwU mœvqyi †kl gv_v

†÷b‡jm ÷x‡ji ˆZwi †gi“`‡Êi mv‡_ mshy³|

UªvBe‡iv weÖR †c‡iv‡”Q Iiv, mvg‡b Avi `yÕcv‡k g‡bvni

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cªvK…wZK `„k¨| †`‡LI †`Lj bv ivbv| gb w`‡q Wvwb‡q‡ji

K_v ïb‡Q|

ÔwUDwjc KbI‡qi mv‡¼wZK bvg †Mvjvc Kzuwo| wUDwjc

KbI‡q‡K Avcwb Rv‡bb|Õ

ixwZgZ GKUv av°v †L‡jv ivbv| wUDwjc KbI‡qÑdi

MWm †mK! Ôe‡j hvb!Õ i“¶K‡É ZvMv`v w`j I| mviv

c„w_ex‡Z bv n‡jI, Av‡gwiKvi N‡i N‡i cwiwPZ bvgUv|

wb®úvc GKUv †Pnviv †f‡m DVj ivbvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b| eo

eo L‡qwi †PvL, †dvjv gy‡L cweÎ nvwm| †`‡L Kvi bv Av`i

Ki‡Z B‡”Q K‡i!

gvwK©b †cªwm‡W‡Èi GKgvÎ mšÍvb|

ivbv Rv‡b, Zey gyL dz‡U D”PviY Kij Wvwb‡qj, ÔwiPvW©

KbI‡qi †g‡q|Õ

`ª“Z nv‡Z GKUv wmMv‡iU aivj ivbv| ÔKvRUv wK?

†cªv‡UKkb?Õ gv_v bvoj I| Ô‡mR‡b¨ Avjv`v †jvK Av‡Q,

Avgv‡K w`‡q n‡e bv|Õ

ÔAv‡i bv!Õ Avevi nvmj Wvwb‡qj, GeviI †PvL ¯úk©

Kij bv Zvi nvwm| ÔZ‡e †hÐai‡bi KvR Avcwb K‡ib, GUv

†mÐai‡bi bq|Õ wiqvi wfD wgi‡i †PvL †i‡L ivbvi cªwZwµqv

†evSvi †Póv Kij †m| ÔAvcbv‡K †Zv ejvB n‡q‡Q, Rxe‡bi

me‡P‡q KwVb KvRUv w`w”Q Avgiv Avcbv‡K|Õ

ˆah© nvwi‡q wKQy ej‡Z hvw”Qj ivbv, gv_vi Ici GKUv

nvZ Zz‡j Pyc Kwi‡q w`j Wvwb‡qj| g¨vbnvUb weÖ‡Ri Ici

`uvwo‡q coj Mvwo, †Uvj ey‡_ cqmv Qyu‡o w`j †m| Zvici

Rvbvjvi KuvP Zz‡j w`‡q B÷ wifvi mvBWÐGi w`‡K Mvwo

Qvoj|

GLb Avi nvm‡Q bv Wvwb‡qj| ÔwUDwjc †K, GUzKz RvbvB

h‡_ó bq| †g‡qUv m¤ú‡K© me wKQy Rvb‡Z n‡e Avcbv‡K|Õ wbtk‡ã wmMv‡i‡U Uvb w`j ivbv| A‰ah© n‡q jvf †bB|

†jvKUvi ¯^fveB GB, GKUz GKUz K‡i my‡Zv Qvov| Abyfe Kij, Nvg‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q nv‡Zi Zvjy| KvRUv wK Rvbvi Av‡MB †ivgv Abyfe Ki‡Q I| ¶xY GKUz nvmj, †`Lv hvK

wK ai‡bi P¨v‡j‡Äi mvg‡b `uvov‡Z nq| Ô‡Kb?Õ kvšÍ Mjvq wR‡Ám Kij I| ÔwUDwjc m¤ú‡K© me wKQy Rvbvi Avgvi wK

`iKvi?Õ ÔAvgiv PvB, Avcwb I‡K wKWb¨vc Ki‡eb,Õ VvÊv Mjvq ejj Wvwb‡qj| Ônu¨v, †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K wKWb¨vc Kivi

`iKvi c‡o‡Q|Õ

cuvP

wifvimvBW WªvBfÐGi GKUv A¨vcvU©‡g‡È ivbv‡K Zz‡j w`‡q

†Mj Wvwb‡qj| cªPyi RvqMv Avi i“wPm¤§Z dvwb©Pvi i‡q‡Q,

†Pqvi¸‡jvq e‡m †ek Avivg cvIqv hvq| wm.AvB.GÐi GUv GKUv wbivc` Av¯Ívbv, Av›`vR Kij ivbv, KÕw`b Mv XvKv w`‡q _vKvi R‡b¨ Av`k© RvqMv| ivbvi B‡”Q wQj wi‡Rw݇Z DV‡e, Z‡e †nv‡U‡j IVvi †P‡q GÐB eis fvj n‡q‡Q| GLv‡b cªvB‡fwmÐi †Kvb Afve †bB|

wK‡PbUv ¯^qsm¤ú~Y©, ivbœvevbœvi Av‡qvR‡b †Kvb LyuZ †bB| Ly‡` GKUv eviÐI i‡q‡Q, w`b mv‡ZK gvZvj _vKvi R‡b¨ h‡_ó †evZj †`Lj ivbv| wRwbmÐcÎ †eWiƒ‡g †i‡L‡Q I,

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GLbI Kvco Qv‡owb| †QvÆ GKUv M−v‡m wb‡q GK †XvK

ûBw¯‹ Xvjj Mjvq, GB mgq AvIqvRUv Kv‡b Gj| Kv‡c©‡Ui

wb‡P g„`y Ku¨vP Ku¨vP K‡i DVj Kv‡Vi cvUvZb|

†ckx‡Z Uvb coj, †Kvg‡ii Kv‡Q wifjfv‡i †cuЇQ †Mj

GKUv nvZ| wKš‘ Nyij bv ivbv| w¯’i `uvwo‡q eviÐGi Ici

jUKv‡bv A‡qj‡cBwÈs †`L‡Q| ZviciB wXj coj †ckx‡Z,

†evZj †_‡K Av‡iKUz ûBw¯‹ Xvjj M−v‡m| ÔAv‡Mi †mB

wbtkã weov‡ji cv Avi †bB Avcbvi,Õ wcQb w`‡K bv

ZvwK‡qB ejj I|

Ii wcQ‡b G‡m `uvovj †jvKUv| ÔwK K‡i eyS‡jb Avwg?Õ

Ô‡mB `„wóI †bB,Õ ejj ivbv| Bw½‡Z ˆZjwPÎUv †`Lvj|

Kuv‡Pi Mv‡q `yÕR‡bi cªwZweÕ c‡o‡Q| Gevi Nyij ivbv|

iOÐPUv wRÝ c‡i Av‡Q †jvKUv, bxj K¨vc, gy‡L GKw`‡bi

bvÐKvgv‡bv `vwo| nv‡Zi M−vmUv GKUz DuPy Kij ivbv| ÔPj‡e,

K‡b©j?Õ

Ôc−xR, †gRi!Õ

wjwfs iƒ‡g emj Iiv, Rvbvjvi evB‡i e„wó †fRv welYœ

w`b| †mvdvq emvi Av‡M me¸‡jv Rvbvjvi c`©v †U‡b w`j

K‡b©j DBwjqvg Aemb| j¨v¤ú †_‡K †Kvgj Av‡jv †ei“j|

gy‡L nvwm a‡i ivLvi †Póv Ki‡Q K‡b©j| ivbv wbwj©ß|

c‡KU †_‡K wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡KU †ei K‡i Advi Kij K‡b©j,

gv_v bvoj ivbv| nv‡Zi M−vmUv gvSLv‡bi wbPy †Zc‡q ivLj

I| Ô‡Kb?Õ

gyL †_‡K nvwm wgwj‡q wM‡q †Pvqvj Sz‡j coj Aem‡bi|

ÔAvB †eM BIi cvW©b?Õ

ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K w`‡q †cªwm‡WÈ KbI‡qi †g‡q‡K

wKWb¨vc Kiv‡Z Pvb,Õ ejj ivbv, Ô‡Kb?Õ

ÔRvbZvg cªkœUv wR‡Ám Ki‡Z cv‡ib|Õ †Zcq †_‡K wb‡Ri M−vmUv Zzjj Aemb, wKš‘ ûBw¯‹i ¯^v` wbj bv| Ôme K_v Avcbv‡K ejv m¤¢e bq| †m ¶gZv Avgv‡K †`qv nqwb|Õ Ô¶gZv †bB, bvwK Avgvi Ici wek¦vm †bB?Õ

Ôbv, c−xR, wQÐwQ!Õ †hb LyeB j¾v †c‡q‡Q Aemb| Ôwek¦vm

bv _vK‡j GZ _vK‡Z Avcbv‡K †Kb KvRUv †`e, ejyb?Õ ÔZvn‡j? Avgv‡K ej‡Z Amywe‡a wK?Õ

Ôe¨vcviUv ivóÖxq wbivcËvi mv‡_ RwoZ,Õ ejj Aemb| Ôduvm n‡q †M‡j Av‡gwiKvi me©bvk N‡U hv‡e| Avcbv‡K Avwg ïay GUzKz ej‡Z cvwi, Avgiv GKUv welv³ KuvUv †Zvjvi c−¨vb K‡iwQ|Õ

ÔAvgvi mg‡qi `vg Av‡Q,Õ wei³ n‡jv ivbv| Ô†hvMv‡hvM Kivi ci †_‡K Avcbviv ïay †nuqvwj K‡i P‡j‡Qb| Avi †KD

bv RvbyK, Avcwb AšÍZ Rv‡bb, Avwg GZUv †evKv bB †h wKQy

bv †R‡b AÜKv‡i Suvc †`e| me K_v hw` ejv m¤¢e bv nq, Avi KviI mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡ibwb †Kb?Õ

mwZ¨ K_vUvB ejj Aemb, ÔAvi KvD‡K GB Kv‡Ri Dchy³ e‡j g‡b nqwb, ZvB| ïay M‡elKivB bq, KgwcDUiI Avcbvi bvg mv‡R÷ K‡i‡Q| cvi‡j AvcwbB cvi‡eb|Õ ivbv wKQy ej‡Z hv‡”Q †`‡L nvZ Zzjj †m| Ôme Rvb‡j Avcbvi SzuwKi cwigvY A‡bK †e‡o hv‡e| ZvQvov, Avgv‡K wek¦vm Ki“b, KvRUv Kivi R‡b¨ me K_v Rvbvi

`iKviI †bB|Õ GKK_vq Rvwb‡q w`j ivbv, GÐme K_vq wP‡o wfR‡e bv, ÔAvwg Avcbvi mv‡_ GKgZ bB|Õ

Aem‡bi †Pnviv KwVb n‡q DVj| ÔKvRUv wK Avcwb

†R‡b †d‡j‡Qb, Kv‡RB Õ

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Ơfq †`wL‡q †Kvb jvf n‡e bv,Õ Aemb‡K evav w`j

ivbv|

nv‡Zi M−vmUv VKvm K‡i †Zc‡q bvwg‡q †i‡L mUvb

`uvwo‡q coj Aemb| ƠAv‡jvPbvUv Gfv‡e Avcwb †f‡O w`‡Z

cv‡ib bv, wg ivbv|Õ

K_v bv e‡j ivbv ïay Kuva SuvKvj|

ƠAvgvi ¶gZv m¤ú‡K© Avcwb Rv‡bb, wg ivbv,Õ iv‡Mi

mv‡_ ejj K‡b©j| ƠAvwg wm.AvB.GÐi †WcywU wW‡i±i|

Avgvi K_v A‡b‡KB ïb‡eb, Zvi g‡a¨ †cªwm‡WÈI GKRb|

Avwg ivbv G‡RwÝi mg¯Í jvB‡mÝ evwZj K‡i w`‡Z cvwi|Õ

ivbvi g‡a¨ †Kvb weKvi †`Lv †Mj bv| ƠwK Awf‡hv‡M?Õ

ƠivĩƯxq †Mvcb Z_¨ Rvbvi Ac‡Pĩv!Õ

Ơïay Avcbvi GKvi bq, K‡b©j,Õ ejj ivbv, Ơ‡cªwm‡W‡Èi

AviI eÜzÐevÜe Av‡Qb, Zuv‡`i K_vI wZwb †kv‡bb|

Awf‡hvMUv †h wg‡_¨ †mUv Zuvi Kv‡b Zzj‡Z cvie Avwg|Õ

Aw¯’ifv‡e cvqPvwi ïi“ Kij Aemb| g‡b g‡b wb‡R‡K

wZi¯‹vi Kij †m, ïi“Uv fzjfv‡e Kiv n‡q‡Q| †R` a‡i

ivbvi mv‡_ cviv m¤¢e bq| cª_‡gB Zvi big my‡i K_v ejv

DwPZ wQj| wg‡_¨ fq †`wL‡q I‡K c‡_ Avbv m¤¢e bq|

Z‡e, ivbv cvëv †h ûgwKUv w`j, Zv‡Z f‡qi wKQy †bB| ivbv

ev Ii em& †gRi †Rbv‡ij ivnvZ Lvb hv‡Z †cªwm‡W‡Èi

bvMvj bv cvq Zvi e¨e¯’v Kiv Av‡Q| hv‡`i gva¨‡g

†cªwm‡W‡Èi Kv‡Q ab©v †`‡e Iiv, Zv‡`i Kv‡Q †cuŠQy‡Z †Pĩv

Ki‡j G‡Ki ci GK evav Avm‡e| cvqPvwi _vwg‡q ivbvi

w`‡K KUgU K‡i ZvKvj †m| ejj, ƠAvwg †f‡ewQjvg, GB

Kv‡Ri g‡a¨ †h P¨v‡jÄ i‡q‡Q, Avcbv‡K ivwR Kiv‡bvi R‡b¨

†mUvB h‡_ĩ|Õ

Ơ‡KD hw` e‡j, †Zvgv‡K P¨v‡jÄ Kiv n‡jv, †`wL †Zv wb‡Ri cv‡q Kzo j gvi‡Z cv‡iv wKbvĐP¨v‡jÄUv Avcwb MªnY Ki‡eb?Õ

ƠwKš‘ Avcbv‡K †KD wb‡Ri cv‡q Õ evav w`j ivbv, ƠeySe wKfv‡e?Õ Avevi cvqPvwi ïi“ Kij Aemb| Zvici Avevi ivbvi mvg‡b _vgj| ƠwdÐi A¼ evwo‡q w`b, hZ Lywk UvKv wbbĐwKš‘ di MWm †mK me K_v Rvb‡Z PvB‡eb bv, c−xR!Õ Dˇi nvZNwo †`Lj ivbv|

mvg‡bi †mvdvq acvm K‡i e‡m coj Aemb| GiB g‡a¨ weaŸ¯Í n‡q †M‡Q †Pnviv|

Svov GK wgwbU †K‡U †Mj| †PvL ey‡R a¨v‡b e‡m‡Q Aemb|

ivbv ejj, ƠAvwg AbšÍKvj A‡c¶v Ki‡Z cvwi bv|Õ ƠAvgiv GKUv wmwKDwiwU wjK Avwe®‹vi K‡iwQ,Õ nVvr ïi“ Kij Aemb| Ơ‡KD GKRb K¬vwmdv‡qW WvUv cvPvi Ki‡Q

†mvwf‡qZ BDwbq‡b| wm.AvB.GÐi †jvK †m, nvB Awdwkqvj‡`i GKRb|Õ ivbvi w`‡K mivmwi ZvKvj †m| ƠLyeB nvB Awdwkqvj‡`i GKRb| cvPvi nIqv Z‡_¨i aib

†`‡L e¨vcviUv Avgiv eyS‡Z cvwi|Õ gv_v SuvKvj ivbv, wKš‘ †Kvb gšÍe¨ ev cªkœ Kij bv| GÐai‡bi NUbv wKQyw`b ci ci N‡U| Avi N‡U e‡jB wm.AvB.G we‡kl ai‡bi wKQy G‡RÈ †cv‡l hv‡`i KvRB n‡jv N‡ii kỴ“ wefxlY‡`i Lyu‡R †ei Kiv| ïay wm.AvB.GЇZ bq, cªvq me B‡Èwj‡R‡ÝB GÐai‡bi G‡RÈ _v‡K|

D‡V wM‡q wb‡Ri M−vmUv Avevi f‡i wbj Aemb| Gici

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Avi emj bv, N‡ii gvSLv‡b nuvUvnvwU Ki‡Z jvMj| Ôcª_g

w`‡K,Õ Avevi gyL Lyjj †m, ÔPviRb‡K m‡›`n Kwi Avgiv|

cª‡Z¨K‡K Avjv`vfv‡e cix¶v Kiv nq| mevB Zviv DZ‡i

hvq| gv_vq †hb evR c‡o Avgv‡`i| Zvn‡j †K? cÂg

GKRb †jvK‡K m‡›`‡ni ZvwjKvq Avb‡Z nqцm Ggb

GKRb, Zvi c` gh©v`vi R‡b¨ Zv‡K Avgiv cª_‡gB ev` w`‡q

†i‡LwQjvg| e¨vcviUv Awek¦vm¨! Zvi gZ †jvK Wvej

G‡RÈ †Kb, †Kb!Õ AvOyj w`‡q gv_vi Pyj Lvg‡P aij †m|

ÔZvi ¶gZvi †Kvb mxgvÐcwimxgv †bB| †hІKvb gyn~‡Z©, B‡”Q

Ki‡jB, Ifvj Awd‡m XzK‡Z cv‡i| †cªwm‡W‡Èi c‡iB Zvi

¯’vb Õ

cv_i n‡q e‡m Av‡Q ivbv| ïay †PvL `y‡Uv AbymiY Ki‡Q

Aemb‡K| †Pnvivq LvwbKUv †KŠZzK, LvwbKUv Awek¦vm|

ÔAvcwb VvÆv Ki‡Qb|Õ

axi fw½‡Z Gw`K Iw`K gv_v bvoj Aemb|

ivbvi †Pnviv †_‡K †KŠZz‡Ki fve A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj|

Ô‡Rd wiKvW©?Õ

Ô†Rd wiKvW©,Õ wdmwdm K‡i ejj Aemb, cªPÊ iv‡M M−vm

aiv nvZUv Kuvc‡Q| Ô‡Rd wiKvW©, wm.AvB.GÐi wW‡i±i|Õ

†mvdvq †njvb w`‡q eo K‡i GKUv k¦vm Uvbj ivbv|

PgKUv nRg Ki‡Z mgq jvM‡Q| Awek¦vm¨ e‡U, wKš‘ Av‡MI

G ai‡bi NUbv N‡U‡Q, Aev¯Íe e‡j Dwo‡q †`qv hvq bv|

Wvej †iW A¨vjv‡U©i KviYUv †evSv †Mj| †evSv †Mj †Kb

Aemb cvMjcviv n‡q Av‡Q| Iiv mevB hvi Aax‡b KvR

K‡i, wm.AvB.GÐi Pxd| GUzKzB h‡_ó Lvivc| wKš‘ †Rd

wiKvW© ïay wm.AvB.GÐi Pxd bq, AviI A‡bK wKQy| MZ

wbe©vP‡b †cªwm‡W‡Èi cªavb gyLcvÎ wQj †m| Pxd cwjwm

A¨vWfvBRvi|

AviI †ewk| †cªwm‡W‡Èi m‡P‡q Nwbô eÜz †jvKUv|

†cªwm‡WÈ Zvi gZ Avi KvD‡K wek¦vm K‡ib bv|

Ôwec`,Õ ejj ivbv|

Ôwec`? ejyb, wWbvgvBU!Õ M−vmUv Nb Nb bvoj Aemb,

†fZ‡i jvj‡P ûBw¯‹ Nyi‡Z jvMj| Zvi †Pnviv iv‡M, †¶v‡f,

`yt‡L jvj n‡q Av‡Q| Rvbvjvi Kuv‡P e„wói †duvUv co‡Q, kãUv‡K Pvcv w`j M−v‡mi Mv‡q UzK‡iv ei‡di av°v LvIqvi AvIqvR| GK Pygy‡K ûBw¯‹UzKz wM‡j †djj †m| Avevi hLb ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj, cªvq kvšÍ n‡q †M‡Q †Pnviv| fvev‡e‡Mi jvMvg †U‡b a‡i‡Q| ÔejvB evûj¨ †cªwm‡WÈ wb‡iU cªgvY PvB‡eb| Avwg ej‡jB wZwb wek¦vm Ki‡eb bv| †mÐR‡b¨B Zuvi †g‡qi K_v DV‡Q|Õ

†hvMv‡hvMUv †Kv_vq, ivbv Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvij| Gwo‡q hvIqv m¤¢e bq GiKg GKUv †Uvc w`‡q duv` cvZv n‡e|

Ônu¨v,Õ ejj Aemb, †hb ivbv wK fve‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q, ÔwKWb¨vwcsUv n‡e †Rd wiKv‡W©i cix¶v| †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q wUDwjc kΓ‡`i nv‡Z| †hfv‡e †nvK Zv‡K Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡e wiKv‡W©i|Õ Aem‡bi †Pv‡L ¶xY nvwm dzUj| ÔG‡Ki ci

GK m~Î cv‡e †m| AvgivB †`e, wb‡R‡`i ˆZwi| wKš‘ †kl ch©šÍ †`Lv hv‡e, me¸‡jv m~Î fzqv, †Kv_vI †cuŠQy‡bv hvq bv|

†Kvb †Kvb m~Î n‡e †Mvj‡g‡j, GKUvi mv‡_ Av‡iKUv wgj‡e bv| Avevi †KvbUv n‡e aŸsmvZ¥K| gwiqv n‡q DV‡e wiKvW©, wKš‘ G‡Mvevi †Kvb c_ cv‡e bv| Zv‡K Avgiv Amnvq Ae¯’vq †dje| †KvYVvmv n‡q co‡e †m| GÐmeB GKwU gvÎ Kvi‡Y Kiv n‡e |Õ

Ô‡m hv‡Z Aci c‡¶i mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡i|Õ ax‡i ax‡i

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IciÐwb‡P gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| Ô†KŠkjUv g›` bq| †mÈ

cv‡m©È m¤¢vebv, duv‡` cv †`‡e wiKvW©| wKš‘ wec¾bK|

mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, Gi‡P‡q wec¾bK Avi wKQy n‡Z cv‡i

bv|Õ

ÔGUvB GKgvÎ †KŠkj,Õ †Rvi w`‡q ejj Aemb|

Ôe¨vcviUv Ggb wKQy nIqv PvB hvi mv‡_ †cªwm‡WÈ mivmwi

Ges e¨w³MZfv‡e RwoZ| wb‡Ri †g‡q wb‡LuvR, Kv‡RB wZwb

D`vmxb _vK‡Z cv‡ib bv, Kv‡RB Zv‡K D×vi Kiv hvi

`vwqZ¡ Zvi Ici wZwb wbf©i Ki‡ebB| †nvqvBU nvD‡mi

÷vdiv cªwZ NÈvq wi‡cvU© †`‡e, †KvbUv‡ZB cwi®‹vi wKQy

_vK‡e bv| Rvbv K_v, I¸‡jv wZwb gvb‡eb bv| †Rd

wiKv‡W©i KvQ †_‡K mivmwi Z_¨ I wi‡cvU© PvB‡eb wZwb|Õ

ÔGes †Kvb ARynvZI wZwb ïb‡eb bv|Õ

Ôbv|Õ

Ôfzj KiviI †Kvb AeKvk †bB|Õ

Ô‡bB| cwic~Y© mvdj¨ Qvov wKQyB wZwb gvb‡eb bv| †Rd

wiKv‡W©i GÐme K_v Rvbv _vK‡e| m~θ‡jv hLb fzqv

cªgvwYZ n‡e, †cªwm‡W‡Èi Kv‡Q wd‡i wM‡q GÐK_v ej‡Z

cvi‡e bv †h Kcvj Lvivc ZvB KvRUvq e¨_© njvg, Gi c‡ii

evi AviI fvj Kivi †Póv Kie| †bv, †bfvi,ÑGB GKUv

Kv‡R e¨_© nIqv Pj‡e bv Zvi| Rxe‡b hv wKQy g~j¨evb g‡b

K‡i †m, me nvivevi Avk¼v †`Lv †`‡e| Zvi PvKwi|

†cªwm‡W‡Èi mv‡_ Zvi eÜzZ¡| Zvi ¶gZv|Õ

Ôcv‡gjv KbI‡qi mv‡_ Zvi m¤ú‡K©i K_v bvnq ev`B

†`qv †Mj|Õ

Ônu¨v, dv÷© †jwWi mv‡_ Zvi †h gayi m¤úK© i‡q‡Q, e¨_©

n‡j †mUvI Zv‡K nviv‡Z n‡e| †gvU K_v, m~θ‡jvq †Kvb

KvR bv n‡j,ÑKvR hv‡Z bv nq †mw`KUv Avgiv †`LeÑAvi gvÎ GKUv c_ †Lvjv _vK‡e Zvi mvg‡b| †jŠn hewbKvi AšÍiv‡j eÜz‡`i kiYvcbœ nIqv| I‡`i mvnvh¨ Zvi PvB‡ZB n‡e|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| PgrKvi c−¨vb| †cªwm‡WÈ mivmwi RwoZ, Kv‡RB mewKQyi E‡aŸ© ¯’vb w`‡Z n‡e e¨vcviUv‡K|

wKš‘ †Rd wiKv‡W©i mgm¨v Avi ivbvi mgm¨v GK bq|

ivbv‡K ejv n‡”Q †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K wKWb¨vc K‡iv| cªvq Am¤¢e GKUv KvR| Am¤¢e GB R‡b¨ †h KvRUvq †Kvb LyuZ _vKv Pj‡e bv| LyuZ _vK‡jB †Rd wiKvW© †Ui †c‡q hv‡e, wUDwjc‡K †Uvc wn‡m‡e e¨envi Kiv n‡”Q, GUv Zvi R‡b¨ GKUv duv`| Zv hw` ey‡S †d‡j, me fÊyj n‡q hv‡e|

†cªwm‡W‡Èi †Pv‡L AvOyj w`‡q †`wL‡q †`‡e †m, wUDwjc‡K wKWb¨vc Ki‡Z mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q wm.AvB.GÐiB wKQy Awdmvi| wKWb¨vcvi Ges mnvqZvKvix‡`i †MªdZvi Kivi wb‡`©k

†`‡eb †cªwm‡WÈ| wKsev wiKvW© nq‡Zv cvwj‡q †mvwf‡qZ BDwbq‡b P‡j hv‡e| mevi †PvL‡K duvwK w`‡q wKfv‡e cvjv‡Z nq wbðB Zv †m Rv‡b|

Zvigv‡b, evB‡ii †Zgb †Kvb mvnvh¨ QvovB KvRUv ivbv‡K GKv Ki‡Z n‡e| Mv‡qi †ivg `uvwo‡q †Mj Ii, Aj−yZ GKUv P¨v‡jÄ Abyfe Kij| GZ eo SzuwK Av‡M KLbI

†bqwb I| D‡V wM‡q M−v‡m AviI LvwbKUv ûBw¯‹ wbj| †gvwUf ev` w`‡q Acv‡ikb wb‡q fve‡Q| Ô‡KbÕ ¸i“Z¡ nvivj, ¸i“Z¡

†cj ÔwKfv‡eÕ| †K Kvi c¶ wb‡q KvR Ki‡Q †mUv Rvbv

`iKvi, wKš‘ GB gyn~‡Z© Ri“ix g‡b n‡jv bv|

†VKvq c‡o mvnvh¨ PvB‡Q wm.AvB.GÐi †WcywU wW‡i±i,

†gvUv UvKv Avq n‡e ivbv G‡RwÝi| Avi AbygwZ †Zv em&

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Av‡MB w`‡q †i‡L‡Qb| wKš‘ KvRUv ivbvi Kivi B‡”Q Ab¨

Kvi‡Y| P¨v‡jÄUv wb‡Z Pvq I| wUDwjc‡K wKWb¨vc Kiv

Am¤¢e, ZvB Ki‡e| in‡m¨i †fZi inm¨ _vK‡Z cv‡i,

†mUvI GKUv KviY| wKš‘ Zv wb‡q c‡i gv_v Nvgv‡jI Pj‡e|

Ôhw` Kwi,Õ Aemb‡K ejj I, Ôc−¨vbUv Avgvi wb‡Ri

n‡e|Õ

Ô¯^fveZB,Õ mv‡_ mv‡_ Reve w`j Aemb| ÔAvwg cvi‡j

Avcbv‡K `iKvi nZ bv|Õ ivbvi mvg‡b †mvdvq emj †m|

Ô‡g‡qUvi †Kvb ¶wZ nIqv Pj‡e bv|Õ

ÔejvB evûj¨| ¶wZ †Zv `~‡ii K_v, Zv‡K mwZ¨Kvi †Kvb

SzuwKi g‡a¨B ivLv Pj‡e bv| ïay wUDwjc †KbÑcwiev‡ii

Ab¨vb¨ m`m¨, PvKievKi, ÷vd, wm‡µU mvwf©m, KviI †Kvb

¶wZ Kiv hv‡e bv| †KD †hb AvnZ bv nq|Õ

gyPwK †n‡m ivbv ejj, ÔAvcwb ej‡Z PvB‡Qb,

†cªwm‡WȇK †hb Lyb bv K‡i †dwj, GB †Zv?Õ

M¤¢xi n‡Z wM‡qI †n‡m †djj Aemb| Ôwb‡Ri fvj

PvB‡j bv KivB DwPZ n‡e|Õ

wKš‘ wkwib Ii nvZ †`‡L wK †hb e‡jwQj? ¯§iY Kivi

†Póv Kij ivbv| g‡b co‡ZB Qu¨vr K‡i DVj ey‡Ki

†fZiUvÑ`yB mycvi cvIqv‡ii †h †Kvb GKUvi miKvi cªavb

Avcbvi nv‡Z Lyb n‡eb|

i“k miKviÐcªavb, bvwK gvwK©b miKviÐcªavb?

ÔwKWb¨vc Ki‡jb, Zvici? Zvici wK n‡e?Õ

Ôejyb|Õ

Ô‡nvqvBU nvDm †_‡K †ei Kivi ci wUDwjc‡K Avcwb

†`k †_‡K †ei K‡i wb‡q hv‡eb,Õ ejj K‡b©j|

wPwšÍZ n‡q DVj ivbv| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b †nvqvBU nvD‡mi

Qwe †f‡m DVj| evB‡i †_‡K †`Lv hvq bv, †fZ‡i KuvUvZv‡ii †eov Av‡QÑB‡jKwUªdv‡qW| B‡jKUªwbK wmwKDwiwU wm‡÷‡gi wKQy wKQy inm¨ Rv‡b I, †ewkifvMB Rv‡b bv| wm‡µU G‡RÈ Avi †¯úkvj cywjm wMR wMR Ki‡Q Pviw`‡K| GÐme evav Uc‡K †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K Pywi K‡i Avb‡Z n‡e| GLv‡bB †kl bq| Gici Avevi myiw¶Z gvwK©b eW©vi †c‡iv‡Z n‡e| ¶xY GKUz nvwm †`Lv †Mj Ii †Vuv‡U| ÔLye mnR K‡i †`‡eb bv,Õ nvjKv my‡i ejj I| ÔAvgvi GK‡N‡q jvM‡Z cv‡i|Õ

†VuvU wU‡c nvmj Aemb| Ô‡`L‡Z cvw”Q P¨v‡jÄUv Avcwb Dc‡fvM Ki‡Qb!Õ

ivbv M¤¢xi n‡jv| ÔKvRUv KwVb|Õ ÔRvwb| GZ KwVb †h Avcbvi mvnvh¨ PvB‡Z n‡jv| GKUv K_v ,Õ e‡j Pyc K‡i †Mj Aemb|

cªkœ‡evaK `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q _vKj ivbv| GKUv Pyi“U aivj Aemb, Zvici Avevi ejj, Ô‡MvUv e¨vcviUv‡K AvšÍR©vwZK e‡j g‡b n‡Z n‡e| Z‡eB †Rd wiKvW© wek¦vm Ki‡e †h ivwkqvbiv mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡e Zv‡K|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv|

ÔwUDwjc‡K ,Õ fzjUv ïa‡i w`j ivbv, Ô‡Mvjvc Kzuwo|Õ

ÔI, B‡qm, mwi! I‡K Avcwb †hLv‡b Lywk wb‡q †h‡Z cv‡ib, gv‡b Mªx‡mi †h †Kvb RvqMvq|Õ

ÔMªx‡m †Kb?Õ ÔKviY Avcbvi hw` mvnvh¨ `iKvi nq, ILv‡b Avgvi wek¦¯Í †jvK Av‡Q|Õ

Kuva SuvKvj ivbv| ÔwVK Av‡Q, †Mvjvc Kzuwo Mªx‡m †cuŠQyj|

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Zvici?Õ

ƠILv‡b Avcwb Avgvi wmMb¨vj bv cvIqv ch©šÍ A‡c¶v

Ki‡eb,Õ ejj Aemb| †Vuv‡Ui †KvY †_‡K ax‡i ax‡i †auvqv

Qvoj †m, mivmwi ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbvi †Pv‡L| ƠZvici

Avgv‡`i †`Lv n‡e| Avcbvi KvQ †_‡K †Mvjvc Kzuwo

†Wwjfvwi †be Avwg| Zvi Av‡M ch©šÍ, wKQyB Avcwb Ki‡eb

bv| †mƯd mevi †Pv‡Li Avov‡j jywK‡q ivL‡eb I‡K|

Kgc‡¶ `yÕnßv jywK‡q ivL‡Z n‡eІewkI n‡Z cv‡i, wbf©i

K‡i cwiw¯’wZi Ici|Õ

`yÕnßv! Wvwb‡qj wVKB e‡jwQj, †Mvjvc Kzuwo m¤ú‡K©

we¯ÍvwiZ me Rvbv `iKvi Ii|

Mªx‡mi †Kv_vI I‡K wb‡q †h‡Z n‡e, ivbv Rv‡b| Rv‡b bv

ïay †cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K wb‡q wKfv‡e ILv‡b †cuŠQy‡bv hvq|

Ơfzqv m~Ỵ m¤ú‡K© ejyb Gevi|Õ

ƠIme Wvwb‡qj mvgjv‡e| I GLv‡b G‡jB Avcbvi wK wK

jvM‡e Av‡jvPbv Kie Avgiv| fvj K_v, IÐB Avcbvi mv‡_

Avgvi †hvMv‡hvM| AvR Avwg GLvb †_‡K P‡j hvevi ci,

†Mvjvc Kzuwo‡K N‡i wdwi‡q Avbvi mgq bv nIqv ch©šÍ PvB

bv Avcbvi mv‡_ Avgvi Avevi †`Lv †nvK|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| M−vmUv fivi R‡b¨ Avevi DVj|

ƠI, nu¨v, fvj K_vĐfz‡j hv‡eb bv, Avcwb gviv †M‡Qb|Õ

Ơ‡KD †fv‡j?Õ Aem‡bi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i †evZj †_‡K

ûBw¯‹ Xvjj ivbv| †evZ‡ji wQwc eÜ Kij| wdij Aem‡bi

w`‡K| Ơïay `ytL GB †h Av‡M Lei cvBwb, Zv bv n‡j gvwU

Aem‡bi †Pnviv D¾¡j n‡q DVj| ƠDwb wQ‡jb|Õ Ơ‡nvqvU!Õ

ƠZuvi QÙ‡ek wb‡q Ab¨ GK †jvK|Õ KwVb my‡i ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, ƠIui AbygwZ wb‡q‡Qb?Õ nvmj Aemb, ejj, ƠAek¨B|Õ Kwjs †ej †e‡R DVj| ƠWvwb‡qj †cuЇQ †M‡Q|Õ †mvdv †Q‡o `iRvi w`‡K G‡Mvj

†m| Zv‡K evav w`j ivbv, †V‡j GKcv‡k mwi‡q w`‡q wb‡RB G‡Mvj| wbtk‡ã `iRvi cv‡k `uvovj ivbv, wcc‡nv‡ji XvKwb mwi‡q †PvL ivLj dz‡Uvq| Wvwb‡qjB, GLbI Av‡Mi †mB R¨v‡KUUv c‡i Av‡Q, nv‡Z GKUv A¨vUvwP †Km| Zvjv Ly‡j KevU Db¥y³ Kij ivbv| Kâvq †Zj †`qv n‡q‡Q, †Kvb kã n‡jv bv|

†fZ‡i Xz‡K `iRv eÜ Kij Wvwb‡qj| ƠA¨vcvU©‡gÈ cQ›` n‡q‡Q?Õ ivbv‡K wR‡Ám Kij †m|

†jvKUv ivbvi †P‡qI j¤¦v, kw³kvjx MVb| gy‡Li euv w`‡K, †Pv‡Li wbP †_‡K Ryjwd ch©šÍ cyiv‡bv GKUv KvUv

`vM| wPšÍvUv Av‡iKevi †L‡j †Mj ivbvi gv_vqĐAvi †jvK

†cj bv Aemb, GiKg GKUv `vMx †jvK `yÕR‡bi gvSLv‡b

†hvMv‡hvM wn‡m‡e _vK‡e? ƠfvjB,Õ Reve w`j I|

Lywk n‡jv Wvwb‡qj| Ơ‡Pĩv KiwQ Avcbvi me cª‡qvRb

†hb †g‡U GLv‡b|Õ ivbvi nv‡Zi M−vmUv j¶ Kij †m| Ơ`yt‡Li welq, cv‡ki A¨vcvU©‡g‡Èi jvjPy‡jv my›`ix †g‡qUv

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nßv K‡q‡Ki R‡b¨ P‡j †M‡Q Õ

ÔwbðB ¯^B”Qvq bq|Õ

Ôbv| †ePvwi cv‡q AvNvZ †c‡q‡Q| w¯‹Bs KiwQj,

Av‡iKR‡bi mv‡_ av°v †j‡M c‡o hvq|Õ Wvwb‡q‡ji †Pv‡L

Dj−v‡mi bMœ bxj Av‡jv bvP‡Z jvMj| mveavb, wb‡R‡K mZK©

Kij ivbv, †jvKUv fq¼i| a~mi Pyj Avi dm©v Mv‡qi i‡Oi

mv‡_ gy‡Li KvUv `vMUv †g‡jwb, IUv jvj‡P| †PvL wdwi‡q

wbj ivbv|

GKUv †Pqv‡ii cv‡k A¨vUvwP †Km bvwg‡q ivLj Wvwb‡qj,

†PqviUvq emj| Aem‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj †m| wKš‘ Aemb

ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbvi w`‡K|

Ôhv hv Pvb me Avcwb cv‡eb,Õ ejj Aemb| ÔAv¶wiK

A‡_©B ejwQцhІKvb wRwbm| †jvKej, fzqv KvMRÐcÎ,

†UKwbK¨vj mvwf©m, mg¯Í|Õ

ÔUvKv?Õ

ÔAv‡Mi KvRUvq wm.AvB.G Avcbv‡K GK wewjqb UvKv

w`‡qwQj,Õ ejj Aemb| ÔKviY, †gwiwjb Pv‡U©i `vg wQj

K‡qK‡kv wewjqb Wjvi| GB KvRUv AviI KwVb| Avgiv

mdj n‡j jvf wK n‡e †mUv wn‡me Kiv m¤¢e bq| Av‡gwiKv

ivûgy³ n‡e, Kv‡RB jvf wn‡me Kiv wKfv‡e m¤¢e! mg¯Í

LiP Avgv‡`i, Avcbvi wd aiv n‡q‡Q `yB wewjqb Wjvi|

hw` AvcwË K‡ib Õ

gv_vUv Ny‡i DVj ivbvi| ÔKZ ej‡jb?Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q, AvovB wewjqb,Õ ZvovZvwo ejj Aemb|

ÔG‡ZI hw` mš‘ó bv nb Avgv‡K Zvn‡j †cªwm‡W‡Èi mv‡_

Avjvc Ki‡Z n‡e |Õ

e‡j wK! AvovB wewjqb Wjvi? I‡`i wK gv_v Lvivc

n‡q‡Q! gbUv LyuZ LyuZ Ki‡Z jvMj| A‡Xj UvKv w`‡q wK wKb‡Z PvB‡Q Iiv? Ii mvwf©m, bvwK Ii AvbyMZ¨? in‡m¨i

†fZi inm¨?

wb‡Ri ARv‡šÍB †jvf RvMj g‡b| we.wm.AvBÐGi A‡bKw`‡bi GKUv Afve c~iY n‡Z cv‡i `yB wewjqb Wjvi nv‡Z G‡j| †m‡KÊ n¨vÊ GKUv mve‡gwib wKb‡Z cv‡i Iiv| gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔwVK Av‡Q|Õ

ÔnvZ Li‡Pi Rb¨ AvcvZZ GK jvL Wjvi n‡j Pj‡e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij Aemb, ivbv AvovB wewjq‡b ivwR nIqvq fvwi Lywk †m|

ÔPj‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôc‡i AviI jvM‡j eje| GK jvL Wjvi †QvUeo †bv‡U wgwj‡q †`‡eb| bZzb UvKv bq| †Kvb gvK© _vKv Pj‡e bv| cy‡iv UvKvUv †hb gvwb †e‡ë a‡i|Õ Wvwb‡q‡ji w`‡K ZvKvj Aemb| Wvwb‡qj gv_v SuvKvj| m¤¢e|

ÔUvKv QvovI A‡bK wRwbm `iKvi n‡e Avgvi,Õ ejj ivbv|

Szu‡K A¨vUvwP †KmUv †Kv‡ji Ici Zzjj Wvwb‡qj| Zvjv Ly‡j Wvjv Zzjj| GKUv dvBj †ei Kij †fZi †_‡K| ÔwUDwjc KbI‡qi dvBj |Õ

LyK K‡i Kvkj Aemb|

Ô`ytwLZ, †Mvjvc Kzuwo,Õ ejj Wvwb‡qj| ÔmKv‡j Nyg †_‡K IVvi ci †_‡K iv‡Z Nygv‡Z hvevi Av‡M ch©šÍ hv hv K‡i, mg¯Í wKQyi we¯ÍvwiZ weeiY cv‡eb G‡Z| Zvi †hÐme eÜz ev AvZ¥xqiv †nvqvBU nvD‡m †eov‡Z Av‡m ev Avm‡e, mevi bvgÐwVKvbv Av‡Q| Zvi Wv³vi Avi †WwÈ÷I ev` hvqwb| gvÎ Pvi eQi eqm, e¨w³MZ Af¨vm wK Avi _vK‡Z cv‡i,

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Zey wKQy wKQy e¨vcvi †bvU Kiv Av‡Q|Õ ivbvi w`‡K mivmwi

ZvKvj †m| ÔwmwKDwiwU m¤ú‡K© Avjv`v dvBj| cvigv‡bÈ

A¨vmvBb‡g‡È i‡q‡Q QÕRb G‡RÈ| `iKvi n‡j AviI

A‡b‡K gyn~‡Z©i †bvwU‡k nvwRi n‡e| Iiv QÕRb cvjv K‡i

GKevi †PvL eywj‡q dvBj¸‡jv AvcvZZ GKcv‡k mwi‡q

ivLj ivbv| c‡i gb w`‡q co‡e me| ÔAvi wK `iKvi

ejwQ| †g‡qUv Avgvi R‡b¨ †Kvb mgm¨v bq| mgm¨v n‡jv

Zvi Pvicv‡k hviv i‡q‡Q| I‡`i mevi dvBj `iKvi n‡e

Avgvi|Õ

Ô‡ek|Õ gv_v SuvKvj Aemb|

ÔcªwZw`b wm‡µU mvwf©m bvbv iKg Z_¨ cvq, ZvB bv?Õ

wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔI¸‡jv Avgv‡KI Rvb‡Z n‡e| Avi

cwiev‡ii cª‡Z¨‡Ki wkwWDj Av‡Mfv‡M †c‡Z n‡e|Õ

Wvwb‡q‡ji w`‡K bv ZvwK‡qB Aemb ejj, Ôcv‡eb|Õ

Ô‡nvqvBU nvD‡m cªPyi wPwVcÎ Av‡m, hvqI,Õ ejj ivbv|

Ôme¸‡jv Kwc `iKvi Avgvi|Õ

gv_v SuvKvj Aemb| ÔAvi wKQy?Õ

Ôcyiv‡bv wPwV¸‡jv `iKvi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔhZ cyiv‡bv

m¤¢e|Õ

AevK n‡jv Aemb| Ô‡Kb?Õ

Kuva SuvKvj ivbv| ÔZv Rvwb bv| Rvb‡j †Zv e‡jB

w`Zvg, AgyK w`‡bi wPwV¸‡jv ïay wb‡q Avm‡eb| me †c‡j NuvU‡Z NuvU‡Z nq‡Zv Ggb wKQy †Pv‡L co‡e, †nvqvBU nvD‡m

†XvKvi GKUv Dcvq †c‡q hve|Õ Ôj¤¦v AW©vi,Õ wPwšÍZfv‡e ejj Aemb| ÔGKUz †QvU K‡i Avbv hvq bv? †nvqvBU nvD‡m cªwZ nßvq cuPvËi nvRvi wPwV Av‡m|Õ

LvwbK¶Y Pyc K‡i †_‡K ivbv ejj, ÔGK KvR Ki“b| f³ Avi L¨vcv‡`i wPwV ev` w`b| d‡Uv, A‡UvMªvd, BZ¨vw`

†P‡q †jLv wPwV¸‡jvI `iKvi †bB| wej, †g‡gv, GÐmeI ev`|Õ

K‡qK †m‡KÊ ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj Aemb, Zvici Wvwb‡q‡ji w`‡K wd‡i †QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvKvj|

ÔLe‡ii KvMR,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔIqvwksU‡bi me¸‡jv ˆ`wbK| †mw`‡biUv †mw`bB|Õ

ÔIUv †Kvb mgm¨v bq,Õ ejj Aemb|

Ô‡Mvjvc Kzuwo KZ eo Rvb‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ Aemb kÖvM Kij| Ôeq‡mi Zzjbvq †QvUB ejv P‡j Zv‡K|Õ

ÔmwVK gvc, IRb BZ¨vw` Rvb‡Z n‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔKZUv j¤¦v? KÕeQi KÕgvm KÕw`b eqm?Õ

ÔAvi wKQy?Õ †mvdvq b‡oP‡o emj Aemb|

Ônu¨v, Av‡iKUv wRwbm| e¨vcviUv Avgvi R‡b¨ GKvšÍ

`iKvi|Õ †mvdvq †njvb w`‡q wmMv‡iU aivj ivbv| SzuwK wb‡q fve‡Q I| Rxe‡bi SzuwK bq, †mUv †Zv cªwZw`b cªwZ gyn~‡Z© Av‡Q| Ii GB †ckvq g„Zz¨ GKUv ¯^vfvweK m¤¢vebv| g„Zz¨i

†P‡q †ewk fq K‡i ivbv e¨w³MZ civaxbZv‡K| Av‡gwiKvi

†cªwm‡W‡Èi †g‡q‡K wb‡q cvjvevi mgq aiv c‡o †M‡j KZ

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hyM †R‡j cP‡Z n‡e †K Rv‡b!

mwZ¨ e‡U, †Lv` wm.AvB.G Zv‡K AvBb fvOvi AwaKvi

w`‡”Q| †mw`K †_‡K fve‡j †Kvb ûgwK †bB| wKš‘ Gev‡ii

A¨vmvBb‡gÈ m¤ú~Y© Ab¨ ai‡bi| †Kvb m‡›`n †bB,

wm.AvB.G Zvi mxgv jsNb Ki‡Z hv‡”Q| Gi †P‡q wec¾bK

Kv‡R Avi KLbI ivbvI nvZ †`qwb| A_P Aby‡ivaUv

wm.AvB.G Pxd †Rd wiKv‡W©i KvQ †_‡K Avm‡Q bv| wVK

D‡ëv, †MvUv e¨vcviUvB cwiPvwjZ n‡e Zvi wei“‡×|

mivmwi Aem‡bi †Pv‡L ZvKvj ivbv| ÔGB A¨vmvBb‡gÈ

A‡_vivBR Ki‡Q †K?Õ

gv_v bvoj Aemb| Ô‡mUv Avcbv‡K Avwg ej‡Z cvwi

bv|Õ

kÖvM Kij ivbv| ÔZvigv‡b ivbv G‡RwÝi mvwf©m Avcwb

cªZ¨vL¨vb Ki‡Qb| ïay Avcbvi GKvi K_vq †Kb SzuwK wb‡Z

hve Avwg?Õ

ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K GK`„‡ó A‡bK¶Y ZvwK‡q _vKj Iiv|

evB‡i AviI †P‡c Gj e„wó, †duvUv¸‡jv †ZiQvfv‡e co‡Q|

Rvbvjvi Kuv‡P| N‡i Avi †Kvb AvIqvR †bB|

Ae‡k‡l, AembB cª_g K_v ejj, Ônu¨v, Avcbvi K_vq

hyw³ Av‡Q| wK ai‡bi †cªv‡UKkb cv‡”Qb †mUv Rvbvi

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