Masud Rana Series - Gopan Shotru

Trang 1

gvbwP‡Î wVK †hb cvwbi GKUv †duvUv, Kwe e‡j‡Qb wmÜz wUc&Ñkªxj¼v| hy× I i³cvZ wKš‘ †`kUvi DËi w`KUvq dzj dzU‡Z evav n‡q `uvov‡Z cv‡iwb| cvnv‡oi Mv mey‡R †gvov| mv`v, jvj, †e¸wb, †mvbvwj I †Mvjvcx †mªv‡Zi gZ †b‡g G‡m G‡Kev‡i ˆmKZ QyuB-QyuB Ki‡Q †_vKv-†_vKv †Pbv-A‡Pbv

KZ iK‡gi dzj| AuvKv-euvKv cvnvox c_, cÖwZwU euv‡KB bZzb wKQy bv wKQy Av‡Q| AuvKv Qwei gZ `yÕGKUv Lvgvievwo|

Trang 2

cvnvo P~ovq Sz‡j _vKv cÖvPxb `yM©| ¯^íembv wmsnjx Zi“Yx,

nvU †_‡K GKv wdi‡QÑ†Pv‡L †Pviv Pvnwb, wbZ‡¤^ D_vjcv_vj

†XD, †Vuv‡U inm¨gq nvwm| wKsev nq‡Zv †ivWe−K; KLbI

miKvix ˆmb¨iv mvP© Kivi R‡b¨ _vg‡Z ej‡Q, KLbI Zvwgj

UvBMvi †MwijvivÑ†h GjvKv hLb hv‡`i `L‡j Avi wK|

me wKQyB k¦vmi“×Ki; wKš‘ ivbvi R‡b¨ Dc‡fvM¨ n‡q

DV‡Z bv cvivi KviY n‡jv, wbw`©ó mg‡q Mš—‡e¨ †cuŠ‡Q we‡kl

GKUv †evU aivi R‡b¨ QyUwQj I, nVvr webv †bvwU‡k gvSc‡_

weKj n‡q †Mj †i›U-Av-Kv‡ii cyiv‡bv S°ogvK©v gvwm©wWR|

KvR Pvjvevi gZ wmsnjx I Zvwgj fvlv ivbv Rv‡b, GK

NÈv A‡c¶v Kivi ci fvM¨¸‡Y GKUv UªvK Avm‡Z †`‡L nvZ

Zz‡j _vgvj, WªvBfvi‡K Aby‡iva Kij cieZx© kni †_‡K

KvD‡K †hb cvVvq|

Kj‡¤^v †_‡K K¨vwÛ‡Z Av‡m ivbv U¨vw· wb‡q| bZzb

†nwjKÞvi mvwf©m Pvjy n‡q‡Q ï‡b mivmwi c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z

†h‡Z †P‡qwQj| c‡q›U †c‡Wªv kªxj¼vi G‡Kev‡i DËi cÖvš—|

wKš‘ I‡K ejv n‡jv, Iw`KUv IAi †Rvb, †nwjKÞvi

gvbKzjvg-Gi ci Avi hv‡e bv| gvbKzjvg †_‡K nvBI‡qUv

c‡q›U †c‡Wªvi KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z cviZ I‡K, wKš‘

†nwjKÞv‡ii cvBjU K_vq K_vq Rvbvj GK‡kv Pwj−k gvBj

iv¯—v †ci“‡Z Aš—Z †PvÏevi †ivWe−‡K _vg‡Z n‡e

I‡KÑKLbI _vgv‡e miKvix ˆmb¨iv, KLbI Zvwgj UvBMvi

†Mwijviv| Awek¦vm¨ n‡jI, gvbKzjv‡gi ci DËi w`‡K GUvB

ev¯—eZv, `yÕc¶ †h †hLv‡b †c‡i‡Q `Lj K‡i †i‡L‡Q

nvBI‡q, kni, e›`i I evRv‡ii Askwe‡kl| Sv‡gjv Gov‡Z

gvbKzjvg †_‡K cye w`‡K iIbv n‡jv ivbv, D‡Ïk¨ mwÜcyiv

†cuŠQv‡bv, Zvici cvnvox iv¯—v a‡i c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z hv‡e,

mw½bx wn‡m‡e Ii Wvb cv‡k _vK‡e fviZ gnvmvMi|

me wVKVvK gZB PjwQjÑgvbKzjvg †_‡K mwÜcyiv, mwÜcyiv wcQ‡b †d‡j AviI cÂvk gvBj †ci“‡Z gvÎ wZbevi †ivWe−‡K _vg‡Z n‡q‡Q; wKš‘ Zvici nVvr cvnv‡oi gv_vq †eu‡K emj gvwm©wWR| GLb †h‡nZz A‡c¶v Qvov Avi wKQy Kivi †bB, Mvwoi e‡b‡U e‡m cvwL †`L‡Q ivbv, Zv‡`i my‡i myi wgwj‡q wkm w`‡”Q| ïay cvwLiv bq, gv‡Sg‡a¨ KvVweovjx, wMiwMwU, Li‡Mvk I nbygvbI m½ w`‡”Q I‡K| Z‡e g‡b ixwZgZ †PvUB †cj hLb †`Lj gnvexi nbygvb

†fswP KvU‡Q I‡K, Avi ûc&-ûc& K‡i †hb ej‡Z PvB‡Q, Ô†h Av‡m j¼vq †m-B nq iveY|Õ ivgf‡³i GB AvPiY cÖZ¨vwkZ

bq, MÖnY‡hvM¨I bq| †mUvB mweb‡q ej‡Z †Póv Kij I| DË‡i nbygvbwU K‡qKUv KwP Wve Qyu‡o gvij|

Wv‡ei VvÊv cvwb †L‡q †Zóv †gUvj ivbv| nbygvb‡K e‡j

†Kvb jvf †bB, Z‡e iveY n‡Z bq, eis K‡qKUv iv¶‡mi

†LuvR †c‡ZB j¼vØx‡c cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q I‡K| gvÎ PweŸk NÈv Av‡M †gRi †Rbv‡ij (AemicÖvß) ivnvZ Lvb wewmAvB

†nW‡KvqvU©vi XvKvq e‡m Zuvi Ab¨Zg `ya©l© G‡R›U‡K weªd K‡i‡Qb| NUbvUv Qwei gZ ¯úó †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|

Kexi †PŠayixi wgmvBj NuvwU aŸsm K‡i w`‡q Pxb †_‡K †`‡k

†divi ci j¤^v GKUv QywU †c‡ZB cv‡i ivbv| G-e¨vcv‡i e‡mi cÖvB‡fU †m‡µUvwi B‡jvivi m‡½ Kvj Ii Avjvc n‡q‡Q| B‡jviv Avfvm w`‡q‡Q, e‡mi gb-†gRvR GLb fvjB, QywU PvB‡j bv cvevi †Kvb KviY †bB| ZvB AvR Awd‡m G‡mB Ii cÖvB‡fU †m‡µUvwi KvKwj‡K w`‡q `iLv¯—

Uv wjwL‡q wb‡”Q ivbv| Mr euvav K‡qKUv gvÎ K_v, wWK‡Ukb

Trang 3

†`qvi `iKvi †bB; wb‡`©k †c‡qB AvDUvi iƒ‡g wd‡i wM‡q

KgwcDU‡ii mvg‡b e‡m c‡o‡Q KvKwj| Zvi gb Aek¨ †ek

GKUz fvi n‡q Av‡Q, Rv‡b ivbv| KviYUv n‡jv, †m-I QywU

Pvq| †ePvwi †P‡qwQj ivbvi m‡½ wb‡Ri `iLv¯—UvI e‡mi

Kv‡Q cvVv‡e, wKš‘ Zvi †m cÖ¯—v‡e mivmwi †f‡Uv cÖ‡qvM

K‡i‡Q I| †gRvR hZB fvj _vKzK, QywUi `iLv¯— †`L‡jB

M¤¢xi n‡q hvb em&| GKm‡½ `y‡Uv `iLv¯— †`L‡j †i‡M wM‡q

`y‡UvB bv-gÄyi Ki‡Z cv‡ib| Kv‡RB ivbv †Kvb SzuwK wb‡Z

Pvqwb|

†W‡¯‹ †Zvjv Ry‡Zvmy× cv bvP‡Q, bvfx XvKv kv‡U©i Ici

Kvc-wcwiP, Kwd †_‡K †auvqv DV‡Q; eÜ †Pv‡Li †fZi

Avmv-hvIqv Ki‡Q K¨vwiweqvb mvM‡ii Ly‡` Øxc, jvm †fMv‡mi

Av‡jv Sjg‡j K¨vwm‡bv, A‰_ gnvmvMi AvUjvw›U‡Ki DËvj

†XD †f‡O Qy‡U Pjv SKS‡K BqU, gvw`ª‡`i i³ Mig Kiv

eyjdvBU, g‡¯‹vq gvB‡Kj R¨vKm‡bi jvBf †kv, ivev‡Zi

bvBUK¬v‡e wgkixq bZ©Kxi †ejx WvÝ Zvm‡Ë¡I wb‡Ri Ici

wei³ ivbv, KviY QywUUv †Kv_vq KvUv‡e wVK Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv

wKQy‡ZB|

nVvr B›UviKg evRj| mveav‡b wiwmfvi Zzj‡ZB Kv‡b

XyKj ivnvZ Lv‡bi fvix Mjv, Ôivbv?Õ DË‡ii A‡c¶vq

_vK‡jb bv| ÔGLywb GKevi Avgvi †P¤^v‡i P‡j G‡mv|Õ

†Kvj †_‡K Kvc-wcwiP Zz‡j †W‡¯‹ ivLj ivbv, †Pqvi

†Q‡o UvB‡qi bU wVK Kij, fyi“ †Rvov KzuP‡K Av‡Q| e‡mi

Mjvq wK †hb GKUv Av‡Q, GLbI †mUv evR‡Q Kv‡b,

K_v¸‡jvi AbyiYb Ii mœvqyZ‡š¿ K¤úb m„wó Ki‡Q| Kvgiv

†Q‡o †ewi‡q Gj I, wPš—vq Szu‡K Av‡Q gv_vUv, mvg‡b G‡m

`uvovj KvKwj| ÔGB bvI †Zvgvi QywUi `iLv¯—,Õ e‡j

KgwcDUi wcÖ›U-AvDUUv Ii nv‡Z awi‡q w`j| ÔmB Kivi Av‡M GKevi †PvL eywj‡q wb‡qv|Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ weoweo Kij ivbv, KvKwj‡K cvk KvwU‡q

†ewi‡q Gj KwiW‡i, †`L‡ZB †cj bv †h Ii wc‡V wKj gvivi fw½ Ki‡Q KvKwj, †Pv‡Li Zvivq `yóvwgi wSwjK|

B‡jviv Zvi †W‡¯‹ †bB †`‡L GKUz Amnvq †eva Kij ivbv, em& †Kb †W‡K‡Qb Zv AvMvg Rvbvi †Kvb Dcvq †bB|

†P¤^v‡ii `iRvq bK Ki‡Z M¤¢xi AvIqvRUv †hb A‡bK `~i

†_‡K †f‡m Gj, ÔKvg Bb|Õ

†fZ‡i Xy‡K GK gyn~Z© _gKvj ivbv, †`Lj, †W‡¯‹i wcQ‡b †`qvj‡Rvov Iqvì© g¨v‡ci mvg‡b `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Qb em&|

ÔGw`‡K G‡mv,Õ ivbvi w`‡K bv wd‡iB ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| GKUz Avoó fw½‡Z cv‡k G‡m `uvovj ivbv, e‡mi Kcv‡ji cv‡k GKUv wkiv jvdv‡”Q †`‡L Ii kix‡iI msµwgZ n‡jv cÖej D‡ËRbv| ey‡S wbj Kcv‡j QywU †bB, Z‡e †mR‡b¨ †Kvb †L` Abyfe Ki‡Q bv| mvaviY gvbyl KL‡bvB †Ui cvq bv †h AvcvZ kvwš—i mgqI G‡Ki ci GK KwVb hy‡× Rwo‡q _v‡K †`k, †mB †Mvcb hy‡× †mbvcwZZ¡ K‡ib ivnvZ Lvb, m¤§yL mg‡i _v‡K ivbv ev ivbvi gZ wbfx©K

I wbtm½ †Kvb †hv×v| ivbv wbwðZ, I‡K AvR Av‡iKUv bZzb iYv½‡b cvVvevi R‡b¨B †W‡K‡Qb em&| wbðqB evsjv‡`‡ki wei“‡× †Kv_vI †Kvb lohš¿ ïi“ n‡q‡Q|

ivnvZ Lvb †Kvb f~wgKv Ki‡jb bv, nv‡Zi c‡q›Uvi w`‡q g¨v‡ci wewfbœ RvqMv wPwýZ Ki‡Qb| ÔGB e›`i¸‡jv j¶ K‡iv,Õ ej‡jb wZwb| Ôcyew`‡K g¨vwbjv, nsKs, wm½vcyi, RvKvZ©v, †UvwKI, WviDBb I cv_©; cwð‡g gv‡j, gy¤^vB,

Trang 4

KivwP, †gvMvw`my, †gv¤^vmv, †gŠwiZvm, Wvievb, †cvU©

GwjRv‡e_, gvëv, wmwmwj, wÎ‡cvwj, wReªvëvi, †mwfj,

wjmeb, †ivg, gv‡m©B; Zvici `yB Av‡gwiKvi wewfbœ

e›`iÑme wgwj‡q cÖvq Pwj−kUv c‡q›U, ivbv|Õ

ÔPwj−kUv c‡q›U wK, m¨vi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

c‡q›Uvi †i‡L w`‡q †W‡¯‹i w`‡K G‡Mv‡jb ivnvZ Lvb,

wifjwfs †Pqv‡i e‡m ev· Ly‡j GKUv nvfvbv Pzi“U aiv‡”Qb|

Ôe‡mv,Õ Bw½‡Z mvg‡bi GKUv †Pqvi †`wL‡q w`‡jb| ivbv

j¶ Kij, e‡mi nvZ `y‡Uv cy‡ivcywi w¯’i bq, GKUz Kuvc‡Q|

ÔGB Pwj−kUv c‡q‡›U MZ `yB-wZb `kK a‡iB †PvivB R¡vjvwb

†Zj wewµ n‡”Q| Z‡e QÕgvm a‡i Zvi cwigvY A¯^vfvweK

†e‡o †M‡Q| weivU †Kvb bZzb Drm †_‡K mvc−vB cv‡”Q

†PvivKvievixiv| GB †Zj AZ¨š— DbœZgv‡bi, widvBb

KiviI `iKvi n‡”Q bv|Õ

ivbvi wVK wek¦vm n‡Z PvB‡Q bv †h wewmAvB †PvivB †Zj

wb‡q gv_v Nvgv‡”Q| Gig‡a¨ wbðqB AviI †Kvb e¨vcvi

Av‡Q| wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKZUv †e‡o‡Q, m¨vi?Õ

ÔwnmveUv AvbygvwbK, Z‡e Lye GKUv Gw`K-Iw`K n‡e

bv,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔAv‡M a‡iv cÖwZgv‡m wZb †_‡K cuvP

jvL e¨v‡ij wewµ nw”Qj| GLb †mUv †e‡o cuwPk †_‡K wÎk

jvL e¨v‡i‡j `uvwo‡q‡Q|Õ

wnmveUv nq‡Zv AuvZ‡K IVvi gZB| Z‡e GLbI ivbv

AÜKv‡i| ejj, Ôevsjv‡`‡k †Zv, m¨vi, †Zvjvi gZ †Zj

cvIqv hvqwb; Zvn‡j G wb‡q Avgiv gv_v Nvgvw”Q †Kb?Õ

Ônu¨v, AwZ mvgvb¨ hv †Zj cvIqv †M‡Q, Zzj‡Z †M‡j

Li‡P †cvlvq bv,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔAvgv‡`i M¨vm Av‡Q

cÖPzi, wKš‘ †Zj †bB, GUvB a‡i †bqv n‡q‡Q| †mR‡b¨B gv_v

†bB, G-K_v e‡j Pzw³ Ki‡Z ivwR bv nIqvq DBj&m-Gi GK cÖwZwbwa †i‡M wM‡q gxwUs †_‡K †ewi‡q hvevi mgq e‡j‡QÑÒPzwi K‡i wb‡q hv‡”Q, †mw`‡K †PvL †bB, A_P Avgiv

†Zj †bB Rvbvi ciI †gvUv UvKv A¨vWfvÝ w`‡q †Zj †Kbvi Pzw³ Ki‡Z Pvq| cÖkœ Kivq Reve w`‡q‡Q, †Zj cvIqv bv

†M‡j †jvKmvb †`‡e Zviv, Zv‡Z evsjv‡`‡ki †Zv jvf Qvov

¶wZ †bB| cÖkœ n‡jv, diPzbvB ev †Kb †evKvi gZ †jvKmvb w`‡Z PvB‡Q?Õ

ÔZvB †Zv!Õ inm¨Uv AviI RwUj jvM‡Q ivbvi| ÔZvQvov, m¨vi, Pwj−kUv e›`‡i †PvivB †Zj wewµi m‡½ evsjv‡`k †_‡K DBjm I diPzbvi †Zj wKb‡Z PvIqvi wK m¤úK©?Õ

ÔG cÖ‡kœi DËi †Zvgvi KvQ †_‡K PvB Avwg,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb, Pzi“U aiv nv‡Zi ZR©bx mivmwi ivbvi ey‡K ZvK Kiv| ÔGUvB †Zvgvi A¨vmvBb‡g›U, ivbv|Õ

Nve‡o †Mj ivbv| ÔwKš‘, m¨vi ,Õ cÖwZev` K‡i wKQy

Trang 5

ej‡Z wM‡q wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wbj, cwie‡Z© wR‡Ám Kij,

Ô gv‡b, Avi †Kvb Z_¨ †bB?Õ

Ô†Zvgvi Kv‡R jvM‡e, GiKg gvÎ GKUv Z_¨ †c‡qwQ

Avgiv,Õ wewmAvB Pxd ej‡jb| Ô†m cÖm‡½ c‡i AvmwQ| Zvi

Av‡M †kv‡bv cÖv_wgK Z`‡š— wK Rvbv †M‡Q|Õ

mgq wb‡q, ax‡i ax‡i cwiw¯’wZUv e¨vL¨v Ki‡jb ivnvZ

Lvb| mviv `ywbqv Ry‡o wewfbœ e›`‡i †PvivB †Zj wewµi

cwigvY A¯^vfvweK gvÎvq †e‡o †M‡Q, GB LeiUv gvÎ `ygvm

Av‡M Rvb‡Z cv‡i wewmAvB| cÖvq GKB mg‡q we‡`kx `yB

†Zj †Kv¤úvwb evsjv‡`k †_‡K †Zj †Kbvi R‡b¨ ixwZgZ

gv_v KzU‡Z ïi“ K‡i| wewmAvB cÖ_‡g K‡qKRb Bbdg©vi‡K

†Mvc‡b Lei wb‡Z e‡j, Rvb‡Z Pvq †PvivB †Z‡ji mieivn

†e‡o hvevi KviY wK| Bbdg©viiv wb‡iU †Kvb Z_¨ w`‡Z

cv‡iwb, ïay wewfbœ e›`‡i Qwo‡q cov GKUv ¸R‡ei K_v

wi‡cv‡U© D‡j−L K‡i‡Q| ¸ReUv n‡jv, GB †Zj bvwK

evsjv‡`k †_‡K Avm‡Q|

Gici wewmAvB K‡qKRb G‡R›U‡K Z`š— Ki‡Z cvVvq|

Zviv K‡qKUv RvnvR‡K AbymiY K‡i, I¸‡jv †PvivB †Zj

Lvjvm K‡i mvM‡i wd‡i hvw”Qj| cuvPUv RvnvR‡K AbymiY

Kiv nqÑ`y‡Uv cÖkvš— gnvmvM‡i, `y‡Uv AvUjvw›UK gnvmvM‡i,

GKUv fviZ gnvmvM‡i| cuvPUv RvnvRB Mfxi mvM‡i

A‡c¶viZ mycviU¨vsKv‡ii cv‡k G‡m †f‡o, Ges †Zj wb‡q

Avevi e›`‡ii w`‡K wd‡i hvq| Gi A_© n‡jv, RvnvR¸‡jv

mivmwi Drm †_‡K †Zj Pzwi Ki‡Q bv| Gici wewmAvB

G‡R›Uiv mycviU¨vsKvi¸‡jvi Ici bRi ivL‡Z ïi“ K‡i|

Mfxi mvM‡i KvRUv AZ¨š— KwVb| †evU I †nwjKÞvi wb‡q

AbymiY Kiv n‡q‡Q, wKš‘ mswk−ó mycviU¨vsKv‡ii Kv‡Q

e¨vcviUv †Mvcb _v‡Kwb| d‡j †hLvb †_‡K †Zj msMÖn K‡i

†mw`‡K hvqwb I¸‡jv| me wgwj‡q GiKg AvUUv mycviU¨vsKvi kbv³ Kiv n‡q‡Q| wewmAvB G‡R›Uiv wi‡cvU© K‡i‡Q, I¸‡jv †Kvb bv †Kvb mgq fviZ gnvmvMi a‡i e‡½vcmvM‡ii w`‡K Av‡m, wKš‘ wcQy †bqv n‡q‡Q eyS‡Z cvi‡jB Ab¨w`‡K P‡j hvq, wKsev `uvwo‡q c‡oÑZLb Ab¨ GKUv U¨vsKvi G‡m †Zj w`‡q hvq| Z‡e Zvi gv‡b GB bq

†h AbymiY Kiv bv n‡j evsjv‡`‡ki DcK‚‡ji w`‡K AvmZ I¸‡jv| cy‡ivUv DcK‚j GjvKvi Ici Kov bRi ivLv n‡q‡Q, wKš‘ GLb ch©š— †Kvb RvnvR ev mycviU¨vsKvi‡K evsjv‡`‡ki Rjmxgvq cÖ‡ek Ki‡Z †`Lv hvqwb|

ivbv GB ch©v‡q ejj, ÔI¸‡jv evsjv‡`‡ki Rjmxgvq XyK‡QB bv hLb, wK K‡i ejv hvq IB †Zj Avgv‡`i?Õ

Ôe¨vcviUv‡K Avwg GKUv auvav wn‡m‡e †`LwQ, ivbv,Õ ivnvZ Lvb ej‡jb| Ômgvav‡bi `vwqZ¡ †Zvgvi| Z‡e G-cÖm‡½ †Zvgv‡K g‡b Kwi‡q w`B, evsjv‡`‡ki wekvj GKUv GjvKvq †Zj Av‡Q wKbv Zv ¯^vaxbZvi ci Rwic K‡i †`Lv nqwb| weªwUk I cvwK¯—vb Avg‡j †h-me Rwic n‡qwQj, Zvi

†ewkifvMB Bmjvgvev‡` i‡q †M‡Q, evievi †P‡qI Av`vq Kiv hvqwb| Ggb m¤¢vebv Dwo‡q †`qv hvq bv †h IB †Zj A™¢yZ I Awek¦vm¨ GK †KŠk‡j evsjv‡`k †_‡KB Pzwi Kiv n‡”Q|Õ

ÔGLv‡b KvwiMwi Áv‡bi K_vUvI gv_vq ivL‡Z n‡e, m¨vi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔnvBwj mwdmwU‡K‡UW †UKwbK¨vj †bv-nvD Avq‡Ë bv _vK‡j †Kvb †`k †_‡K †Zj Pzwi Kiv KviI c‡¶ m¤¢e bq|Õ

ÔGLv‡b ZvB Avevi `yB gvwK©b †Kv¤úvwb DBjm Avi

Trang 6

diPzbvi cÖm½ P‡j Av‡m,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| Ô†Zj

Avwe®‹vi I D‡Ëvj‡bi e¨vcv‡i Iiv G·cvU©| nq‡Zv GB `yB

†Kv¤úvwb bq, G‡`i mg‡MvÎxq †Kvb †Kv¤úvwb GB †Zj Pzwii

m‡½ RwoZ, †Kvbfv‡e †m-Lei Giv †R‡b †d‡j‡Q, ZvB

evsjv‡`‡ki m‡½ †Zj †Kbvi Pzw³ Ki‡Z GZUv gwiqv fve

†`Lv‡”Q|Õ

Ô†m‡¶‡Î, m¨vi, GB `yB †Kv¤úvwb Avmj K_vUv

Avgv‡`i‡K e‡j w`‡”Q bv †Kb? Zv‡`i †Zv G-K_v †evSv

DwPZ †h GB DcKviUv Ki‡j Zv‡`i‡KB Avgiv †Zj †Zvjvi

my‡hvM †`e|Õ

ÔGUvI GKUv inm¨, Gi mgvavbI †Zvgv‡K Ki‡Z n‡e,Õ

wb‡f hvIqv Pzi“‡U Av¸b aiv‡”Qb wewmAvB Pxd| ÔZ‡e Avmj

K_v ej‡Z bv PvIqvi wcQ‡b A‡bK KviYB _vK‡Z cv‡i,

ivbv| nq‡Zv †Zj Pzwii m‡½ eo †Kvb Avš—R©vwZK µvBg

wmwÛ‡KU RwoZ, f‡q Giv gyL Lyj‡Z cvi‡Q bv| wKsev

nq‡Zv jv‡fi eLiv GivI cv‡”Q, wKš‘ Zv‡Z mš‘ó bq, †Nvov

wWwO‡q Nvm LvIqvi R‡b¨ Aw¯’i n‡q D‡V‡Q|Õ

ÔAvcwb GKUv Z‡_¨i K_v ejwQ‡jb, m¨vi,Õ g‡b Kwi‡q

w`j ivbv|

ÔZvi Av‡M GKUv K¬z w`B †Zvgv‡K,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb|

Ôme¸‡jv mycviU¨vsKvi GKB †Kv¤úvwbi, bvg jv g‡Z© j¨vw¤ú

wkwcs jvBb| jvB‡ewiqvq †iwRw÷ª Kiv, e¨emv †`Lv‡kvbv

K‡i jBqvi‡`i GKUv †P¤^vi, gvwj‡Ki cwiPq †Kvb

Ae¯’v‡ZB Zviv cÖKvk Ki‡e bv|Õ GKUv `xN©k¦vm †dj‡jb

ivnvZ Lvb, ivbvi R‡b¨ bZzb AwfÁZvB e‡U| ÔGKUv

mycviU¨vsKv‡ii K¨vcvwmwU Kg K‡iI `yB jvL cuPvËi nvRvi

Ub, `vg c‡o K‡qK nvRvi †KvwU UvKv| g‡Z© j¨vw¤úi nv‡Z

cy‡iv GKUv eni i‡q‡Q| Avgvi aviYv, AZ¨š— kw³kvjx GKUv µvBg wmwÛ‡KU I¸‡jvi gvwjK|

ÔGevi †h Z_¨Uv †Zvgvi Kv‡R jvM‡e| `ywbqvi cÖvq e›`‡iB w÷wfWi‡`i msMVb Pvjvq gvwdqviv, e›`‡ii mg¯—

†PvivKvieviI Zv‡`i wbqš¿‡Y| †PvivB †Zj GB gvwdqvivB wKb‡Q, wKš‘ bM` UvKvq bq| mswk−ó cÖwZwU e›`i †_‡K †PK hv‡”Q GKUv myBm e¨v‡¼i wbw`©ó A¨vKvD‡›U| †Mvcb m~Î

†_‡K Avgiv Rvb‡Z †c‡iwQ, A¨vKvD›UUv †Kvb e¨w³i bv‡g

bq, GKUv cÖwZôv‡bi bv‡g| cÖwZôv‡bi bvg †dviej| AviI Rvbv †M‡Q, †dviej-Gi †nW Awdm kªxj¼vi Rvdbvq|

g‡b g‡b cÖgv` ¸Yj ivbv| ejj, ÔRvdbv †Zv wbwl× GjvKv, m¨vi| Rvdbvi Ici kªxj¼v miKv‡ii †Kvb wbqš¿YB

†bB| Zvwgj UvBMviiv evB‡ii †Kvb †jvK‡K ILv‡b XyK‡ZB

†`q bv| ZvQvov, cÖwZw`b ILv‡b Zzgyj hy× n‡”Q|Õ Ô†mR‡b¨B GKUv µvBg wmwÛ‡K‡Ui R‡b¨ Rvdbv wbivc` Av¯—vbv,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔZzwg KvR ïi“ Ki‡e wmsn‡ji c‡q›U †c‡Wªv †_‡K, Z‡e Avgvi aviYv Rvdbv‡ZI †Zvgv‡K

†h‡Z n‡e| ILv‡b Avgv‡`i GKRb Bbdg©vi Av‡Q, Avkv Kwi †m †Zvgv‡K Rvdbvq XyK‡Z mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡e| Zvi bvg dqmj| †ckvq MvBW|Õ

Ô†Kv_vq †`Lv n‡e Avgv‡`i?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|

Ô†MvUv e¨vcviUv Rvwb‡q Zv‡K Avgiv Z`š— Ki‡Z e‡jwQjvg,Õ ivnvZ Lvb ej‡jb| Ôw`b `‡kK ci MZKvj

†g‡mR cvwV‡q‡Q, AZ¨š— ¸i“Z¡c~Y© wKQy Z_¨ †c‡q‡Q †m, wKš‘

†m-me †Uwj‡dv‡b ejv ev d¨v· †hv‡M cvVv‡bv m¤¢e bq, KviY Zvwgj UvBMviiv G-me gwbUi K‡i| ZvQvov, Zvi Ici bvwK bRiI ivLv n‡”Q|Õ

Trang 7

ÔKviv bRi ivL‡Q, m¨vi?Õ

ÔZv dqmj Rvbvqwb,Õ ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔGB gyn~‡Z©

GK`j BD‡ivwcqvb Rvb©vwj÷ Rvdbv mdi †kl Ki‡Q, Kvj

Zviv Rvdbv †_‡K GKUv †evU wb‡q c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z Avm‡e|

dqmj I‡`i MvBW wn‡m‡e KvR Ki‡Q| Rvb©vwj÷‡`i

RvnvR A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ILv‡b| Zv‡`i‡K Rvnv‡R Zz‡j w`‡q

Avevi Rvdbvq wd‡i hv‡e †m| †g‡m‡R Rvwb‡q‡Q, Avgiv

hw` c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z KvD‡K cvVvB Zvn‡j Z_¨¸‡jv Zv‡K

Rvbv‡Z cv‡i †m|Õ

ivbv GK †m‡KÛ BZ¯—Z K‡i ejj, Ôdqmj‡K †Uvc

evbv‡bv nqwb †Zv, m¨vi?Õ

Ô†Zvgv‡K duv‡` †d‡j aivi R‡b¨?Õ wewmAvB Pxd M¤¢xi

n‡jb| ÔAm¤¢e bq| †m‡¶‡Î †Zvgvi KvR A‡bK mnR n‡q

hv‡e| hviv †Zvgv‡K ai‡e Zv‡`i cwiPq Rvb‡Z cvi‡e

Zzwg|Õ

g‡b g‡b AuvZ‡K DVj ivbv| ey‡ov e‡j wK! kÎ“i cwiPq

Rvbv hv‡e, ZvB Zv‡`i duv‡` aiv covUv‡K Avkxe©v` e‡j

Pvjv‡Z PvB‡Q! Zviv †h I‡K ev‡M †c‡qB †g‡i †dj‡Z cv‡i,

GUv GKeviI fve‡Q bv|

†hb ivbvi g‡bi K_v eyS‡Z †c‡iB Nb †Muv‡di †fZi

gyPwK GKUz nvm‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔSzuwK GKUz _vK‡jI, Avwg

PvB GB †Zj-†Pvi‡`i nv‡Z Zzwg aiv c‡ov| ïay †h cwiPq

Rvb‡Z cvi‡e Zv bq, Zv‡`i cÖfve Avi ¶gZv m¤ú‡K©I

cwi®‹vi GKUv aviYv †c‡q hv‡e Zzwg|Õ

ÔwKš‘,Õ g‡bi fve †KvbiK‡g †P‡c †i‡L ¯úó D”Pvi‡Y

cÖkœ Kij ivbv, ÔAvgv‡K wb‡q I‡`i hw` Ab¨ †Kvb iKg

G Ggb GKUv welq, ZK© Kiv ivbvi mv‡R bv| SzuwK wb‡Z cv‡i e‡jB †Zv wewmAvB G‡R›U I| wKš‘ e‡mi K_v ejvi aib I‡K †Lwc‡q Zzj‡Q, LvwbKUv AwfgvbI RvM‡Q| †R‡`i my‡iB ejj, ÔIiv hw` Avgv‡K Rvdbvq a‡i wb‡q hvq, ILvb

†_‡K gy³ n‡q †ewi‡q Avmv AZ¨š— KwVb n‡e, m¨vi|Õ Ô†Zvgvi AvR n‡q‡Q wK e‡jv †Zv?Õ ivnvZ Lvb wei³| Ôfq cv”Q bvwK?Õ

bv nvmvi †Póv Kij ivbv, wki`uvov AviI GKUz Lvov K‡i ejj, ÔR¡x-bv, fq cvw”Q bv; Z‡e Avgvi g‡b nq †¯^”Qvq aiv

bv w`‡qI kÎ“i cwiPq Rvbvi AviI Dcvq _vKv DwPZ|Õ Ô†m Dcvq Kv‡R jvMv‡Z †KD †Zvgv‡K eviY Ki‡Q bv,Õ M¤¢xi Mjvq ej‡jb em&| Ôm¤¢e n‡j cÖ‡MÖm wi‡cvU© cvVv‡e Zzwg, Ae¯’v ey‡S Avwg hv‡Z wb‡`©k w`‡Z cvwi| cÖ‡qvRbxq KvMR-cÎ hv jvM‡e me B‡jvivi Kv‡Q Av‡Q, †P‡q bvI|Õ ax‡i ax‡i †Pqvi Qvoj ivbv|

Ô†Zvgvi nv‡Z IUv wK?Õ AK¯§vr wR‡Ám Ki‡jb ivnvZ Lvb, KuvPvcvKv fyi“ †Rvov KzuP‡K DVj|

fy‡jB wM‡qwQj ivbv, em& cÖkœ Kivq g‡b coj QywUi

`iLv¯—Uv GLbI Ii nv‡Z| DËi w`‡Z GK †m‡KÛ †`wi K‡i

†djj I, Avi †mUvB wec` †W‡K Avbj| ÔGUv wKQy bv,

Trang 8

m¨vi Õ

ÔwKQy bv gv‡b? †`wL!Õ nvZUv j¤^v K‡i w`‡jb ivnvZ

Lvb|

GKUv †XvK wMjj ivbv| bv, Avcbvi †`‡L KvR †bB,

G-K_v wK em‡K ejv hvq? hvB ejyK, ey‡ovi evov‡bv nvZ‡K

†Zv Avi AMÖvn¨ Kivi Dcvq †bB| Ô†f‡ewQjvg QywU PvBe,

ZvB `iLv¯— Õ

BwZg‡a¨ wcÖ›U-AvDUUv wb‡q †PvL eyjv‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Qb

ivnvZ Lvb| ÔKvKwj Avi Zzwg GKm‡½ QywU PvI? †Zvgiv

`yÕRb AvMÖvq hv‡e ZvRgnj †`L‡Z?Õ

G‡KB e‡j webv †g‡N eRªcvZ| ivbv Awfkvc w`j,

KvKwji †hb †Muvd-`vwo MRvq! GKBm‡½ cÖv_©bv Kij, aiYx

wØav nI! ÔR¡x, bv, gv‡b Õ

ÔmB K‡ivwb †Kb?Õ KvMRUv wQu‡o I‡q÷‡ccvi ev‡¯‹‡U

†d‡j w`‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔZvQvov, ZvRgn‡j wK Av‡Q?Õ

Ôbv, gv‡b, KvKwj Õ

ÔKvKwj ejj Avi ZzwgI ivwR n‡q †M‡j?Õ agK w`‡jb

em&| ÔZvRgnj †Zv `yÕR‡biB †`Lv Av‡Q, Kv‡RB Ggb

†Kv_vI hvIqv DwPZ †hLv‡b wKQy †kLvi Av‡Q, Ávb ev‡o|Õ

Ôm¨vi!Õ ivbv Dcjwä Ki‡Q AvKvk †_‡K cov Kv‡K

e‡j|

ÔAvBwWqvUv wKš‘ g›` bq,Õ ej‡jb em&| ÔGKm‡½ QywU

KvUv‡Z †M‡j wmwKDwiwU wi¯‹ A‡bKUvB K‡g hvq, GKRb

Av‡iKRb‡K Kvfvi w`‡Z cvi‡e| m‡½ †KD _vK‡j `vwqZ¡

ev‡o, †ePvj Pjvi cÖeYZv K‡g hvq| wVK Av‡Q, e¨vcviUv

Avwg we‡ePbv K‡i †`Le| Avi nu¨v, B‡jviv‡K cvwV‡q `vI|Õ

`iRvi w`‡K cv evwo‡q ivbv fve‡Q, Ii ïb‡Z fyj

n‡q‡Q, bvwK e‡mi gwZåg NUj?

†P¤^vi †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m `iRvUv eÜ Kij, †`Lj bvf©vm

†Pnviv wb‡q B‡jvivi m‡½ wbPz Mjvq wK †hb ej‡Q KvKwj| I‡K †`‡LB cÖvq Qy‡U mvg‡b P‡j Gj †m| Ôivbv, `iLv¯—Uv

†Kv_vq?Õ Ô†Kb, e‡mi Kv‡Q!Õ Ôme©bvk!Õ AvZ‡¼ bxj n‡q †Mj KvKwj| ÔIUv †Zv Avwg VvÆv K‡i †Zvgv‡K w`‡qwQjvg Õ

ÔwKš‘ em& e¨vcviUv‡K AZ¨š— wmwiqvmwj wb‡q‡Qb,Õ GK Mvj †n‡m ejj ivbv| Ôej‡jb, we‡q-wU‡qi `iKvi †bB, hLb Lywk Avwg †Zvgv‡K wb‡q nvwbgy‡b †h‡Z cvwi|Õ

ÔBm&, wQ, †Zvgvi gy‡L wKQy AvUKvq bv| c−xR, ivbv, e‡jv

bv KvMRUv †Kv_vq?Õ

ÔI, wek¦vm KiQ bv!Õ B‡jvivi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| Ôem&

`iRvi w`‡K cv evovj I| ÔZzwg ˆZwi n‡q †_‡Kv, nv‡Zi KvRUv †kl K‡iB †Zvgv‡K wb‡q †ewi‡q coe Õ

c‡q›U †c‡Wªvi w`K †_‡K Av‡iKUv UªvK Avm‡Q| gvwm©wW‡Ri e‡bU †_‡K †b‡g nvZNwo †`Lj ivbv| Avðh©, GK NÈv cuqZvwj−k wgwbU n‡jv GLv‡b AvUKv c‡o Av‡Q I, A_P GKUv Mvwo‡KI c‡q›U †c‡Wªvi w`‡K †h‡Z †`‡Lwb| D‡ëvw`‡K Zey †Zv GUv‡K wb‡q `y‡Uv UªvK hv‡”Q| mwÜcyivi w`‡K †h‡Z KvQvKvwQ kni GLvb †_‡K wek gvBj `~‡i,

Trang 9

WªvBfvi †jvKUv hw` cÖwZkÖ“wZ i¶v K‡i _v‡K, GZ¶‡Y

GKRb †gKvwb‡Ki †cuŠ‡Q hvevi K_v| g` †L‡q UªvK

Pvjvw”Qj, Ii K_v nq‡Zv fy‡jB †M‡Q WªvBfvi|

c‡q›U †c‡Wªv GLvb †_‡K AviI cÖvq beŸyB gvBj `~‡i|

Nwo‡Z `ycyi GKUv, dqm‡ji m‡½ †RwU‡Z Ii †`Lv Kivi

K_v AvovBUvi mgq| duvKv iv¯—v, †`o NÈvq beŸyB gvBj

†ci“‡bv KwVb bq| Z‡e mvg‡b wbðqB AviI K‡qKUv

†ivWe−K co‡e| ZvQvov, †gKvwbKB †hLv‡b Av‡mwb, GB

Mvwo wb‡q †Kv_vI hvevi cÖkœB †Zv I‡V bv|

UªvKUv hw` Lvwj nq, UvKvi †jvf †`wL‡q WªvBfvi‡K

c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z hvevi cÖ¯—ve †`qv †h‡Z cv‡i| nvZ Zzj‡Z

hv‡e ivbv, GwÄ‡bi kã ï‡b wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj| †`Lj, Xvj

†e‡q D‡V Avm‡Q GKUv †dv·Iqv‡Mb †eªKWvDb f¨vb, †QvU

I †Mvj AvK…wZi DBÂUv wcQb †_‡K †ewi‡q Av‡Q|

†gKvwbK AZ¨š— PUc‡U GK Zi“Y, wb‡Ri KvRI Lye

fvj †ev‡S| wmsnjx I Zvwgj QvovI Bs‡iwR Rv‡b| my‡Ui

KvwUs †`‡L †m ey‡S wbj ivbv we‡`kx Uz¨wi÷, Z‡e A¯^w¯—Ki

†Kvb cÖkœ Kij bv| MvwoUv `ª“Z cix¶v K‡i Rvbvj,

†MvjgvjUv KviweD‡iUv‡i, GLywb bZzb GKUv jvwM‡q w`‡”Q|

KvR †kl n‡Z ivbv Zvi wej †gUvj gvwK©b Wjv‡i| Lywk n‡jv

Zi“Y, DchvPK n‡q ejj, Ôc‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z GKUz mveav‡b

_vK‡eb, m¨vi|Õ

Ô†Kb e‡jv †Zv?Õ

ÔILv‡b miKvix cÖkvmb Av‡Q wVKB, wKš‘ †mbvevwnbxi

¯’vqx †Kvb K¨v¤ú †bB| UvBMvi †Mwijviv Rvdbv †_‡K

Aev‡a Avmv-hvIqv K‡i| K¨v¤ú †bB, KviY UvBMviiv †NvlYv

K‡i‡Q c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z Zviv miKvix ˆmb¨‡`i †`L‡Z Pvq

bv| †mbvevwnbx gv‡S g‡a¨ kn‡i XyK‡j m‡½ m‡½ Pviw`K

†_‡K †Pviv-¸ßv nvgjv ïi“ K‡i Zviv| Kv‡RB Avcbv‡K Lye mveav‡b _vK‡Z n‡e|Õ

ÔAmsL¨ ab¨ev`,Õ e‡j Mvwo‡Z D‡V ÷vU© w`j ivbv|

cieZx© Pwj−k gvBj wbwe©‡Nœ †cwi‡q Gj I| Zvici wek gvB‡ji e¨eav‡b `y‡Uv †ivWe−‡K _vg‡Z n‡jv| cÖ‡qvRbxq KvMR-cÎ Av‡Q m‡½, Rvdbv ev‡` kªxj¼vi me RvqMvq

†h‡Z cvi‡e I| bvg wVKB Av‡Q, e`j n‡q‡Q ïay †ckv| wm½vcyi I nsKs †_‡K GK‡hv‡M cÖKvwkZ †WBwj wbD Gwkqvi åvg¨gvY cÖwZwbwa I| wbD Gwkqv kªxj¼vi M„nhy‡×

†Kvb c¶ Aej¤^b bv K‡i wbi‡c¶ _vKvi †Póv K‡i, Zvwgj

†Mwijviv ZvB GB cwÎKv‡K Lvivc †Pv‡L †`‡L bv| Z‡e bxwZMZ Kvi‡Y UvBMvi‡`i nvBKgvÛ Ii Rvdbv md‡ii Av‡e`b bvKP K‡i w`‡q‡Q| eQ‡i gvÎ `yÕevi wewfbœ †`‡ki Rvb©vwj÷‡K GKm‡½ Rvdbvq XyK‡Z †`qv nq, evwK mgq Rvb©vwj÷ ev Uz¨wi‡÷i R‡b¨ Rvdbv m¤ú~Y© wbwl× GjvKv| webv AbygwZ‡Z †KD XyK‡j Zv‡K ¯úvB wn‡m‡e MY¨ Kiv n‡e, GgbwK †`LvgvÎ ¸wj KivI n‡Z cv‡i|

`y‡Uv †ivWe−‡K mvZ wgwbU bó n‡jv| ivbvi m‡½ myU‡Km

I eªxd‡Km Av‡Q| myU‡K‡m †Mvcb Kivi gZ wKQy †bB| Z‡e eªxd‡K‡mi djm eU‡g jyKv‡bv Av‡Q Ii wcÖq A¯¿ Iqvj_vi|

IB djm eU‡gi mÜvb †c‡Z n‡j eªxd‡KmUv‡K wQu‡o UzK‡iv UzK‡iv Ki‡Z n‡e| Ly‡` evwjk AvK…wZi K‡qKUv e¨v‡Mi gvSLv‡b ïB‡q ivLv n‡q‡Q wc¯—jUv‡K, e¨vM¸‡jvi †fZi wewmAvB weÁvbx‡`i Avwe®K…Z we‡kl ai‡bi GKUv

†KwgK¨vj KgcvDÛ _vKvq †gUvj wW‡UKU‡iI IUv aiv co‡e bv| Gici ivbv NÈvq Avwk gvBj ¯úx‡W Mvwo Pvwj‡q

Trang 10

wVK AvovBUvq †cuŠQvj e›`i bMix c‡q›U †c‡Wªvi DcK‡É;

wbw`©ó †RwU †_‡K GLbI `k gvBj `~‡i I| GLv‡b Av‡iKUv

†ivWe−K, Z‡e miKvix ˆmb¨iv KvMR-c‡Î GKevi †PvL

eywj‡qB †Q‡o w`j I‡K|

kn‡i †XvKvi ci Uª¨vwdK R¨v‡g coj ivbv| Zvici

wbR©b cvnvox c‡_ DV‡Z n‡jv Avevi, KviY Ii Mš—e¨ e›`i

Qvwo‡q AviI wZb gvBj cwð‡g| Gw`‡K wZb‡U evR‡Z Avi

cuvP wgwbU evwK| GB cuvP wgwb‡U †RwU‡Z †cuŠQv‡Z cvi‡jI

Ava NÈv †`wi n‡q hv‡e Ii|

Xvj †e‡q cvnvo †_‡K bvgvi mgq MvQcvjvi †fZi w`‡q

†RwUUv †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| mvg‡b fviZ gnvmvM‡ii mxgvnxb

we¯—vi| †RwU †_‡K gvBj Lv‡bK `~‡i GKUv hvÎxevnx RvnvR

fvm‡Q| cÖvq wÎk dzU j¤^v GKUv †evU †`Lj ivbv, m¤¢eZ

RvnvRUvi Mv †_‡KB iIbv n‡q‡Q, Qy‡U Avm‡Q †RwUi w`‡K|

†evUUvi †Lvj meyR, Z‡e gvSLv‡b †Kweb †mKkbUv mv`v

†cB›U Kiv| ûBjnvD‡m `yÕRb †jvK‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q, Z‡e

KviI Mv‡q meyR R¨v‡KU bv _vKvq †ev‡U dqmj Av‡Q wKbv

eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv ivbv| Z‡e †evUUv †h Rvb©vwj‡÷i `jUv‡K

Rvnv‡R Zz‡j w`‡q wd‡i Avm‡Q, GUv a‡i †bqv P‡j|

†m‡¶‡Î IB †ev‡UB _vKvi K_v dqm‡ji| †Kvb Kvi‡Y

nq‡Zv †Kweb †_‡K GLywb †ei“‡Z PvB‡Q bv †m| †RwU †_‡K

GLbI †evUUv mvZ-AvU‡kv MR `~‡i n‡jI, cvnv‡oi Xv‡j

gvwm©wWRUv Zvi †`L‡Z cvevi K_vÑAek¨ hw` ZvwK‡q

_v‡K|

†RwUi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| †kl gv_vq wfo K‡i Av‡Q

†QvU AvK…wZi A‡bK¸‡jv †R‡j †bŠKv, cÖwZwU‡Z AvDU‡evW©

†gvUi jvMv‡bv| †e‡Zi ˆZwi SuvKvq gvQ Zzj‡Q †R‡jiv,

GK`j wK‡kvi †m¸‡jv gv_vq wb‡q QyU‡Q| †R‡j †bŠKvi wf‡o `yÕPvi‡U Ab¨vb¨ †evUI i‡q‡Q, Av‡ivnx‡ì nv‡Z wdwks iW| GiKg Aš—Z `y‡Uv †ev‡U ¯‹vU© I e−vDR civ †g‡q i‡q‡Q, ûB‡j nvZ, A¨vsjvi‡ì gvQ ai‡Z wb‡q hvevi cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡”Q| hy×weaŸ¯— n‡jI, kªxj¼vi wk¶vi nvi kZKiv beŸyB kZvs‡kiI †ewk, Ges †g‡qiv cyi“l‡ì gZ †h-†Kvb †ckv

†e‡Q †bqvi ¯^vaxbZv †fvM K‡i| ga¨weË N‡ii cÖvq me

†g‡qB mvB‡Kj Pvwj‡q ¯‹zj-K‡j‡R hvq|

gvwm©wWR Xvj †_‡K bvgvi Av‡MB †RwUi KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q

†Mj meyR-mv`v †evU| dqmj‡K †`L‡Z cvevi Avkvq ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv, ZvB Ii †Pv‡Li mvg‡bB NUbvUv NUj|

`„k¨Uv †¯−v-†gvk‡b gywf-i gZ; AcÖZ¨vwkZ e‡jB Aev¯—e jvMj| Z‡e hZB Aev¯—e g‡b †nvK, wbixn GK`j gvbyl‡K Lyb n‡Z †`‡L N„Yvq wi-wi K‡i DVj ivbvi kixi| Avi dqm‡ji m¤¢ve¨ cwiYwZi K_v †f‡e †PvL `y‡Uv K‡Vvi n‡q DVj|

ci ci `y‡Uv kã ïbj ivbv| cÖ_‡g GKUv †evgv dvUj, Zvici we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv eqjvi| wØZxq we‡ùviYUv GZB kw³kvjx, gvwm©wWR‡K Kuvwc‡q w`j| AvZw¼Z `„wó‡Z ivbv

†`Lj, †ev‡Ui †Kweb †mKkb mnmª UzK‡iv n‡q evZv‡m Do‡Q| †MvUv †evU wew”Qbœ n‡q Qwo‡q coj| †auvqv, Av¸b I AveR©bvi g‡a¨ gvby‡li †`nI †Pbv †MjÑcvK Lv‡”Q; nvZ, cv

Trang 11

R¨v‡KU I kvU© Ly‡j †djj|

†RwUi GZ Kv‡Q we‡ùviYUv N‡U‡Q, cÖvq me¸‡jv †bŠKvB

D‡ë †M‡Q, Av‡ivnxiv Kg‡ewk mevB AvnZ n‡q‡Q| K‡qKUv

†bŠKvq Av¸b R¡j‡ZI †`Lj ivbv| Kvbœv, wPrKvi,

Qy‡UvQywUÑme wgwj‡q A™¢yZ GK weåvwš—i m„wó n‡q‡Q| hviv

AvnZ nqwb, AviI we‡ùvi‡Yi Avk¼vq Qy‡U wbivc` `~i‡Z¡

m‡i hv‡”Q| GB gyn~‡Z© †RwUi KvQvKvwQ AvnZ †jvKR‡bi

DcKv‡i jvMvi K_v ivbv fve‡Q bv, I‡K Av‡M †`L‡Z n‡e

dqmj‡K mvnvh¨ Kiv hvq wK bv| e¨vcviUv m¨veUvR,

we‡ùvi‡Yi D‡Ïk¨ wQj dqmj‡K Lyb KivÑGfv‡e wPš—v

Ki‡j GUvI ivbvi a‡i †bqv DwPZ †h kÎ“c¶ Rv‡b GLv‡b

†KD GKRb dqm‡ji m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z Avm‡e, Ges wPb‡Z

cvi‡j Zv‡KI LZg Kivi my‡hvM Zviv Qvo‡e bv| Z‡e

cwiw¯’wZUv ivbv GKUz Ab¨fv‡e †`L‡Q| I cÖvq wbwðZ †h

†evgvUv wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji mvnv‡h¨ dvUv‡bv nqwb, KviY

†m‡¶‡Î I †ev‡U bv IVv ch©š— A‡c¶v Kiv nZ| kÎ“c‡¶i

†Kvb †jvK †RwUi Kv‡Q Dcw¯’Z Av‡Q e‡jI g‡b nq bv,

_vK‡j †RwUi GZ Kv‡Q †evgvUv dvUv‡bv nZ bv| Avi

†jvKRb hv Av‡Q me †RwUi Kv‡QB, Avkcv‡k Avi †KD

†bB| †mR‡b¨B ivbv fve‡Q, SzuwK wb‡q n‡jI Ii eis GKUz

Zrci nIqvB DwPZ| K›U¨v±-Gi Aw¯—Z¡ hw` †jvc †c‡qB

_v‡K, A¨vmvBb‡g‡›Ui ¯^v‡_© wKQy K¬z bv †c‡j Ii Pj‡e bv,

Avi Zv cvevi GKgvÎ Dcvq cÖwZc‡¶i mvg‡b wb‡R‡K

Rvwni Kiv| R‡j ev WvOvq Zv‡`i †KD hw` _v‡K, Zv‡K Ii

wP‡b wb‡Z n‡e|

nv‡Zi kvU© I R¨v‡KU †RwUi wKbvivq ivLj ivbv,

I¸‡jvi wb‡P Pvcv w`‡q‡Q Iqvj_viUv| UªvDRvi Ly‡j WvBf

w`j mvM‡i|

dqm‡ji †evUUv BwZg‡a¨ A`„k¨ n‡q †M‡Q| cvwbi Ici

†f‡m Av‡Q ïay †ev Avi ÷vb©, ci¯ú‡ii Mv‡q X‡j co‡Q| mvMi kvš—, AKz¯’‡j Kv‡Vi UzK‡iv Avi RÄvj fvm‡Q|

†evUUvi ûBjnvD‡m `yÕRb †jvK‡K †`‡LwQj ivbv, Avi nq‡Zv †Kwe‡b wQj dqmj| GiKg we‡ùvi‡Y KviI †eu‡P _vKvi K_v bq, Z‡e ejvI hvq bv| †eu‡P _vKzK ev bv _vKzK, ivbv‡K wbwðZ n‡Z n‡e †ev‡U dqmj wQj| cvnvox iv¯—vi

`yÕcv‡k K‡qKUv evwo †`‡L‡Q I, †Uwj‡dv‡bi ZviI †`‡L‡Q, _vbvq I nvmcvZv‡j wbðqB GZ¶‡Y Lei †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q| †QvU GKUv UvM †evU †`Lj ivbv, w`K e`‡j Qy‡U Avm‡Q Gw`‡K| fvOv †Lvj I †iBj cvk KvwU‡q †Mj I‡K| Dcyo n‡q GKUv jvk fvm‡Q, Mv‡qi iO KzPKz‡P Kv‡jv, m¤ú~Y© Dj½| gyLUv †`L‡Z wM‡q Amy¯’‡eva Kij ivbv, A‡a©KUvB D‡o

†M‡Q| †jvKUv dqmj bq, KviY Zvi †Muvd †bB|

wcQ‡b GKUv kã n‡Z Nvo †divj ivbv| cÖ_‡g wKQyB

†`L‡Z †cj bv, Zvici †Pv‡L coj fvOv †iBj I K‡qK UzK‡iv †Lv‡ji gvSLv‡b iwOb wK †hb bo‡Q| Ny‡i †RwUi w`‡K wd‡i Avm‡Q I, GB mgq cvwb †_‡K gv_v Zz‡j nuvcv‡Z

†`Lj †g‡qUv‡K| `ª“Z muvZvi †K‡U Zvi cv‡k P‡j Gj|

`yÕnvZ j¤^v †gvUv GKUv KvV a‡i †f‡m Av‡Q †g‡qUv, Zvi kix‡ii fv‡i cvwbi wb‡P Wy‡e Av‡Q †mUv| cuwPk †_‡K wÎ‡ki gZ eqm n‡e, †ivMvB ejv hvq, c‡i Av‡Q wRbm Avi bxj kvU©| gyLUv †`‡LB g‡b n‡jv †P‡b I| wKš‘ †Kv_vq

†`‡L‡Q g‡b Ki‡Z cvij bv| †g‡qUvi kix‡ii wb‡P wb‡Ri Kuva ivLj ivbv, †f‡m _vK‡Z mvnvh¨ Ki‡Q| cÖkœ K‡i jvf

†bB, KviY †Pv‡L †Nvi jvMv `„wóB e‡j w`‡”Q †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z©

Trang 12

Ávb nviv‡e| wVK mgq gZB †`‡L‡Q ivbv, Av‡iKUz †`wi

n‡j wbN©vZ Wy‡e †hZ|

†g‡qUv‡K `ª“Z cix¶v Kij ivbv| nvZ-cv wVK Av‡Q|

kix‡ii †Kv_vI †_‡K i³cvZ n‡”Q bv| †Kvb nvoI fv‡Owb|

m¤¢eZ cÖPÊ SuvwK †L‡q GB Ae¯’v n‡q‡Q| †ev‡Ui Av‡ivnx

wQj wKbv ejv gykwKj|

GZ¶Y †Kvb iK‡g †f‡m wQj, mvnvh¨ †cuŠQv‡Z †`‡L

Ávb nvwi‡q †d‡j‡Q †g‡qUv| BwZg‡a¨ Avkcvk †_‡K

A‡bK¸‡jv gvQ aivi †bŠKv Qy‡U G‡m‡Q, †RwUi mvg‡b D×vi

KvR ïi“ K‡i‡Q †R‡jiv| Zv‡`iB GKUv †bŠKvq †g‡qUv‡K

wb‡q DVj ivbv| GB mgq Ávb wd‡i †c‡q d¨vjd¨vj K‡i

Pviw`‡K ZvKvj †m, Zvici Si-Si K‡i †Ku‡` †djj| GB

Kvbœv †`‡LB Zv‡K wP‡b †djj ivbv|

ivbvi nvZ a‡i †RwU‡Z DVj †g‡qUv| Nvo wdwi‡q

`yÕwZbevi wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj †m, cÖwZevi wkD‡i DVj|

wc¯—jmn Kvco¸‡jv Zz‡j wbj ivbv| †RwU a‡i nuvUvi mgq

†g‡qUv‡K GK nv‡Z Rwo‡q ivLj I, †m-I Ii Kuv‡a gv_v

†VwK‡q †i‡L‡Q| †fRv Kvc‡o kix‡ii †iLv¸‡jv GZ †ewk

¯úó, ZvKv‡Z A¯^w¯—‡eva Ki‡Q ivbv| †RwU †_‡K †b‡g G‡m

ivbvi Kuva †_‡K gv_v Zzjj †m| †Pv‡L †PvL ivLj, mviv gy‡L

`„wó eyjvj, Zvici aiv Mjvq ejj, ÔAv-Avcwb Avgv‡K

euvwP‡q‡Qb| ab¨ev`, AmsL¨ Õ

ÔAvwg bv n‡j †R‡jiv, †KD bv †KD euvPvZB,Õ ejj ivbv,

†RwUi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Kvco ci‡Q| †R‡jiv aivawi K‡i `y‡Uv

jvk Zzj‡Q| BwZg‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q UvM‡evUUv, µziv wZbRb‡K

cvwb †_‡K Zzjj, GKRb m¤¢eZ †eu‡P †bB|

ÔAvcwb wK †ev‡U wQ‡jb?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj †g‡qUv|

Ôbv| Mvwo wb‡q cvnvo †_‡K bvgwQjvg, GB mgq we‡ùviYUv NUj,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔIB †ev‡U Avgvi GK eÜz wQj, Zvi m‡½B †`Lv Ki‡Z G‡mwQ|Õ Bw½‡Z MvwoUv †`Lvj| ÔAvcwb GUvi Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q `uvovb, Avwg †`wL cvwb †_‡K Kv‡`i‡K †Zvjv n‡jv|Õ Zvici, GK †m‡KÛ BZ¯—Z K‡i Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔAvcwb _v‡Kb †Kv_vq, gwj−Kv?Õ

†g‡qUv ïay †h wew¯§Z n‡jv, Zv bq, GKUz †hb Pg‡KI DVj| ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K †P‡bb?Õ

ÔGUv GKUv cÖkœ n‡jv?Õ nvmj ivbv| ÔweL¨vZ A¨v_‡jU gwj−Kv iZœcÖfv‡K †K bv †P‡b! MZ eQi mvK© †¯úvU©m-G bZzb

†iKW© K‡i‡Qb GK‡kv wgUvi †`Š‡o cÖ_g n‡q| wUwf‡Z Avcbv‡K Avb‡›` Kuv`‡Z †`‡LwQ Avwg|Õ

ÔIn&, MW!Õ gwj−Kv GLbI Avoó| ÔAvcwb wQ‡jb ILv‡b!Õ nvZUv evwo‡q w`j ivbv| Ôgvmy` ivbv| Rvb©vwj÷, wm½vcy‡i _vwK,Õ ejj I, nvZUv GKevi SuvwK‡q †Q‡o w`j| ÔgvbKzjvg †_‡K †Uwj‡dv‡b GKRb MvB‡Wi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM K‡iwQjvg, Zvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡ZB c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z Avmv|

IB †ev‡U Zvi _vKvi K_v wQj| fvj K_v, Avcbvi m‡½ Avi

†KD wQj bv?Õ Ôbv|Õ `ª“Z gv_v bvoj gwj−Kv| Ô†QvU GKUv †evU wb‡q GKvB †ewi‡qwQjvg| mgq KvUwQj bv, fvejvg †`wL †Zv

`yÕGKUv gvQ cvB wK bv|Õ mvB‡ib evwR‡q GKUv A¨vgey‡jÝ G‡m `uvovj, wcQy wb‡q

Gj cywj‡mi GKUv Rxc| ÔwVK Av‡Q, GLv‡b A‡c¶v Ki“b Avcwb| Avwg †`wL MvBW f`ª‡jvK‡K cvIqv †Mj wKbv|Õ ÔGK wgwbU,Õ ejj gwj−Kv| ÔGLvbKvi cwiw¯’wZ wKš‘ Lye

†Mvj‡g‡j| cywj‡mi †Kvb mvnvh¨ PvIqv Avcbvi DwPZ n‡e

Trang 13

bv| GgbwK †ev‡U Avcbvi cwiwPZ †KD wQj, GUvI I‡`i‡K

ej‡eb bv|Õ

Ơ†Kb?Õ

ƠKviY cywjm Avcbv‡K wgwQwgwQ †Mwijv‡`i mvnvh¨Kvix

e‡j m‡›`n Ki‡e,Õ ejj gwj−Kv| Ơïay ZvB bq, Avcbvi

cƯwZwU AvPiY UvBMviivI j¶ Ki‡Q| cywjm hw` Avcbv‡K

†MƯdZvi bv-I K‡i, Iiv Avcbv‡K miKv‡ii G‡R›U wn‡m‡e

m‡›`n Ki‡e| Avcwb Avgv‡K euvwP‡q‡Qb, ZvB GZ K_v

ejwQĐme‡P‡q fvj nq hZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e c‡q›U †c‡Wªv

†Q‡o Avcwb hw` P‡j hvb|Õ

Ơmveavb Kivi R‡b¨ ab¨ev`, gwj−Kv,Õ ejj ivbv| ƠZ‡e

wK Rv‡bb, Avgvi †ckvB Le‡ii wcQ‡b †QvUv| †evUUv †h

†evgv †g‡i Wywe‡q †`qv n‡q‡Q, G †Zv wb‡Ri †Pv‡LB

†`Ljvg| Aš—Z cywjm GB m¨veUvR m¤ú‡K© wK e‡j Zv †Zv

bv ï‡b cvwi bv| Z‡e †ewk mgq †be bv, hve Avi Avme Õ

Ơ†m Avcbvi B”Qv,Õ ¤−vb gy‡L ejj gwj−Kv| ƠZ‡e `qv K‡i

GB Sv‡gjvi g‡a¨ Avgv‡K Rov‡eb bv| Kzwg‡ii nvZ †_‡K

euvwP‡q GLb hw` Avgv‡K ev‡Ni nv‡Z Zz‡j †`b, Gi †P‡q

wbơziZv Avi wKQy n‡Z cv‡i bv|Õ

ƠwVK Av‡Q, Avcbvi K_v KvD‡K eje bv|Õ †RwU a‡i

`ª“Z G‡Mvj ivbv| `~i †_‡KB †`L‡Z †cj A¨vgey‡jÝ Kgx©iv

AvnZ †jvKRb‡K †÷ªPv‡i Zzj‡Q|

`yB

Awdm †_‡K cvIqv †Pnviv I †cvkv‡Ki eY©bv ûẻ wg‡j hvIqvq jvk †`‡L dqmj‡K wPb‡Z cvij ivbv| Z‡e kbv³ Kivi cƯkœ I‡V bv GB R‡b¨ †h cƯ_gZ dqmj‡K Av‡M KLbI

†`‡Lwb I, wØZxqZ Zvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z G‡mwQj ïb‡j cywjm Sv‡gjv cvKvevi my‡hvM cv‡e| cywjm †Kvb cƯkœ Kij

bv, I-I †h‡P c‡o wKQy ej‡Z †Mj bv| gwj−Kv‡K D×vi Ki‡Z I‡K A‡b‡KB †`‡L‡Q, Z‡e cƯm½Uv †KD bv †Zvjvq

¯^w¯— †eva Kij ivbv| me wgwj‡q mvZUv jvk cvIqv †M‡Q,

†R‡jiv ej‡Q LyuR‡j AviI cvIqv hv‡e| †gvevBj †dv‡b Lei cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q, cywjm †nW‡KvqvU©vi †_‡K Wyeyix Avm‡e| cywj‡mi eo KZ©viv GLbI G‡m †cuŠQvbwb, Z‡e c‡_B Av‡Qb Zuviv| ivbv eyS‡Z cvij, GLv‡b Nyi-Nyi KivUv wVK n‡e bv|

AvnZ †jvKRb‡K wb‡q A¨vgey‡jÝ P‡j †M‡Q, iv¯—vq ïay cywj‡mi Rxc Avi ivbvi gvwm©wWR| Pviw`‡K ZvwK‡q gwj−Kv‡K †Kv_vI †`L‡Z †cj bv I| cƯ_‡g fvej, Avkcv‡kB †Kv_vI †M‡Q, GLywb G‡m co‡e| wKš‘ `k wgwbU A‡c¶v Kivi ciI wdij bv †m| ivbvi g‡b coj, †Kv_vq

Trang 14

_v‡K wR‡Ám Kivq gwj−Kv Reve †`qwb| Z‡e †mUv B”QvK…Z

wKbv ejv gykwKj| †g‡qUv wbðqB †evKv bq, Kv‡RB †m

eyS‡e †h Zvi gZ bvgKiv GKUv †g‡q‡K Lyu‡R †ei Kiv

†gv‡UI KwVb †Kvb KvR bq|

cÖkœ n‡jv, ivbv Zv‡K LyuR‡e wK bv| †Kvb wKQy Avkv K‡i

Zv‡K ivbv mvnvh¨ K‡iwb| Zvi Gfv‡e bv e‡j P‡j hvIqvUv

A¯^vfvweK n‡jI, Ab¨vq wKQy bq| Z‡e we‡ùviYUv †h‡nZz

m¨veUvRÑZv‡Z wewmAvB-Gi GKRb DcKvix eÜz gvivI

†M‡QÑGes †g‡qUv NUbvi Lye KvQvKvwQ _vKvq wKQy cÖ‡kœi

DËi ivbv Zvi Kv‡Q PvB‡ZB cv‡i| ai‡j A‡bK wKQyB aiv

hvq| GKv GKUv †g‡q fi `ycyi‡ejv †evU wb‡q gvQ ai‡Z

hvw”Qj †Kb? cywjm‡KB ev Zvi GZ fq wK‡mi? Avi Gfv‡e

G‡K AviI K‡qKRb‡K wR‡Ám Kij ivbv, wKš‘ mevB

gwj−Kv m¤ú‡K© AÁZv cÖKvk Kij| GgbwK eq¯‹ †R‡jivI

gwj−Kv‡K †P‡b bv| †m †`Šo cÖwZ‡hvwMZvq †mvbv wR‡Z‡Q

ï‡b nuv K‡i ZvwK‡q _vKj Zviv|

GKUv e¨vcvi cwi®‹vi n‡q †Mj, gwj−Kv Avkcv‡k †Kv_vI

_v‡K bv| GB GjvKvi †g‡q n‡j †R‡jiv Aek¨B Zv‡K

wPbZ| LyuZLyu‡Z fveUv AviI †e‡o †Mj ivbvi| GLb g‡b

gwj−Kvi wb‡la m‡Ë¡I cÖ‡kœi Rev‡e ivbv‡K ej‡Z n‡jv, Ônu¨v, mwZ¨|Õ

BÝ‡c±‡ii †Pnviv D™¢vwmZ n‡q DVj| Ô†m‡¶‡Î AKzÉwP‡Ë ej‡Z nq, cÖwZwU kªxj¼vb Avcbvi cÖwZ K…ZÁ| gwj−Kv iZœcÖfv GB RvwZi weivU GK Me©, Avcwb Avgv‡`i

†mB Me©‡K AKv‡j nvwi‡q †h‡Z †`bwbÑmwZ¨, wK e‡j †h K…ZÁZv Rvbve Õ

ÔwKš‘ ej‡Z cv‡ib,Õ evav w`j ivbv, ÔGLv‡b †KD Zv‡K

†P‡b bv †Kb?Õ ÔwK K‡i wPb‡e ejyb, gwj−Kv †Zv GLv‡b _v‡Kb bv,Õ ejj BÝ‡c±i| ÔZvQvov, Awkw¶Z †R‡jiv wK GZ Lei iv‡L Õ ÔwKš‘ gwj−Kv Avgv‡K e‡j‡Qb, GKUv †evU wb‡q gvQ ai‡Z hvw”Q‡jb| GLv‡b hw` bv-B _v‡Kb Õ

BÝ‡c±i ejj, ÔGLv‡b gwj−Kvi KvKv iZœwMwi Rqk•L _v‡Kb| _v‡Kb gv‡b, GB GjvKvq f`ª‡jv‡Ki wekvj GK `yM© Av‡Q| Dwb wkícwZ, `yM©Uv kL K‡i wbjv‡g wK‡b‡Qb|

†ewkifvM mgq we‡`‡kB KvUvb f`ª‡jvK| Z‡e KvKv wd‡i‡Qb ï‡b gwj−Kv nq‡Zv Zuvi Kv‡Q †eov‡Z G‡m‡Qb|Õ BÝ‡c±‡ii AvPiY inm¨gq jvM‡Q ivbvi| Ii cwiPq ev GLv‡b Dcw¯’wZi KviY m¤ú‡K© †Kvb cÖkœB Ki‡Q bv †m| ejj, ÔAvgvi aviYv, Avcbviv Sv‡gjv Ki‡Z cv‡ib GB f‡qB gwj−Kv Zvovû‡ov K‡i P‡j †M‡Qb|Õ

ÔAv‡i bv, A¨vw·‡W›U BR A¨vw·‡W›U, Zv wb‡q Avgiv

Trang 15

Sv‡gjv Ki‡Z hve †Kb!Õ †n‡m DVj BÝ‡c±i| ÔZvQvov,

gwj−Kv iZœcÖfv †`‡ki Me© Õ

ÔAvcbvi Zvn‡j wek¦vm, e¨vcviUv `yN©UbvB wQj?Õ

Ônu¨v, Avgvi aviYv Z`‡š— †mUvB cÖgvwYZ n‡e,Õ ejj

BÝ‡c±i| ÔcÖvq Lvwj GKUv †evU †K m¨veUvR Ki‡e, ejyb!

GiBg‡a¨ Rvbv †M‡Q, †ev‡U D‡j−L‡hvM¨ Av‡ivnx ej‡Z

Rvdbvi GKRb MvBW Qvov Avi †KD wQj bv| Kv‡RB GUv

A¨vw·‡W›U n‡Z eva¨|Õ

nvm¨Ki hyw³, MÖnY Kivi cÖkœ I‡V bv| Z‡e ZK© Govevi

R‡b¨ ivbv Pzc K‡i _vKj|

ÔAvcwb †Zv gvmy` ivbv, ZvB bv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij

BÝ‡c±i| ÔRvb©vwj÷, wm½vcyi †_‡K Avm‡Qb|Õ

ÔAvcwb Rvb‡jb wKfv‡e?Õ

BÝ‡c±i nvmj, ÔmiKvix †ivWe−K †K †Kv_vq cvi n‡”Q,

me Lei m‡½ m‡½ †c‡q hvB Avgiv, wg ivbv| GLv‡b GKUv

hy× Pj‡Q, m¨vi|Õ

Ô†`Lv n‡j Zvn‡j gwj−Kv‡K eje †h cywjm Zuv‡K wb‡q

†Kvb Sv‡gjv Ki‡e bv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

Ônu¨v, Aek¨B|Õ nvmj BÝ‡c±i| ÔGLv‡b Avgvi KvR

Av‡Q, Zv bv n‡j Avwg wb‡RB Avcbv‡K †cuŠ‡Q w`Zvg| Z‡e

e‡j w`‡j Avcwb `yM©Uv wP‡b wb‡Z cvi‡eb| GB †Zv Kv‡QB,

Wvb w`‡Ki IB cvnvo Uc‡K gvBj Lv‡bK G‡Mvevi ci

cwð‡g hv‡eb| wKQy`~i †M‡jB Wvb w`‡K co‡e cÖvB‡fU

†ivWUv| Pvicv‡k Nb R½j, Avi †Kvb evwo-Ni †bB| iv¯—vUv

Xvj †e‡q D‡V †M‡Q `y‡M©i †MU ch©š—| cvnv‡oi gv_vq IUv,

wcQb w`‡K mvMi|Õ

Ôab¨ev`, wg÷vi Õ nvZ evovj ivbv|

Ô†c‡iiv, BÝ‡c±i wmw½ †c‡iiv| BD Avi I‡qjKvg,

wg ivbv|Õ nvZUv GKevi a‡iB †Q‡o w`j †m, Ny‡i Rx‡ci w`‡K G‡Mvj|

Zvi wc‡V †PvL †i‡L ivbv fvej, BÝ‡c±i †c‡iiv PvB‡Q

`y‡M© gwj−Kvi Kv‡Q hvK I| †Kb, Zvi wK ¯^v_©?

Mvwo‡Z D‡V ÷vU© w`j ivbv, Rx‡ci w`‡K †PvL co‡Z †`Lj

†gvevBj †dv‡b KviI m‡½ K_v ej‡Q BÝ‡c±i †c‡iiv|

* cvnvoUv Uc‡K Gj gvwm©wWR| gvBjLv‡bK G‡Mv‡Z n‡jv bv, Zvi Av‡MB †e−Bhvi civ gwj−Kv iZœcÖfv‡K †`L‡Z †cj ivbv,

`yÕPvKvi mvB‡Kj wb‡q Zxi‡e‡M Qy‡U Avm‡Q|

Mvwo _vwg‡q †b‡g coj ivbv| Ii cv‡kB _vgj gwj−Kv, Avoó †n‡m ejj, Ôbv e‡j P‡j Avmvq mwZ¨ `ytwLZ| Avm‡j wf‡R Kvc‡o Lye A¯^w¯— jvMwQj †Zv, ZvB fvejvg Õ nVvr wew¯§Z n‡q cÖm½ e`jvj, ÔAvcwb wK Avgvi †Luv‡RB Gw`‡K G‡m‡Qb? wKš‘ GLv‡b †Zv Avgv‡K †KD †P‡b bv, Avcwb Rvb‡jb wKfv‡e †Kv_vq _vwK Avwg?Õ

ÔGK cywjm BÝ‡c±i mvnvh¨ Kij,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔhvK, Avevi †`Lv n‡q‡Q, G‡ZB Avwg Lywk| Avgvi `yÕGKUv cÖkœ Av‡Q Õ

ÔGLv‡b `uvwo‡q? ey‡SwQ, Avcwb Avgvi Ici ivM K‡i‡Qb! wbðqB AK…ZÁ fve‡Qb Avgv‡K| bv-bv, A¯^xKvi Ki‡eb bv|Õ mvB‡Kj †_‡K †b‡g coj gwj−Kv| ÔAvwg †h AK…ZÁ bB, Ges wb‡Ri AvPi‡Yi R‡b¨ jw¾Z, †mUvB GLb Avwg cÖgvY Kie| c‡q›U †c‡Wªv‡Z †h KÕw`b Av‡Qb, Avcbv‡K Avgvi AvwZ_¨ MÖnY Ki‡Z n‡e Õ

Ô†h-KÕw`b AvwQ gv‡b? AvRB Avwg P‡j hve|Õ

Trang 16

Ôej‡jB n‡jv P‡j hve? Avcbv‡K Avwg †h‡Z w`‡j †Zv!Õ

Bw½‡Z mvB‡KjUv †`Lvj gwj−Kv| Ôe‡bUUv Lyjyb, GUv‡K

Avcbvi Mvwoi wcQ‡b Zzwj|Õ

Ôbv, gwj−Kv Õ

Ôc−xR, wg ivbv! bó B‡gRUv cybi“×v‡ii GKUv my‡hvM

Aš—Z w`b Avgv‡K| Avcwb Avgv‡K bZzb Rxeb `vb

K‡i‡QbÑAvcbvi Am¤§vb Ki‡j Aag© n‡e †h|Õ

†n‡m †djj ivbv, Z‡e g‡b g‡b fvej, cwieZ©bUv †Pv‡L

eo jvM‡Q; Zvn‡j eis †`LvB `iKvi †Kv_vKvi cvwb †Kv_vq

Movq| ejj, ÔBÝ‡c±i ejj, Avcwb wb‡RB GLv‡b AwZw_,

KvKvi Kv‡Q †eov‡Z G‡m‡Qb, †m‡¶‡Î Avgvi wK Avcbvi

AwZw_ nIqv P‡j?Õ

ÔAvwgB KvKvi GKgvÎ DËivwaKvix, GB `yM©mn Zuvi mg¯—

m¤úwË Avi e¨emv GKw`b Avgvi n‡e,Õ ejj gwj−Kv| ÔKvKv

hw` †kv‡bb Avwg GLv‡b KvD‡K G›Uvi‡UBb KiwQ, wZwb Lywk

n‡eb| AvB Bbwm÷, wg ivbv|Õ

cvnvox c_ KuvPv n‡jI, LvwbK `~i cwð‡g hvevi ci Wvb

w`‡K cvKv iv¯—v cvIqv †Mj| Nb R½‡ji †fZi cÖvB‡fU †ivW

GUv, †ek K‡qKUv euvK wb‡q µgk Ic‡i D‡V †M‡Q| GK

mgq `yM©Uv †`Lv †Mj| cÖvPxb I a~mi cÖKvÊ GKUv cv_y‡i

†Kj−v, `~i †_‡K †`‡L ivbvi Mv †Kb †hb QgQg K‡i DVj|

`yM©Uv‡K Pviw`K †_‡K wN‡i †i‡L‡Q Mfxi I PIov cwiLv|

dU‡Ki mvg‡b †cuŠQv‡Z n‡j GKUv WªweªR †ci“‡Z n‡e| ivbv

fvej, c_ wb‡`©k †`qvi mgq GUvi K_v †Zv BÝ‡c±i e‡jwb!

Mvwoi ¯úxW K‡g Avm‡Q †`‡L gwj−Kv ejj, Ôcyiv‡bv

n‡jI, GLbI GKUv U¨vs‡Ki fvi mn¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡e weªRUv,

†mvRv D‡V co–b|Õ

WªweªR †cwi‡q G‡m wekvj Kv‡Vi dU‡Ki mvg‡b gvwm©wWR _vgvj ivbv| Mvwo †_‡K †b‡g coj gwj−Kv, `yM©Uv‡K wN‡i _vKv DuPz cuvwPj a‡i nb-nb K‡i nuvU‡Q| GKUv euv‡Ki KvQvKvwQ _vgj, eo GKUv †evìv‡ii Zjvq nvZ XywK‡q wK

†hb †ei Kij| wd‡i Gj †m, nv‡Z Pvwei GKUv

†MvQvÑPvwe¸‡jv Ava nvZ K‡i j¤^v| Zvjv Ly‡j dU‡Ki cvj−v

†V‡j †fZ‡i †XvKvi c_Uv Db¥y³ Kij| Avevi BÝ‡c±i wmw½ †c‡iivi K_v g‡b coj ivbvi| c_ wb‡`©k †`qvi mgq wKfv‡e dUK Lyj‡Z n‡e e‡jwb †m| Rx‡c e‡m †gvevBj

†dv‡b K_v ej‡Q, `„k¨Uv Av‡iKevi ¯§iY Kij I|

Mvwo‡Z wd‡i G‡m gwj−Kv ejj, Ôwbb, Xy‡K co–b|Õ cv_y‡i cÖv½YUv wekvj I wbR©b, Pvicv‡k ïay †`e-

†èx‡ì gg©i g~wZ© ùvwo‡q Av‡Q, gvSLv‡b my`„k¨ GKUv

†dvqviv| ÔAvcbvi KvKvi `y‡M© †Uwj‡dvb Av‡Q †Zv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

†n‡m DVj gwj−Kv| ÔKÕUv PvB Avcbvi?Õ Ôbv, gv‡b, MvBW f`ª‡jv‡Ki m‡½ †`Lv n‡jv bv †Zv, ZvB fvewQ †Kvb Uª¨v‡fj G‡RwÝi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Kie|Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q, Ki‡eb| Z‡e, AvwgI †Zv AvwQ, wK `iKvi

bv ìKvi ej‡j mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvie Avcbv‡K|Õ mv`v gv‡e©j cv_‡ii avç‡jvi wb‡P Mvwo _vgvj ivbv| av‡ci Ici eo-eo Kv‡Vi ìRv, me¸‡jv eÜ; Avkcv‡k

†Kvb †jvKR‡bi Qvqv ch©š— †bB| duvKv `yM© Luv-Luv Ki‡Q,

†Kgb †fŠwZK GKUv wb¯—äZv| Mvwo †_‡K †b‡g gwj−Kvi m‡½ avc UcKv‡”Q ivbv; GK nv‡Z eªxd‡Km, Aci nv‡Z myU‡Km| ÔPvKievKiiv †Kv_vq?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I|

ÔAvm‡j Avwg †Kvb Lei bv wb‡qB P‡j G‡mwQ,Õ ejj

Trang 17

gwj−Kv| ÔGLv‡b G‡m ïbjvg we‡`k †_‡K wdi‡Z AviI wKQy

w`b †`wi n‡e KvKvi| we‡`‡k †M‡j cÖwZeviB I‡`i‡K QywU

w`‡q hvb Dwb| GLb ïay GKRb gvjx Av‡Q, mvivw`b c‡o

c‡o Nygvq| GKRb †Kqvi‡UKvi ev `v‡ivqvbI Av‡Q, Z‡e

bv _vKviB gZ|Õ

Ô†Kb?Õ

Ô†jvKUvi KvRB n‡jv IqvBb †mjvi-G wM‡q Pzwi K‡i g`

LvIqv| Avwg G‡m covq wbðqB Zvi Lye Amywe‡a n‡”Q|

cvwj‡q cvwj‡q _v‡K, WvK‡jI mvov cvIqv hvq bv| ivbœvevbœv

Kivi R‡b¨ MÖvg †_‡K KvKvi `yB PvKivbx‡K †W‡K

G‡bwQjvg, wKš‘ Zv‡`i ivbœv cQ›` bv nIqvq we`vq K‡i

w`‡qwQ|Õ †e−Bhv‡ii c‡KU †_‡K Av‡iK †MvQv Pvwe †ei K‡i

GKUv `iRv Lyjj †m| ÔAvmyb, †M÷iƒgUv †`wL‡q w`B

Avcbv‡K|Õ

ÔIqvBb †mjvi?Õ ivbv wew¯§Z| ÔGiKg GKUv cÖvPxb

`y‡M©? ZvQvov, kªxj¼vq cÖPzi cwigv‡Y g` ˆZwi nq, GiKg

†Zv KLbI ïwbwb|Õ

nvmj gwj−Kv| Ônq, cÖPzi cwigv‡YB ˆZwi nq| g` Lvq bv

Ggb †jvK Lye KgB cv‡eb Avcwb kªxj¼vq| Z‡e G-†`‡k

ïay wPwbK‡ji DcRvZ †_‡K g` ˆZwi Kiv nq| KvKvi K_v

Aek¨ Avjv`v, Dwb d«vÝ Avi ¯‹Uj¨vÛ †_‡K RvnvR fwZ© K‡i

IqvB‡bi wc‡c Avg`vwb K‡ib|Õ

†gBb njiƒ‡gi †fZi w`‡q c_ †`Lvj gwj−Kv| j¤^v

GK‡Rvov IK †Uwej †`Lj ivbv, wmwjs †_‡K Szj‡Q wµ÷vj

SvoevwZ| cÖwZwU †`qvj cyi‡bv I `vgx A‡qj †cBw›Us-G

mvRv‡bv| †`vZjvi †M÷iƒgUv †ek eo| Puv‡`vqv jvMv‡bv wKs

mvBR †eW| gLg‡ji c`©v w`‡q †`qvj¸‡jv XvKv| Mw`

jvMv‡bv `y‡Uv †Pqvi| evZvm fvix n‡q Av‡Q wgwó GKUv

†m‡›Ui M‡Ü| nvZ Zz‡j GKUv `iRv †`Lvj gwj−Kv| ÔIUv ev_iƒg| Avcwb gyL nvZ ay‡q †d«k n‡q wbb, Avwg †`wL Avcbvi R‡b¨ LvIqv`vIqvi wK e¨e¯’v Kiv hvq|Õ

ÔgvbKzjvg †_‡K Avwg †L‡qB AvmwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGK Kvc Pv ev Kwd n‡jB Pj‡e, ab¨ev`|Õ

`iRv Ly‡j KwiW‡i †ei“‡Z hv‡e gwj−Kv, Nvo wdwi‡q nvmj| ÔAvcbvi cv‡ki KvgivUvB Avgvi|Õ Kvgiv †_‡K

†ewi‡q wM‡q `iRvUv eÜ K‡i w`j †m|

ev_iƒg †_‡K wd‡i G‡m weQvbvq wPr n‡jv ivbv| gwj−Kv‡K Av‡`Š †Kvb cÖkœ Kiv DwPZ n‡e wKbv fve‡Q| Zvi GLbKvi ¯^Ztù‚Z©, cÖvq D”Q¡wmZ AvPiY †`‡L g‡bB n‡”Q bv

†h we‡ùvi‡Yi d‡j cÖPÊ k‡K Kvwnj n‡q c‡owQj †m|

†Kgb †hb Awfbq ev K…wÎgZvi MÜ cv‡”Q I| wKQy wR‡Ám

bv K‡i †PvL-Kvb †Lvjv ivL‡jB eis nq‡Zv A‡bK cÖ‡kœi DËi †ewi‡q Avm‡e|

nVvr `iRv Ly‡j †Mj| meyR Nvm Avi GK ivk †Mvjvc

†`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv| I‡K gy» I wew¯§Z n‡Z †`‡L nvmj gwj−Kv| †e−Bhvi e`‡j AuvUmuvU mv`v ¯‹vU© c‡i‡Q †m, wcÖ›U Kiv Nvm¸‡jv Mvp meyR; Ic‡i c‡i‡Q DbœZ ¯—‡b Gu‡U emv e−vDR, my‡Zvq †Zvjv †Mvjvc¸‡jv bxj| Ôg‡bB wQj bv †h Avcwb †dvb e¨envi Ki‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb,Õ ejj †m, gLg‡ji c`©vi w`‡K nvZ Zzjj| ÔIw`‡Ki †`qv‡j cv‡eb|Õ

Ôab¨ev`|Õ Ôwb‡P, †gBb n‡j AvwQ Avwg| KvR †m‡i `k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ †b‡g Avmyb, Zv bv n‡j Kwd VvÊv n‡q hv‡e|Õ wbZ‡¤^

†XD Zz‡j Avevi †ewi‡q †Mj gwj−Kv, Z‡e `iRvUv eÜ Kivi

Trang 18

mgq AKvi‡Y nvm‡Z fyjj bv|

weQvbv †_‡K D‡V c`©vi w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv| dqmj Lyb

nevi ci XvKvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM KivUv Ri“ix n‡q c‡o‡Q|

Ii Kj gwbUi Kiv n‡Z cv‡i, Rv‡b I, Z‡e †mR‡b¨ †gv‡UI

wPwš—Z bq| wewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©vi I‡K gvbKzjvg-Gi GKUv

†dvb b¤^i w`‡q‡Q, †dvbMvB‡W †mUv †bB, beŸyB †m‡K‡Ûi

†ewk K_v bv ej‡j jvBbUv †Uªm KivI m¤¢e bq|

Wvqvj Kij ivbv|

ÔPw›`ªKv Uª¨v‡fj G‡RwÝ,Õ SiS‡i Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj wgwó

bvixKÉ| Pw›`ªKv †KvW IqvW©, GB bv‡g †Kv_vI †Kvb Uª¨v‡fj

G‡RwÝ †bB|

Ô†c‡Wªv‡Z GK c‡q›U LyB‡qwQ,Õ evsjvq ejj ivbv, Ii

K_v AcicÖv‡š— †iKW© n‡q hv‡”Q| Ô†m †bB| wZwb wK e‡jb

†kvbvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Kie Avwg|Õ Gici gwj−Kvi †Uwj‡dvb

b¤^iUv Rvwb‡q w`j|

ÔwZb wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ †hvMv‡hvM n‡j n‡e, Zv bv n‡j GK

NÈv ci,Õ e‡j jvBb †K‡U w`j †g‡qUv|

†m GLb wewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©v‡i †dvb K‡i †iKW© Kiv

ivbvi wi‡cvU© †kvbv‡e, Awd‡m cvIqv †M‡j †Lv` ivnvZ

Lvb‡KB| ivbv‡K hw` wZwb GLywb †Kvb wb‡`©k w`‡Z Pvb, Zvi

jvB‡bi m‡½ gwj−Kvi jvB‡bi ms‡hvM NwU‡q †`‡e Pw›`ªKv|

`yB wgwb‡Ui gv_vq wiO n‡jv| AcicÖv‡š— ivnvZ Lvb|

Ô†Zvgvi m‡½ Zvi †Kvb K_vB nqwb?Õ mivmwi Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb

wZb

fvix `iRv Ly‡j VvÊv cv_y‡i KwiW‡i †ewi‡q Gj ivbv| GLv‡b Av‡jv Lye Kg, `xN© KwiW‡ii †kl gv_v AveQv AÜKv‡i nvwi‡q †M‡Q| nVvr ivbvi g‡b n‡jv, I GKv bq| wc‡V KviI `„wó Abyfe Ki‡Q| `ª“Z Nyij, wKš‘ Mvp Qvqvi

†fZi KvD‡K †`L‡Z †cj bv| A_P Abyf~wZUv Av‡Mi gZB,

†KD Ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| Zvici KwiW‡ii †kl gv_vi Kv‡Q AveQv AÜKv‡ii †P‡qI Kv‡jv GKUv AvK…wZ b‡o DVj| bv bo‡j †jvKUv‡K Qvqvg~wZ© e‡j †PbvB †hZ bv| †ek j¤^v †m, Lvwj Mv‡q eyK wPwZ‡q `uvwo‡q Av‡Q, A¯úó n‡jI dz‡j _vKv †cwki Avfvm cvIqv hv‡”Q| G †jvK gvjx n‡Z cv‡i bv| †Kqvi‡UKvi?

wb‡Ri Dcw¯’wZ Rvwni Kivi R‡b¨B mvgvb¨ GKUz b‡o‡Q

†jvKUv| wK D‡Ïk¨ ejv gykwKj| ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K `xN© K‡qK †m‡KÛ ZvwK‡q _vKj Iiv| Zvici Avevi boj

Trang 19

†jvKUv, AmsL¨ wLjv‡bi GKUv a‡i A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj|

†mw`‡K AviI K‡qK †m‡KÛ ZvwK‡q _vKvi ci Ny‡i wmuwoi

w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv, avc †e‡q †b‡g Gj †gBb njiƒ‡g| GKUv

IK †Uwe‡ji gv_vq Kwdi miÄvg wb‡q Ii A‡c¶vq e‡m

i‡q‡Q gwj−Kv|

ÔGBgvÎ GKUv †jvK‡K †`Ljvg,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔLvwj Mv‡q

KwiW‡ii †kl gv_vq `uvwo‡q wQj|Õ

ÔI, Avcwb cïcwZ‡K †`‡L‡Qb| KvKvi †Kqvi‡UKvi ev

`v‡ivqvb, hvB ejyb|Õ M¤¢xi n‡jv gwj−Kv| ÔAvcbv‡K †`‡L I

†evanq A¯^w¯— †eva Ki‡Q|Õ

Ô†Kb?Õ

Ôgwb‡ei Abycw¯’wZ‡Z Zuvi Zi“Yx AvZ¥xqv GiKg cÖKvÊ

I wbR©b GKUv `y‡M© †eov‡Z P‡j G‡j wbtm½ ZvMov †hvqvb

GKUv PvKi wK ai‡bi d¨v›Uvmx‡Z fyM‡Z cv‡i Kíbv K‡i

wbb|Õ nVvr nvmj gwj−Kv| ÔAvcwb Ii †mB d¨v›Uvmx‡Z evav

n‡q `uvwo‡q‡Qb|Õ

ÔZvn‡j †Zv Avgvi GKUz mveav‡bB _vKv DwPZ, wK

e‡jb?Õ nvjKv †KŠZz‡Ki my‡i ejj ivbv|

AviI GKUz M¤¢xi n‡jv gwj−Kv| ÔAvgvi Ggb wKQy ejv

DwPZ bq hv ï‡b Avcwb fq cvb| ev` w`b †Zv, GLv‡b

emyb|Õ Bw½‡Z cv‡ki †PqviUv ivbv‡K †`Lvj|

Kwdi Kv‡c PzgyK w`‡q Zvwid Kij ivbv| Ôevn&, my›`i|

ab¨ev`, gwj−Kv| Avcwb wK e‡jb, iv‡Z Avgiv evB‡i

†Kv_vI †L‡Z hve?Õ

Ôdig¨vwjwU ev` w`‡q ci¯úi‡K Avgiv Zzwg ej‡j cvwi

bv?Õ nvmj gwj−Kv, ivbvi Kwâ‡Z AvOyj QyuB‡q ZLywb Avevi

mwi‡q wbj nvZUv| Ônu¨v, †Kvb †i‡¯—viuvq †h‡Z cvwi| jvf

n‡e GB †h Kó K‡i Avi wd‡i Avm‡Z n‡e bv, †Mwijviv `qv K‡i GKUv †evgv dvwU‡q †mvRv cicv‡i cvwV‡q †`‡e|Õ Ôcwiw¯’wZ GZB Lvivc?Õ

Ômemgq †Kv_vI bv †Kv_vI †evgv dvU‡Q| †Kb,

†R‡j‡`i †RwU‡Z wK NUj wb‡Ri †Pv‡LB †Zv †`L‡jb,Õ wØZxqevi †`Lv nevi ci GB cÖ_g we‡ùvi‡Yi NUbvUv ¯§iY Kij gwj−Kv| K_vUv e‡j gv_v bZ Kij †m, †hb NUbvUvi R‡b¨ †m-B `vqx, ev †Kvb Kvi‡Y Aciva †ev‡a fyM‡Q|

wb¯—äZv fvix n‡q DV‡Z ivbv Rvbvj, Kvj mKv‡j I‡K gvbKzjv‡g †h‡Z n‡e|

ÔZvn‡j †Zv fvjB n‡jv,Õ gyL Zz‡j ejj gwj−Kv| ÔAvwg gvbKzjv‡gB _vwK| mKv‡j GKm‡½B iIbv nIqv hv‡e| Avi wWbv‡ii e¨vcviUv Avcwb Avgvi Ici †Q‡o w`bÑ`vI| wZb- wZb‡U †iwd«Rv‡iUi, me †Kbv Av‡Q, wK †L‡Z cQ›` K‡iv ej‡e, Avwg wb‡Ri nv‡Z ivbœv K‡i LvIqve †Zvgv‡K|Õ Gevi ivbvi nv‡Z nvZ ivLj, mwi‡q †bqvi Av‡M Pvc w`j GKUz|

Ôbv, gv‡b, Avgvi wKš‘ B”Qv bq †Zvgv‡K Gfv‡e Sv‡gjvq

†dwj,Õ f`ªZv K‡i ejj ivbv|

ÔZzwg Avgvi cÖvY euvwP‡qQ, g‡b Av‡Q? ïay GKUv wWbvi

bq, AviI A‡bK wKQy cvIbv †Zvgvi| Z‡e IUv w`‡qB ïi“ Kiv hvK, wK e‡jv?Õ

Kíbvi †Pv‡L ivbv †`L‡Z †cj, Mfxi iv‡Z Ii `iRvq

bK Ki‡Q gwj−Kv| Zvici fvej, hw` mwZ¨ bK K‡i, mvov

bv †`qvUv wK Ab¨vq n‡q hv‡e bv? `y‡M©i cwi‡ekUv‡K

†ivgvw›UK I †fŠwZK, `y‡UvB ejv hvq| Ii lô Bw›`ªq ej‡Q, Avkcv‡k wec` IZ& †c‡Z Av‡Q| wKš‘ GKB m‡½ gwj−Kvi AvKl©YI `ywb©evi| Zvi ¯^Ztù‚Z© fveUv a‡i ivLvi †Póv

Trang 20

evievi e¨_© n‡q hv‡”Q, †m-Kvi‡YI cƯPÊ †KŠZ‚nj †eva

Ki‡Q ivbv| wKQy GKUv †Mvcb Ki‡Q gwjưKv| †m wK

dqmj‡K wPbZ? we‡ùviYUv †hLv‡b NUj, Zvi Avkcv‡kB

wQj †mĐ†mUv wK B”QvK…Z, bvwK NUbvPµ? gwjưKvi Avmj

cwiPqUv wK?

G-me cƯ‡kœi DËi †c‡Z n‡j †g‡qUvi m‡½ AviI Nwbơ

n‡Z n‡e I‡K| Aš—Z GB Kvi‡YI gwjưKv‡K cƯZ¨vL¨vb

KivUv fyj n‡e| dqmj wewmAvB-Gi Bbdg©vi wQj|

Zvi‡P‡q eo K_v, evsjv‡`‡ki c‡¶ KvR Ki‡Z wM‡q Lyb

n‡q‡Q †m| Zvi Lybx‡K wPb‡Z n‡e| bv wPb‡j Zv‡K kvw¯—

†`‡e wKfv‡e|

mÜ¨v n‡q Avm‡Z Av‡jv R¡vjj gwjưKv| wd‡i G‡m

†Pqv‡i emj bv, ivbvi GKUv nvZ a‡i ejj, ƠG‡mv, wK‡P‡b

e‡m Mí Kie|Õ

wK‡PbUv AvaywbK, †fZ‡i cƯPzi RvqMv| wmwjs †_‡K

Szjš— j¤^v û‡Ki m‡½ AvUKv‡bv i‡q‡Q Zvgv, wcZj I

†÷Bb‡jm ÷xj-Gi †KUwj I c¨vb| i¨vKUv GKw`‡Ki cy‡iv

†`qvj Ry‡o, Zv‡Z _‡i _‡i mvRv‡bv wWk, †cưU I KvUjvwi|

Av‡iK w`‡Ki †`qv‡j †÷vb Av‡fb, cv‡k GK‡Rvov M¨v‡mi

Pz‡jv| `iRvi GKcv‡k `y‡Uv wiwd«Rv‡iUi, Av‡iK cv‡k

wekvj GKUv Wxc wd«Rvi| IUv †_‡K eo GK UzK‡iv exd

†ei K‡i avivj Qywi w`‡q `ª“Z nv‡Z dvwj-dvwj K‡i KvUj

gwjưKv| †`L‡Z †`L‡Z K‡qK ai‡bi cU I c¨v‡b ivbœv

Pwo‡q w`j †m, me¸‡jv Pz‡jv R¡vwj‡q w`‡q‡Q| nvZ †_‡g

†bBĐMvRi, Ug¨v‡Uv, kmv, K¨vcwmKvg, Svj gwiP, a‡b

cvZv, †jey BZ¨vw` †K‡U ¯Z‚c K‡i †djj PxbvgvwUi j¤^v‡U

GKUv wW‡k| †m KvR Ki‡Q, GKUv BwR‡Pqv‡i Mv Gwj‡q

w`‡q g„`y †`vj Lv‡”Q ivbv, †mB m‡½ gwjưKvi cƯwZwU K_v gb w`‡q ïb‡Q| kªxj¼vb †¯úvU©m †dWv‡ikb-Gi GKRb †UªBbvi

†m, gvbKzjvg kvLvq †QvU †Q‡j‡g‡q‡`i wKfv‡e †`Šov‡Z nq

†kLvq| Z‡e Zvi evwo gvbKzjv‡g bq, Rvdbvq| †m Qvov Zvi cy‡iv cwievi Rvdbvq AvUKv c‡o, Ges GB Awfkß hy‡× mevB gviv hvq|

ivbœvi GK ch©v‡q ivbv‡K wb‡q †gBb n‡j wd‡i Gj gwjưKv, `uvovj †QvU GKUv evi-Gi mvg‡b, AwZw_i cƯwZ m¤§vb Rvwb‡q Aby‡iva Kij †m †hb wb‡Ri cQ›` gZ cvbxq

†e‡Q †bq| Zvici, nv‡Z Mưvm, `y‡M©i †fZiUv Nywi‡q †`Lvj ivbv‡K| nuvUvi mgq ci¯ú‡ii nvZ a‡i _vKj Iiv, gwjưKvi Ei“ ivbvi Ei“i m‡½ Nlv †L‡jv| ƠGKUv `ytLRbK NUbv Avgv‡`i‡K KvQvKvwQ G‡b w`‡q‡Q,Õ GK mgq ejj gwjưKv| ƠZ‡e IB NUbvi cƯ_g AskUv Avwg fy‡j †h‡Z PvB, g‡b ivL‡Z PvB ïay wØZxq AskUv| wKš‘ Zv-I m¤¢e wKbv Avwg Rvwb bv|Õ

Ơ†Kb, G-K_v ejQ †Kb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

ƠZzwg nVvr †`e`~‡Zi gZ D`q n‡j| G †Zv †mªd GKUv gvqvB| nVvr †`Le Zzwg †bB| wbg©g n‡jI, GUvB KwVb ev¯—eĐKĩ n‡jI †g‡b wb‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ

ivbvi g‡b n‡jv, I‡K wK †hb ej‡Z †P‡qI ej‡Z cvi‡Q

bv gwjưKv| nq‡Zv †Kvb m¤úK© †bB, Zv m‡Ë¡I †Uwj‡dv‡b cvIqv e‡mi mZK©evYx g‡b c‡o †Mj IiĐƠmveav‡b †_‡Kv, wØZxqevi I‡`i Uv‡M©U bv-I wgm n‡Z cv‡i|Õ

Ơnvwi‡q †dje †Zvgv‡K, G-K_v Rvwb e‡jB †Zvgvi m¤ú‡K© Avgvi †Kvb †KŠZ‚nj †bB,Õ ¤ưvb my‡i Avevi ejj gwjưKv| Ơïay Rvb‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q, Zzwg Avgvi m¤ú‡K© wK

Trang 21

fveQ, ivbv?Õ

DËiUv GKUz Nywi‡q w`j ivbv| ÔAvwg Avm‡j gvbyl‡K

Avb‡›` _vK‡Z †`L‡Z cQ›` Kwi| nvwm, Avb›`, cyjK,

Dj−vm Avi Z…wßi f³ Avwg| gvwUi c„w_ex‡Z ¯^‡M©i †Kvb

bgybv hw` _v‡K, G¸‡jvBÑgvby‡li myLvbyf~wZ| †Zvgvi †mB

Kvbœvi g‡a¨ cig Avb›` †`‡LwQjvg Avwg, ZvB fvj

†j‡MwQj| AvRI, Avb‡›` Aaxi n‡q Zzwg hw` cÖvY Ly‡j

nvm‡Z cvi‡Z, Avgvi fvj jvMZ| wKš‘ KviYUv wK Rvwb bv,

wK †hb †Zvgv‡K evav w`‡”Q| Zzwg nvm‡Z cviQ bv|Õ

Ô†`e`~Z †h Aš—‡f©`x n‡e, G‡Z Avi Avð‡h©i wK Av‡Q!Õ

¤−vb nvmj gwj−Kv| ÔwK Rv‡bv, KviI gv-evev Avi fvB-†evb

hw` hy‡× e›`x Ae¯’vq Lyb nq, Zvi c‡¶ cÖvY Ly‡j nvmv mwZ¨

m¤¢e bq| c−xR, Gi †ewk wKQy Rvb‡Z †P‡qv bv|Õ

Zvigv‡b AviI wKQy Rvbvi Av‡Q| K_vUv g‡b †Mu‡_ ivLj

ivbv| m¤¢e n‡j gwj−Kvi gv-evev I fvB-†evb m¤ú‡K© Lei

wb‡Z n‡e I‡K|

ivbv j¶ Kij, `y‡M©i wZb I PviZjv †_‡K g~j KvVv‡gvi

evB‡i †ei“‡bv hvq, †mw`‡K †QvU AvK…wZi †ek K‡qKUv

Kvgiv Av‡Q| cÖvPxb n‡jI, cv_‡ii ˆZwi wmuwoi avc¸‡jv

AvRI gm„Y, †Kv_vI GZUzKz fvOv bq, cvK †L‡q D‡V †M‡Q|

†`qv‡j-†`qv‡j ga¨hy‡Mi A¯¿ Szj‡Q| †Kv_vI †`qvj †K‡U

ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q Mfxi ZvK, cÖwZwU Zv‡K M¤¢xi A_ev wbwj©ß

gy‡L e‡m Av‡Q †cŠivwYK exicyi“l‡`i †eªvÄg~wZ©| †`vZjvq

eomo GKUv Kvgivi †fZi KwiW‡ii Av‡jv covq AvaywbK

dvwb©Pvi I mvwi-mvwi eyK †kj‡di Avfvm cvIqv †Mj|

wR‡Ám Kivq gwj−Kv Rvbvj, IUv Zvi KvKvi ÷vwW| wegl©

fveUv KvwU‡q nVvr D”Qj I gyLi n‡q DVj gwj−Kv, `y‡M©i

wewfbœ As‡ki ˆewkó¨ eY©bv Ki‡Q| Zvi GB cwieZ©b GKUz m‡›`‡ni †Pv‡LB †`Lj ivbv| Zvi KviYI Av‡Q| wZbZjvi cy‡iv evg w`KUv mh‡Zœ Gwo‡q †Mj †m, Avi †mUv eyS‡Z w`‡Z Pvq bv e‡jB †hb GZ K_v ej‡Q| ivbv j¶ Kij, Iw`‡K cvkvcvwk wZb‡U Kvgiv i‡q‡Q, me¸‡jvi Rvbvjv

`iRv k³fv‡e eÜ Kiv| `y‡M©i evwK As‡ki Zzjbvq IB eÜ Kvgiv¸‡jv m¤ú~Y© Ab¨iKg jvMj, †hb wbwl× ev †Mvcb wKQy Av‡Q I¸‡jvq|

wb‡P wd‡i Avmvi ci IqvBb †mjviUv †`Lvi B”Qv cÖKvk Kij ivbv| cwi®‹vi †evSv †Mj bv, GKUz wK BZ¯—Z Kij gwj−Kv? ÔI, nu¨v, IqvBb †mjv‡ii K_v e‡jwQ †Zvgv‡K| Zv †ek

†Zv, P‡jv, IUvI †`wL‡q Avwb|Õ nvmj gwj−Kv, c_ †`Lvj, mi“ cv_‡ii avc †e‡q IqvBb †mjv‡i bvwg‡q Avbj ivbv‡K|

mvwii ci mvwi `uvwo‡q Av‡Q weivU AvKv‡ii wc‡c| cÖwZwUi wQwc Auv‡Uv K‡i AuvUv| Mv‡q GKUv K‡i U¨vM muvUv, Zv‡Z †Kvb wc‡c †Kvb †`k †_‡K Avg`vwb Kiv n‡q‡Q, †Kvb

†kªYxi cvbxq, K‡e ˆZwi BZ¨vw` †jLv| †mjviUv GZ eo, gwj−Kv myBP wU‡c Av‡jv R¡vjvi ciI †kl gv_vi AÜKvi KvUj bv| ivbv Av›`vR Kij, Kg K‡iI K‡qK nvRvi wc‡c i‡q‡Q GLv‡b| wKš‘ †Kb? kxZ cÖavb cwðgv †Kvb †`‡ki AbyKi‡Y GiKg wekvj IqvBb †mjvi ˆZwi Kivi wcQ‡b gwj−Kvi wkícwZ KvKvi D‡Ïk¨Uv wK? GZ g` w`‡q wK Ki‡eb f`ª‡jvK?

wmuwo †e‡q IVvi mgq AviI GKUv wK †hb †Pv‡L co‡Z PvBj ivbvi, wKš‘ Nvo wdwi‡q wcQ‡b ZvwK‡qI wRwbmUv

†`L‡Z †cj bv| gbUv LyuZ-LyuZ Ki‡Z jvMj Ii|

I‡K Av‡iKevi wcQb wd‡i ZvKv‡Z †`‡L gwj−Kv †n‡m

Trang 22

D‡V ejj, ÔRvwb wK fveQ| GZ g` w`‡q wK K‡ib Avgvi

KvKv, GB †Zv?Õ

Ônu¨v, cÖkœUv Avgvi g‡b †R‡M‡Q|Õ

Ôg` †ePv-†Kbv Kiv KvKvi GKUv mvBW weR‡bm, eyS‡j!Õ

e¨vL¨v Kij gwj−Kv| Ôkªxj¼vi cÖvq me evi-G GLvb †_‡KB

mvc−vB hvq|Õ

e¨vL¨vUv ivbvi cQ›` bv n‡jI Pzc K‡i _vKj| Ii gb

GLbI †mB e¨vcviUv wb‡q LyuZ-LyuZ Ki‡Q| IqvBb †mjv‡i

wK †hb GKUv Av‡Q| wKš‘ eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv wK †mUv|

G n‡jv Bw›`ªq I gw¯—‡®‹i GK ai‡bi †Ljv| wKQy GKUv

Bw½Z †c‡q‡Q P¶z, wKš‘ Bw½ZUv wPb‡Z bv †c‡i gw¯—‡®‹i

Kv‡Q mvnvh¨cÖv_x© n‡q‡QÑwK †`Ljvg e‡jv! DËiUv gw¯—®‹

†`‡e wVKB, wKš‘ wKQyUv mgq †Lwj‡q †bqvi ci|

wWbv‡i emvi ci gwj−Kvi AvPi‡Y AveviI cwieZ©b j¶

Kij ivbv| e‡jwQj, Ii e¨vcv‡i Zvi †Kvb †KŠZ‚nj †bB,

A_P e¨w³MZ bvbv wel‡q Rvb‡Z PvB‡Q GLb| wVK wK Kv‡R

kªxj¼vq G‡m‡Q| wm½vcyi †Zv Kg©‡¶Î, †`k ev gvZ…f~wg

†Kv_vq| I wK GLbI GKv? KvD‡K fvjev‡m?

ivbv Zvi me cÖ‡kœiB Reve w`j| Z‡e cÖ_g cÖ‡kœi Reve

w`j G‡Kev‡i †k‡l| ÔAvwg evsjv‡`kx| kªxj¼vq G‡mwQ †Zj

Pzwii GKUv ¸R‡ei Ici wi‡cvU© ˆZwi Ki‡Z|Õ wK cÖwZwµqv

nq †`Lvi R‡b¨ Zx¶è `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q _vKj|

wKš‘ gwj−Kvi †Kvb cÖwZwµqvB n‡jv bv| gvs‡mi wWkUv

Ii w`‡K †V‡j w`‡q Awf‡hv‡Mi my‡i ejj, ÔwKQyB †Zv Lv”Q

bv| ivbœv wK fvj nqwb?Õ

ÔAv‡i bv, cÖwZwU AvB‡Ug `vi“Y n‡q‡Q| Lvw”Q †Zv|Õ

gwj−Kvi †Kvb cÖwZwµqv bv nIqvq ivbv nZvk| fvej, I wK

Zvn‡j fyj Ki‡Q? †g‡qUvi m‡½ IB we‡ùvi‡Yi †Kvb m¤úK©

†bB?

wWbvi †kl nevi ci Kwd cwi‡ekb Kij gwj−Kv, nvfvbv Pzi“‡Ui GKUv †`wL‡q ejj, ÔAf¨vm _vK‡j †L‡Z cvi| KvKv wb‡R a~gcvb K‡ib bv, Z‡e AwZw_‡ì Advi K‡ib|Õ Ôabëv`, Avwg LvB bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAv‡i, †Zvgvi KvKv m¤ú‡K© †Zv cÖvq wKQyB e‡jvwb| Zuvi g~j eëmvUv †hb wK?Õ ÔKÕUvi K_v eje| †iwW‡gW Mv‡g©›Um †_‡K ïi“ K‡i Km‡gwU·, wmé wgj, mvi I wm‡g›U KviLvbv, †KvbUv bv K‡ib|Õ

ÔZuvi wK mgy`ªMvgx RvnvR Av‡Q? Kv‡M©v †f‡mj? mycviU¨vsKvi?Õ ivbvi †Pv‡L Zx¶è `„wó|

Ôbvn&, ïay IBUvB †evanq ev` c‡o‡Q|Õ ÔwZwb we‡q-wU‡q K‡ibwb, Ki‡ebI bv, Zvn‡j GZ e¨emv Avi UvKv w`‡q wK n‡e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

Ônu¨v, †Zvgv‡K e‡jwQ †h AvwgB KvKvi GKgvÎ DËivwaKvix|Õ nvmj gwj−Kv| ÔZ‡e Zvi gv‡b GB bq †h we‡q

bv Kivi wm×vš— wZwb cvëv‡eb bv| ZvQvov, UvKv evbv‡bvUv KvKvi GKUv †bkv|Õ

ÔGB `y‡M© nq‡Zv wZwb gv‡Sg‡a¨ †eov‡Z Av‡mb, wbðqB emevm K‡ib bv?Õ

ÔRvdbvq Zuvi evwo Av‡Q|Õ gwj−Kv A¯^w¯— †eva Ki‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i KvKv cÖm½ Z¨vM Kij ivbv| ZvQvov, mvivw`b WªvBf K‡i Lye K¬vš— n‡q c‡o‡Q, Gevi kvIqvi †m‡i Nywg‡q cov `iKvi|

cÖm½Uv Zzj‡Z gwj−Kv ejj, Ônu¨v, mKv‡j iIbv ne, AvgviI ï‡q cov `iKvi| P‡jv Zvn‡j|Õ

Trang 23

†`vZjvq D‡V ivbvi Kvgivi mvg‡b `uvovj Iiv| gwj−Kv

ejj, Ôiv‡Z †Zvgvi hw` wKQy `iKvi nq, Avgv‡K †W‡Kv|

GKv †ewi‡qv bv, †Kgb?Õ

Ô†Kb, f~Z-U~Z Av‡Q bvwK?Õ

†n‡m †djj gwj−Kv| ÔcÖvPxb `yM©, f~Z bv _vK‡jI AZ…ß

AvZ¥v _vKv LyeB m¤¢e| me `y‡M©i BwZnvmB †Zv GKÑwe‡`ªvnx

cyi“l Avi my›`ix †g‡q‡`i‡K a‡i G‡b b„ksmfv‡e Lyb Kiv

nZ|Õ

Ômveavb Kivi R‡b¨ ab¨ev`, wKš‘ †Zvgv‡K WvK‡Z n‡jI

†Zv Ni †Q‡o †ei“‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K, ZvB bv?Õ

Ôbv, †ei“‡Z n‡e bv| cv‡ki N‡i Avwg _vKwQ, Avi `yB

N‡ii gvSLv‡b GKUv `iRv Av‡Q|Õ

ÔbK Ki‡jB †Zvgvi Nyg †f‡O hv‡e?Õ

Ôhw` bv fv‡O, †fZ‡i Xy‡K †W‡Kv,Õ ejj gwj−Kv, †PvL

bvwg‡q †g‡Si w`‡K ZvKvj| Ô¸WbvBU, ivbv|Õ

Ô¸WbvBU|Õ

ivbvi Nyg fvOj Lye †fv‡i| †MvUv `yM© Ke‡ii gZ wb¯—ä

n‡q Av‡Q| Mfxi iv‡Z GKevi Pg‡K D‡VwQj I, g‡b

n‡qwQj e¨_v †c‡q †KD wPrKvi K‡i IVvq NygUv Gfv‡e

†f‡O †M‡Q| weQvbvq D‡V A‡bK¶Y Kvb †c‡Z e‡m _vK‡jI

wKQy ïb‡Z cvqwb| e¨vcviUv ¯^‡cœi g‡a¨I N‡U _vK‡Z cv‡i,

ZvB Avevi ï‡q c‡o I| `~i †_‡K †f‡m Avmv †Mvjv¸wji

kã †c‡jI, Gici Avi Nyg fvOevi gZ wKQy N‡Uwb| N‡i

gvÎ `y‡Uv `iRv, `y‡UvB †fZi †_‡K eÜ Kiv wQj|

kvIqvi †m‡i `vwo Kvgvj ivbv| Kvco‡Pvco c‡i `iRv

Ly‡j KwiW‡i †ewi‡q Gj, D‡Ïk¨ wK‡P‡b †b‡g Kwd evbv‡e|

cv‡ki Kvgivi `iRv †Lvjv †`‡L DuwK w`j| BwZg‡a¨ mKvj

n‡q G‡m‡Q, †Lvjv Rvbvjv w`‡q Av‡jv c‡o‡Q gkvwii

†fZi| Mv‡qi Pv`i m‡i hvIqvq gwj−Kvi `xN© A¨v_‡jwUK KvVv‡gvUv ¯úó| wb‡R‡K GKUz wZi¯‹viB Kij ivbv|

†hŠe‡bi GKUv ag© Av‡Q, †mUv A¯^xKvi Kiv †¶Îwe‡k‡l Aciva| Kvj iv‡Z †kvqvi GK NÈv ci gvSLv‡bi `iRvq g„`y bK n‡qwQj| GLb g‡b n‡”Q mvov bv †`qvUv †evanq AcivaB n‡q †M‡Q|

†Pv‡Li †Kv‡Y wK †hb b‡o DV‡Z KwiW‡ii †kl gv_vi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| g‡b n‡jv mu¨vr K‡i †K †hb GKUv wLjv‡bi Avov‡j m‡i †Mj| ÔGB, †K ILv‡b?Õ wR‡Ám Kij

I, nb-nb K‡i G‡Mvj †mw`‡K|

`xN© KwiW‡ii A‡a©KUv †cwi‡q G‡m nVvr `uvwo‡q coj ivbv, †`Lj Ii mvg‡b GKUv cvjK c‡o i‡q‡Q| j¤^v GKUv cvjK, iOUv L‡qix, Mv‡q Kv‡jv †duvUv| G-ai‡bi cvjK Av‡MI †`‡L‡Q I, g‡b Kivi †Póv Ki‡Q KLb ev †Kv_vq|

GB mgq wcQb †_‡K WvKj gwj−Kv| ÔnvB!Õ cÖvq ¯^”Q w¯−wcs MvDbUv kix‡ii A‡bK inm¨B duvm K‡i w`‡”Q, ZvKvevi ci Avi †PvL †div‡Z cvi‡Q bv ivbv|

wK †f‡e †K Rv‡b GKUv `xN©k¦vm Pvcj gwj−Kv| ivbvi nv‡Z aiv cvjKUv †`Lj| ÔZzwgI †`LwQ †c‡qQ! AvwgI cvB| Avm‡j `yM©Uv wekvj, A_P †jvKRb bv _vKviB gZÑcvwLiv B‡”QgZ Avmv-hvIqv K‡i|Õ

Kwd †L‡qB †ewi‡q coj Iiv| `k gvBj `~‡i cÖ_g

†ivWe−K| Kvj GLv‡b miKvix ˆmb¨iv _vwg‡qwQj ivbv‡K, AvR Zv‡`i jvk c‡o Av‡Q Pviw`‡K Qwo‡q-wQwU‡q; wWDwU w`‡”Q UvBMvi †Mwijviv| ivbv‡K wew¯§Z n‡Z wb‡la Kij gwj−Kv, ejj, ÔGiKg ni-nv‡gkv NU‡Q| G †_‡KB ey‡S wbb

Trang 24

†Kv_vq evm Kwi Avgiv|Õ

†Mwijviv ivbvi KvMR-cÎ †PK Kij| fve †`‡L g‡b

n‡jv †WBwj wbD Gwkqvi wbi‡c¶ f~wgKv m¤ú‡K© Rv‡b Zviv,

Mvwo ev jv‡MR †PK bv K‡iB †Q‡o w`j| gwj−Kvi Kv‡Q Av‡Q

gvbKzjv‡g emevm Kivi †iwm‡WÝ cviwgU I

AvB‡WbwUwd‡Kkb, Z‡e Zv‡K wPb‡Z †c‡i †m-me Zviv

†`L‡Z PvBj bv| GiKg cÖwZwU †ivWe−‡KB we‡kl wKQy mywe‡a

cvIqv †Mj, we‡kl K‡i gwj−Kv m‡½ _vKvq|

gwj−Kvi c_ wb‡`©k †c‡q gvbKzjvg kn‡ii GK cÖv‡š—,

GKUv bqZjv A¨vcvU©‡g›U fe‡bi mvg‡b Mvwo _vgvj ivbv|

wb‡P †b‡g gvwm©wW‡Ri bv‡Ki mvg‡b w`‡q Ny‡i ivbvi w`‡Ki

Rvbvjvi cv‡k G‡m `uvovj gwj−Kv| wRb‡mi c‡KU †_‡K GK

†MvQv Pvwe †ei Kij, Zv †_‡K GKUv Pvwe Ly‡j evwo‡q w`j

ivbvi w`‡K| ÔgvbKzjv‡g hw` ivZ KvUvevi c−¨vb _v‡K,

†Zvgv‡K Avwg †nv‡U‡j _vK‡Z w`‡Z ivwR bB| KviYUv Avkv

Kwi e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z n‡e bv?Õ

PvweUv c‡K‡U †d‡j ivbv ejj, Ôn‡e|Õ

ÔAviI GKevi bK K‡i †`L‡Z PvB,Õ ejj gwj−Kv| ÔFY

†kva Kivi Avi wK †Kvb Dcvq Avgvi Av‡Q?Õ Zvici Avi

`uvovj bv, j¤^v cv †d‡j A¨vcvU©‡g›U fe‡b Xy‡K coj|

Pvi

Ggwb‡ZB cyi‡bv Avi fvOv‡Pviv, Zvi Ici AwZwi³ †`Šo

LvUv‡bv n‡q‡Q, d‡j A‡bK¶Y †_‡KB †Q‡o †` gv †Ku‡`

euvwP e‡j KK©k wPrKvi Ki‡Q gvwm©wWRUv| kn‡ii Av‡iK gv_vq †cuŠ‡Q †mv‡n‡ji m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K; Zvici hw` wm×vš— nq †h gvbKzjv‡g `yÕGKw`b _vK‡Z n‡e I‡K, Ii cÖ_g KvR n‡e MvwoUv e`jv‡bv|

iv¯—vi w`‡K g‡bv‡hvM, wKQy `~i Avmvi ci ivbv Dcjwä Kij, gwj−Kvi K_v fyj‡Z cvi‡Q bv I| †Kvb m‡›`n †bB †h A‡bK wKQyB †Mvcb K‡i †M‡Q †g‡qUv, Z‡e Zvi cÖwZwU AvPiYB †h Awfbq wQj G-K_v Ii gb †g‡b wb‡Z cvi‡Q bv|

†hgb †g‡b wb‡Z cvi‡Q bv wfD wgi‡i AvVvi gZ †mu‡U _vKv B¯úvZ i‡Oi j¨vbwmqv‡K ¯^vfvweK Uª¨vwd‡Ki Ask wn‡m‡e| †gBb †iv‡W hvbRU jvM‡Z hv‡”Q †`‡L my‡hvM

†c‡qB euvK wb‡q mvBW †iv‡W XyKj ivbv, Zvici †_‡K wfD wgi‡i ZvKv‡ZB `yÕwZb‡U Mvwoi wcQ‡b †`L‡Z †cj MvwoUv‡K| †j‡U÷ g‡Wj, GK‡kv wek gvBj †Zvjv hvq, GwÄ‡bi gZB AZ¨š— kw³kvjx ewW|

AviI K‡qKUv euvK Nyij ivbv| m‡›`n mwZ¨ cÖgvwYZ n‡jv| e¨vcviUv †Mvcb ivLvi R‡b¨ K‡qKUv Mvwoi wcQ‡b _vK‡Q j¨vbwmqvi WªvBfvi| A¯úófv‡e wZb‡U gv_v †`L‡Z

†cj ivbv| †ewkI n‡Z cv‡i|

AvOyj Zz‡j †KD †`wL‡q w`‡q‡Q? Zv bv n‡j GZ ZvovZvwo †KD wcQy wbj wKfv‡e? Z‡e GKUz wPš—v Ki‡Z ivbv eyS‡Z cvij, †Mwijv‡ì †ivWe−K ev miKvix ˆmb¨‡ì †PK c‡q‡›U A`„k¨ kÎ“c‡¶i AbyPiiv nq‡Zv A‡c¶v KiwQj, gvwm©wWRUv †`‡LB wP‡b †d‡j‡Q| cÖwZc¶ hvivB †nvK, kw³kvjx GKUv †bUIAK© Av‡Q Zv‡ì, †mUv GiB g‡a¨ b„ksmZv I †mB m‡½ `¶Zvi ¯^v¶i †i‡L‡Q| GB gyn~‡Z© wcQy

†bqvi D‡Ïk¨UvI cwi®‹vi, wewmAvB-Gi †Mvcb kvLvUv

Trang 25

wPb‡e| Zv I‡`i‡K ivbv †Kvbfv‡eB wPb‡Z †`‡e bv, †dD

Lmv‡Z e¨_© n‡j †mv‡n‡ji m‡½ AvR †`LvB Ki‡e bv I|

GKUv Uª¨vwdK mv‡K©j a‡i `yÕevi Nyij ivbv, †b‡g G‡m

Xy‡K coj GKUv mvBW †iv‡W, GKcv‡k `uvwo‡q _vKv Av‡cj

†evSvB GKUv wZb PvKvi f¨vb‡K D‡ë w`‡q| iv¯—vi av‡i

†c”Qve Ki‡Z e‡mwQj djIqvjv, nvDgvD K‡i Qy‡U G‡m

Av‡cj Kzov‡Z jvMj| †Vuv‡U Z…wßi nvwm wb‡q ivbv †`Lj

N¨vP& K‡i †eªK K‡l `uvwo‡q coj j¨vbwmqv, mvBW †iv‡W

XyK‡Z cvi‡Q bv|

cieZx© `y‡kv M‡Ri g‡a¨ AviI `yÕevi euvK wbj ivbv|

wcQb †_‡K nb© Avi Uvqv‡ii KK©k cÖwZev` †f‡m Avm‡Q,

Kv‡RB †Vuv‡Ui nvwm a‡i ivLv †Mj bv| eªxd‡Km Ly‡j wc¯—jUv

†ei K‡i †Kv‡ji Ici ivLj I| mvBW †iv‡Wi `yÕcv‡k mi“

Mwji Afve †bB, wKš‘ gvwm©wWR †fZ‡i XyK‡e bv| AMZ¨v

eva¨ n‡q Avevi †gBb †iv‡W †ewi‡q Avm‡Z n‡jv I‡K|

iv¯—vi GKcv‡k wekvj UªvK ÷¨vÛ, Av‡iK cv‡k mvwi

mvwi ˆ`Z¨vKvi ¸`vgNiÑIq¨vinvDm| wfD wgi‡i Avevi

†`Lv †Mj j¨vbwmqv‡K, ¯úxW evov‡”Q| WªvBfvi GLb Rv‡b

e¨vcviUv †Mvcb †bB| G‡Ki ci GK K‡qKUv UªvK‡K

Ifvi‡UK K‡i †a‡q Avm‡Q gvwm©wWR‡K aivi R‡b¨|

gvwm©wWR AvKv‡i †QvU bv n‡j wK n‡e, j¨vbwmqvi †nfx

†Pwmm, weivU †dÛvi Avi kw³kvjx ev¤úvi PovI n‡j IUvi

Lei n‡q hv‡e| GLb Avi m¤¢eZ ivbv G‡RwÝi †Mvcb

wVKvbv Rvb‡Z Drmvnx bq Zviv| GKUv msNl© evav‡Z Pvq,

†`‡L g‡b n‡e †mªd `yN©Ubv| ¸wj Kivi `iKvi †bB, Z‡e

my‡hvM _vK‡j D‡ë †`qv gvwm©wW‡R LvwbKUv †cUªj Xvj‡e,

Zv‡Z Qyu‡o †`‡e GKUv R¡jš— KvwV| Zvici AKz¯’j †Q‡o

`ª“Z cjvqb| c‡i Av¸b Avi jvk wb‡q hZ Lywk Kmir Ki“K cywjm, Kvi wK!

gvwm©wWR hZ bv QyU‡Q Zvi‡P‡q †ewk XvK-†Xvj †cUv‡”Q| iv¯—vi cv‡ki ¸`vgNi¸‡jv †kl n‡Z PvB‡Q bv| euvK †Nvivi

†Kvb my‡hvM †bB A_P ˆ`Z¨ j¨vbwmqv Nv‡oi Kv‡Q `ª“Z P‡j Avm‡Q|

nVvr K‡iB `yB †MvWvD‡bi gvSLv‡b duvKUv †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, Z‡e GZ mi“ †h gvwm©wWR XyK‡e wK bv m‡›`n| ¯úxW

bv Kwg‡q ûBj †Nvivj eb-eb K‡i| Wvb w`‡K KvZ n‡jv Mvwo, euv w`‡Ki `y‡Uv PvKvB k~‡b¨ D‡V c‡o‡Q| GKUv

†MvWvD‡bi †jvwWs c−¨vUd‡g©i wKbvivq evwo †L‡jv †dÛvi, Kswµ‡Ui UzK‡iv wew”Qbœ n‡q Qwo‡q co‡Q| euv w`‡Ki PvKv

`y‡Uv bvgvj bv, bvgv‡j duv‡Ki †fZi RvqMv cv‡e bv gvwm©wWRÑ`yÕcv‡k wUmy¨ †ccv‡ii gZ duvK †i‡L †ewi‡q Avm‡Q ivbv| wcQ‡b j¨vbwmqvi PvKvi m‡½ iv¯—vi Nl©Y nqwb, n‡j AvIqvR †cZ I| e¨vcviUv `ywðš—vi KviY n‡q `uvovj| Z‡e mi“ c¨v‡mR †_‡K evB‡i †ei“‡ZB inm¨Uv †evSv †Mj| GKUv euvK Ny‡i †MvWvD‡bi wcQ‡bi iv¯—vq coj j¨vbwmqv,

†mvRv gvwm©wW‡Ri w`‡K Qy‡U Avm‡Q| Zvigv‡b AviI GKUv mywe‡a †fvM Ki‡Q Iiv| gvbKzjvg kniUv ivbvi †P‡q fvjfv‡e †P‡b|

j¨vbwmqv ¯úxW evwo‡q w`j| gy‡LvgywL msNl© †VKvevi

Trang 26

†Nvivi mgq wZbevi AvNvZ Kij w¯’i `uvwo‡q cov j¨vbwmqvi

bv‡K, †c‡U Avi wbZ‡¤^| Awek¦vm¨ n‡jI mwZ¨, gvwm©wWR

Svov wÎk †m‡KÛ †gŠbeªZ Aej¤^b Kij, avZe GKUv Uuz-kã

ch©š— †bBÑ†hb ivbvi cÖwZwµqv Rvbvi R‡b¨ i“×k¦v‡m

A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| j¨vbwmqvi ev¤úvi I †dÛvi AvjMv n‡q L‡m

c‡o‡Q iv¯—vi Ici, DBÛ¯Œx‡bi KuvP e‡j wKQy †bB, ewW

†M‡Q Zze‡o|

ÔAvB q¨vg Bg‡cÖmW&, gvB wWqvi †jwW!Õ gvwm©wW‡Ri ûB‡j

GKUv Pz‡gv †L‡jv ivbv| ÔAv¯’v ivL‡Z bv †c‡i †h Aciva

K‡iwQ, m¤¢e n‡j ¶gv K‡i w`‡qv|Õ

GUv †evanq AviI Awek¦vm¨ †h ivbv _vg‡ZB Avevi

avZe HKZvb ïi“ Kij gvwm©wWR, Gevi Av‡Mi †P‡q wØ¸Y

†Rv‡i|

Z‡e we‡kl †Kvb jvf nqwb| KviY Avevi cvMjv

KzKz‡ii gZ wcQy wb‡q‡Q j¨vbwmqv| gvwm©wWR IUvi ïay

`yÕGKUv ckg wQuo‡Z †c‡i‡Q, †fZ‡ii K…wg¸‡jvi †Kvb ¶wZ

Ki‡Z cv‡iwb|

euvK wbj ivbv| Gw`‡K iv¯—vUv PIov, GKw`‡K †MvWvDb,

Av‡iK w`‡K †Lvjv †MÖvmvwi gv‡K©U| gv‡K©‡Ui mvg‡b Mvwo I

†jvKRb wMRwMR Ki‡Q, d‡j Lye mveav‡b WªvBf Ki‡Z n‡”Q

I‡K| wiqvi wfD wgi‡i j¨vbwmqv‡K †`L‡Z †cj I, euvK

wb‡q PIov iv¯—vq coj| Pvicv‡k cÖPzi Mvwo Avi †jvKRb

_vKvq GKUv mywe‡a cv‡”Q ivbv, msNl© evavevi B”QvUv

AvcvZZ Kv‡R jvMv‡Z cvi‡Q bv j¨vbwmqvi WªvBfvi| wKš‘

GB mywe‡a †ewk¶Y cv‡e bv I| Zvi Av‡MB wKQy GKUv Kiv

`iKvi Ii| nVvr K‡iB gv_vq †L‡j †Mj †mUv wK n‡Z

cv‡i| j¨vbwmqvi WªvBfvi †hUv KíbvI Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv!

†MÖvmvwi gv‡K©U‡K Qvwo‡q Gj ivbv| Gw`‡K GK mvwi‡Z ïay †jc-†Zvl‡Ki †`vKvb| GKUv †gv‡o †cuŠ‡Q gvSLv‡bi

†Mvj P°iUv a‡i cy‡iv GK cvK Nyij, ¯úxW evovj mivmwi j¨vbwmqv‡K j¶¨ K‡i| Ô†mB †LjvUvB †L‡jv, my›`ix!Õ weoweo K‡i ejj I| ÔZ‡e GKv|Õ Gw`‡K iv¯—vq Mvwo Kg,

†jvKRb AviI Kg| `y‡Uv Mvwo ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K QyUj| j¶Y †`‡L wbivc` `~i‡Z¡ m‡i hv‡”Q `yÕPvi‡U Mvwo I cw_K| gvwm©wW‡Ri `iRv Ly‡j GKgyn~Z© A‡c¶v Kij ivbv| mvg‡bi iv¯—vq j¨vbwmqv Qvov Avi wKQy †bB †`‡L mxU †_‡K Mvwoi evB‡i †d‡j w`j myU‡Km I eªxd‡Km, Zvici wb‡RI jvd w`j mivmwi GKUv †`vKv‡bi wcQ‡bi †`qvj j¶¨ K‡i| evwj‡ki GKUv ¯Z‚c I †`vKv‡bi †eov †f‡O †Lvjv gv‡V

†ewi‡q Gj kixiUv, GKUv †Kvj evwjk‡K Avwj½b K‡i Mov‡”Q| GK jv‡d wm‡a n‡qB QyUj wfo I †MÖvmvwi gv‡K©‡Ui w`‡K| ˆ`Z¨vKvi `yB avZe NvZ‡Ki msNl© Kv‡b †hb gayel©Y Kij|

Nvo wdwi‡q wcQ‡b ZvKv‡Z nZvk n‡jv ivbv| gy‡LvgywL msN‡l© j¨vbwmqv D‡ë †M‡Q, gvwm©wWR GLbI Pvi PvKvi Ici `uvwo‡q Av‡Q| j¨vbwmqvi †fZi †_‡K nvgv¸wo w`‡q

†ewi‡q Gj PviRb Kv‡jv KzPKz‡P Zi“Y| w`K åvwš— KvwU‡q DV‡Z gvÎ K‡qK †m‡KÛ mgq wbj Zviv, Zvici `yB

†`vKv‡bi gvSLv‡bi duvK M‡j Xy‡K coj †Lvjv gv‡V, avIqv ïi“ Kij ivbv‡K|

†MÖvmvwi gv‡K©‡U XyKj ivbv wcQb w`K w`‡q| nv‡Z wc¯—j _vK‡jI, Avovj K‡i †i‡L‡Q| gv‡K©‡Ui †fZi AmsL¨

†`vKvb, gvSLv‡b mi“-mi“ c¨v‡mR, G †hb wVK XvKvi e½-evRvi| fi `ycyi‡ejvI †µZv‡`i Dc‡P cov wfo

Trang 27

gš’iMwZ †mªv‡Zi gZ| †jvKRb‡K KbyB‡qi ¸u‡Zv †g‡i

G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv| wcQb w`‡K ZvwK‡q †`Lj Pvi Kv‡jv f~Z

GiB g‡a¨ †mªv‡Z Mv fvwm‡q w`‡q‡Q|

gv‡K©U †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m Av‡iKUv j¨vbwmqv †`L‡Z †cj

ivbv, Z‡e GUvi iO mv`v, Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q `uvwo‡q †QvÆ

Avqbvq †PvL †i‡L †Vuv‡U wjcw÷K Nl‡Q Ac~e© my›`ix GKUv

†g‡q| wVK hv PvBwQj IÑ†g‡qUv bq, MvwoUv| gvÎ GKevi

†PvL †evjv‡ZB fvj jvMvi GKUv Abyf~wZ RvMj g‡b|

`uvwo‡q Av‡Q Ajm GKUv fw½ wb‡q, Kuv‡a GKivk Kv‡jv

wmé-Gi ¯Z‚c, ci‡bi cvj©-†MÖ i‡Oi ¯−¨vKm I mv`v kv‡U©i

Ici A¨vk-Kvjv‡ii KvwW©Mvb| nVvr Nvo wdwi‡q ivbvi

w`‡K c~Y©`„wó‡Z ZvKvj †g‡qUv, Ges ZvKv‡ZB R¨v‡K‡Ui

†fZi †_‡K ivbvi wc¯—j aiv nvZUv †ewi‡q Avm‡Z †`Lj|

mZK© GKUv fve dzUj †Pv‡L, Z‡e Zvi †ewk wKQy bqÑAvZ‡¼

wPrKvi †`qwb ev KzuK‡o †QvU n‡qI hvqwb|

Ô†Kvb fq †bB,Õ Pvcv Mjvq ejj ivbv| ÔAvcbvi †Kvb

¶wZ Kie bv,Õ e‡j Mvwoi `iRv Ly‡j †g‡qUv‡K †V‡j †fZ‡i

†XvKvj I, †Kvg‡i nv‡Zi Pvc w`‡q m‡i †h‡Z eva¨ Kij

cv‡ki mx‡U| K_v¸‡jv wmsnjx fvlvq ZiRgv Ki‡Z hv‡e,

†g‡qUv evav w`j|

ÔAvwg Bs‡iwR eywS| Rvb‡Z cvwi, wK NU‡Q?Õ

myBP Ab K‡i ÷vU© w`j ivbv, j¨vbwmqvi cvIqvi c−¨v›U

c~Y©kw³‡Z M‡R© DVj| ÔAvcbvi mvnvh¨ wb‡q AvZ¥i¶vi †Póv

KiwQ|Õ wek MR `~‡ii GKUv c¨v‡mR n‡q gv‡K©U †_‡K

†ei“j f~Z¸‡jv, mivmwi Zv‡`i w`‡K j¨vbwmqv †QvUvj ivbv|

wQU‡K m‡i †Mj †jvK¸‡jv|

wcQb wd‡i ZvKvj †g‡qUv| ÔIiv GKUv gvB‡µvevm

nvBR¨vK Ki‡Q,Õ ejj †m| Ô`qv K‡i Mvwo _vwg‡q GLywb

†b‡g hvb Avcwb| GKUv †g‡q‡K Gfv‡e wec‡` †dj‡Z Avcbvi we‡e‡K eva‡Q bv?Õ Avevi wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj †m|

Ô`ytwLZ,Õ ejj ivbv, `yB PvKvi Ici Pvwj‡q GKUv euvK

†Nvivj j¨vbwmqv‡K|

ÔAvcwb wmsnjx bb, we‡`kx,Õ ejj †g‡qUv, †Kv‡ji Ici nvZe¨vMUv k³ K‡i a‡i Av‡Q| ÔGK`j ¸Êv Avcbv‡K Zvov Ki‡e †Kb?Õ

Ô†mUv IivB fvj ej‡Z cvi‡e|Õ Kswµ‡U PvKvi wKbviv N‡l Av‡iKUv euvK wbj ivbv|

ivbv †Lqvj Kij, Nvo wdwi‡q evievi wcQ‡bi gvB‡µvev‡mi w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q †g‡qUv| mvg‡b `xN© †Lvjv iv¯—v

†c‡q A¨vK‡mjv‡iUv‡i Pvc w`j I, j¨vbwmqvi jvd †`qvUv Abyfe K‡i Avcbg‡b nvmj GKUz|

ÔAvcbvi nvwm cv‡”Q?Õ Amnvq GKUv fw½ Kij †g‡qUv| ÔAvcbvi D‡Ïk¨Uv wK ïwb? †Kv_vq hv‡”Qb? Avgv‡K wb‡q wK Ki‡eb?Õ

Ôwij¨v·, wKQy Kie bv|Õ nVvr †duvm K‡i DVj †g‡qUv| ÔGKUv ¸Êvi K_v Avwg wek¦vm Kie †Kb?Õ

`ª“Z GKevi ZvKvj ivbv| Mjvi ¯^‡i †h cwigvY SuvS, Zvi Zzjbvq ej‡Z nq gy‡L iv‡Mi cÖvq †Kvb fveB †bB,

†Pv‡LI †bB weZ…òv ev Av¸b| eis VvÊv Avi AvZ¥cÖZ¨qx fveUvB †Pv‡L co‡Q| †g‡qUvi DbœZ ¯—bhyMj Abvqv‡m fivU K‡i †i‡L‡Q KvwW©MvbUv‡K| wKQy ej‡Z hv‡e I, GB mgq Uvs K‡i kã n‡jv j¨vbwmqvi Qv‡`| GKUv ey‡jU, Qv‡`i †Kv‡Y

†j‡M †ewi‡q †Mj| ÔwbPz nb!Õ wPrKvi Kij I|

Trang 28

m‡½ m‡½ mxU †_‡K no‡K †g‡S‡Z †b‡g †Mj †g‡qUv,

gyL Zz‡j ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| ÔAvevi e‡j wKbv

wij¨v·!Õ

Ô`ytwLZ,Õ nvwm †c‡jI †P‡c ivLj ivbv| Av‡iKUv euvK

Nyij I| †g‡qUv I‡K mwZ¨ AevK Ki‡Q| ey‡j‡Ui f‡q

†g‡S‡Z e‡m Av‡Q wVKB, wKš‘ b‡oP‡o emvUv hZUv m¤¢e

Avivg`vqK K‡i wb‡”Q, Avevi ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡qI Av‡Q

GK`„‡ó| kvš—, †hb evwoi wbivc` Wªwqsiƒ‡g e‡m Av‡Q|

j¨vbwmqvi Qv‡` Av‡iKUv ey‡jU Nlv †L‡jv| Iiv eyS‡Z

cvi‡Q gvB‡µvevm wb‡q j¨vbwmqv‡K Ifvi‡UK Kiv KwVb

n‡e, GLb I‡`i GKgvÎ Dcvq ¸wj K‡i ivbv‡K _vgv‡bv|

PIov iv¯—v weivU GKUv e„Ë ˆZwi K‡i‡Q, e„‡Ëi `~i cÖv‡š—

K‡qK mvwi †ijjvBb †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| weivU wW‡Rj GwÄb

GKUv c¨v‡mÄvi †Uªb‡K wb‡q D‡ëv w`‡K QyU‡Q, †mUv †`‡L

GKUv AvBwWqv †Ljj Ii gv_vq| BwZg‡a¨ cwi®‹vi n‡q

†M‡Q †h cÖwZwU iv¯—v Nb-Nb †gvo †bqvq, kn‡ii †fZi

Uª¨vwdK wek„sLjvi g‡a¨, gvB‡µvevmUv‡K Lmv‡bv m¤¢e bq|

Lmv‡Z n‡j GKUv nvBI‡q `iKvi, Avi †mUv hLb †bB ZLb

g‡›`i fvj GKUv Dcvq Kv‡R jvMv‡Z n‡e I‡K| cÖ_g KvR

gvB‡µvev‡mi m‡½ j¨vbwmqvi `~iZ¡ evov‡bv|

Mvwoi ¯úxW evovj ivbv| †g‡qUv, GLbI †g‡S‡Z e‡m

Av‡Q, k³ n‡q †Mj| Ab¨vb¨ Mvwo‡K Ifvi‡UK Ki‡Q

j¨vbwmqv, Nb-Nb KvZ n‡”Q, `yÕGK BwÂi R‡b¨ `yN©Ubv NU‡Q

bv|

ÔAvcwb aiv w`‡”Qb bv †Kb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij †g‡qUv|

Ôgviv hvIqvi †P‡q †mUv wK fvj bq? Gfv‡e Pj‡Z _vK‡j

†Zv `yÕR‡bB gviv coe|Õ

ÔAvgvi K_v ïb‡j Avcbvi †Kvb ¶wZB n‡e bv,Õ ejj ivbv| GKUv G·‡cÖm †Uªb‡K Ifvi‡UK Ki‡Q I| Lye `ª“Z QyU‡Q IUv, Ifvi‡UK Kivi R‡b¨ j¨vbwmqvi ¯úxW NÈvq GK‡kv gvB‡j Zzj‡Z n‡jv| gvB‡µvevmUv AvcvZZ

`„wómxgvi evB‡i wcwQ‡q co‡jI, ivbv Rv‡b Kv‡jv f~Z¸‡jv nvj Qvovi cvÎ bq| j¶ Kij, cvbcvZv AvK…wZi gyL Zz‡j I‡K †`L‡Q †g‡qUv, †PvL †Rvov GKUz KzuP‡K Av‡Q|

ivbv‡K GLb mgq I MwZi Pzj‡Piv wn‡me Ki‡Z n‡e|

GK Pzj fyj n‡j cwiYwZ n‡e fqven, KviY Zv ms‡kvab Kivi †Kvb my‡hvMB cvIqv hv‡e bv| †ij‡ivW µwms `„wóc‡_ P‡j Gj, GK gvB‡ji †ewk `~‡i bq †mUvÑj¨vbwmqvi ¯úxW AviI GKUz evovj IÑZvwK‡q †`Lj ¯úx‡WvwgUv‡ii KuvUv GK‡kv c‡b‡ivi N‡i DVj| µwm‡O cÖvq †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q Iiv| Nvo wdwi‡q G·‡cÖm †UªbUv‡K PU K‡i GKevi †`‡L wbj ivbv|

†g‡qUv, m‡½ m‡½ D‡V emj| ÔAvwg ej‡jB Mvwo †_‡K †b‡g

†ijjvBb †ci“‡ebÑwVK Av‡Q?Õ Rev‡e wKQy ejj bv †g‡qUv| Aek¨ Zvi †P‡q Ri“ix Kv‡R e¨¯— †mÑj¨vbwmqvi wVK †cQ‡b †j‡M _vKv †Uªb Avi

`ª“Z mvg‡b Qy‡U Avmv µwmsUv evievi †`‡L wb‡”Q|

ûBj aiv ivbvi nvZ †N‡g †M‡Q| cvjv K‡i `yB nv‡Zi AvOyj evievi Ly‡j I fuvR K‡i Avoó I Amvo fve `~i Kij I| µwm‡Oi Ici †cuŠQv‡Z hv‡”Q j¨vbwmqv| mveav‡b GKUz Pvc w`j †eª‡K, Rv‡b Zv bv n‡j D‡ë hv‡e Mvwo| PvKv¸‡jv noKvj, w¯’i n‡jv jvB‡bi wVK Ic‡i| †UªbUv GK‡kv dzU

`~‡i| wbqwZi gZ A‡gvN, Kvi mva¨ GLb _vgvq|

Trang 29

Ly‡j †d‡j‡Q Ii mw½bx| Zvi myMwVZ wbZ¤^ `iRvi evB‡i

A`„k¨ n‡q †h‡ZB wWMevwR †L‡q †ewi‡q Gj I| †g‡qUv

ZLbI Zvj mvgjv‡Z cv‡iwb, Zvi Av‡MB jvB‡bi Ici cv

coj ivbvi| nvZ a‡i nu¨vPKv Uv‡b Zv‡K wm‡a K‡i QyUj I|

jvBb †Q‡o gvÎ †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q, j¨vbwmqvi Ici Suvwc‡q

coj †Uªb| Av¸‡bi GKUv †Mvjv `ycyiUv‡K AviI Av‡jvwKZ

I DËß K‡i Zzjj, wc‡V Auv‡Pi ZxeªZv cÖvq av°v w`‡q mvg‡b

†V‡j w`j ivbv‡K| we‡ùvi‡Yi m‡½ Kv‡b Avm‡Q avZe

n‡q hv‡”Q| Uvb w`‡q nvZUv Qvwo‡q wb‡q R¡jš— AwMœKzÊ Avi

wK¤¢~ZwKgvKvi avZe ¯Z‚cUvi w`‡K ZvKvj †g‡qUv, †UªbUv

GLbI †mUv‡K †V‡j wb‡q hv‡”Q| ÔAvgvi Mvwo!Õ †¶v‡f I

`yt‡L Amnvq †`Lvj Zv‡K|

ÔAvcbv‡K bZzb GKUv wK‡b †`qv n‡e,Õ ejj ivbv, Avevi

Zvi nvZ a‡i QyUj| BwZg‡a¨ kÎ“c‡¶i gvB‡µvevm hw`

AKz¯’‡j bv-I †cuŠ‡Q _v‡K, †cuŠQv‡Z Lye †ewk †`wiI †bB|

jvB‡bi Icv‡i `uvwo‡q Kv‡jv f~Z¸‡jv a‡i †b‡e wn‡m‡e fyj

avZe ¯Z‚‡ci †fZi †Kvb jvk Av‡Q wKbv wbwðZfv‡e

Rvb‡Z n‡j †ek wKQy¶Y jvM‡e Zv‡`i, ZZ¶‡Y ivbv GjvKv

†Q‡o A‡bK `~‡i m‡i hv‡e|

Ava gvBj †nu‡U GKUv U¨vw· ÷¨vÛ †`L‡Z †c‡q _vgj

ivbv, GB cÖ_g j¶ Kij †ijjvB‡bi cv‡k c‡o hvIqvq

†g‡qUvi Kvc‡o I gy‡L †h ay‡jv †j‡MwQj Zv Nv‡g wf‡R

†M‡Q| c‡KU †_‡K i“gvj †ei K‡i evwo‡q w`j I, ejj,

ÔGUv w`‡q gyLUv Aš—Z gy‡Q wb‡Z cv‡ib|Õ

GK †m‡KÛ BZ¯—Z K‡i i“gvjUv wbj †m| Ô`ytwLZ, Avcbv‡K Avgvi ¸Êv ejv DwPZ nqwb| wKš‘ Avm‡j wK Avcwb? GUv wVK †Kvb& ai‡bi cvMjvwg n‡jv?Õ

ÔAvi Avcwb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔAvcbvi AvPiYUv‡K

wK ejv hvq? wPrKvi K‡i †jvK WvK‡jb bv, Avgvi m‡½ a¯—vaw¯— Ki‡jb bv, Mvwoi `yt‡L Kuv`‡jb bv| †K Avcwb?Õ ÔAvwg GKUv GbwRI-i wdì Awdmvi,Õ ejj †g‡qUv| Ô†Kv_vI hy× eva‡j †mLv‡b Lv`¨ I Ily‡ai wbqwgZ mvc−vB

eÜ n‡q hvq, ZLb Avgvi Ici `vwqZ¡ Pv‡c †mLv‡b wM‡q

¶wZMÖ¯— cwievi¸‡jv‡K mvnvh¨ Kiv| AZ¨š— SzuwK wb‡q KvR Ki‡Z nq Avgv‡K| Gi Av‡M A‡bK eviB Avgvi Mvwo j¶¨ K‡i ¸wj †Quvov n‡q‡Q| `yÕGKUv Mvwo †Lvqv‡ZI n‡q‡Q| Z‡e GB MvwoUv Awd‡miI bq, AvgviI bq, Avgvi eo

†ev‡bi|Õ Ô†evSv †Mj AwfÁZvB Avcbv‡K kvš— _vK‡Z wkwL‡q‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv, †g‡qwUi e¨vL¨vq mš‘ó| ÔZ‡e wPš—vi wKQy †bB| Avcbvi bvg wVKvbv w`b, Avwg ¶wZc~i‡Yi e¨e¯’v Kie|Õ ÔAvgvi AwfÁZv wKš‘ Avcbvi cwiPq Av›`vR Ki‡Z

†Kvb mvnv‡h¨ Avm‡Q bv,Õ ejj †m| ÔAvevi wR‡Ám KwiÑwK Avcwb?Õ

ÔKviYUv wK Rvwb bv, Z‡e Avcbv‡K Avgvi wek¦vm Ki‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q|Õ

ÔK…wZZ¡Uv †evanq Avgvi kªxgy‡Li, AvB n¨vf A¨vb A‡b÷

†dm|Õ nvmj ivbv|

Trang 30

Ô†bv, BD n¨vf Av d¨vwm‡bwUs †dm,Õ ejj †m| ÔAvi

Avcbvi GB kªx-e`bB Avgv‡K wØavq †d‡j w`‡”Q, KviY

cv‡ib|Õ

ÔAvcwb GUvi Ici M‡elYv Ki“b, Z‡e Avgv‡K `qv K‡i

†h‡Z w`b,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔbvgUv?Õ

ÔAvwg hgybv, gv‡b Awd‡m mevB Avgv‡K GB bv‡g Wv‡K

Avi wK,Õ ejj †m| ÔAvmj bvgUv GKUz

†m‡K‡jÑnvmbv-†nbv| Avgv‡`i GbwRI †mf `v B‡bv‡m›U wccj Ae IAi

†Rvb-Gi †nW Awdm Kj‡¤^vq, Avwg gvbKzjvg kvLvq AvwQ|

d¬¨v‡Ui wVKvbvÑ†ZBk, e›`i bv‡qK †ivW| †Zv, mwZ¨ hw`

¶wZc~iY K‡ib, c×wZUv wK n‡e?Õ

ÔAvcwbB ejyb|Õ

ÔAvcwb Uz¨wi÷ n‡j kªxj¼vq Avcbvi e¨vsK A¨vKvD›U

†bB| bZzb GKUv j¨vbwmqvi †h `vg co‡e, AZ bM` UvKv

Avcbvi Kv‡Q _vKvi K_v bq, _vKvUv ˆeaI n‡e bv| a‡i

ÔAv‡Q|Õ

ÔMvwoi †h-†Kvb †kv-iƒ‡g I¸‡jv Avcwb fvOv‡Z

cvi‡eb,Õ ejj hgybv| ÔZ‡e Aby‡iva Kie, †Kbvi mgq

†Lqvj ivL‡eb MvwoUv †hb mv`vB nqÑmv`v Qvov Ab¨

†h-†Kvb iO eo Avcvi AcQ›`|Õ

ÔwVK Av‡Q| Zvn‡j †m K_vB iBj, SKS‡K bZzb GKUv

`uvov‡bvi fw½Uv Avi `kUv †g‡qi gZ bq| `„p cÖZ¨qx AUj GKUv fve| †PvLv‡PvwL n‡ZI hgybv nvZ bvoj bv| Z‡e wÎk

MR `~i †_‡KI Zvi mv`v `uvZ †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| wgwUwgwU nvm‡Q †m|

wewmAvB-Gi †Mvcb kvLv AwdmwU cyËvb gvZvwj †iv‡Wi

Trang 31

Ry‡o mvRv‡bv GKUv A¨vw›UK k‡c| †`vKvbUvi bvgÑIì BR

†Mvì| U¨vw· †Q‡o w`‡q †nu‡U †cuŠQvj ivbv, wb‡R‡K

wm½vcy‡ii GKRb A¨vw›UKm wWjvi e‡j cwiPq w`‡q

g¨v‡bRv‡ii m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z PvBj; D‡Ïk¨, †ek wKQy

Ae¯’vb Ki‡Qb, Zuvi m‡½ K_v ej‡Z cv‡i I|

c_ †`wL‡q †fZ‡ii GKUv Awdm Kvgivq †cuŠ‡Q †`qv

n‡jv ivbv‡K| `iRv eÜ n‡ZB cvqPvwi _vwg‡q wewmAvB-Gi

A¨vwm÷¨v›U wW‡i±i (Acv‡ikÝ) †mv‡nj Avn‡g` Avwj½b

Kij cÖvYwcÖq eÜz‡K| Zvi AwfÁ `„wó‡Z m‡½ m‡½ e¨vcviUv

aiv c‡o‡QÑivbv DwØMœ| Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔwK N‡U‡Q?Õ

ÔwcQ‡b †dD †j‡MwQj,Õ ejj ivbv|

ÔGZ ZvovZvwo?Õ

ÔGKUv cÖkœ e‡U|Õ

ÔwbðqB Lwm‡q G‡mwQm?Õ

Ôbv, †Zv‡K aivi R‡b¨ evB‡i A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Iiv|Õ

c‡q›U †c‡Wªv †_‡K ïi“ Kiwe|Õ

hv hv N‡U‡Q ms‡¶‡c e‡j †Mj ivbv|

me ï‡b M¤¢xi n‡jv †mv‡nj| ÔZ_¨ msMÖ‡ni R‡b¨ K‡qK

nßv a‡i GLv‡b-†mLv‡b Xyu gviwQj dqmj, XvKv †_‡K KvD‡K

cvVvevi R‡b¨ †g‡mRI cvVvq, d‡j cÖwZc¶iv Zvi f~wgKv

`yÕwZb wgwbU A‡c¶v Ki‡j IB GKUv we‡ùvi‡Y †Zv‡KI †Zv

Dwo‡q w`‡Z cviZ, ZvB bv?Õ ÔILv‡b Avgv‡K †h‡nZz Uv‡M©U Kiv nqwb, a‡i wb‡Z nq ZLbI Iiv Avgvi cwiPq ev D‡Ïk¨ m¤ú‡K© wKQy RvbZ bv|

†R‡b‡Q Avwg gvbKzjv‡g wd‡i Avmvi ci|Õ Ôgwj−Kv iZœcÖfv?Õ

†W‡¯‹i Ici ivLv KgwcDU‡ii w`‡K ZvKvj †mv‡nj| Ô†hgb?Õ

ÔIi gv-evev I fvB-†evb wK mwZ¨ hy‡× gviv †M‡Q?Õ ÔAvi?Õ

ÔiZœwMwi Rqk•L wK mwZ¨ Ii KvKv?Õ ÔGKUz A‡c¶v Ki|Õ Bw½‡Z ivbv‡K Lvwj GKUv †Pqvi

†`Lvj †mv‡nj| wb‡R †W‡¯‹i wcQ‡b e‡m KgwcDUi Ab Kij| wZb wgwbU ci gyL Zz‡j ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj I| Ônu¨v, AvovB eQi Av‡Mi NUbvÑRvdbvq miKvix ˆmb¨ I GjwUwUB-

i g‡a¨ cÖPÊ ¸wj wewbg‡qi mgq µm dvqv‡i c‡o gwj−Kvi gv-evev I `yB fvB-†evb wbnZ nq| Z‡e Gi g‡a¨ GKUv wKš‘ Av‡Q| GB Lei †Kvb msev` ms¯’v mg_©b K‡iwb, wbnZ‡ì miKvix ZvwjKv‡Z Zv‡ì bvgI †bB| kªxj¼vb wbDR G‡RwÝ Rvwb‡q‡Q, I‡ì g„Zzï Lei wjev‡ikb UvBMvim Ae Zvwgj Bjvg-Gi Zid †_‡K gwj−Kv‡K e¨w³MZfv‡e Rvbv‡bv n‡qwQj|Õ

Trang 32

ƠwK iKg?Õ

ƠcƯvq `yÕeQi n‡jv Rqk•L‡K cƯKv‡k¨ †Kv_vI †`Lv

hvqwb,Õ ejj ivbv| Ơ†klevi we‡`‡k hvevi ci wZwb †`‡k

wd‡i‡Qb wK bv, Zv wb‡qI m‡›`n Av‡Q| hw` wd‡i _v‡Kb

†Zv Rvdbvq ev UvBMvi‡`i `Lj Kiv GjvKvq wd‡i‡Qb, wKš‘

f`ª‡jv‡Ki †ewkifvM e¨emv I KviLvbv Kj‡¤^vq, GLb

†m-me †`Lv‡kvbv Ki‡Q bZzb PvKwi cvIqv g¨v‡bRviiv|Õ

Ơûg|Õ ivbv M¤¢xi I wPwš—Z|

ƠGevi †kvb,Õ KgwcDUi Ad K‡i ejj †mv‡nj, ƠAvwg

_vK‡j †Zj Pzwii inm¨Uv eyS‡Z mywe‡a n‡e †Zvi|Õ

Ơej|Õ

Ơwei“wcj−vB fewbqv-i bvg ï‡bwQm?Õ wR‡Ám Kij

†mv‡nj|

ƠZvwgj UvBMvi‡`i GKRb jxWvi?Õ

Ơ†m‡KÛ g¨vb| wei“wcj−vB cƯfvKiY-Gi ciB Zvi ¯’vb|

bv‡gi wgj †`‡L wKQy a‡i wbwe bv, Iiv ci¯ú‡ii AvZ¥xq

†M‡jI, cƯfvKiY Avi fewbqvi g‡a¨ ¶gZv wb‡q cƯPÊ Ø›Ø

ïi“ n‡q‡Q| fewbqv †Mvc‡b wbR¯^ GKUv evwnbx M‡o

Zz‡j‡Q, D‡Ïk¨ cƯfvKiY‡K mwi‡q UvBMvi‡`i Ici wb‡Ri

`vg †gUv‡”Q bM` UvKvq bq, †mvbvq|Õ

Ơ†Kb?Õ

ƠGUvB ¸ReĐnVvr Zvi nv‡Z Awek¦vm¨ iK‡gi †gvUv UvKv

G‡mwQj, †mB UvKv w`‡q †m bvwK GK nvRvi Ub †mvbv wK‡b‡Q|Õ

SU K‡i `uvov‡bvq ivbvi †PqviUv wQU‡K c‡o †Mj| Ơ†nvqvU! Zvigv‡b wK Õ e¨vcviUv GKvav‡i Awek¦vm¨ I fxwZKi, ZvB K_vUv †kl KiviI mvnm n‡jv bv|

Ơnu¨v, ZzB †h fq cvw”Qm, AvwgI †mB GKB fq cvw”Q,Õ M¤¢xi ¯^‡i ejj †mv‡nj| ƠIB cwigvY †mvbv e−¨vK gv‡K©‡U cvIqv hv‡e bv| Kexi †PŠayix Av‡gwiKvi †PvÏ nvRvi Ub

†mvbv WvKvwZ K‡iwQj, Zvi g‡a¨ gvỴ mvZ nvRvi Ub D×vi Ki‡Z †c‡iwQwj ZzB, evwK mvZ nvRvi Ub †Kv_vq wQj Zv gvwdqv Pxd‡KI mwZ¨ K‡i e‡jwb Kexi †PŠayix| ¸ReUv ï‡b g‡b n‡”Q, mwZ¨ hw` GB cwigvY †mvbv fewbqv wK‡b _v‡K, wbðqB Kexi †PŠayixi KvQ †_‡KB wK‡b‡Q|Õ

ivbv DwØMœ| Ơw`m BR †MwUs †gvi A¨vÛ †gvi wmwiqvm| fewbqvi m‡½ IB Db¥v` LybxUvi †hvMv‡hvM N‡U _vK‡j, m¤úK©Uv ïay †mvbv †Kbv-†ePvi g‡a¨ †_‡g _vKvi K_v bq| jvL jvL e¨v‡ij †Zj Pzwi d¨vbUvmwUK GKUv AvBwWqv, Avi d¨vbUvmwUK e‡jB m‡›`n nq GB NUbvi m‡½ †Kvb wRwbqvm mv‡qw›U÷ RwoZ bv †_‡KB cv‡i bv| GB wecyj cwigvY †Zj

†KD †Kv_vI Zz‡j iv‡Lwb †h †jvKRb‡K gviai K‡i Zvwo‡q w`‡q †K‡o wb‡Z cvi‡e| Pzwi Ki‡Z n‡j Av‡M Zzj‡Z n‡e, Avi †Zvjvi R‡b¨ PvB AZ¨vaywbK cƯhyw³i m‡½ De©i †Kvb gw¯—‡®‹i c−¨vwbs| Avwg fq cvw”Q, †mv‡njĐGB loh‡š¿ Kexi

†PŠayix‡K eo †ewk gvwb‡q hv‡”Q|Õ Ơnu¨v, Avwg †Zvi m‡½ GKgZ,Õ ejj †mv‡nj| ƠGevi jv g‡Z© j¨vw¤ú cƯm½| GB wkwcs jvB‡Ýi gvwj‡Ki cwiPq Avgiv Rvb‡Z †c‡iwQ|Õ

Trang 33

Ô†K?Õ †PqviUv Zz‡j ax‡i ax‡i emj ivbv|

ÔAvj Kvcy, †d«Â gvwdqv Pxd| Zvi bvg †Zv RvwbmB,

`yu‡fv †`¨Zv †P‡ivwK| wKš‘ Zvi †Q‡ji bvg wK Rvwbm?

j¨vw¤ú|Õ

Ôwei“wcj−vB fewbqvi wcQy wb‡q g‡Â AvMgb NUj Kexi

bUeiwU †K?Õ

Ôgv‡b?Õ

Ô†dviej GKUv cÖwZôvb, †nW Awdm Rvdbvq| GB

cÖwZôv‡bi bv‡g myBm e¨vs‡K GKUv A¨vKvD›U Av‡Q,Õ ejj

ivbv| Ô†PvivB †Zj cvevi ci †µZviv IB A¨vKvD‡›U †PK

cvVv‡”Q|Õ

Ônu¨v, Rvwb|Õ

Ô†dviej gv‡b PviRb,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAv‡iKRb Zvn‡j

†K?Õ

ÔZvB †Zv! Av‡iKRb †K n‡Z cv‡i?Õ

ivbv, GKUz †hb Ab¨gb¯‹|

Ô†Zvi GiKg g‡b nevi KviY?Õ wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B ivbvi

w`‡K GKUz Szu‡K coj †mv‡nj|

Ôem& Avgv‡K e‡j‡Qb,Õ ¯§iY Kij ivbv, Ôevsjv‡`‡ki

wekvj GKUv GjvKvq †Zj Av‡Q wKbv Zv ¯^vaxbZvi ci

Rwic K‡i †`Lv nqwb| weªwUk I cvwK¯—vb Avg‡j †h-me

KvMR-cÎ me Bmjvgvev‡` i‡q †M‡Q| eûevi PvIqv n‡q‡Q, wKš‘

Iiv †`qwb|Õ

ÔZvigv‡b ZzB cvwK¯—vb‡K PZz_©c¶ fvewQm?Õ Ôcyiv‡bv Rwi‡c hw` ejv n‡q _v‡K †h evsjv‡`‡k wecyj cwigv‡Y †Zj Av‡Q, Zv GKgvÎ cvwK¯—v‡biB Rvbvi K_v,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGLb GB AwZ g~j¨evb Z_¨Uv hw` AvBGmAvB Kv‡R jvwM‡q wecyj cwigvY d‡ib Kv‡iwÝ Avq Ki‡Z Pvq,

Gi g‡a¨ AevK nevi gZ wKQy Av‡Q wK?Õ ÔAvB jvBK BD!Õ †mv‡nj D‡ËwRZ I Drdzj−| ÔG-e¨vcv‡i Avwg †Zv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z bv cvi‡jI wjqvKZ wbðqB cvi‡e|Õ

ÔwjqvKZ?Õ fyi“ †KvPKvj ivbv|

Ô†m-I Rvdbvq _v‡K, GB wjqvKZ?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| Ônu¨v| †m Avgv‡`i AZ¨š— ¸i“Z¡c~Y© †jvK, ivbv| Avgiv Zv‡K Rvdbv †_‡K †ei K‡i Avbvi SzuwK wb‡Z cvwi bv|

†Zv‡KB Zvi Kv‡Q †h‡Z n‡e|Õ ivbv wKQy ej‡Z hv‡”Q †`‡L nvZ Zzjj †mv‡nj| ÔRvwb, RvwbÑRvdbvq †XvKv Lye KwVb, AviI KwVb †ewi‡q Avmv| wKš‘ G-e¨vcv‡i Avgiv †Zv‡K

†Kvb mvnvh¨B Ki‡Z cvie bv| GB KvRUv nq †Zv‡K wb‡Ri

†Póvq Ki‡Z n‡e, Zv bv n‡j wjqvK‡Zi m‡½ †`Lv Kivi wPš—v ev` w`‡Z n‡e| wK Kiwe †f‡e †`wLm| wVKvbvUv wj‡L ivL|Õ

M¤¢xi n‡jv ivbv, wVKvbvUv wj‡L wb‡q ejj, Ô†`wL wK Kiv hvq|Õ Zvici wR‡Ám Kij| ÔZzB AvwQm KÕw`b?Õ

ÔwK ewjm, AvR iv‡ZB Avgvi d¬vBU| †kvb, Av‡iKUv K_v| wjqvKZ ILv‡b Zvi ¯¿x Avi `yB ev”Pv‡K wb‡q _v‡K|

Trang 34

†Zv‡K Lye mveav‡b Zvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z n‡e| I‡`i Kvfvi

†hb bĩ bv nq|Õ

GKUv j¨vbwmqv wK‡b w`B hgybv‡K, ZzB LvZvq Awd‡mi LiP

†`wL‡q UvKvUv Avgv‡K Zz‡j w`m?Õ

Z‡e Zvi Av‡M em‡K Rvwb‡q AbygwZ wb‡Z n‡e| Av‡iKUv

K_v| †Zvi †Pv‡L AviI Kg `vgx †Kvb Mvwo c‡o bv?

evievi ïay `vgx MvwoB fvO‡Z B‡”Q K‡i?Õ

Ơïay Mvwo †`L‡j wK P‡j, †mUv †K Pvjv‡”Q ZvI †`L‡Z

Ơhw` ewjm †Zv d¬vBUUv wgm Kwi, cwiPq Kwi‡q †`|Õ

Ơgvie kvjv GK jv_&!Õ

Ơ†Kb †i, GiB g‡a¨ g‡R †Mwj bvwK?Õ †mv‡nj nvm‡Q|

nVvr ¤−vb †`Lvj ivbv‡K| ƠmwZ¨ K_v ewj? G eo KwVb

†g‡q, wek¦vm Ki| †Kb Rvwb bv, Avwg GKUv P¨v‡jÄ Abyfe

KiwQ|Õ

Ơ¯úvB bq †Zv?Õ

Ơ¯úvB? wK Rvwb, n‡ZI cv‡i|Õ

Ơmveav‡b _vwKm,Õ ejj †mv‡nj| ƠZ‡e hw` cUv‡Z

cvwim, ejwe, jvB‡b †Zvi wcQ‡b AvwgI AvwQ Õ

mv`v j¨vbwmqvi †Luv‡R U¨vw· wb‡q K‡qKUv †kv-iƒ‡g Xyu gvi‡Z

PvweUv †VKj, Agwb jvd w`‡q †Pv‡Li mvg‡b †f‡m DVj

gwj−Kvi gyL| Zvi Zid †_‡K I‡K †`qv GUv GKUv †evbvmB

ej‡Z n‡eĐNwbơ mvwbœ‡a¨ GKUv ivZ gvbKzjv‡g KvwU‡q hvIqv| GB gyn~‡Z© Ii Ri“ix KvR n‡jv Rvdbvq †XvKvi fvj GKUv Dcvq Lyu‡R †ei Kiv, †m-Kv‡R MvdjwZ bv K‡iI gwj−Kvi m‡½ †`Lv Kiv hvqĐKviY †m-B nq‡Zv fvj †Kvb e¨e¯’v K‡i w`‡Z cvi‡e| G‡K †Zv ¯’vbxq †g‡q, Zvi Ici weL¨vZ| G-I fy‡jv bv †h inm¨gqx, wb‡R‡K g‡b Kwi‡q w`j ivbv| Z‡e Zvi Av‡M j¨vbwmqvUv hgybv‡K w`‡q Avm‡Z n‡e| hgybv m¤ú~Y© Ab¨ GK †mU wPš—vavivi Rb¥ w`j| Zvi m‡½ AZ¨š— Aí I e¨¯— mgq KvUv‡jI, AvPvi-e¨env‡i †g‡qUv †h

Ii †eva I eyw×i Ici bq, kix‡ii IciI cƯej Av‡e`b m„wĩ K‡i‡Q|

gvbePwiỴ we‡k−l‡Y GKRb GmwcIbvR G‡R›U‡K `¶ n‡ZB nq, KviY GB `¶Zvi IciB wbf©i K‡i Zvi Aw¯—Z¡ _vK‡e wK _vK‡e bv| GB gyn~‡Z© hgybv I gwj−Kvi Pwi‡Ỵi Zzjbvg~jK we‡k−lY Ri“ix e‡j g‡b bv n‡jI, `yÕR‡bi ˆewkĩ¨ I cv_©K¨ ivbvi Kv‡Q cƯvq Abvqv‡mB aiv w`j|

`yÕR‡bi †KDB †Lvjv eB bq| hgybv hw` b`x nq, a‡i †bqvi h‡_ĩ KviY Av‡Q †h †m b`xi MfxiZv mvM‡ii gZ, d‡j wPË‡K Zv AvKl©Y K‡i, g‡b RvMvq cƯdzj− fve, GKB m‡½ Av`vq K‡i †bq mgxn| Avi gwj−Kv hw` dzj nq, †m dzj hZB †mŠi‡f myevwmZ †nvK bv †Kb, Ggb m‡›`n Kivi KviY Av‡Q †h Zv‡Z welv³ Kx‡Ui `uvZ c‡o‡Q, d‡j Zvi cƯwZ Ki“Yv Avi mnvbyf~wZB Rv‡M, fq nq Amg‡q bv ïwK‡q hvq| Z‡e KvKZvjxq e¨vcvi n‡jv, `yÕR‡bi bv‡gi wgjUv; hgybvi Av‡iKUv bvg nvmbv-†nbvĐRvcvwb kã nvm&-D-†bv nvbv †_‡K G‡m‡Q, hvi A_© cÙdzj|

Trang 35

†ZBk e›`ibv‡qK †ivW kn‡ii gvSLv‡b AwfRvZ

D”PweË †jvKR‡bi emevm| †ZBk b¤^i d¬¨vUevwoUv Lyu‡R

†c‡Z †Kvb Amywe‡a n‡jv bv| †jvnvi †MU †Lvjv †`‡L Mvwo

muvUv i‡q‡Q †bg‡cưU| hgybv ev nvmbv-†nbvi bv‡g †Kvb

†bg‡cưU †bB †`‡L fyi“ †KuvPKvj ivbv| Z‡e nvmbv evby bv‡g

GKUv †bg‡cưU i‡q‡Q| bv‡gi wb‡P Kwjs‡ej _vK‡jI †mUv

evRvjÑ†`Lv hvK nvmbv evbyB hgybv wK bv|

n‡jv igYx Aciƒcv| kvwo †cuPv‡bv KvVv‡gv, DÌvb-cZb I

fuvR-LuvR¸‡jv ¯úó| ivbv‡K nZvk K‡i w`‡q hgybv GZUzKz

wew¯§Z n‡jv bv| Z‡e Zvi e`‡j †h nvwmUv nvmj, fyeb

†fvjv‡bv bv e‡j Dcvq †bB, ivbvi ey‡Ki i³ †hb Qj‡K

DVj| wKQy ejvi my‡hvM cvIqv †Mj bv, GKUv AvOyj †`wL‡q

I‡K A‡c¶v Ki‡Z e‡j A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj †m|

GK wgwbU ci †MU w`‡q †ewi‡q Gj hgybv|

ÔZzwg AevK nIwb,Õ ejj ivbv|

ÔGLb njvg, KviYUvI cwi®‹vi,Õ Reve w`j hgybv, nvwmUv

GLbI †j‡M Av‡Q †Vuv‡U| ÔGZ ZvovZvwo †Zvgv‡K Avwg

Avkv Kwiwb|Õ

ÔG-K_v †Zvgvi GKeviI g‡b nqwb †h Avwg cÖeÂK,

¶wZc~iY Ki‡Z AvmeB bv?Õ

†Pv‡Li wekvj cvZv¸‡jv cÖRvcwZi Wvbvi gZ Nb Nb

Lyjj Avi eÜ n‡jv, mijZvi Ggb cÖKvk mPivPi †`Lv hvq

bv| Ô†`wi‡Z n‡jI gvbylUv‡K Avgvi wPb‡Z fyj nqwb,Õ Reve w`j hgybv| ÔZv bv n‡j wK ¸Êv ejvi ci `ytL cÖKvk KiZvg?Õ

Mvwoi PvweUv evwo‡q w`j ivbv| ÔIUv e¨envi Ki‡Z w`‡qwQ‡j, †mR‡b¨ AmsL¨ ab¨ev`| KvMR-cÎ me W¨vk‡ev‡W© cv‡e|Õ wb‡Ri myU‡Km I eªxd‡Km Mvwo †_‡K †ei K‡i dzUcv‡_ ivLj|

†n?Õ Ôhw` my‡hvM I mgq nq, †Zvgvi G-cÖ‡kœi DËi Av‡iKw`b †`e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZ‡e cÖm½Z ewj, ZzwgI Avgvi Kv‡Q GKUv inm¨|Õ

ÔcÖkœUv Gevi Avgv‡KI Ki‡Z nqÑZzwg wK, †n? †Zvgvi D‡Ïk¨ hw` Avgv‡K cÖ‡ivwPZ Kiv nq, Aek¨B mdj n‡qQ| wKš‘ Avgvi nv‡Z Ri“ix KvR i‡q‡Q, nvmbv evby, Zv bv n‡j Õ

ÔI, Av”Qv, BwZg‡a¨ †R‡b †d‡jQ †h Avwg †Mvgvs‡mi f³ Õ

Mjv †Q‡o †n‡m DVj ivbv|

Trang 36

ÔPvB bv fyj †evSveywSi †Kvb AeKvk ˆZwi †nvK, Z‡e,Õ

ivbv _vg‡Z ejj hgybv, Ôhvi Avmvi A‡c¶vq A‡bKw`b a‡i

e‡m AvwQ, g‡b n‡”Q Zzwg †mB gvbylwU n‡Z cv‡iv|Õ

ÔGiKg g‡b nevi KviY?Õ

Ô†mUv e¨vL¨v Kivi my‡hvM GB iv¯—vq `uvwo‡q Zzwg Avgv‡K

w`”Q †Kv_vq!Õ

ÔmwZ¨ `ytwLZ, Ri“ix KvR Õ

Ô†Zvgvi gZ cyi“‡li Rxe‡b Ri“ix KvR GKUvB _vK‡Z

cv‡i,Õ ivbv‡K _vwg‡q w`‡q ejj hgybv, Ô†Kvb duv‡` aiv

cov|Õ

cÖvq Pg‡K DVj ivbv| ÔwVK wK ej‡Z PvI?Õ

ÔAvwg †g‡q e‡jB Rvwb, ivbv, †Zvgvi R‡b¨ mevB Iiv

duv` †c‡Z A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| Z‡e wb‡R‡K Avwg I‡`i †P‡qI

†hvM¨ e‡j g‡b Kwi, ZvB cÖwZ‡hvwMZvq fq cvB bv| hv”Q

hvI, Avwg evav †`e bv| ïay GBUzKz ewj, mveav‡b †_‡Kv|

†m hvB †nvK, Zvi gvqvi Qjbvq Zzwg fy‡jv bv|Õ

ej‡Q, bvwK Vv‡i‡Vv‡i AviI ¯úó †Kvb Bw½Z w`‡”Q| Z‡e

K_v Avi bv evwo‡q we`vq wbj I|

Gevi hgybv nvZ bvoj, †mUv‡K †QvÆ GKUv †XD-Gi m‡½

Zzjbv Kiv P‡j, nv‡Zi mvgvb¨ SuvwK ev K¤úb| GB ivm Uvbv

fw½ ïay †hb hgybv‡KB gvbvq| U¨vw· wb‡q gwjưKvi d¬¨v‡U

hvevi c‡_ ivbvi g‡b fvj jvMvi GKUv gayi Abyf~wZ Qwo‡q

coj|

GmwcIbvR hZUv fq¼i, wVK ZZUvB †bvsiv GKUv

†LjvI e‡U| GB †Ljvq hLbB †Kvb wbixn gvbyl‡K Rov‡Z

eva¨ n‡Z nq, ivbv wb‡R‡K Acivax bv †f‡e cv‡i bv| cÖvqB

GUv Ri“ix cÖ‡qvRb n‡q †`Lv †`q, A_P we‡e‡Ki `skb KL‡bvB I‡K †invB †`‡e bv| GUv †h Rxeb‡K †`Lvi cyiv‡bv GKUv `„wófw½, ivbv Zv Rv‡b| G cÖm‡½ Ii em& ivnvZ Lvb GKevi I‡K e‡jwQ‡jb, Ôwbixn e‡j GLb Avi

†KD †bB| GB hy‡M mevB RwoZ| †KD m‡PZb, †ewki fvMB Abyaveb K‡i bv, wKš‘ Zey Zviv mevB RwoZ|Õ

A‡bK¶Y †nu‡U Ae‡k‡l gwjưKvi d¬¨vUevwoi mvg‡b

†cuŠQvj ivbv| †bg‡cưU †`‡L Rvbv †Mj †m AvUZjvi GKUv d¬¨v‡U _v‡K| wmuwo †e‡q D‡V G‡m bK Kivi wm×vš— wbj I| PvweUv Avm‡j I‡K †`qv n‡q‡Q m¤§vb †`wL‡q|

Qq

GLv‡b wVK D‡ëvUv NUj| ivbv‡K †`‡L AevK nevi K_v bq gwjưKvi, wKš‘ `iRv Ly‡j Ggb nuv K‡i ZvwK‡q _vKj †h, ivbv weeªZ bv n‡q cvij bv| we`ªƒ‡ci my‡i wKQy ej‡Z hv‡e, mgq cvIqv †Mj bv| †PvL-gyL dz‡j Av‡Q, †Pv‡Li cvZv

†fRv †fRv, †evanq Kuv`wQj gwjưKv; nVvr cÖvq ivbvi ey‡K Suvwc‡q coj †m, k³ K‡i Rwo‡q a‡i Kuv‡a gyL NljÑm¤¢eZ †Pv‡Li cvwb gyQ‡Q|

ÔZzwg Avgv‡K Pvwe w`‡qwQ‡j, ZvB bv?Õ gwjưKv wcQy nU‡Z wR‡Ám Kij ivbv, GKUz KwVb my‡iB| GLbI Zvi †PvL

Trang 37

†_‡K we¯§‡qi fveUv Kv‡Uwb|

Ơnu¨v, wKš‘ fy‡jI fvwewb †h Avevi †Zvgv‡K †`L‡Z cve,Õ

e‡j ivbv‡K †U‡b d¬¨v‡U wb‡q Gj gwj−Kv|

Ơ†Kb?Õ ivbv M¤¢xi, myU‡Km I eªxd‡Km †g‡S‡Z bvwg‡q

ivLj|

wPš—v Ki‡Q gwj−Kv, †hb DËiUv ˆZwi Ki‡Z n‡”Q| Ơ†Kb

gv‡b? Zzwg Avgv‡K cƯZ¨vL¨vb K‡ivwb? GKevi bK K‡i mvov

bv cvIqvq wK K‡i Avwg Avkv Kie FY †kva Kivi Av‡iKUv

my‡hvM †`qv n‡e Avgv‡K?Õ

DË‡i ivbv ejj, ƠcƯ_g K_v, Avgvi Kv‡Q †Zvgvi †Kvb

FY †bB| wØZxq K_v, Avwg †Zvgv‡K cƯZ¨vL¨vb Kwiwb|Õ

ƠZvn‡j †evanq AvgviB fyj n‡q‡QĐbKUv AviI †Rv‡i

Kiv DwPZ wQj|Õ

ƠZzwg FY †kva Ki‡Z PvBQ, GUv eyS‡Z †c‡iB Avwg

Ny‡gi fvb K‡i c‡o wQjvg,Õ ejj ivbv| Ơhw` eySZvg

Avgv‡K †Zvgvi fvj †j‡M‡Q, Aš—‡ii Uv‡b Kv‡Q Avm‡Z

PvBQ, wVKB mvov w`Zvg|Õ

†PvL `y‡Uv Avevi wf‡R DVj gwj−Kvi, GwM‡q G‡m Avevi

†Kvgj ggZvq ey‡K †U‡b Av`‡i Pz‡gvq fwi‡q w`j| Zvici

ejj, ƠZzwg wd‡i Avmvq Avwg Lywk| KZUv Lywk e‡j †evSv‡Z

cvie bv|Õ

ƠAvwg Avmvi Av‡MI Zzwg Kuv`wQ‡j,Õ ejj ivbv| ƠKviYUv

Avgv‡K ejv hvq?Õ

Ơïay GBUzKz †h,Õ ivbvi w`‡K wcQb wdij gwj−Kv,

Ơ†Zvgv‡K wb‡q GKUv d¨v›Uvmx‡Z fyMwQ Avwg| Zvi g‡a¨

A‡bK iKg Kĩ Avi `yt¯^cœ Av‡Q| Gi †ewk wKQy Rvb‡Z

†P‡qv bv|Õ ƠGUv Zvn‡j Avgvi fyj aviYv †h Zzwg Avgv‡K wKQy ej‡Z PvI?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

ƠAvwg eo GKv, ivbv|Õ ax‡i-ax‡i Nyij gwj−Kv| Ơeo Amnvq| e¨m, GBUzKzB, Avi wKQy ejvi †bB Avgvi|Õ

ƠZey Av‡iKevi wPš—v Ki‡Z ewj,Õ big my‡i Aby‡iva Kij ivbv| Ơme K_v Avgv‡K ej‡j Avwg nq‡Zv †Zvgv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvie|Õ

Ơ†K ejj, Avgvi mvnvh¨ `iKvi? ZvQvov, Zzwg wK Avgvi gv-evev I fvB‡evb‡K wdwi‡q w`‡Z cvi‡e?Õ †n‡m DVj gwj−Kv, †mUv †hb KvbœviB bvgvš—i| GK cv GwM‡q ivbvi nvZ aij| ƠG-me K_v ev` `vI| eis e‡jv, †Zvgv‡K Avwg KZ¶‡Yi R‡b¨ cvw”Q?Õ

†Uwe‡j gy‡LvgywL emj Iiv|

†L‡Z e‡m AvR mKv‡j ev”Pv‡`i †Uªwbs †m›Uv‡i wK wK gRvi NUbv N‡U‡Q eY©bv Kij gwj−Kv, Zvici Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbvi mgqUv wKfv‡e KvUj| ivbv ejj, miKvix Awdm †_‡K Z_¨ wb‡q wm½vcy‡i wi‡cvU© cvVv‡Z e¨¯— wQj `ycyi ch©š—| gwj−Kvi e−vD‡Ri `y‡Uv †evZvg †Lvjv _vKvq †eªwmqvi †_‡K Dc‡P †ewi‡q Avmv ¯—bhyMj evievi `„wĩ †K‡o wb‡”Q| LvIqv

†kl n‡Z Kwd cwi‡ekb Kij †m, Z‡e wb‡R wbj weqvi| Kwdi KvcUv Lvwj n‡Z gwj−Kv ejj, Ơ†Zvgvi †evanq wekªvg

Trang 38

`iKvi| P‡jv, †Zvgv‡K †eWiƒ‡g w`‡q Avwm|Õ

ej‡Z GKUv †Wªwms †Uwej, GKUv †Pqvi, wm‡½j GKUv LvU|

cwicvwU K‡i mvRv‡bv weQvbv| Lv‡Ui cv‡k †QvU GKUv

†Uwej| †Uwe‡j †d«‡g euvav‡bv GKUv MÖ“c d‡Uv| †d«gUv nv‡Z

wb‡q †`Lj ivbv| eq¯‹ GK `¤úwZ, m‡½ AvU I `k eQ‡ii

`yB †Q‡j‡g‡q| ÔGiv †Zvgvi gv-evev I fvB‡evb, ZvB bv?Õ

w¯’i n‡q †M‡Q gwj−Kv| ¤−vb my‡i ejj, Ônu¨v|Õ

ÔZzwg wVK Rv‡bv, hy‡× gviv †M‡Q mevB?Õ wR‡Ám Kij

ivbv| Ôgv‡b, Rvb‡Z PvBwQÑg„Zz¨i LeiUv ïay ï‡bQ, bvwK

cÖgvYI †c‡qQ †h Iiv gviv †M‡Q?Õ

ÔnVvr Zzwg Avgv‡K G-K_v wR‡Ám KiQ †Kb?Õ gwj−Kvi

†Pv‡L †Kgb †hb GKUv m‡›`n| m‡›`n, bvwK fq?

Ôhy‡× MZ eQi KZRb gviv †M‡Q, Zv‡`i g‡a¨ bvgKiv

†KD Av‡Q wKbv, GB me Rvbvi R‡b¨ miKvix Awd‡m †h‡Z

n‡qwQj Avgv‡K,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwbnZ‡`i ZvwjKvq †Zvgvi

gv-evevi bvg Av‡Q wKbv wR‡Ám Kijvg I‡`i‡K| Iiv ejj,

†M‡Q Rvdbvq, Avi Rvdbvq †Kvb mvsevw`K XyK‡Z cv‡i bv|

LeiUv GjwUwU-B Avgv‡K e¨w³MZfv‡e Rvwb‡qwQj|Õ

Ôe¨vcviUv A™¢yZ bq?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| Ôhy‡× †Zv

AviI eû †jvKRb gviv hv‡”Q, Iiv wK mevi AvZ¥xq¯^Rb‡`i

Rvbv‡”Q?Õ

¤−vb GKUz nvmj gwj−Kv| Ôbv, A™¢yZ bq, ivbv,Õ ejj †m|

ÔAvgv‡K LeiUv Rvbvevi wcQ‡b GKUv we‡kl KviY wQj

I‡ì| Zvwgj UvBMvi‡ì e³e¨t miKvix ˆmb¨‡ì ¸wj‡ZB

gviv †M‡Q Iiv| GB LeiUv w`‡q miKv‡ii wei“‡× Avgv‡K wee„wZ †`qvi Aby‡iva K‡i GjwUwU-B, †mB m‡½ GI e‡j †h Avwg †hb miKvix cÖwZwbwa wn‡m‡e Avš—R©vwZK †Kvb cÖwZ‡hvwMZvq fwel¨‡Z AskMÖnY bv Kwi| †MvUv e¨vcviUv‡K Iiv wb‡R‡ì c‡¶ cÖPviYvi Kv‡R eënvi Ki‡Z †P‡qwQj|Õ d‡UvUv †Uwe‡j †i‡L w`j ivbv| gwj−Kvi e¨vL¨vq hyw³ Av‡Q| Z‡e Zvi g‡a¨z mZ¨Zv KZUzK Av‡Q ejv gykwKj| Ô†ek, LeiUv Iiv †Zvgv‡K Rvbvj,Õ ejj I| ÔwKš‘ Zzwg cÖgvY Qvov I‡ì K_v wek¦vm Ki‡j †Kb?Õ

Kuva a‡i †V‡j ivbv‡K weQvbvq ewm‡q w`j gwj−Kv| ÔGZ eKeK bv K‡i, wekªvg bvI,Õ ejj †m, Zvici cÖvq †Rvi K‡iB ïB‡q w`j weQvbvq, cv‡qi Ry‡Zv Lyj‡Q|

Ôhw¯§b †`‡k h`vPvi,Õ ejj gwj−Kv| Ôwmsnjx †g‡qiv AwZw_‡`i Gfv‡eB †mev K‡i|Õ ivbvi Mv‡q GKUv Pv`i

†U‡b w`j, Zvici `iRvi w`‡K iIbv n‡jv| ÔAvmwQ|Õ

GK wgwbUI nqwb, wd‡i Gj gwj−Kv, ivbvi myU‡Km I eªxd‡Km ìRvi cv‡k bvwg‡q †i‡L ejj, ÔcÖgvY Qvov LeiUv wek¦vm K‡iwQ, G-K_v wVK bq, ivbv| me¸‡jv jvk GK RvqMvq R‡ov K‡i d‡Uv Zz‡jwQj Iiv, wPwVi †fZi †mB MÖ“c d‡UvUvI wQj| Avgvi cwievi m¤ú‡K© GZUv AvMÖn †`Lv‡bvi R‡b¨ AmsL¨ abëv`, ivbv| Z‡e G cÖm‡½i GLv‡bB BwZ|Õ GKUv `xN©k¦vm Pvcj| ÔìRvUv eÜ K‡i hvw”Q, †KD †Zvgv‡K wei³ Ki‡e bv Õ

ÔwKš‘ Avwg †Zv Avkv K‡i AvwQ †KD bK Ki‡e,Õ ejj ivbv|

Trang 39

DË‡i wKQy bv e‡j `iRvUv eÜ K‡i w`‡q P‡j †Mj

gwj−Kv|

bK n‡jv, Z‡e AvaNÈv ci|

ev_iƒg †_‡K wd‡i G‡m Kvco cij gwj−Kv, weQvbvi wKbvivq

e‡m ejj, ÔAvgvi GB Aby‡ivaUv ivLv hvq bv? Aš—Z AvR

ivZ Avi Kvj‡Ki w`bUv Avgvi Kv‡Q _v‡Kv Zzwg|Õ

ÔmwZ¨ m¤¢e bq,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔKvj mKv‡j Ri“ix KvR

Av‡Q Avgvi| Rvdbvq †h‡Z n‡e, wKš‘ wKfv‡e hve GLbI

eyS‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ

ÔRvdbvq †h‡Z PvI?Õ nVvr †Kgb †hb g‡bv‡hvMx `„wó‡Z

ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj gwj−Kv| Ô†Kb?Õ

K_v ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ †jvKRb ej‡Q, UvBMviiv †PK c‡q‡›U

AvU‡K †`‡e, XyK‡Z †`‡e bv|Õ

Ô†Zvgv‡K Aš—Z AvR ivZUv Kv‡Q cvevi GKUv Dcvq

cvIqv †M‡Q,Õ ejj gwj−Kv| ÔRvdbvq Zzwg Kvj mKv‡j †h‡Z

PvI †Zv? `uvovI, me e¨e¯’v K‡i w`w”Q Avwg|Õ

ÔwKfv‡e?Õ

ÔAvgvi gvgv‡Zv fvB weRqwmsn cÖwZw`b gyiwMi wWg

mvc−vB w`‡Z hvq ILv‡b,Õ ejj gwj−Kv| ÔIi Uªv‡K GKRb

†njcvi _v‡K| Avwg Zv‡K IB †njcv‡ii e`‡j †Zvgv‡K

wb‡q †h‡Z eje| UvBMviiv Rv‡b weR‡qi m‡½ me mgq

GKRb †njcvi _v‡K| Avwg ej‡j weRq ivwR bv n‡q cvi‡e

bv, KviY GB e¨emvi cyuwR AvwgB Zv‡K w`‡qwQ|Õ

Ôevn&, Zvn‡j †Zv fvjB n‡jv,Õ ejj ivbv|

Ii Ici Szu‡K †Uwe‡ji w`‡K nvZ evovj gwj−Kv,

†µWjmn †dvbUv Zz‡j wb‡Ri †Kv‡ji Ici ivLj| Wvqvj Kij `ª“Z| ÔIi †ek eo GKUv gyiwMi Lvgvi Av‡Q, Avkv Kwi Awd‡m GLb cve I‡K|Õ `k †m‡KÛ ci AcicÖv‡š— gvgv‡Zv fvB weRq wiwmfvi Zzjj| Ôn¨v‡j−v, weRq `v?

†kv‡bv, `v`v, Avwg gwj−Kv| nu¨v, fvjB AvwQ| Z‡e Avgvi GKUv DcKvi Ki‡Z n‡e| Avgvi GK we‡`kx eÜz Kvj Rvdbvq †eov‡Z †h‡Z Pvb nu¨v, †eov‡Z nu¨v, GB gyn~‡Z© wZwb Avgvi m‡½ i‡q‡Qb| K_vq K_vq Avwg f`ª‡jvK‡K ejjvg †h weRq`v Zvi †njcv‡ii e`‡j Avcbv‡K Rvdbvq wb‡q †h‡Z cvi‡e nu¨v, we‡`kx, wKš‘ †k¦Zv½ †Zv bb bv, †K ejj wmsnjx e‡j Pvjv‡bv hv‡e bv?Õ Gici `xN© cÖvq GK wgwbU †Kvb kã bv K‡i ïay ï‡b †Mj gwj−Kv| Zvici ejj, Ônu¨v, †mUvB me‡P‡q fvj| ejjvg †Zv, f`ª‡jvK‡K Avwg e‡jwQ Avgvi gvgv‡Zv fvB weRq gyiwMi Lvgvi K‡i, wWg mvc−vB †`qvi R‡b¨ cÖwZw`bB UªvK wb‡q Rvdbvq †h‡Z nq Zv‡K| m‡½ GKRb †njcvi _v‡K, Zvi e`‡j nu¨v, †ek, Zvn‡j †mB K_vB iBj, †Zvgvi UªvKUv Lyu‡R †b‡eb wZwb| nu¨v, ¸W| ey‡SwQ| Dwb ILv‡b wVK mg‡q _vK‡eb| Zzwg e¨vcviUv ey‡SQ †Zv? f`ª‡jvK‡K ïay Rvdbvq †cuŠ‡Q †`‡e| Zvici wb‡Ri Kv‡R P‡j hv‡eb wZwb| ab¨ev`, weRq`v| ivwL Zvn‡j|Õ wiwmfvi †i‡L w`j †m, Zvici †Uwj‡dvb

†mUUv ivbvi nv‡Z awi‡q w`‡q weQvbv †_‡K †b‡g coj| Ô†Zvgvi m‡½ K_v Av‡Q, Z‡e Zvi Av‡M Kwd evwb‡q Avwb|Õ

GK Qy‡U Kvgiv †Q‡o †ewi‡q †Mj|

`yÕKvc Kwd evbv‡Z hZ¶Y jvMvi K_v, Zvi‡P‡q A‡bK

†ewk †`wi K‡i wdij gwj−Kv| Z‡e †`wii KviYUv wR‡Ám Kivi `iKvi n‡jv bv| g¨vw· I e−vD‡Ri e`‡j kvwo c‡i‡Q

Trang 40

†m, Pzj AuvP‡o wK¬c w`‡q AvU‡K‡Q, mvgvb¨ †gKAvcI

e¨envi K‡i‡Q gy‡L| weQvbvq bq, ivbvi nv‡Z GKUv Kvc

awi‡q w`‡q †PqviUvq emj| ÔK_v w`‡Z n‡e, Rvdbv †_‡K

KvjB hw` wd‡i Av‡mv, mivmwi Avgvi Kv‡Q Avm‡e| wVK

Av‡Q?Õ

ÔAmywe‡a wK, Avme|Õ

ÔLye mKv‡j iIbv n‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K, KviY Rvdbv GLvb

†_‡K A‡bK `~‡ii c_,Õ ejj gwj−Kv| Ôj‡¼kcyix †MU †P‡bv?

IB †MU Ava gvBj `~‡i _vK‡Z iv¯—vi evg w`‡Ki dzUcv‡_

mKvj wVK QÕUvq A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K| Uªv‡K weR‡qi

bvg †jLv _vK‡e, Kv‡RB wPb‡Z †Kvb Amywe‡a n‡e bv| Z‡e

wdi‡e, weR‡qi m‡½ Avjvc K‡i wb‡qv| †m mvaviYZ

we‡K‡ji w`‡K Rvdbv †_‡K †ewi‡q Av‡m, gvbKzjv‡g

†cuŠQv‡Z ivZ `kUv-GMv‡ivUv †e‡R hvq|Õ

Ô†mUv †Kvb mgm¨v bq,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAmsL¨ ab¨ev`,

gwj−Kv| A‡bK Sv‡gjv †_‡K †eu‡P †Mjvg Avwg| P‡jv,

evB‡i †_‡K Ny‡i Avwm| wWbviI LvIqv n‡e, †m‡KÛn¨vÛ

ejj gwj−Kv| ÔevB‡i wWbvi LvIqvi K_v fy‡j hvI, KviY

mvZUv †_‡K KviwdD| wK †L‡Z cQ›` K‡iv e‡jv, Avwg

iuva‡Z ewm|Õ

ivbv Avkv K‡iwQj mKv‡j gwj−Kv Ii Nyg fvOv‡e| wKš‘ Nyg

Zjvq nvZ P‡j †Mj, wc¯—jUv RvqMvgZB Av‡Q| weQvbv

†_‡K †b‡g WªBsiƒ‡gi w`‡K G‡Mvj, A¯¿Uv ¸u‡R ivLj

†Kvg‡i| †Uwej Nwo‡Z cuvPUv ev‡R| A¨vjvg© eÜ K‡i Rvbvjvi c`©v mivj, wWfvbUv Lvwj †`‡L gwj−Kvi bvg a‡i WvKj K‡qKevi| †Kvb mvov †bB| Zvici †Uwe‡ji Ici

†PvL co‡Z wPiKzUUv †`L‡Z †cj| Zv‡Z Bs‡iwR‡Z

†jLvÑÔ†`Šov‡Z †Mjvg| gwj−Kv|Õ

`vwo Kvgvevi mgq Kvj iv‡Zi K_v ¯§iY Kij ivbv| LvIqv`vIqvi cvU †kl K‡i †eWiƒ‡gB ï‡qwQj gwj−Kv, wKš‘ ivZ ev‡ivUvi w`‡K weQvbv †_‡K †b‡g WªBsiƒ‡g P‡j hvq, KviY wn‡m‡e e‡j GKv bv ï‡j Zvi Nyg Av‡m bv| wcQy wb‡q ivbv‡K †PŠKvV ch©š— Avm‡Z †`‡L †m †f‡ewQj, I †evanq Zv‡K weQvbvq †divi R‡b¨ Aby‡iva Ki‡e| wKš‘ bv, ivbv

†Kvb Aby‡iva K‡iwb| ïay e‡j‡Q, `iRv †Lvjv ivL‡j IiI Nyg Av‡m bv| gwj−Kvi AbygwZ cvevi A‡c¶vq _v‡Kwb I,

`iRvUv †fZi †_‡K eÜ K‡i w`‡q‡Q|

†hLv‡bB NygvK ivbv, wek¦¯— eÜzi gZ I‡K cvnviv †`q lôBw›`ªq; ZvQvovI `ywU Áv‡bw›`ªq, Ges GKwU Aš—wiw›`ªq Ny‡gi g‡a¨I mvnvh¨ K‡i| A¯úó †Kvb kã †c‡j Kvb m‡½ m‡½ Zv gw¯—‡®‹ cvwV‡q †`q| †h-†Kvb AcÖZ¨vwkZ MÜ †c‡j bvKI ZvB K‡i| g‡bi KvR Aek¨ m¤ú~Y© Avjv`v; nvRviUv djm A¨vjvg© evRv‡jI NygUv fvO‡Z †`q bv, wKš‘ lôBw›`ª‡qi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvMUv GZ kw³kvjx †h mwZ¨Kvi wec` cy‡ivcywi Dcw¯’Z nevi Av‡MB †Ui †c‡q hvq, Ges ZLb cÖ‡qvR‡b GgbwK Nygš— gvbylUv‡K weQvbvq D‡V em‡Z eva¨ K‡i|

Định dạng
Số trang	104
Dung lượng	447,41 KB