quest for love

Salinger's library of books, there is a recurring theme of the loss of innocence of children, the falling and the confusions of childhood, and many other ideas that apply to the ideas of

"The Quest For Love" In many novels in J.D Salinger's library of books, there is a recurring theme of the loss of innocence of children, the falling and the confusions of childhood, and many other ideas that apply

to the ideas of adolescence and the life of the average teenager growing

up Many of his themes occur in a short period of time in a child's life that affects him/her in a very profound and significant way The idea of love is also a major theme that arises in many of his characters and that

indicates the character of the individual He uses love in the context of being a device that is used to protect and to care for people who need protecting and caring In the novel, Catcher in the Rye, by J D Salinger, love is used by a character, Holden Caulfield, who struggles desperately

to find a certain somebody or anyone to allocate his love to, but realizes finally, that this love is not necessarily expressed through saving "the children in the rye" from the time of trial, but actually caring for them and being their friends, during the time of trial The quest of

finding the true love of people is an ongoing dilemma in the lives of many people all throughout the world The constant need for love is

overwhelming, and the tragedy of this great world is the fact that some people do not find the proper love that they deserve Holden Caulfield is a perfect example of the striving to acquire a love sought all throughout his life According to this quote, "He is simply expressing an innocence

incapable of genuine hatred Holden does not suffer from the inability to love, but does despair of finding a place to bestow his love" (Heiserman and Miller 30), Holden Caulfield has the need for allocating his

cornucopia of love for people His quest is very simple He wants to do good As compared to tragic heroes in the past, "Holden seeks Virtue second to Love He wants to be good When

the little children are playing in the

to be the one who catches them before they fall off the cliff

He is not driven toward honor or

love of woman Holden is driven toward love of his fellowman "

(Heiserman and Miller 25) In other words, he is not a tragic hero, but rather a misfortuned hero that struggles

to find a person to give his love to There is nothing tragic about his life

Holden also seeks circularity in his life According to this quote,

"I felt so damn happy all of a sudden, the way old Phoebe

damn near bawling, I felt so damn happy, if

you want to know the truth I don't know why It was just that

she kept going around and around, in her blue coat

and all God, I wish you could've been there"

(Salinger 213), Holden revels in the virtues of softness of the edges, a roundness that can't hurt anyone He finds a comfort in the circular

motions of the carousel "All the kids kept trying to grab for the gold ring, and so was old Phoebe,

and I was sort of afraid she might fall off the goddam horse, but I

thing with kids is, if they want to grab for the

gold ring, you have to let them do it, and not say anything If they fall off, they fall off, but it's bad if you say anything to them" (Salinger 211) This illustrates the pure innocence

of children, and the gold rings portray a sort of round goal that children seek and reach for This quote is later on in the story and the true

symbolism is realized toward the end of the novel Holden also seeks the truth from people in general, reaching for the one theme left in the world, innocence One kind of bitter truth he does not seek is phoniness

In this, he means the people losing innocence or people who already lost innocence, or has "fallen from the cliff" He is led to believe from his early years that adulthood is a form of fake maturity That is why he seeks to find adolescents, to catch them from falling into the kind of fake maturity that they are destined for He seeks children, free of impurities At

Phoebe's school, " I saw something that drove me crazy Somebody'd written 'Fuck You' on the wall It drove me damn near crazy I thought

how Phoebe and all the other kids would see it, and how they'd

wonder what the hell it meant, and then finally some dirt kid would

tell them-all cockeyed, naturally-what it meant, and how

even worry about it for a couple of days" (Salinger 201) He realizes then, that innocence is a very hard part of one's soul to save This eventually leads him to his final realizations Holden has a few aspects and thoughts that help him to appease him slightly of the thirst for love "In childhood

he had what he is now seeking- non-phoniness, truth, innocence He can find it now only in Phoebe and in his dead brother Allie's baseball mitt, in

a red hunting cap and the tender little nuns" (Heiserman and Miller 26) Phoebe is a hope that Holden holds in his heart Her childish innocence gives him a true and pure outlook that lets him feel secure in her

presence Also, the memories of his long dead brother, Allie, remain in his mind, giving him comfort in the thoughts of the totally innocent nature

of his little brother who was so wrongly murdered by the unfair deadliness

of cancer The only material remaining to remind Holden of him,

apparently, is a baseball mitt He cherishes this glove and even makes a whole composition on it It is the only true memory of his brother A red hunting cap is very symbolic in Holden's life in the novel According to this quote, "I got pretty soaking wet, especially my neck and my pants My hunting hat really gave me quite a lot of protection, in a way, but I got soaked anyway I didn't care, though" (Salinger 213), it is his only

protection from the weather It is symbolic of a constant in his constantly changing life It is something definite that cannot be stripped of him The tender nuns who Holden encounters are symbolic of true nạveté and helplessness They always appear to be outside, collecting money They are the quintessence of love, being sent forth by God to love, and chosen

to guide the stray and to help the hopeless These various aspects of Holden's life give him a comfort immeasurable to him They somehow give him a reason to live, literally Holden's quest of finding a pure and innocent adolescence to give his love drives him to dreaming of being a

"catcher in the rye" This dream is of saving children who are falling off a cliff of a rye field This symbolizes the need for Holden to care for children and to save them from the loss of innocence In his narratives, Holden reveals many individuals who need catching, and many that have already fallen He went to the house of an old teacher, Mr Spencer,

" But I just couldn't hang around there any longer, the way we were

on opposite sides of the pole, and the way he kept missing the bed whenever

he chucked something at it, and his sad old bathrobe with

Vicks Nose Drops all over the place" (Salinger 15), and he was sickened

by his appearance The depressing ambiance of the room, along with the sheer rotting-outlook of the room just plain disgusts Holden This is the first realization of the fact that adulthood made Mr Spencer the way he is today Holden wonders how it would be different for these various

people if someone had loved them through their innocence These

thoughts eventually lead him to the yearning to be a catcher in the rye

Another child that has fallen, and still is falling is a neighbor of Holden's, Old Robert Ackley He has horrible hygiene and an annoying curiosity, in that "He started walking around the room, very slow and all, the way he always did, picking up your personal stuff off your desk and chiffonier He always picked up our

personal stuff and looked at it Boy, could that get on your nerves sometimes" (Salinger 20) This is the first symbolism of an elder having supremacy over him It is just another depressing sight of adulthood Holden believes that if there had been someone to catch such stray children from the rye, their lives would be somewhat different

Another character in Holden's life that has fallen from the cliff, Ward Stradlater, is his own roommate Stradlater is an older individual than Holden and is more mature in certain aspects Holden constantly

describes him as "sexy" "I kept thinking of Jane, and about Stradlater having a date with her and all It made me so nervous I nearly went crazy

I already told you what a sexy bastard Stradlater was" (Salinger 34) This illustrates the sexual maturity of Stradlater Later, Holden tries to

experience his own heightening of sexual maturity with a prostitute, but

he realizes that he is not ready for it He is not ready to fall off of that specific cliff just yet Stradlater is also a very conceited individual In a conversation, Holden addresses a thought of Jane, "' If she'd known (about Stradlater's "sexiness"), she probably would've signed out for nine thirty in the morning.' 'Goddam right,' Stradlater said You couldn't rile him too easily He was too conceited." (Salinger 34) This is still another example of an adult's egotism and a possible success if he was caught at

an earlier age There is, finally, another example that personifies the sheer existence of a troubled soul, who has fallen way past a cliff, but into the deep, engulfing abyss!! This character is Old Maurice, a pimp, ready to con anyone, manipulate anyone, and do any impure act possible to anyone Holden, with his ignorant foolishness, accepts a con for him to sleep with one of Old Maurice's prostitutes Later, Holden realizes that he is being conned out of an extra five dollars When he argues about the money, Old Maurice, with his own sense of

superiority beats up on poor, innocent, little Holden Holden retaliates,

"I was so damn mad and nervous and all 'You're a dirty moron,' I said 'You're a stupid chiseling moron, and in about two years you'll be one of those scraggy guys that come up to you on the street and ask for a dime for coffee" (Salinger 103) This is when Old Maurice's ego starts to bleed and he beats up on

Holden much more Old Maurice is the quintessence of a bully, having fallen off a cliff at an early age, probably having been beaten at home, having lost his innocence too early, and many other phony adult

symptoms Holden realizes that Old Maurice is not too different from Stradlater, who also beat him senseless in another meeting These are examples of a lack of love through their adolescent years Finally, there

is one aspect in Holden's life that pushes him over the cliff of realization, giving him a new light of seeing the many contours of his life This theme was suggested in an earlier passage in Phoebe's school, Holden's old school, where there is a certain profanity that is unacceptible to younger children Holden tries desperately to rub off the word, and eventually succeeds in doing so However, this leads him to an insignificant

realization of the futility of trying to rub off all the curses in the world, or

"catching children in the rye" Later, at a museum, he experiences a double dose of disgusting nausea "That's the whole trouble You can't ever find a place that's nice and peaceful, because there isn't any You may think there is but once you get there, when you're not looking,

somebody'll sneak up and write 'Fuck You' right under your nose"

(Salinger 203) He catches a glimpse of this phrase carved into a

monument inside the museum The museum that he depends on to be sacred and always pure, turns out to have such a horrid word!! Also, the word is carved into the stone, so it is actually impossible for Holden to actually rub it out This scene, with Holden nearly fainting and

nauseated, is the turning point of Holden's life, bringing an end to the dream of being the "catcher in the rye" It gives him a sharp and bitter realization that everyone in the world can not be caught, and it is futile to try to catch a child from the cliff of adult maturity Holden Caulfield is

a very concerned and caring individual, thrust into a world of "phoniness" and "adult immaturity" This world gives him a pressure so great that he does not know how to react to the various aspects of his life He feels an overwhelming urge to love people, seek others' love, and to care for people that do not have the love that he has This leads to his dream of being a "catcher in the rye" However, as his life progresses, many

occurences drive him to a state of confusion and mental turmoil He does not know how to handle the radical changes in his life The harsh

realizations in theses few days of his life give him a new perspective in his once secure world He realizes that caring, not catching, is needed in the preservation of innocence Catching some children in the rye merely saves a select number of individuals, for a little period of time It is

Holden's realization that children are destined to fall from innocence and

it is futile for him to try to change it otherwise