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†ek, fvj K_v| AvMvgxKvj IB bKj ivbvi KvR n‡e

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BRiv‡qj miKvi gymjgvb‡`i cệwZ wegvZvmyjf AvPiY

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BRiv‡q‡ji mvgwiK Ges AbẨvbẨ †Mvcb Z_Ẩ GKRb ivbv‡ii gvaẨ‡g ˆei“‡Z cvPvi Ki‡e †m| GB Kv‡Ri wewbg‡q wewmAvB Zvi bv‡g GKUv myBm eẨv‡Ị GK jả

gvwKẪb Wjvi Rgv ivL‡e| Av‡iKUv kZẪ n‡jv, wZb eQi ci kvwKjv‡K BRiv‡qj †_‡K †ei K‡i Avb‡e wewmAvB, Zvi RbẨ GKUv wbivc` Avkà‡qiI eẨeÉ’v Ki‡e|

†mB wZb eQi cy‡iv nIqvi ci kvwKjv †gni“b GLb BRiv‡qj †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvB‡Q|

wewmAvB Zv‡K Rvwb‡q‡Q, GKRb G‡R›U‡K †Zj Avwe‡e cvVv‡bv n‡”Q; BRiv‡qwj mvgwiK evwnbxi †Mvcb cệ‡RẸ

môỷ‡KẪ †LuvR wb‡Z mvnvhẨ Ki‡e Zv‡K Zzwg, Zvici †m

†Zvgv‡K BRiv‡qj †_‡K †ei K‡i Avb‡e|

ev_i“‡g Xy‡K †dvớviUv wQu‡o K‡gv‡W †djj ivbv, Zvici dÈvk K‡i †ewi‡q G‡m wb‡Ri wm‡U emj| gv_vi Pz‡j AvOyj Pvjv‡”Q I| fxlY AwbðqZvq fyM‡Q|

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GKRb kÎ“i c~e©-wba©vwiZ i“U Avi †cÖvMÖvg a‡i BRiv‡q‡ji gZ bi‡K XyK‡Z hvIqvUv‡K Kx ejv hvq?

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gv-evevi gZ kvwKjvI †h GKRb ¯úvB, G K_v m¤¢eZ BRiv‡qwj B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi ARvbv †bB| Zv bv n‡j kvwKjvi KbU¨v±‡K bKj ivbv Lyb Ki‡e †Kb?

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†nv‡Uj †kivU‡bi GKUv my¨BU Av‡MB eyK Kiv n‡q‡Q|

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Nyg fvOj `ycyi ev‡ivUvq| weQvbvq D‡V e‡m †PvL iMovj ivbv| Zvici †ewi‡q Gj wmwUsi“‡g, Le‡ii KvMRUv wb‡q ev_i“‡g XyK‡e|

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e¨vcviUv Avm‡j wVK Kx NU‡Q? evievi GB GKUv cÖkœB RvM‡Q g‡b| Kx NU‡Q? wKš‘ DËi Rvbv †bB|

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†evgv nvgjvq gviv †M‡Qb, `yÕR‡bi AvZZvqxB Lyb Kievi

bv, Zv XyK‡j e‡mi wb‡`©k mivmwi Agvb¨ Kiv nq|

Kvj mKvj bÕUvq cvj©v‡g›U †iv‡Wi †PŠiv¯—vi KvQvKvwQ GKUv cvwK©s j‡U Ii Rb¨, A_©vr bKj ivbvi Rb¨ GKUv jvj

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gvwm©wWR A‡c¶v Ki‡e| MvwoUvq WªvBfvi _vK‡e wK bv, bKj ivbvi Wv‡qwi‡Z †m-e¨vcv‡i wKQy ejv nqwb|

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Iqvj_v‡ii ¯úk© g‡b G‡b w`j mvnm Avi ¯^w¯—|

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wÎk †m‡KÛ n‡q †M‡Q MvwoUvi cv‡k †cuŠ‡Q‡Q ivbv|

†Kvb øvBcvi I‡K j¶¨ Ki‡Q e‡j g‡b nq bv| Zv n‡j wK Mvwo‡Z †evgv wdU Kiv Av‡Q?

gvwm©wW‡R Zvjv †`Iqv †bB| Rvbvjv w`‡q †`Lv †Mj

BMwbk‡b Pvwe Szj‡Q| kv‡U©i c‡KU †_‡K GKUv Kjg †ei K‡i wK¬‡ci gv_vq AvOyj w`‡q wZbevi Pvc w`j ivbv|

Zvici Uvb w`‡q WªvBwfs mvB‡Wi `iRvUv Ly‡j †djj|

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wcc&-WªvBwfs wm‡U e‡m `iRv Avi Rvbvjv jK Kij ivbv|

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†_‡K PvU©vi Kiv †c−b a‡i †cuŠQv‡e †Zj Avwe‡e|

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MZ iv‡Z cÖwZi¶v gš¿x Lyb n‡q‡Qb, AvZZvqxi †Luv‡R cÖwZwU Mvwo _vwg‡q Av‡ivnx‡`i KvMR-cÎ †PK Kiv n‡”Q|

†jevb‡b ivbv ˆeafv‡e Xy‡K‡Q, e¨envi K‡i‡Q wb‡Ri cvm‡cvU©| Ggb Kx A¯¿ enb Kievi wjwLZ AbygwZI †bIqv Av‡Q| Z‡e me KvMR-cÎ Ii m‡½ †bB| wRÁvmvev`, Zj−vkx, hvPvB BZ¨vw` Kv‡R cÖvq Pwj−k wgwbU †`wi n‡q †Mj ivbvi| mvgwiK Awdmviiv †gvevBj †dv‡b evsjv‡`k

`~Zvevmmn AviI `yÕGK RvqMvq †hvMv‡hvM K‡i ivbvi cwiPq Ges A¯¿ enb Kievi AbygwZ m¤ú‡K© wbwðZ bv n‡q Qvoj bv|

mvg‡b AviI †ivWe−K co‡e, Sv‡gjv Govevi Rb¨

ivbv‡K GKUv cvm †`Iqv n‡jv| GK GK K‡i AvUUv

†ivWe−‡K _vg‡Z n‡jv I‡K| cvm _vK‡jB Kx, mvaviY

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ˆmwbKiv †`‡L wKQy †ev‡S bv| ivbv‡K GKcv‡k `uvo Kwi‡q ivLj Zviv, cvmUv cvwV‡q w`j Awdmv‡ii Kv‡Q| Gfv‡e cÖwZwU †ivWe−‡KB cÖPzi mgq bó n‡jv| W‡K †cuŠQv‡bvi K_v mv‡o ev‡ivUvi g‡a¨| †`Lv †Mj we‡Kj Pvi‡Ui ciI me©‡kl

†ivWe−K †_‡K gyw³ cvqwb ivbv|

G‡K †Zv K¬vwš— Avi weiw³i Pig, Zvi Dci jvÂ Kiv nqwb, †kl `k gvBj Mvwoi w¯úW Zzjj ivbv NÈvq beŸyB gvBj| Z‡e e›`‡i XyKevi gy‡L Avevi _vg‡Z n‡jv| Zj−vkx Pvjv‡”Q †bŠ-evwnbxi †jvKRb| AviI AvaNÈv bó n‡jv GLv‡b|

kx‡Zi w`b, cuvPUvi LvwbK c‡iB Pviw`K AÜKvi n‡q Gj| Wv‡qwi‡Z †jLv Av‡Q cuvP b¤^i W‡Ki Kv‡Q Mvwo †Q‡o w`‡Z n‡e| Gici cv‡q †nu‡U †cuŠQv‡Z n‡e m‡Z‡iv b¤^‡i|

m‡Z‡iv b¤^i WK Gwiqvq Av‡jv Lye Kg, KviI m‡½ ivbvi †`LvI n‡”Q bv| Kzqvkv Gw`KUvq †ek Mvp, VvÊvI

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†cuŠQv‡bvi Av‡MB e„wó ïi“ n‡q †Mj| R¨v‡K‡Ui Kjvi w`‡q Nvo XvKj I|

Ôn¨v‡jv?Õ Mjv Pwo‡q WvKj ivbv| Ô†ev‡U †KD Av‡Qb bvwK?Õ

ÔAu¨v?Õ GKUz †`wi K‡i mvov cvIqv †Mj| AviI GKUz

†`wi K‡i K¨vweb †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj †jvKUv| †Kv‡Ui Kjvi Dc‡i Zz‡j gyLUv †hb XvK‡Z PvB‡Q †m|

ÔAvcwbB wK K¨vc‡Ub?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|

gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| jvd w`‡q †ev‡U DV‡Q, K¨vweb Ny‡i A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj †jvKUv| Zvi nuvUevi fw½Uv wem`„k jvMj

Ii, †Kgb †hb Avoó|

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†ev‡U K¨vc‡Ub‡K †h‡nZz GKv g‡b n‡”Q, Zv‡K Ii mvnvh¨

Kiv DwPZ wK bv| †W‡K `uvwo‡q `yÕwgwbU A‡c¶v Kij I,

`yÕGKevi Kvkj, wKš‘ †jvKUv I‡K WvKj bv|

†nu‡U n¨v‡Pi Kv‡Q P‡j Gj ivbv, †mUv M‡j K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡q a‡i bx‡P bvgj| `yÕw`‡K †eÂmn GKUv

†Uwej †`Lv hv‡”Q, Wvbw`‡K eomo M¨vwj, bvK eivei Av‡iK

`iRvi Iw`‡K GKUv ev¼| †mw`‡K cv evovj ivbv| fvej, cÖ_‡g GKUz wRwi‡q wbB, Zvici †R‡b †bIqv hv‡e LvIqv`vIqvi Kx e¨e¯’v|

†W‡Ki Dci †jvKUvi cv‡qi AvIqvR ïb‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|

fvix AviI wKQy iwk AvQ‡o coj †W‡K| Zvici hvwš¿K

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¸Äb DVj, cigyn~‡Z© M‡R© DVj kw³kvjx wW‡Rj BwÄb|

wKQy¶Y Av¸-wcQy K‡i Ae‡k‡l iIbv n‡q †Mj Uªjvi|

K¨vweb DV‡Q Avi bvg‡Q| †cvU©‡nvj w`‡q ivbv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ˆei“‡Zi Av‡jv µgk ¤−vb n‡q Avm‡Q|

K¨vwe‡b wnwUs wm‡÷g †bB, wfZiUv †hb evB‡ii †P‡qI

†ewk VvÊv| mvMi DËvj; †ewk DuPz †XD¸‡jvi SvcUv †iBj Uc‡K G‡m †cvU©‡nvjI wfwR‡q w`‡”Q|

Am¤¢e K¬vš— ivbv| †ivWe−K¸‡jv Ii mg¯— kw³ †hb ï‡l wb‡q‡Q| myU‡KmUv bvwg‡q †i‡L R¨v‡KU bv Ly‡jB ev‡¼ ï‡q coj| cv‡qi KvQ †_‡K K¤^jUv †U‡b wbj Mv‡q| cÖPÊ VvÊv, Zvi Dci Am¤¢e †`vj Lv‡”Q Uªjvi, A_P Zv m‡Ë¡I Nyg P‡j

Gj †Pv‡L|

g‡b n‡jv GBgvÎ †PvL ey‡R‡Q, A_P Kx GKUv k‡ã Z›`ªvUv Qy‡U †Mj| Uªjv‡ii †`vj Avi SuvwK GLb Avi ZZUv

†Rvivj jvM‡Q bv| nVvr K‡iB KviYUv ai‡Z cvij ivbv|

BwÄb wb‡¯—R K‡i ivLv n‡q‡Q| I‡`i MwZ Av‡Mi gZ `ª“Z bq|

GLbI †PvL ey‡R Av‡Q ivbv| fve‡Q| mvMi Lye †ewk DËvj e‡jB wK MwZ Kwg‡q †i‡L‡Q K¨vc‡Ub?

GB mgq Avevi AvIqvRUv ïb‡Z †cj ivbv|

BwÄ‡bi Pvcv MR©b m‡Ë¡I K¨vwe‡bi wfZiUv cÖvq bxieB ejv hvq| kãUv ï‡b g‡b n‡jv ivbvi mivmwi Dc‡ii †W‡K

†KD †hb nuvUvPjv Ki‡Q| kãUv Avevi n‡jv| hZevi ïb‡Q ivbv, AviI mn‡R eyS‡Z cvi‡Q wVK †Kv‡Ì‡K Avm‡Q|

AvIqvRUv evB‡i bq, n‡”Q GB bx‡PB †Kv_vI| nvZ w`‡q Avovj K‡i mvgvb¨ GKUz †PvL †gjj ivbv| Gevi cwi®‹vi †Ui †cj Kx‡mi kã| Pvc covq Ku¨vP Ku¨vP Ki‡Q K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡qi avc| K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡q a‡i †KD GKRb bx‡P

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†Lvjv|

K¨vwe‡bi `iRvq `uvovj| ev‡¼i w`‡K ZvwK‡q ivbv‡K

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bv †K|

Avevi G‡Mv‡”Q ey‡ov|

†Pv‡Li Dci GKUv nvZ †i‡L ï‡q Av‡Q ivbv| Z‡e Aš—Z GKUv †PvL cy‡ivcywi Pvcv c‡owb| †jvKUvi Wvb nv‡Z avivj, PKP‡K GKUv Qywi| evg nvZI Lvwj bq|

Qywii cÖ‡qvRbUv †evSv hvq, wKš‘ UP© w`‡q Kx Ki‡e ey‡ov?

ivbvi Aci nvZUv K¤^‡ji Zjvq, wc¯—j a‡i Av‡Q| Z‡e GKvš— eva¨ bv n‡j †jvKUv‡K ¸wj Ki‡e bv I| euvwP‡q ivL‡j †Kb Kx NU‡Q A‡bK wKQyB ejv‡bv hv‡e GB ey‡ov‡K w`‡q|

U‡P©i Av‡jv coj ivbvi gy‡L| ev‡¼i G‡Kev‡i Kv‡Q G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q †jvKUv| †cwÝj U‡P©i ¤−vb Av‡jvq LuywU‡q

†`L‡Q I‡K| AviI fvj K‡i †`Levi Rb¨ SuyKj GKUz|

ivbv wKQyUv weg~p| I‡K Gfv‡e †`Levi Kx Av‡Q? Qywi gvievi Av‡M †jvKUv Kx wbwðZ n‡Z PvB‡Q, I gvmy` ivbv wK

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bv? wbðq ZvB n‡e| ZvB e‡j GZ¶Y a‡i †`L‡e? †hb g‡b n‡”Q †`‡L Avk wgU‡Q bv!

ivbvi kix‡i Av‡MB we`y¨r †L‡j †M‡Q| kixiUv‡K Mwo‡q bvMv‡ji evB‡i mwi‡q Avbj I| ev¼Uv h‡_ó PIov, †cuŠ‡Q

†Mj evé‡n‡W|

weQvbvq Qywi Muv_vi †fuvZv AvIqvR n‡jv, ZviciB †kvbv

†Mj avivj djv w`‡q g¨v‡Uªm †Pivi kã| cÖvq †Kvb weiwZ QvovB evé‡nW †_‡K Avevi D‡ëvw`‡K Movj ivbv, nv‡Zi wc¯—j †Kvg‡ii †e‡ë ¸u‡R †i‡L‡Q|

†jvKUvi Qywi weQvbvi g¨v‡Uª‡m GLbI Muv_v i‡q‡Q, Zvi nv‡Zi KewRUv `yÕnv‡Z †P‡c aij ivbv, cÖvq GKB m‡½ nuvUz w`‡q gvij †jvKUvi gy‡L|

cÖPÊ SuvwK †L‡q wcQy nUj †jvKUv, Z‡e ivbvi gy‡Vv †_‡K Zvi KewRUv †ewi‡q †Mj| fvimvg¨ wd‡i †c‡Z mgq wb‡”Q

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Ii k³ Lywj|

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GKevi| `yBevi| wZbevi|

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bKj Pzj Avi `vwo Avm‡j gy‡Lv‡ki Ask| †jvKUv‡K wPb‡Z cvi‡Q ivbv| †P‡b e‡jB Zvi `uvwo‡q _vKevi fw½Uv IiKg cwiwPZ jvMwQj|

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Avðh©, †jvKUv Zv n‡j g‡iwb? AviI Avðh©, QÙ‡ek KLbI GZ wbLyuZ nq?

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jvd w`‡q wcQb †_‡K Zvi †KvUUv Lvg‡P aij ivbv| †Ui

†c‡q kixiUv SuvKvj †mÑfw½Uv wVK cvwb‡Z †fRv KzKz‡ii

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jvd w`‡q Avevi Zv‡K ai‡Z wM‡q e¨_© n‡jv ivbv| avc

†e‡q D‡V hv‡”Q †m| cwogwi K‡i wcQy wbj I|

Dc‡i D‡V Avm‡ZB VvÊv wng evZvm †hb Qywi Pvjvj

†Pv‡L-gy‡L| hZUv aviYv K‡iwQj Zvi †P‡q `ª“Z‡e‡M QyU‡Q Uªjvi| GKUv Uzj e‡·i w`‡K Syu‡K i‡q‡Q †jvKUv| GK gyn~Z© mgq †c‡q †jvKUvi bvg ivLj ivbv Wvej| †fRv †W‡K GKevi Ii cv wcQjvj| GLv‡b `uvwo‡q †jvKUv‡K mvgjv‡bv hv‡e bv, eyS‡Z †c‡i †Kvg‡ii †eë †_‡K wc¯—jUv †ei Ki‡Z †Mj I|

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ÔI¸‡jv GZB hw` `iKvi †Zvgvi, cÖ_‡g myU‡Km mvP© bv K‡i UP© †R¡‡j Avgvi gy‡L Kx LyuRwQ‡j?Õ

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bq, fyjekZ Ab¨ †jvK‡K ¸wj K‡i evwj‡Z cyu‡Z †i‡LwQj|

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ivbv cÖ¯‘Z wQj bv, Z‡e wi‡d−· A¨vKkb-Gi Kj¨v‡Y

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†V‡j w`j Dci w`‡K|

ivbvi wcQ‡b, †W‡K gv_v w`‡q coj Wvej| †fRv †W‡K kãUv Lye †Rv‡i n‡jvÑwbN©vZ LywjUv †f‡O †M‡Q Wve‡ji|

Ny‡i ZvKv‡Z ivbv †`Lj †WK †_‡K Ajm fw½‡Z D‡V

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cÖksmv bv K‡i cviZ bv| cÖ_‡g cici K‡qKUv Nywm, ZviciB euv cv‡qi Dci Ny‡i Wvb cv w`‡q nvo fvOevi Dc‡hvMx cÖPÊ GKUv gviY wKK|

Wve‡ji Mjv †_‡K AvnZ cïi gZ KvZi †MvOvwb †ewi‡q Gj| †W‡K wQU‡K coj †m| nvZ †_‡K †iÂUv Qy‡U ‡Mj, Movb w`‡q `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q|

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Wve‡ji gyLUvB ev Kx? gy‡Lvk bq †Zv?

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†jvKUv ¯^vaxbfv‡e Ny‡i †eov‡j Zvi f~wgKvq Awfbq Kievi my‡hvM cv‡e bv I|

G‡Mvevi mgq †nuvPU Lv‡”Q ivbv| Ii Wvej Mwo‡q AÜKv‡i P‡j †M‡Q| wcw”Qj †W‡K `yÕwZbevi cv wcQjvj ivbvi, GKevi GKUzi Rb¨ †iBwjs Uc‡K mvM‡i coj bv|

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†Zvjv|

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i¶v Ki‡e|

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†VwK‡q Zz‡j w`‡Z †Póv Ki‡Q ey‡K|

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Ny‡i Uªjv‡ii wcQb w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj ivbv, fvej

†jvKUv‡K nveyWyey †L‡Z †`L‡Z cv‡e| wKš‘ wKQyB †Pv‡L coj bv|

Avevi Ny‡i Uj‡Z Uj‡Z G‡Mvj ivbv| cÖ_‡g Iqvj_viUv Lyu‡R †ei Kij, Zvici gB †e‡q D‡V Gj d¬vBs weª‡R|

K‡›Uªv‡ji mvg‡b `uvwo‡q mvM‡ii Ae¯’v eySevi †Póv Ki‡Q|

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Kv‡jv †XD¸‡jvi Dci †PvL auvav‡bv Av‡jvi e„ËUv‡K

†Nviv‡”Q| †XD¸‡jv AbeiZ fvO‡Q, ivwk ivwk mv`v †dbv UMeM K‡i dzU‡Q| Avi wKQy †`Levi †bB| ZviciI eo GKUv e„Ë ˆZwi K‡i †ek wKQy¶Y LyuRj ivbv|

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wKš‘ wbLyuZ GKUv Wvej, h‡Zœi m‡½ evsjv fvlv ch©š—

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cuvP

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K_v wQj GB wdwks Uªjvi BRiv‡qwj e›`i bMix nvBdvi KvQvKvwQ GKUv †R‡j cvovq †cuŠ‡Q †`‡e ivbvi Wvej‡K|

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Ii Wve‡ji Rb¨, †KD A‡c¶v Ki‡e wK bv|

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kvš— mvMi, `„wóc‡_i wfZi Ab¨ †Kvb Rjhvb †bB, ûBj

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wK bv|

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ci, g‡b Kq AviI `yB-GKWv B¯Œz joeo joeo KiZv‡Q|Õ

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g‡b nq, I‡K aievi †Póv Ki‡Z wM‡q ivbv G‡RwÝi

†KD †evanq Ii gv_vq AvNvZ K‡iwQj| Z‡e Ii Wvej Ii

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jKvi Ly‡j ïay GKUv wc¯—j †cj ivbv|

Iqvj_vi|

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Awek¦vm| Ôivbv, mwZ¨ K‡i e‡jv †Zv, Kx n‡q‡Q †Zvgvi? Zzwg

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wiwmfviUv Zzjj|

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bv|Õ mvgvb¨ AcÖwZf †`Lvj K‡b©j RviKv‡K| ÔAvgv‡K gy»

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AvZ¥NvZx †evgv dvwU‡q‡Q wdwjw¯—wb gyw³‡hv×vivÑmvB‡ib evwR‡q GK SuvK mvgwiK A¨v¤^y‡jÝ Ifvi‡UK Kij I‡`i‡K,

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gvbyl hw` bv nq

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Ô†Kb?Õ ivbv fve‡QÑme©bvk| wW¯‹Uv Ii †ejvq KvR

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Ki‡e bv|

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K‡b©j RviKvi †Pnvivq cwi®‹vi D‡ØM dz‡U D‡V‡Q|

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AwW‡qÝ †hb i“×k¦v‡m A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| †÷‡R Qwo‡q _vKv b„Z¨wkíx‡`i Dci ¯úU jvBU Qy‡UvQywU Ki‡Q| †Kvgj myi Zzjj AwK©÷ªv, †mB m‡½ K‡qKRb wkíx axi fw½‡Z bvP‡Z ïi“ Kij| Zv‡`i m‡½ †hvM w`j evwK wkíxiv| bv‡P hLb gMœ mevB, nVvr K‡iB AwK©÷ªvi myi e`‡j †Mj, †mB m‡½ w¯’i g~wZ© n‡q †Mj wkíxiv, cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki nvZ †÷‡Ri Wvb

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w`‡K cÖmvwiZ|

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AwK©÷ªvq nvjKv Avb›`-Drm‡ei myi evR‡Q| `k©K‡`i mevB

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†`n‡mŠôe †Mvcb Ki‡Z cv‡iwb|

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`uvovj kvwKjv, `k©K‡`i D‡Ï‡k KLbI gv_v †bvqv‡”Q, KLbI Pz‡gv Qyu‡o w`‡”Q| Zvici Ny‡i Avevi wd‡i †Mj ci`vi Avov‡j| ZviciI A‡bK¶Y a‡i Pj‡Z _vKj KiZvwj|

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Ô†Kb, G †Zv I‡cb wm‡µU!Õ Avb‡›` †hb AvZ¥nviv n‡q DVj BRiv‡qwj wgwjUvwi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-Gi Kg©KZ©v| ÔmevB Rv‡b, kvwKjv‡K Avwg we‡q Kie|Õ

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jwei SvoevwZ wb‡¯—R n‡jv, D¾¡jZv wd‡i †c‡q Avevi nvivj| RjZi‡½i gZ kã Zz‡j GKUv †ej evRj| †jvKRb nv‡Zi wmMvi Avi wmMv‡iU †djevi Rb¨ RvqMv LyuR‡Q|

A‡b‡K GiBg‡a¨ w_‡qUv‡ii D‡Ï‡k iIbv n‡q †M‡Q|

Ii c_ †Q‡o w`‡q wcQy nUj Zviv|

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†kl GKUv Uvb w`‡q GKUz SzuKj ivbv, A¨vk‡Uª‡Z N‡l wb‡Ri Pzi“UUv †bfvj| Zvici hLb wm‡a n‡”Q, KuvP †gvov

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†iveU wQj?

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dvqv‡ii AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|

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†`Lv hv‡”Q, GK nv‡Z †cuwP‡q a‡i‡Q mi“ †KvgiUv| mevi D‡Ï‡k mM‡e© nvm‡Q †m| gv‡S-g‡a¨ †g‡qwUi Kv‡bi Kv‡Q gyL bvwg‡q wbPz Mjvq wKQy ej‡Q| RviKvi Aci nvZUv MvBW Ki‡Q Zv‡K, wf‡oi wfZi w`‡q c_ ˆZwi K‡i ax‡i ax‡i GwM‡q Avm‡Q ivbvi w`‡K|

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w`‡q Zv‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Z †`L‡Q ivbv| Ôfvj nZ hw` Õ ïi“ Ki‡jI, †kl Kij bv kvwKjv| ivbv ejj, ÔAvi hw`

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†W‡K G‡b‡Q †m| ÔG ivbv †hb †mB ivbv bq|Õ Ôgv‡b?Õ

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ƠwW¯‹Uv †`L‡Z PvBjvg, †`Lvj bv, ejj wb‡q Avm‡Z fy‡j †M‡Q| wg‡_¨ K_v!Õ

K‡iI wW¯‹Uv cvqwb Zviv|Õ ƠZv‡Z wKQy cƯgvwYZ nq bv,Õ K‡b©j RviKv ejj| ƠIUv nq‡Zv Ii c‡K‡UB Av‡Q, Avcbv‡K †`Lv‡Z Pvqwb| GiKg Nvo-†Zovwg Ki‡Z cv‡i I, †mfv‡eB I‡K ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡QĐAvmjUvi m‡½ wgj †i‡L|Õ

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ƠAvwg †evanq we‡K‡ji w`‡K †h‡Z cvie,Õ ejj ivbv|

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ÔwVK Av‡Q, W±i †Weªv‡K Avwg †g‡mRUv Rvwb‡q †`e|

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I| ZLb †Weªv‡K Lyb bv K‡i Dcvq _vK‡e bv Ii| Avi †Zj Avwe‡ei gZ RvqMvq GKUv jvk ¸g Kiv GK K_vq Am¤¢e|

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